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			<title>Struggle</title>
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<p>&nbsp;Light:</p>
<p>I bring forth the way</p>
<p>I present life</p>
<p>I show the truth</p>
<p>Does this not prove I am God?</p>
<p>Dark:</p>
<p>You blind men, fool!</p>
<p>It is not because of you shadows exist?</p>
<p>You shine upon them, leading aimlessly</p>
<p>They follow with joy in their thoughts but doom awaits them!</p>
<p>God:</p>
<p>Give no attention to lies</p>
<p>Do what is right in Mine eyes</p>
<p>What waits in the end is the prize</p>
<p>Or would you rather 'round your neck a tie?</p>
<p>Man:</p>
<p>The morning sun burns me down</p>
<p>While at night, I hold my hands up to freeze</p>
<p>There exist not such a thing as midnight sunshine</p>
<p>But there are still the extremes</p>
<p>Light:</p>
<p>Follow the right!</p>
<p>Say no to blight!</p>
<p>Continue to fight!</p>
<p>'til you lose your sight!</p>
<p>Darkness:</p>
<p>Come, and I offer your dreams</p>
<p>Turn around, and I'll fill your cup to the brim</p>
<p>I give thee life as sweet as cream</p>
<p>Come, and join me and my team</p>
<p>God:</p>
<p>I will show you My might!</p>
<p>In My arms I will hold you tight!</p>
<p>Though as time strikes you with beams</p>
<p>Hold on to me, let not the stars cause you to scream!</p>
<p>Man:</p>
<p>Confusion has made my heart be filled with fright</p>
<p>In their oceans I try to swim</p>
<p>Given the choice of black and white</p>
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			<pubDate>Sat, 19 Jul 2008 04:18:00 +0000</pubDate>
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			<title>Words...</title>
			<description><![CDATA[<p>Today is another day.</p>

<p>Another day to suffer.</p>

<p>Another day to die.</p>

<p>Another day to be lonely.</p>

<p>Another day to be hurt.</p>

<p>Another day for curses.</p>

<p>When is the day of happiness?</p>

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			<title>Intertwining Roads</title>
			<description><![CDATA[<p>&nbsp;We are not lovers, or the sort</p>

<p>Nor are we close of friends</p>

<p>We, or rather I, turned into a beastly enemy</p>

<p>I despised rejection, you retreated in fear</p>

<p>My eyes grew as red as blood</p>

<p>While yours turned as blue as the vast skies</p>

<p>Our road intersected for a moment, or not</p>

<p>But surely, it did not meet forever</p>

<p>Long days of winter has struck my path</p>

<p>And yours with a situation similar as mine</p>

<p>Distance was ensured between us, secrets were hidden</p>

<p>For an aeon, none spoke</p>

<p>But as if, or really was, divinely planned</p>

<p>Our roads intertwined</p>

<p>And very true it is that it mattered when</p>

<p>Stories were told, nights were cold</p>

<p>But nevertheless, we took hold</p>

<p>Unfortunately, death shadowed my heart</p>

<p>And I careth not for you. But surely, it did not prevail long</p>

<p>For now, I can never say I careth not</p>

<p>Truth be told, warrior or evil I may be,</p>

<p>The thought of you leaving is not a task done easy</p>

<p>It has weakened my heart, moistened my eyes</p>

<p>And it created a lump in my throat</p>

<p>For surely as the sun sets, I will be on my knees, weeping</p>

<p>On the day you set foot out of this land</p>

<p>For so I thought I'd finally say hello to my friend</p>

<p>I came to realize it was already time to say, good-bye.&nbsp;</p>

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			<title>Eulogy for Thailus Rasiel Cyz</title>
			<description><![CDATA[<p>A stranger gave out a eulogy for the late Thailus Rasiel Cyz:</p>

