you're not brave, just like me..

Rainy days.

Sat, 18 Jul 2009 08:24:04 +0000

Hihi. Im so happy with the closeness that rb and i share, like you wouldn't believe (kase sa last blog i'm like, sad and all..) i am so MG na talaga. to the max na inlababo, sabi nga ni r. hihi. i always knew talaga na he'll look "so fresh, and so clean clean" the moment he cut his hair. i am so rrrright. he's my favorite character in my story now (and i am the secret character in his story naman haha!). sensible, funny, smart, looks mabango every minute.. exactly the person that i want to clone. lol.

Oh no. You won't.

Thu, 28 May 2009 04:40:34 +0000

I'm pretty bothered lastnight. I had this feeling that RB and ETF are having a thing. I may sound selfish but it scares me a little if they will be a couple soon. I am attached to them both and seeing them "together" wil be something that I should be ready to witness. We work as a team. We (the 3 of us) basically roll together. It should not be ruined with things like this.

Tamang hinala lang siguro ako. I don't have proof (yet) and my gut-feeling is the only thing I have. So it's up to me then what to believe and what to feel.

But I hope my point will be seen and understood.

The shits will be revealed..

Sunday Surprise.

Sun, 24 May 2009 07:44:41 +0000

Slept @ 1am lastnight. heard mass at 9.30am. then head off at the grocery with mom, aunt, 2 cousins and my nephew. paid all the bills. we we're lucky to bumped with tita lee and tito kiko (our nextdoor neightbor) at the counter. thanks for the lift ;)

I am wearing my new yellow pjamas. and quite ready to hit the sack for i still have a duty tonight. wanting to cut my hair just a little shorter. again.

Got the No Boundaries of Kris Allen (the american idol version) and im saving it in my phone.. Yipee!

Cosmopolitan Youniverse 2009.

Tue, 19 May 2009 16:50:14 +0000

Venue: Trinoma.

Fotoloco Booth with them models.

Top: Got from World Trade Bazarre last December. (inner: yellow, from PRP.)

Pants: Leggings from Can't tell.

Shoes: VNC.

Bag: Given by Mom.

Gotta lay down and be pinned. Lol.

@ the red carpet and one of the models insisted to get our photo!

And my FAVORITE photo of all! with model David.

Retreat.

Fri, 08 May 2009 11:59:56 +0000

Yes. I juat came from a Retreat at San Carlos Seminary in Guadalupe, Makati. With different staffs from different departments ng hospital namen. Ang forever group ko si cha, sheena, mam tin and the coolest unit manager: mam wray :D i had fun!

binasa ko nga yung last blog ko, i am so negative.

at di ko pa na-mention na the following day makatapos kong iblog yun-- may naghihintay pala na surprise saken. A good friend of mine texted me at sabi nya binili daw nya yung book na hinahanap ko sa bookstores! late birthday gift daw nya sken yun. ang sweet. sinikret lang pala nilang dalawa nung isa pa naming friend yun, pina-imbestiga ba. :D

i can't wait to have it ;)

Badtrip ako.

Tue, 05 May 2009 17:44:00 +0000

3 nights nakong nagt-take ng anti-allergy drug ko para ma-lessen yung attack ng sipon at pag-sneeze ko at ng di ako maabala ng sipon sa pagtulog. Nilabas ko naren sa kwarto namin yung bulaklak na pinitas ng nanay ko 2 days ago. Pero sinisipon parin ako at wala nakong pang-amoy.

Nabadtrip ako kanina, kse pinag-antay ako ng bloody staffs sa isang department sa ospital namin to think na tumawag na ko at binigyan kna sya ng oras na mag-prepare. WUTDUFK. Tska pa lang nya ginawa. Alam kong di nya alam at wala syang pakelam kung straight duty ako kanina at napakarami ko ng ginagawa sa taas at nale-lechehan pako sa sipon ko AT SASABAYAN pa nya.

Bad Karma will take care of them. I know.

Sana makabili na ko ng book (naif-feature ko din dito) na ewan ko ba at kumbaket out of stock sya sa fullybooked, sa powerbooks at national bookstore sa MOA.

Naisip ko, di nako magiging friendly-looking ulit (Or, sa ngayon. Pahinga muna.) Bahala ng matarayan at umiwas ang mga taong feel nilang gumanon. Pero friendly parin ako sa mga taga-4th floor. At sa Supervisor ko. But opkurz.

Ive got something to say..

Fri, 01 May 2009 16:32:00 +0000

..but I think, it's too early to blog it.

25.

Mon, 20 Apr 2009 08:52:41 +0000

Birthday ko kahapon, April 19. 25 years old nako.

Summer in Pinas.

Sun, 12 Apr 2009 09:39:27 +0000

May inaantay kse akong application sa Canada. Nung nag-aasikaso ako, i always pray na sana di pa ko paalisin ng summer time kse gusto ko talaga mag summer and mag birthday dito sa manila. Dapat may meeting ako with the agency tomorrow, they texted me and emailed me na re-sked daw and target date ng meeting is on June 2009. Mygulay. Mag-1year na yung IELTS ko ng july! 2 years lang ang validity nun. Dapat makaalis ako before mag-expire or else, i am obliged to have a re-take. Ayoko na! Happy na happy na ko sa Speaking ko which was 8!

So yun. So pede pa ko mag-beach. Isang round pa! :D

Endoscopy Room.

Sat, 04 Apr 2009 17:27:03 +0000

This week. Naka-sked ako for Gastroscopy. Tuesday, April 7. 8am.

Ang maganda lang e sobrang kakilala ako nung GI Consultant. At ang GI rotator e si Dr. Mon, na kakilala ko ren.

Ang jahe lang, naka-scrub si seksi boy sa OR day ko. Remove ang panty, bra at magsusuot ng hospital gown! Nakakahiya kse nganga ako dun, papasukan ng scope yung lalamunan ko hanggang stomach at magbe-belch ako (malamang).

Ang maganda lang ulit, sa OR day ko e meeting ng buong area ko. so after ko dun, pasisiyahin ako ng SVP family ko. For sure, pag-uusapan at aasarin ako ng mga yun.

Alam ko na man talaga ang Gastroscopy. Ang nakakainis lang, e di ko maiwasan mag-google. Dami ko tuloy na-e-encounter including this:

For example, gastroscopy may not detect a small number of cases of early ulcers or early cancer.

Sana treatable pa yung type ng Gastritis ko :(