twin seduction

word of the day: Heartbroken

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 11:18:28 +0000

Sofia,

It's been a while. Well, at least three weeks to be exact. I've been very busy, my twin. Being a web master literally eats me up. I have to manage things here and there, fix these and those. Sigh.

I haven't been sleeping well, my dear sister. She has been stuck in my mind for quite a while now. However, she broke my heart.

On Valentine's day, I arrived at our usual spot. I defied the flu I had and still went, for the sake of seeing her at least. I thought we agreed the other week that we would see each other last Wednesday. It never happened. It never happened.

I hope you and your spouse had a good valentine's day.

I hope to hear from you soon.

XoXo

Alberto

word of the day: reunion

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 08:06:28 +0000

Alberto,

ang saya twin, noh? sana ma post natin pix dito. sana pwede ng ipagmayabang sa blogosphere ng gwapo ka't maganda ako.

sana pwede tayong mgpaka evil ulit at patayin na naman sa inggit ang mga tao sa fans club mo.

at sana,

super sana,

may next time pa.

Love,
Sofia

Word of the day: Transmission

Wed, 10 Jan 2007 14:42:25 +0000

26 days since we last wrote here.

I'm/We're baaaaaack~! :-D

Sofia,

Oh, how I miss you my twin! Those nights of unrelentless talking, those mornings when we would not sleep and just talk, talk, and talk some more.

In seven days, I'll be there.

Angelo and that black leatherbound planner is with me, and are waiting for your hands caress them. :-P

After Mary, I fell in love again, with Cebu. And now, I have a girlfriend. And it's not Cebu, mind you. It's the online buddy I told you about. :-D

Can't wait to see you.

I love you twin!

xoxo

Alberto

word of the day: cessation

Wed, 13 Dec 2006 18:03:59 +0000

a tagger of ours hit it.

"tumigil ang mundo."

wala mang ingay. wala mang pang araw-araw na balita, andito pa rin ako. at alam kong nandiyan ka lang.

even in silence. even in the absence of words, of words of the day, and of deafening ym buzzes, you've got me.

you know that.

nothing has changed. i love you.

still.

~sofia

word of the day: taga ilog (tagalog)

Fri, 08 Dec 2006 15:00:49 +0000

Sofia,

Masaya ako at bumalik na tayo sa normal. Sana'y hindi na mangyari ulit yung nangyari nung nakaraang linggo. Pagpasensyahan mo na din kung minsan ay matampuhan ang kambal mo,

Namimiss lang kita.

Mahal kita kambal :-D

-Alberto

word of the day: buendia

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 15:11:16 +0000

sa kadahilanang buo ang aking paniniwalang mas mabibigyan hustisya ang liham na to kung isuslat sa nakagisnang wika, pipilitin kong magtagalog.

Alberto,

kung anumang meron tayo nung magsimula ang twin seduction, buo ang aking pasasalamt. nabigyan mo ng bagong kulay ang mala-tipaklong kong paglalagi sa mga eskinita ng worldwideweb. ibinalik mo sa'kin ang mga alaala nina elmo at patricia, nung dekada 90. (para malaman kung sino sina elmo at patricia, i-download lamang ang chicken pox ebook sa www.lisondra.net)

alam kong nasaktan kita.biglaan at walang pasabi ang aking pglisan sa ating kanlungan. wala ng mas sasakit pa sa nakaraang linggo. andyan ka, andito ako.ngkikita tayo gabi-gabi ngunit d mn lng ngkikibuan. may iba ka na. at ako naman, masyadong naging abala sa mga bagay-bagay kesa magselos. ni hindi ka na nagpapaalam sa tuwing mag-ooffline ka. kung nagpapaalam man, d ko na batid ang katotohanan ng dati.malungkot. masakit. pero wala akong mgagawa kse alam kung sa oras na isusumbat ko ang mga ito sa'yo, ibabato mu lang pabalik sa akin.

yeah right.

isa akong artista. marami sa mga ginagawa ko ay taliwas sa "tama" ng karamihan. kalahati sa mga pinanggagawa ko'y d ko alam kung pno ipaliwanag. ang kalahati naman ay di ko na dapat ipaliwanag pa. alam mo dapat yan bilang isa ring anak ng sining.

kilala mo marahil si ely eleandre basino buendia. minsan isang panahon, hinangaan natin siya ng walang sawa. lumaki ako sa inspirasyon at impluwensiya ng buhay at musika ng eraserheads at ni ely buendia. kasama na dun ang impluwensiyang nomadic. d ako ngtatagal sa isang bagay at lugar. mas mabilis ang takbo ng aking isip kesa galaw ng aking katawan. hindi nkakatagal ng wlang ginagawa ang aking kaluluwa. restless, ika nga. madali akong mgsawa, madali akong mabore.