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 <p>&quot;I know these words are not befitting for a man who bore the Crest of the Lion. But What I remember from this man who I once was with in the battlefield was a memory I will not forget nor will I ever see again. I can remember him with his swords, Err and Valiestene, plunging into the battlefield as if it was a dance hall. Like a maiden and a gentleman, dancing around the hall, everyone in awe of the beauty and skill they possess, that is what you will see when you see Thailus Rasiel Cyz in the battlefield. His armor, Rasiel, shinning with glory as it protects it's user. Swords swinged as light as  feathers, the blades swiftly disposing their enemies, striking as quick as a snake. I can not believe that such a Knight with great power as to have the rank of Cyz would be so humble enough as to be a servant of the King and be a protector of his princess. But I know that this Knight is here and dead for only one reason, that he did not betray his comrades by running away, but continuing the fight even if left alone. Thailus Rasiel Cyz has fallen but I know full well that he is victorious not only in the past battles he has won, but he will be victorious over death, just as victorious as the Risen One.&quot;</p>

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 <p>advance eulogy for myself, it may sound so proud but I don't care. Bwahahah! I have the feeling that my body is dying so better advance than never, ayt? Cool! Am dying and coughing blood! YEAH! Oh yeah. The names in this world are taken from the name of your armor as second name, position/rank as last name and your first name stays the same. It all depends though in what job you undertake. LoL. Just incase, Bye, my friend.<br /></p>

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			<title>Law of Colors</title>
			<description><![CDATA[<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; The law of color is if you have this color, you reflect it and the colors you don't have, you absorb it.</p>

<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Applies greatly in our lives. Jesus' light we absorb, and when we have the colors of the light, we reflect it to others. Simple yet nice. For me. Haha. :D</p>

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			<pubDate>Mon, 11 Jun 2007 13:19:04 +0000</pubDate>
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			<title>Dating under the moonlight.</title>
			<description><![CDATA[&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Incase you don't know, but we are like the moon. We reflect the light of the Son. Hmmmm, ok.&nbsp;This revelation is kinda short, yet I like it very much. Have you ever seen in the movies or maybe you experienced it yourself where two people date and they stare at the moon with its moonlight so beautiful? And, did you notice that it amplified the love they felt for each other a lot more than they did before they looked at the moon? We also have the same effects to others. Us, being like the moon and showing our moonlight, we also amplify the love of the Father a lot more since it's mixed with experience. We are also love amplifiers and we inspire others through the light we obtained from the Son! Ei, not to mention we are beautiful! Ow Yih!! :D]]></description>
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			<pubDate>Sun, 27 May 2007 06:00:01 +0000</pubDate>
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			<title>The Hurts Coming back again!?</title>
			<description><![CDATA[<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; God just revealed to me awhile ago one of the reasons, I guess, why all those hurts come back! And you wonder, not again... Why am I in this problem again? Well., what He revealed to me was simple.</p>

<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <font size="5">He just wanted to remind us that, &quot;Yo!!, I delivered you from this, you didn't even thank Me.&quot;</font></p>

<p><font size="1">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</font><font size="2">When we are delivered from our sufferings through prayer and more praying, we tend to forget to thank God. And one more thing, He also wants to remind us...</font></p>

<p><font size="2">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </font><font size="5">&quot;Yo, K!*<font size="2">,</font> I delivered you from that, I can do it again!&nbsp;I am after all, omnipotent!&quot;</font></p>

<p><font size="2">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; More or less, like that. God bless God loves you.</font></p>

<p><font size="2">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Fellow Vizards out there???? Hehe. God bless God loves you.</font></p>

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<p><font size="2">*Put the first letter of your name there.</font></p>

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			<title>The Temples of God</title>
			<description><![CDATA[<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Hmmm, have you ever seen the description of the Temple of God built by Solomon, David's son? If you ask me, it's desribed with total beauty and everything in it is nice! From gold to silver to bronze, precious gems, carvings, flowers and trees!! And most impportantly, the Altar of God. Hmmm, it's in the Bible, right know we are the Temple of God, meaning we are as beautiful, as useful, as precious, and as near to God!&nbsp; YYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOO!!!!!</p>

<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Anywayz, Solomon chose the best people to build the Temple, just like God choosing the best people to build the Temple in us. These people are the ones who put the trees and plants*, the decorations**, and the foundations.*** And treasure are stored in the Temple of God, meaning there's treasure stored in us, too!! But most important, God sent His Son, Jesus, to come into our heart, and to GO IN THE TEMPLE! To build the Altar of Worship to God!!! YAHOO!!!</p>

