happy...

wowoweewa

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 05:52:09 +0000

my my my...

i think it\'s been 5 months?!

heheh, im updating because paloys left me an offline message telling me to update this blog... (*weird*)

but anyway, i guess it\'s time narin to visit this page...

so, what\'s been happening? A LOT

heheh... that simple, the enthusiasm of blogging has left my life... im no longer eager to tell, express or rant and rave about everything that goes on in my life....

honestly, im going through a crisis myself.... it\'s going to be a new year in a few days and i dont want to be left behind. im ashamed of what i\'ve been going through, what i\'ve been doing... haaay...

i need someone to bang my head to a wall, just to get some sense inside this head of mine... lately, i can\'t help but think how much of a hypocrite i\'ve become... there are things in life that i just can\'t handle... i dont know how to deal, and im just scared that i wont be able to...

haaay... this has to stop...

did you miss me?!

Fri, 8 Oct 2004 01:05:25 +0000

hahahaha!!!

how long has it been since i last updated?

grabeh, my days have been a variation of long ones and short ones. the week flies by so quickly but the days are so long. my weight has also been varying as well... hahaha.... pag TH mabigat pag MWF magaan! bwahahahaha!!!

anyway, life has been treating me quite well, im getting a hang of things... balancing service and school. the only problem is im always tired, but i like being tired especially if it\'s for the Lord. It\'s amazing how He works in different and surprising ways.. hehehe...

i miss everyone, oh a big shout out to all the B-ERS!!! i miss you all soo much... *tear*

im getting back at playing my guitar again... hehehe... Kiddo and Jeff taught me new songs the other day... cool!!! i can play Dare You to Move, Meant to Live, One Way, More to LIfe, and a lot more! *jumps around*

yesterday was swimming day! coolness... the water was cold.. brrr.... but it was funny to see the boys on their trunks! bwahahahaha!!!! it was very tiring but fun... :)

hahahaha.. wala na akong maisip na makwento.. :P

see you all soon!!

oh i want to plug...

SYMPHONY OF JOY CONCERT!
October 23, 2004
7pm at the Elim Center for Renewal (51 10th st. Rolling Hills Village, New Manila, QC.)
tickets are at P200 each.

-- > im part of it so if you want to see my sing... (hindi solo ah! :P) come and watch!!! :)
text me if you\'re interested.. :)

God Bless y\'all!!

God is all around

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 01:14:41 +0000

this is one of my favorite songs as of the moment....

God knows why....

Consider the kindness of a stranger that passes by your way
For there are ties that bind us together, forever
Touching a broken hearted friend brings healing to the soul within
There\'s evidence everywhere of His love, sweet love

God is all around us
Even when we feel we\'re all alone
I can hear Him whispering my name
Telling me that I\'m His own
God is all around us
Even when we feel all hope is gone
God is all around
God is all around

There\'s so many lessons yet to learn
I don\'t know where the road will turn
He always finds a way to guide me, remind me
That is I should fall into the night
He will be there a shinning light
For all the world to see, with open arms for you and me

God is all around us
Even when we feel we\'re all alone
I can hear whispering my name
Telling me that I\'m His own
God is all around us
Even when we fell all hope is gone

God is all around, He\'ll hear your prayer
If you just reach out, He\'s everywhere
God is everywhere

God is all around us
Even when we feel we\'re all alone
I can hear Him whispering my name
Telling me that I\'m His own
God is all around us
Even when we feel all hope is gone
God is all around

God is all around...

God is all around....

can you believe, i was actually teary-eyed when we sang this... haaay.... I love you Lord!

Revival Night

Thu, 9 Sep 2004 15:25:15 +0000

Tonight was the last time I\'ll be attending Alabang Revival Nights for the next 3 months. I\'m going to miss Festival so much. For the was 3 weeks I\'ve been attending not just Alabang Revival nights but also Makati and Homebase of course. It was only this evening that I mentioned to Mary Anne that I liked observing people during prayer ministry. It makes me feel so peaceful and blessed. It\'s only lately that I get touched when I see people getting slain by the Spirit.

