OH MY GOD. I wasn't prepared! I didn't know. I didn't get enough sleep and my dark under eye circles are showing. I didn't have my make-up kit with me to add to the drama! GOOD THING I have a friend named, Kristine Gomez! Hehehehe.. She had her make-up kit with her. Whew. So there, I put on the make-up, fixed my hair, waited for my turn, sat on the chair, made funny faces in front of the lens (hehehehe!), smiled and click. DONE. I HOPE THEY TURN OUT REALLY OK! -_-`

After the shoot, I headed home to change because I planned to go to Quiapo to have the stupid mp4 replaced and Grace and I are going to meet up. I headed to Ortigas to meet up with Grace and man was she late. That means only one thing, no more Quiapo. Waited for 30mins or so and Grace arrived.. Waited for an hour and Gomez arrived. Talked for a while and then rode a bus going to Mall of Asia.

I LOVE RIDING THE BUS WITH MY DARKLINGS!

Hehehehe.. It was a fun bus ride! We were laughing the whole trip!!! Pati yung mani na tinitinda ni Manong napagtripan namen. Hahahaha.. Sabi ko bulok. Mali pala yung term.. Dapat pala luma na. Hahahaha!

We arrived at MoA around 9:30PM and fortunately, we got to watch the pyrolympics! Yey! IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL!!! There were "aaaaaaaaaaaah", "oooooh!" and "wow!" everywhere! Hehehehe! After the fireworks, we headed to MoA. But before going to the mall, I bought a head band with the horns that lights up and a stick that light up. Hehehehehe.. I feel like a kid! :-D

We went to Watson's to buy some stuff because the red flag is up. ;) hehehehe.. and then bought some food and sat on the stairs. Took pictures, laughed so hard and talked. IT WAS FUN.

James, texted and told me that he was with Rix.. and asked me if I'm going to Makati. Wala akong gana makipagkita sa kanila nun. I had so much things going on my mind regarding Rix. I wanted to talk to him but when I found out that they were drinking, I lost interest in meeting them that night. You see, I don't want to talk to a drunken guy. So, ang reply ko.. "Try ko na lang."

After our stairs moment, we walked and went out... Sat, laughed and took pictures again. :P Gomez treated us at McDonald's! Yey for french fries! :-D As usual, we were laughing ang laughing. And another text message from James asking me if I can make it. Then it was Rix who texted next.. Hihintayin niya daw ako kahit wala na si James. There. We left MoA. Grace and Gomez dropped me off at Makati.

Said hi to James and Rix. I felt so weird that night. I can't look straight at his eyes. He looked at me and he was smiling but I felt so weird. I tried to tell them what happened but I felt so weird! @_@  After a while, James left us to talk.

And then we talked because I had to tell him some things.

After we talked, we were laughing again and sharing stories. Hehehehe.. It was already 3am in the morning and he was already sleepy. I told him I hafta drop by Gomez's  place. He went with me.. :)

After and hour or so, we left because my sugarhoney was sleepy. I'm not really sure what time I got home.. @_@

It was a fun day/night. And I love love love my boyfriend, Rix. ^_^

January 9, 2007, we, the 4th year female college students of DC had the annual retreat. As expected, I sat alone in the bus because Ache and Dianne sat together. Muhehehehe.. But it was all good. I really was not in the mood to talk. I wanted to enjoy the view. Nyaknyak..

When we arrived at the retreat house, we saw our (guy) classmates. It was like we haven't seen each other for months! Nyohohohoho!!! And I was sooooooo hungry when we got there. I asked Dianne if she still has the Pik-Nik with her. She told me she gave it to the boys. Nooooooooooooo! Ache and I were so hungry! T_T So so so.. Dianne bought a box of buko tart for the three of us. Yey!!! Food!!! Salvation! Bwahahahaha!! It was delicious I tell you! :P After devouring the tasty tarts, it was merienda time! BWAHAHAHAHA!!! Time to eat again! Ahahahaha.. I was like, "Uh-oh.. That was wrong. We ate too much tarts." Muhehehehe.. So there, we went to the dining room and had our merienda. After eating, we went out and walked around. We went to the little garden and saw this huts. It was said to be sacred and he had to take off our shoes if we're gonna go inside. I took photos of the flowers, the scenery and us! :)