<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; There's a festival held each year in Israel. All over the territory of Israel, those who worship God, they gather to the Temple of God and offer wood to keep a certain fire burning. This fire was never putted out since it started burning. In the heat of day, or in the cold of night, neither in the moist of rainny seasons, or in autumn****, it keeps on burning for God! The firewood is necessary for itto burn, wood comes from the earth, it may be the earthly things we have, or the skills and talents.</p>

<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; And something more, the ruler of the Temple of God is the Highpriest, and Jesus came down to be one. He is the one who decides what to offer, what to do, and everything else. If Jesus is th Highpriest, then God's Will is the priority, if not Jesus, then there's a change in plans. Jesus didn't just come here to save us, but also to connect and guide us. </p>

<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; One thing more, because of the Temple made for Him, He was ready to bless and help the people of Isreal! If they obeyed the rules, that is. It also written in the Bible that if they prayed to it's direction, and the direction of the Temple is towards GOD!!</p>

<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Remember, as a Temple of God, stand up high and proud, you're beautiful beyond limits, and God is in you! :D but be humble though.</p>

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<p>*Trees and plants are the skills and talents we have</p>

<p>**Decorations can be the morals</p>

<p>***The foundation are the foundations we have in life, how we stand up and be stirdy, more like morals and life lessons.</p>

<p>****Autumn, where our skills seems to have died. Rainny, problems trying to put the flame out, Summer, when it seems that we are too happy it's break time and that summer's heat will heat up for you, and winter, when everything feels useless, including yourself, in the brink of death and wanting to die.</p>

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			<title>Aircons and blankets, they also have spiritual purposes you know!!</title>
			<description><![CDATA[<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Umm, what I did get from these airconditioners and blankets&nbsp;is an understanding of God's love, not that I got the whole thing or whatsoever, just a glimpse, I suppose.</p>

<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Hmmm, ever wondered why there are cold times in your life? Where everything is so cruel and merciless and you feel nothing at all you just want to die? Well, I did, and I know many of us did. Sounds a little unfair maybe, but the colder it gets the more we appreciate the love of the Father and how intense and true it is. </p>

<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Try using a blanket is summer's heat, you'll reject it. But when it's winter or when the aircon's making the room cold, you'll be asking for the blanket!</p>

<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; We tend to reject God's love thinking, we have enough to keep ourselves warm, and when the cold is too much for our own selfish love to handle, we go to the source of the one true love, God's love which will give us the warmth we need. And not to mention, we enjoy! :D</p>

<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Blankets's use can't be seem without the cold weather, just like the warmth of one's love, specially God's love, can't be felt without being exposed to the cold.</p>

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<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; If life was perfect, would you know Me?</p>

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			<title>Mosquitoes Bite!!</title>
			<description><![CDATA[<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I&nbsp;don't know if you're one of those can't kill a mosquito or if you do kill one you feel sorry. Well, I'm one of those. I pity those flying insects? Wait, flying blood suckers. Everytime I kill one, I feel guilt. Since I see blood in my hands, life. I just took out a life, like I have the right to take one.</p>

<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Unknowingly, God revealed to me something about these flying bloodsuckers. Just like in our lives, there are fying bloodsuckers, rather lifesuckers. They suck out the lives in our&nbsp; dreams, our purpose, and our life.</p>

<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; The most dangerous mosquito is the striped one. The black and white. Sometimes, we defend our bloodsuckers, saying, it does something good, like we earn money and stuff, but obviously we know it is slowly killing us. We try to put a white color in our bloodsuckers, that's the most dangerous one, since it proves you're stuck and really addicted to your bloodsucker. Also, when you finally kill it, you get guilty or sad seeing blood all around your hand, guess what, IT'S YOURS. The blood came from your own body though some is from the mosquito, I guess. Good thing only that amount of blood was sucked and not all leaving your dream, purpose, and life to regenerate more!! More life! Ow yih!</p>

<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I heard from my father that mosquitoes can't go to high places, they can't take the pressure. When we die to ourselves everyday, and live through Jesus, who is in heaven, far high high above! (heaven's above. right? nyahahhaha) then those bloodsuckers can't suck our blood!! yahooooo!! </p>

<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; One last thing, once you get bitten, the part gets itchy and you tend to scrath it, and when scratched too much, it causes a wound. So kill it directly. The after effect of the bite serves as the punishment, or like the consequence. Hehe.</p>

<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; To my beloved little sister, God bless God loves you. Nyahahah!</p>

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