Wow! The Lord made a really big catch tonight, we had 20 first-timers. Praise God! And before prayer ministry Daddy Willy always has a special intention to pray for before the rest of the dwellers. Tonight he invited those who hasn\'t accepted Jesus as their personal Lord and Saviour. At first nobody was going in front, then 2, 3, 5, i think until they reached more than 10! Praise God indeed! I was really touched by their boldness and their walk of faith. While they were praying, I felt the Holy Spirit come down. I felt a gush of wind blow in me from the chest to my mind. It was like He was passing by... amazing.... at first I thought He was blessing me with the gift of tongues but i realized that it wasnt after. He was just making Himself known, allowing me to absorb His presence. Thank You Lord.

We sang One Way again before the Community Song. I\'m never going to be fed up of that song, though it\'s tiring it still has that beat to get me jumping. Nica was also jumping, to think that she was already sleepy. I\'m going to miss a lot of things in Alabang. Now palang i missed Choy. Normally, during worship I\'d look at my right and I\'d see him there, but tonight he wasnt. I can\'t wait to see him this October! i want a picture with Choy...

In 45 mins, i will regain the ability to text and call using my real number(line). My mom placed a limit of 700 a month. Unfortunately for me i passed that limit halfway of the month. That\'s why i couldn\'t reply to all your messages, i have been temporarily using our prepaid to make some important texts. I\'m so excited to be able to use my line again.

Anyway, I\'m going now, i have to email my dad. He\'s leaving Calcutta, India tom. :P

I\'m a Princess!

Thu, 9 Sep 2004 03:50:52 +0000

I just finished Ate Didi\'s new book. \"A Girl\'s guide to Inner Beauty\" It\'s a great read! If you\'re a fast reader you can finish it in one sitting, about 2 hours...but it took me one night to. hahaha!!

anyway, i just want to share some parts of it...

\"Daughters of God, who were created to be feminie, know in their hearts that the Lord\'s standards are the only acceptable standards of living.\"

... This refers to having the grace to deliberately CHOOSE not to sin.

... A vice is anything that makes our beings unclean, physically or otherwise, and hinders us from being able to offer ourselves -- in spirit, soul and body -- as consecrated individuals to God.

... Examples of vices that are recognized by the world are smoking, drinking, taking drugs, gambling, gossiping, and lewd conduct. Another is thoughts that may e malicious, lustful, envious, critical, judgemental, condemning or just plain idle. They are forms of vice that defile our sould, together with our minds and hearts.

...Girls who are not Christians may find it too much when it comes to us offering our lives to the Lord in this manner (romans 12:1-2)

... \"If the world hates you, be aware that it hated me before it hated you. If you belonged to the world, the world would love you as its own. Because you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world -- therefore the world hates you.\" - John 15:18-19

This chapter was where i found myself almost to tears. For the past few days, I\'ve been challenged to defend my lifestyle and my beliefs. It was hard for me because I really didn\'t get it either, all along I was just being obedient and faithful. Knowing that all these sacrifices would bring out something better in me. It has been hard lately having to explain to my friends why i can\'t attend such gatherings or why I cant do stuff anymore. It\'s only now that I have been enlightened. Maybe at some point, i was just too lazy to actually try to understand and ask questions. So to all those who has been wondering and are still bothered why i do these things, i hope the few points i posted above could help. If not, just let me know and I\'ll buy you the book.

Yun lang... God bless! :)

a monday afternoon

Mon, 6 Sep 2004 07:59:42 +0000

i want to eat champorado for merienda...

my mom brought home go nuts for me yesterday.. :) yum! they bought the one with peanut butter! that\'s my favorite! yum... wait, im gonna get one...

*after 10 mins*

yum!! i ended up eating chocolate cake! saving the peanut butter for later! bwahahaha!!!

hmm... i want to go to ECR later... but i wont be doing anything there... i want to live near the ECR... so it\'ll be easier for me.. :-D

i need to start exercising... i need to lose my tummy... swimming ang PE ko this term... pangit pag may tummy ako! kakahiya!

i need to wake up early starting tom.. i have to make a commitment to have my prayer time early mornings. like 5.30am so that i wont forget it! and it\'s a discipline narin... hahah!

im bored...

really bored...

wala lang.. :)

Sun, 5 Sep 2004 14:08:53 +0000

THREE NICKNAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Happy
2. Chappy
3. Haps

