FRuSTRaTiOnS Of An ArTist

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 16:41:02 +0000

ANG FEELING NG TITLE XD..

Weeee!!!! :D.....

I LOVE HYDE I LOVE HYDE I LOVE
HYDE I LOVE HYDE!!!!

Dear blog readers of this blog *ohoho,

the owner decided to transfer to
another blog coz she\'s so damn
maarte. :P... blah blah... blah....
The reason is not the same As
WHAT malandi had done!!!!!!
she doesn\'t have any stalkers
and she doesn\'t even feel that
she\'s now a superstar! XD...
A reason will never be shared
to anyone, un lang kung you\'ll
ask her to have a heart to heart talk,,
bwahhahaa,, blah blah..
*insert stupid sitautionSsss here*
....ByE!!!!!.... ah yah! to prevent
filtering her friends HERE,
she decided to transfer rather
than to CHANGE her URL only .. :P

A song for all of you.. pieces..
a song that calms me everytime
I feel sad but makes me miss that
special someone I\'ve always loved
....... I really want to put HNJ
but I can\'t find a midi ehehe XD...

maybe living in a silent world is
much better... I don\'t want to hurt
someones feeling anymore...
and I don\'t want to see stupid
things like what I just saw...
if u can\'t understand me it\'s ok.
since I know that a lot of you
don\'t really understand how
my brain functions.. and how
how how.. many hows and
whys... I also want to say sorry
to all the thing Ive said..
which make those people feel
a little bit hurt. it\'s unintentionally...
gomen ne... Im just sarcastic LOLZ.
*this not the KABAYO!*...
maybe im just too expressing
myself that I can\'t control it
anymore... bcoz Ive been
hiding not really hiding,
but keeping so many things about me..
even my closest friend doesn\'t even
know about those things... only me...
and GOD maybe. XD... not that I don\'t
want to share it, actually it\'s kinda
sad knowing dat people don\'t want to
listen wd you anymore... it\'s sad...
it\'s just thaT *dat again LOLZ*,
I don\'t know if THEY CAN UNDERSTAND ME!!!
.. coz Im scared...
that they may say things which
will make me feel even more frustrated...
and maybe what REALITY is too...
coz I don\'t have the bravery to know
the truth...and Im a big coward....
the song fits for me and I like it...
:P.... and I want to grow up too....
things are not good right now...
but still happy there are these persons who want to support me! tenkxx!!!!

XD... akki\'s last post... :D....
I Love my new URL :D...
this iS my LAt post.. it\'s already
12:54 am, So maybe Im just going to
change some stuffs here.. soon.. :P..
the lay-out maybe..XD

---... kung gs2 nyo pa ako i link ulits..
eheeheh say it to me nlang.. :P..
salamt sa mga nagbasa! nagbabasa!..
at naglink.. :P...

new blog.....new life... time to say goodbye...

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 06:44:24 +0000

I don\'t know If I\'ll be able to go online this wk. I just said to yanz that if her PC still has some problems, I\'m not going to online until she finds someone who can fix it. maybe I\'m going to online for 20-30 mins only depending on my mood. Right now Im on a computer shop , cause I don\'t want to attent the GA so Im here!!!!! GA is kinda boring for me... ^^\'... I tried to DL some stuffs here but the connection this day is kinda slow, I think I should find other shops... waaahhh~~~... ^^\'.

anyway I just saw what did MALANDI do! like her Im going to transfer to another blog, since I feel so irritated with someone... She said this thing that made me feel so irritated... So to break the conncetion I\'m going to transfer..... Don\'t call me maarte, I don\'t want this either.. it\'s just that , I don\'t want to feel like this, and to know that there are people who hate me.. though I know about it... I jz don\'t want to fight with them anymore!! Ayoko ng magparinig!! at cla nagpaparinig den!!!!!!.... naiinis lang kasi ako,,, kapag nakikita ko cla.... not really sila... SYA!!!.... kung naiinis sya saken,, ok fine!! mainis sya... I don\'t care.. I just want to change a little bit narin. kaya ako lilipat.....

This idea is kinda stupid.. really....

*the Gackt thingy is getting worse.... or worst???.. worst!!! I\'m not even serious if Im saying some things about him, I just don\'t know why they\'re taking it so seriously~... gackt has been one of my fave Jrocks out there, and I still like him... though not as much as b4... So Im still a fan! Don\'t call me an ANTI-GACKT fan coz Im not.... cguro 2- 3 months ago nakita ko 2ng ANTI-Gackt na site... I wrote on their GB and said what I want to say... I didn\'t hit him,.I even said that LAST SONG is a beautiful song, since the website owners said that the song sucks.... So put that on your mind ,,,,this girl is still a gackt fan... let me tell you b4 I go!... it doesnt mean na AYAW ko talaga sa isang tao kapag me sinasabi akong NEGATIVE SAKANYA. opinyon ko un, at nde ako GANUN ka GAGO!!! para magsabi ng isang bagay na nde ko NAKIKITA!!!!!... alam ko kung pano mag pa cute c gackt na me effort talaga sa mga concerts nya, nakita ko ang binibigay nyang efforts sa lahat ng lives nya.... isa sa mga bagay bat ko sya nagustuhan e dahil dun.... ang ayaw ko lang naman ang Super pag-karir nya sa mga bagay bagay... na SOObbraaa... feeling ko tuloy walang ng NATURAL sakanya... Yun lang!!! and the kabayo thingy?? it\'s just for fun!!!!!... I like gackt that\'s why Im calling him KABAYO!!!...alam ko ang gulo..