4:30pm, we headed to the conference room and finally met the priest. We played a game called The Hunter's Game and our team lost! Hahahaha! The team had to spell our name using our lips in front of everyone and I had to go first. Muhehehehe.. I don't think we really lost though because father Ding, gave us a bracelet in the end. And I liked it. :) After that, we had activites, talk and heard stories. Y'know, the usual retreat stuff. I got to realize a lot of things, too. :)

In the evening, we went to the chapel and saw labyrinth that father Ding told us about. He told us that the labyrinth is the journey in our life and it full of twists and turns. After that, it was confession time. Ache and I went out and walked for a while.. AND IT WAS SO FREAKIN' COLD!!! I loved it! And the sky was FULL OF STARS! Mweee!!! I LOVED LOVED LOVED IT! I called friends up to tell them that it was so cold and there are so many stars! Ahahahaha! I tried to call Rix but he went out. :(

After savoring the moment, we headed back to our rooms to get ready for bed. I took a bath despite the freezing cold water because there's this thing called, heater. XD And I was off to dreamland at 1am. :)

5:00am woke up and greeted Batangas, Ache and Dianne a good morning. Muhehehehe.. IT WAS SO COLD!!! LOL! But being the "macho" that I am, I bravely took a bath! Thanks to Mr. Heater. AHAHAHAHA! After taking our bath, we had a yummy breakfast. I felt so full. @_@ After our breakfast, we went to the conference room and father I-forgot-what-his-name-is talked about happiness. It was an enlightening talk even if I was a bit sleepy. I learned a lot since I am looking for real happiness.

10:00 AM Merienda @_@

10:30 AM Talk

11:30 AM Mass

12:30 AM Lunch @_@ I am sooooooooooooooooooooooo full.

After a heavy lunch, we went out and took photos while waiting for the bus. I separated from Ache and Dianne and sat down to feel the breeze, enjoy the moment and the environment and to just think about things.. It was heaven. I felt great. I didn't want to go back to Manila. Not yet. But that was the reality.. Face all the drama, bullshit and problems. I was lucky because I got the chance to go to Batangas and rest for even a while.. That is what I need after all. And I've got people waiting for me back in Manila. :)

3:30 PM The bus arrived. Finally. It was supposed to pick us up at 1AM. x_x Not much happened inside the bus... I slept for a while and woke up when we had our stop-over at Laguna. And read a message saying that Enrico misses me. Hihi.. And I miss him too! :)

Got back at DC at 5:30pm.. And almost everyone headed to the ladies' room and had to pee. Muhahahahaha... After that, I went home and I was greeted by my baby sisters. They asked if I had pasalubong. Muhehehe.. Ozkorz I had pasalubong for them. They asked me if it was fun and blah blah blah.. I told 'em what happened. :)

After that, I slept from 7PM to 3PM! Bwahahahaha! That means only one thing, I was absent at school! x_x

Oh oh oh.. My crush joined us in the retreat! XD She's soooo tall. @_@

I am bored. I am stuck at home. Friends aren't around. Boyfriend went to Bulacan and I miss him. I am a-lone. Muhehehe..

Result of boredom:

I went to or kitchen, opened the refrigerator and wow! Trays of cocktail float filled my eyes! Meep! Sugar, fats and fats! MUST. RESIST. MUST. RESIST. MUST. RESIST. 

Sadly, I failed.

I took 4 slices... Yum! It tasted like heaven. Delisyoso! I'm going to make mango float this week and share them with all of you! ^_^

Oh yes, I was able to finish my "personal website" in 7 hours! Nyunyunyu.. I am so goooooood at cramming. After finishing my website, I took a bath and headed to school for my exam. And I am late again. -_-` malapit nanaman ako bumingo kay Ms. Garcia. Ayoko na maaulit yung dati! No no no. Ayun tuloy, napagalitan ako. :(

After finishing my exam, I was gonna give her my CD (which contains my website), kaya lang gusto niya may label daw. Sa Monday or Tuesday na lang da i-pass since majority ng classmates ko, hindi naka-cd yung project. BADTRIP. Sana natulog na lang ako.