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. happy in general
2. passionate for God
3. zealous for God

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i get attached to people easily
2. i often make excuses even if im wrong
3. laitera din ako minsan

THREE THINGS YOU DON\'T UNDERSTAND:
1. how people can be such persecutors
2. why my cellphone keeps on shutting down on me
3. how chips (as in the techie ones) work

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. people who refer to themselves as \"me\" instead of \"ako\"
2. my little niece sometimes
3. not being able to wake up early

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. big rollercoasters
2. losing all my loved ones
3. not hearing the trumpet sound when Jesus comes back

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Bible
2. milcu
3. clothes

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS: (right now?)
1. \"GOd is all around\" not sure who sang it
2. \"For this cause\" by Hillsong (i think)
3. \"It doesn\'t really matter\" by Genrev

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
1. my mom
2. GenRev people (Da Berks)
3. Jesus

THREE THINGS YOU CAN\'T DO:
1. speak in tongues
2. pay my own bills
3. eat exotic food, shrimp, crabs, and all the other things people love

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. making people smile and happy
2. spoiling people
3. driving

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1. my dad
2. finidh one video and a powerpoint presentation
3. the red addidas shoes

THREE CAREERS YOU\'RE CONSIDERING:
1. full time servant of the Lord
2. any field my course takes me
3. photography

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. L.A.
2. Europe
3. Hawaii

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. perform with the Genrev Band
2. tour the Philippines
3. travel

not an ordinary friday

Fri, 3 Sep 2004 17:07:00 +0000

supposedly it was supposed to be a little special because it was and UBE night for us KG. but then it was more than that... much more... here\'s a list of events that brought about my late afternoon to early saturday morning..

1. visited the blessed sacrament in Della Strada
2. picked up mich in ateneo
3. mich\'s dorm room
4. sitting on mich\'s laptop
5. noting a new route to the ECR from ateneo
6. picked up kina and trix from rolling hills
7. pictorials inside the car along edsa while it was traffic

8. teased shobe through text
9. my almost first ticket
10. getting lost in makati
11. my refreshing walk with the Lord
12. choy\'s new hairdo
13. nikko\'s great concern
14. kiddo insisting me to share
15. sharing in makati rev
16. a car with 5 noisy girls and a lost driver
17. going on circles looking for g4
18. food choices
19. KG UBE
20. pictorials
21. ride home

Lord, thank you for taking care of me and the girls. Thank you for keeping us safe. Thank you for being faithful, that time when i needed You the most. Thank you for the gift of sisterhood, thank you for the gift of friendship and love. Though things will be different i pray that you will continue to bless each and every one of us with the same love we have for each other, may this time of trial be a road for our growth and a stronger bond. I love you Lord!

a long and relaxing vacation

Fri, 3 Sep 2004 03:47:34 +0000

im happy it\'s vacation time in la salle..

hahaha... i really need the break.. i need to prep up for the next term... im really aiming for DL... i know i can do it and i will... the Lord is faithful and it\'s just right that i give my all next term... He has just proven to me that i can do better than what i did this term. i so do not deserve what i got for my course cards. im regretting not studying last term. i could have made the DL cut off...

im plugging my livejournal blog...

www.livejournal.com/~red_icedtea

hehehe.. :P

i have a long entry there... hahaha! :P

im excited for tom morning... hehehe... roni and i are playing volleyball sa Rolling Hills village park... hehehe... :P

i want to go to school na! hahah!! im excited to study! :P yeah yeah, im such a dork! haha! who cares! i want to be DL this term! i\'m doing my very very best! and i dont want to let myself down. im sticking to my promise...

rons, monitor mo naman ako oh! hahaha!!! :P

thanks darling! :P

malapit na ako maging malaya!!

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 01:42:20 +0000

woohoo!!!

one more test and im done!!!

i cant wait!!

im soooo excited!!

i already have an outfit for friday!

ey guys! punta kayo sa GENREV LIVE!! click here to know more details.. roni , she knows everything you need to know.. :-D

hehehe...

excited na ako..

im going to alabang tom to attend revival night there, miss ko na TR.. miss ko na kG...

di bale next week pwede na ulit!

see ya all!

GOd Bless!!