you know something's wrong,

when after a long hiatus,

you start blogging again.

This is a crisis. I'm on a crisis.

I'm not really sure if it's psychosomatic...

...but it just really feels... like,

at a point when i'm all out of love and affection,

... where emotional intimacy is what i yearn for,

i have none.

so naturally, i'd count on my friends to keep my half-crazy self busy.

and now the question is,

where are they?

cheers,

tofuboy

time to super blog!

next time. hehe.

love,

tofuboy

I am thoroughly convinced that, if Mariah, Madonna, Britney, or even some other important celebrity were to die today, their deaths would just be news. Yes, it would be widely publicized and people would be shocked, some would even mourn, but in the long run it wouldn't be as affecting as your death.

I guess this is were your influence comes in; you weren't just a singer, or a dancer, or a performer, or a video game character, for that matter - you were the face, the body and the voice that defined the soundtrack of numerous generations during your time.  And your influence shall continue to live on through your music. And your music shall continue to move the hearts of many more to come.

And even if your life had to end in a tragic decline, a new life is reborn in the legacy you left us with your music.

No other artist, in my opinion, has created music as affecting as you have. I was a fan, I still am, and i admit i may have ridiculed you a few times, but all i have for you now is respect. Iconic, that's what you are, and that's how you will be remembered.

Michael Jackson. Gone too soon.

Sweet dreams.

yours truly,

tofuboy

p.s. yes, your memorial service was touching and moved me, i was actually holding my tears back in our office pantry while watching some of it's moments. Paris broke my heart.

so while the world may be mourning over the deaths of Michael Jackson, Farrah Fawcett, David Carradine, and Douglas Quijano (bleh), the press right now may probably be already feasting on PGMA's fake boobs.

In other news, the Lewiss Caroll classic, "Alice in Wonderland" will be making its big screen debut this 2010. And since the film is directed by Tim Burton, it's safe to say to say (duh) that Johnny Depp will be starring in the film as well. and guess who's he playing as?

yup you guessed it right.

MADONNA!

kill me now.

Sure, a lot has happened since my last post, but I really don't know what to write about. I can't even call this a writer's block.

I'm just simply stumped.

Hmmm...

Oh, my leave got approved. 7 days with no salary. harhar. but i'm going on vacation, so what the heck.

And so now I'm wishing those who borrowed money from me get to pay me soon, 'coz i'm really really gonna need it. 15k. collectible. wtf? Maybe next time i shouldn't be so kind eh?

tofuboy 

i was supposed to blog about this yesterday but i got so tired and stressed out, i ended up sleeping instead.

anyway...

I was at gateway yesterday, and was supposed to withdraw some cash since some friends of mine needed to borrow some money, and anyway, i was running low on funds as well. So i went to BPI and did my thing at the ATM. And then all of a sudden, the ATM starts acting funny like hell and ends up cancelling my transaction, without spitting out my ATM card.

I was like, wtf? the machine just f*cking ate my ATM card!

This was the first time it ever happened to me, so naturally i panicked and ranted all over the place, cursing the god-damned machine like there was no tomorrow just to make me feel better. haha.

For first timers, i swear, this has got to be one of the worst things that can ever happen especially when you really really need cash. It's a different kind of stress.

My ATM card is was like my effing lifeline. I've never been the type who brings lots of cash around, it's always usually just debit. But yesterday's events have just taught me how ATM cards are not immortal.

So for now, i guess i'm gonna stick with cash.

CASH RULES. lol.

you know you love me (haha),

tofuboy

had nothing to do, so i decided to do a little speed test on my sun broadband wireless.

lookie here, umabot ako ng 2Mb/s.

enjoy.

love,

tofuboy

there's this small speck on my notebook's screen that won't seem to go away.

the OC part of me finds it irrititating; it's actually driving me crazy i'm already on the verge of a massive breakdown. haha.

even if the rational part of me tells me it's already found it's way inside the LCD, hence, trying to get rid of it is almost impossible, the OC part insists that i should get rid of it.

sheesh!

I have to get rid this!

i need my peace of mind back.

hate,
brouhaha

end of argument.

it's just so hard to imagine how life would be without facebook. lols.

just a random thought, i'm really very blah nowadays, sheesh!

love,

tofuboy