ang Putcha ang haba ng Sulat ko!!!!!.... okie!! bye!!!!!!! going to update this blog,. baka maglagay lang ako ng SOUND!!!!... this will be the last entry.. or 2nd to the last.... THANKX!!!!!!.. just goin to fix somer stuffs b4 I go... :P

if u still want to add me, just ask me personally,. mail , YM,, fax, snail mail LOLZ, phone, cellfone, /////whichever you want it....

fun day....

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 18:21:55 +0000

Before I post my REAL ENTRY hora!!!! XD..*payabang LOLZ

WAHAHAHA I'M TOOOO SEXYYY DAWWW!!!!! No wonder.. sabi na ba kaya maraming galit saken XD.. LOLZ

Ayy syet sabi na ba!!! me tumitira saken pag nakatalikod ako!!! tangina! kung gs2 mo akong labanan sabhn mo diretsyo saken ha? pwede ha?? nde ung makikita ko sa isa PANG journal... Opinyon ho ko kasi ung BORING o kung anu man cnabe ko sa punyetang live na un!!! *Kung un nga cnabe ko?*... FYI!!! gs2 ko sya! pero sabhn mo nde aKo fan.. Ok lang!!!! XD nyahahahaa... bahala ka~ eniwei MALAPIT na akong maging nde! oh well.. oh well hyde dated a girl half his age.. oh oh oh MY GOD!!!!!!!!

Lumalabo na 2~ nde ko na babawiin ang cnasabe ko sa kanila.. 4ever na 2! naiinis na ako!!!!!

POST!!!!

I'm tired but happy this day XD.. There are so many funny and happy things that happened... wahahaha.... These are the things.

FUNNY:
1. We call 'Haido' those guys who have longhairs.
Every guy who has a longhair we're going to call him "hyde hyde!"... LOLZ. this is really fun. LOLZ.. of kors they don't look like hyde. but they just have the same hair as hyde has. And gosh~ they were so many HAIDO in mega LOLZ.
2. We jokingly spoke CHINESE too. wahaha the funniest. The stars in TWIN sisters were in mega this day. At first we thought it was sandara, but when we found out that they're taiwanese, I started to speak in chinese LOLZ.. but of kors we really don't know how LOLZ...
ex: "ANG BAHO ni *****" <-------LOLZ... this made me laugh LOLZ.. we spoke that line in chinese... "ang mahu ni toott"
3. We were also conyos when we arrived in front of starbucks... coz the TWIN SISTERS STAR'S stage was kinda near at Sbucks. That's why we we couldn't even go near the stage,,,, coz there were so many people,, we just said "haaayy naku mag starbuck pa naman kame, ang dami dami tao"...
ex. "we're going to starbucks pa naman, naku those people talaga are so cheap" LOLZ..
4. Then near fudcrt.. we saw BALYENS with AYA and their other friend.. what's funny is b4 we saw BAlyens, yanz first said "tgnan mo un o mga *****, naku baka c balyena nanad2" tapos ilang seconds lang KABOOOM!!!!! OMG IT'S BALYENA!!!!!!
5. yanz made fun of arih's pictures lolz.. I brought it kasi LOLZ... then we have this idea to leave his pic in French baker and leave a note saying "illegal possesion of underarm" LOLZ...
6. Sabi nung babae nung nag papa neoprint kame "oi ang ganda nung sa kanila" sabi ni yanee "tenkyu!" "no wonder" XD..

happy:

1. I saw that hikki released her COLLECTION ALBUM HERE.. *HAPPY,, I'm going to buy it, mybe next month.. But uhmnn uhmnn.. i don't know since Im not into much in remixes... but eniwei still happy that she' still releasing, it means that if she'll have her new album she's going to release here!!*happy
2. Saw books in Power books, uhmnn interesting books, wanted to buy those but I just let my mom to buy those for me LOLZ..
3. Yanz treated me. LOLZ.
4. Had a neoprint again... going to scan later,, there's someone using the other computer, so I don't know where to plug the scanner.

Not so good things
1. It took me 20mins b4 I could ride on MRT station ortigas. BOX OFFICE! naka 7 tren na ako!!!!
2. naubos pera ko ^^'... nagpaburn ng mga cds,,, tapos nde naman dala ni yanie ung mga cds na hiniram nya... papatayin na ako ng nanay ko

so that's it!!! uhmmm ayy yah,,, b4 I go I just wanna ASK a favor. LOLZ... We need pictures of Different Jrocks..... Jrock's armpits LOLZ and the other one.. LOLZ... Help us pls... ^________^.... we really need it badly... XD... I know this is kinda icky LOLZ... but I'm just asking a favor... if there are peopple who are interested to help the poor akki LOLZ.

ang KINIS NA NI TETSU LOLZZZZ :D .. bukas ko nalanag upload ung "PICTURE NG MGA SEXY" *ahem!!!!