Ayun, pagktapos derecho kami Wonder Wok/Cyber Village/Boss Vic. Kainan, Computer Shop and tambayan namin na malapit sa school. :-D

As usual, they played DOTA. And yours truly, just sat there and downloaded some songs. Ako si "ati" nung shop kaninang hapon eh. Hahahahaha.. lahat sila nag laro, walang magbabantay ang maniningil. Ganto kasi yun, kakabukas lang nung computer shop na yun. Kami tumulong kay Boss Vic sa mga kung anu ba dapat gamitin niya sa pag set-up ng PC. Sila Baron nag network nung mga PC, nag install ng mga softwares.. Basta yun. Eh since lahat sila kanina naglaro and nag-internet, ako na lang nagbantay. Hehehehe... Naguluhan na ko nung nag time na sila eh. Ang dami nag sibayaran. Natense ako. Hihihihi..

At eto pa!!! I had a stain! Muhahahahaha.. x_x Siguro mga 1 hour ako naghintay ng cab. Pero, sa jeep din ang bagsak ko. Muhehehe. Buti na lang naka black pants ako. Ang saya. T_T

At ngayon. Naiinis ako na ewan. Tapos sasabayan pa ng argh. Sige na nga. Later!

Anyway, sa Tabulas friends ko.. Namimiss ko na kayo, mga kwento niyo at kung anu anu pa. Madaming nangyari nung mga nakaraang buwan. Masasaya at malulungkot. Basta yun na yun..

My body clock's totally fucked up right now. But I'm trying really bad to get a decent sleep since my schedule at school starts at 7:30 am. And I'm looking for a company for my practicum.. That's another reason why I need to fix my body clock.

Anu ba kwento sakin ngayon? Eto.. Malapit na maka-graduate. Sa wakas. Masaya na malungkot eh. Hindi ko alam kung saan magsisimula para ma-enjoy yung mga natitirang araw sa kolehiyo. Yung mga kaklase/kaibigan ko, medyo busy na sila. Meron na silang company para sa practicum.. Ako na lang ata wala. Nakakabadtrip.

Anu pa ba.. Ayun, nagkaron kami ng "pars eber" Halloween Costume Party. Feeling Faerie ako kaya yun costume ko. Sobrang toxic nung linggong yun. Tatlo lang kaming nag asikaso nun. Tatlong araw or apat na araw ata akong walang tulog nun. Naglilinis nung lugar, namimili ng pagkain at gamit, nananahi tapos pumupunta sa iba ibang lugar. PAGOD SOBRA. AT ETO PA, napikon lang ako nung party na. Basta oo yun. pero um-ok na nung nag inom na. Nawala na yung asar ko. Pero next year promise, hehehe.. Nadukutan pala ako ng cellphone nung linggo ding yun. Nakakatuwa! :)

Namimiss ko na pala mga kaibigan ko. Ewan ko. Bigla na lang ako nalulungkot ng walang dahilan minsa.. O hindi ko langalam yung dahilan.. O alam ko, pero sa sobrang dami ng iniisip ko, ayoko ng alamin kung ano yung dahilan na yun. Namimiss ko na happy times eh. SOBRANG NAMIMISS KO NA YUN. Namimiss ko na yung mga trip natin na sobrang babaw. Pero dun ako sumasaya. Yung pakiramdam na parang nawawala lahat ng problema basta kayo kasama ko.

Napagtanto ko din pala nung mga nakaraang linggo na may problema pala ako sa sarili. TAKOT AKO. Dalawang salita lamang iyan. Maaring sa ibang tao, napakasimple o mababaw. Pero hindi para sa akin. Para ako nakakakulong sa sarili kong mundo.. Ayokong may pumasok na iba tao sa mundong iyon. Ayokong may makaalam ng totoo kong nararamdaman. Basta. TAKOT AKO.