wala akong pakialam sa karamdamang to dati. masaya ako sa intriga. masaya ako pag pinag-iisip ko ang tao. masaya akong naglakad ng wlang mukha. kaya nga ba ayokong ibigay sa'yo number ko. kuntento na dapat ako sa pagiging faceless at nameless sa sarili kong mundo. maganda dun at masaya ako.

pero dumating ka. alam ng diyos (ko) kung paano ko nilabanang wag kang papasukin sa mundo ko. pero mapangahas ang tadhana't nagawa niyang dalhin ako sa mundo mo. nakapagtataka sapagka't nasa iisang "sariling" mundo lng pala tayo---sa magkabilang dulo nito.

masaya ako at walang pagsisisi. pero ayokong hintayin na lamang na mgsawa na naman ako. na gaya ng iba, itatapon lng kita isang araw. o itatapon mo lng ako.

kaya ako ngpaalam pansamantala, nagpahinga, at nangakong babalik. gusto kong sa pagbalik ko, mamimis kita at prang bago na ulit ang lahat. un un eh. mas pinili kong lumayo ng bahagya para wag magsawa. kse ayokong pkawalan ka at kung anumang magandang alaala na bigay sa'tin ng twin seduction.

hindi ko sinbai to kse inakala kong maiintindihan mo.

isang buwan na lang, malapit na...

magkikita na tayo, hindi ba?

word of the day: oblivion

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 07:46:37 +0000

Sofia,

Seven days. I've been waiting for seven days for your reply.

Still, you haven't.

I'm still waiting sofia. I'm on the verge of getting mad; but still I try to understand. I still am.

-
Knox

word of the day: absence

Sat, 25 Nov 2006 16:18:36 +0000

Twin,

I am dumbfounded. I never meant to hurt you. I just wanted to let you know what was happening with me. I don't know what to say.

I will write again as soon I compose my self.

I am alone here tonight, I don't have anyone to talk to. I said I would return after 30 minutes, did I not?

Where are you now?

This one chance that I can stay up all night, and you're not around.

I miss you, and I mean it every time I say it.

I am sorry for hurting you my sunshine. I really did not mean to.

I love you, and we both know that's true; even in the absence of words.

Please don't be jealous of her sofia dearest.

with love,
Alberto

word of the day: absence

Sat, 25 Nov 2006 15:48:13 +0000

twin.

i miss calling you such. i miss waiting for you to get online. or to purposefully make you wait for me.

i miss our chitchats, our backbites; the flirting, which one of our readers once (mis)interpreted as incest; our being fond of smileys, and your ym's incapability of making a dog smiley.

i miss you twin. AND I MEAN IT THIS TIME.

have i told you that i'm territorial? that i'm selfish and i guard my posessions too much?

i didn't know you were included in the scope of my posessiveness as those are supposedly limited for my in-the-flesh relationships. but when you talked about finding "someone new" in your last letter, i felt a searing pain. i didn't know. i didn't want to. i know for one that instant messengers lets one save more than one contact entry. as a matter of fact, i have been guilty of communing with others while chatting with you countless of times before.

i don't know. i have issues with goddbyes twin. i fear seeing people drfting away. i miss being left for somebody else. not only with boyfriends. but with friends as well. if this sounds too complex, check the stickied on my blog. check the archives on my other blogs too.

i know, i'm talking too much. and i may not be as composed and as clear as i am supposed to be if i continue to harp. i hope there will be a "next time"-- and by then, i will tell you more.

the jealous twin,

Sofia.

-----
P.S.

if i haven't said i love you as often as i should. it is because deep down inside, i hope you know that i do.

word of the day: canine

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 12:47:23 +0000

Dear Sofia,

I don't have much to tell right now. I've been stale. I don't really know what's happening with me.

Online friends, yes, we ave many my sister. I recently made a new one, and I've been chatting with her everynight. I feel weird, because I always anticipate seeing her online.

This afternoon, I was at my alma mater processing some documents. When Cebu cancelled our watching of Happy Feet this afternoon, I immidiately decided to go home. When I got home, my mother was crying. I learned, about a minute later, that one of our dogs died. She loved the dog so much, you see. I liked the dog, and sometimes we dance the Cha-Cha. I gireved for a while, but recuperated immidiately.

My favorite dog died right after my birthday this year. She gave me a good birthday gift. rarr.

I've not been seeing you online lately. My, my, my orange sunshine, you're really busy. I miss you.