I was laying on the grass beside the person that I love.. We talked about dreams and magical things.. Exchanged " I love you" every 30 seconds.

Eyes smiled.

I kissed his soul and whispered to his heart that he's got nothing to fear for I am here..

Then he held my hand and promised me forever..

 I moved closer and rested my head on his chest..

And he knew it meant she loves him times infinity.

I know it's so grade school.. But that came from my heart. :)

Jason's Birthday

FUN TAGAYTAY TRIP!

I miss how you surprised me and gave me butterflies when you placed your arms around me (I thought you were already sleeping).

I miss secretly looking at you while you were sleeping so soundly despite the clamour our friends produced.

Getting lost  under the blanket of the night, staring at stars while thinking of you. You, who's slumbering right beside me.

I wanted to kiss your forehead, I wanted to hold your hand and I wanted to make you feel alright.. But you seem alright. We seem alright.

The night felt like a dream. The fog and the atmosphere made everything gave the impression that it was a dream. It's one of those dreams that I didn't want to wake up anymore.

I can be your Echo.

I am your faerie.

I love you!

Not much has happened at his place. He sang. She sang. They sang. And I didn't! Boo-hoo!!! Everyone was trying to get their hands on the friggin microphone!! x_x

What else? Erm.. I LOVE PICK-UP CARS!!! Seriously. I guess it all started when we were little kids and we would sleep at the back of the pick-up car when there's no electricity. Brown-outs/Black-outs was not a surprise back then.

At 11pm, I told 'em guys I had to go someplace else and I'll meet them up at Eastwood later that night. Soooooooooooooooooooooooo.. I rode a cab and went to James'. (Going to James' place is becoming a habit. That's what happens when you don't have much friends or your friends resides at the US or Region 4. BWahahahaha!!!)

When I got there, Uncle Nonoy (James' cooooooooool uncle) greeted me. The guys (James and Rix) went out to eat. So, Uncle Nonoy told me a few stories about his past relationship. Hehehehe.. :-D

James and Rix got back. Was introduced to their friend Donna. I think she's their HS classmate or something. She was nice. She kinda reminds me of someone. Just can't really remember who. I can't quite remember what we all talked about that night.

And remember that I'm-gonna-meet-you-guys-at-Eastwood? Well, that didn't happen. I WANTED TO GO THERE! REALLY!!! I WAS SO FUCKIN' READY TO DANCE THE NIGHT AWAY! But but but!!! Friends told me that I wouldn't enjoy there (Basement) because the place is crammed with fo' shizzle mah dizzles and ghettos(?). Plus! They won't play trance/electronica or whatever music that I like. Pfft.  My 200 buckaroos decided to stay in my little purse.

So there.

2:00 AM We left James' place. Rode a cab, Dropped off Donna at her place. Then went to mine. Bid goodbye and goodnight to Rix. Thanked him. Told him to take care. Took a bath. Played o2jam till 5:00 AM then decided to sleep. Hohohoho!

OH YEAH, I GOT THE FLU!! HOORAH!!! x_x

But I'll feel a-ok soon! I hafta to get well soon. And I mean soon!!!

I hope the chocolates Rix brought earlier will help fight the virus!Bwahahahaha!

Yes, folks! He's back! :-D He asked me this afternoon if he could visit me at our house because he found out that I was a bit sick. I didn't want him to see me at my "sick exterior", so I told him that I appreciate the concern but it's ok he doesn't need to bother. But Rix, being such a sweet guy, insisted that he'd visit little old me. (And I wanted to see him again, too!  )

And he gave this little tap-on-the-side-and-the-light-will-turn-on thingy! Weeeeeeeeeeeee~!! Chocolates and that! Wow! That made me feel a lot better!  

I had fun just hanging out with him. And talking. And laughing. I hope he did too. @_@

Note to self:

I WILL UPLOAD THE PHOTOS. I WILL UPLOAD THE PHOTOS. SAY IT WITH ME NOW, I WILL UPLOAD THE PHOTOS!!! RAWR!

Ok. Whew.

Time to sleep.  7:30 AM class later. Tee-hee. :P