The Starlight is in you...

.....Ai Shite...

everthing is changing....

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 14:15:12 +0000

I really don't have a plan to go online this day, but I was feeling a little sad staying in my room.. A while ago I was writing a letter for a friend *goin to send it tomorrow*, then I was looking for my stickers for the envelope but I couldn't find any, so I opened my cabinets. Cabinet I mean, where I put most of my things like magazines, cds, letters, pictures etc etc.. Then I saw these past letter from my EX bestfriend, and I read it. After reading it I felt sad, coz now, look at us... We're not like before, and in the letter she even said that "we're friends 4ever". of kors we're still friends, but I don't think that we can still bring back our old friendship. that's kinda impossible, especially right now... Then I still look for some past letters, than I saw **** letter for me. She gave it last Oct 12, it was the time when we were so close, as in. We're always texting each other, talking about so so many things, tetsu tetsu and hyde and hyde and L'Arc and yuki and uhmmm a little ken ... then I just realized,,, I also lost her. ^^'.. I lost a lot of people, though they're not dead. but I still lost them... lots... lots of them. not only those friends who are giving letters to me, but lots of pals too.. gosh~ ^^'.. uhmn this person I'm hitting these days, we were kinda close b4, like ****. but look at now! kulang nalang isaksak ko sya sa honey na scene ng L'Arc pv para maging HONEY BRAISED BEEF daw sabi ni yanee... pero dati sabihan pa ng problema ngaun puro sabihan at tirahan nalang maririnig mo.. who else??? haayy the ever so controversial ... the love of my life *daw*.... and tooot too, who Im cursing right now!!!... dati pa miscall miscall pa yan,pa txt txt, lokohan pa kame sa Jrock, kwentuhan ngaun,, naku isa sa mga mortal enemy ko!! grabe... then I saw my bookmarks of KinKi Kids,, I kinda miss them too... Koichi!! my past kabaliwan... the paper that anima anime used on my GCC cd... it's really cute... ehehe I saw it a while ago again... than what else I saw? past 1st yr pictures, my grade in UP!!! waaahh!!!!... stickers albums,, animes. uhmnn and poems I made.

...^^'... I therefore conclude that, the more close you were to each other the more hatred you'll feel afterwards.. XD... But honestly, right now, I feel a little bit upset,, coz maybe Im missing them *naks!* ... especially kat and haayy I can't say her name!... then sinabayan pa ng pieces na tunog galing sa radio.. ouch,, i feel guilty...

everythings changing.. that's why I hope this letter *the one I wrote a while ago* will last forever...

Speaking of these changes..... I just want to say that there will be an AUDITION for the new KINIS KILILI KING and LAKI BANANA KING *un ba un? I 4got! ^^'..."... so what are u waiting for SALI NA!!! LOLZ... XD

Hora!!! hora!!hora!! ang kinis kinis!!

thankx to ysa sa pic! XD

ThEre Will Be LOve

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 06:02:33 +0000

I just found lots of interesting stuffs on the net this day.. and that made me happy... and it help me too... to forget some stupid huge people... haaayy....

this summer...
the one game...
the only hero...
will hit your world soon...
super tetsu

I saw this TETSU game on the net.. and it\'s so cute.. ehehehe..I don\'t know if it\'s a fan-made or an official tetsu game... The game looks really simple, like mario eheheh,, but it\'s really interesting.. hope I can play it soon... ^^\' just dunno what software is needed, or hardware,, bwohoho... sabi ko pa, kapag ako natuto nito gagawa ren ako L\'Arc bida ang monster c gackt XD. :devil: :devil: :devil: :devil: . o kaya naman punching bag c gackt, tapos may points points!!! Boom!!! o dba mas interesting!!!! c gackt ang punching bag! grabe sa inis ko! feeling ko pag me ganung game pinaka-mataas makukuha ko, pero mas OK pala kung ung mga kaaway ko.. naku!!! Bwahaha... c balyena! c epal,c landi.. naku c arinola!! :devil: :devil: :devil: :devil: bwahahah ilagay nyo mukha nyan sa punching bag! naku mananalo ako sa inis ko... OK ITO!!! MAY NA-ISIP NANAMAN AKONG KASALBAHIHAN and as a promise I\'m going to upload my prototype game.. wait for it..hihihi :devil: :devil: :devil: :devil: :devil: :devil: :devil: :devil: :devil: :devil:

another interesting stuff I saw is this Magazines sale... I WANT TO HAVE SOME LE CIEL MAG!! ^^\'... ah yeah they sell le ciel magazines too, hihihi... but the prob I only have 800php here and they sell it for 800baht nyahahhaa.... that\'s about 1k+php...ohoho ^^\'..

And I found out that L\'Arc is called \"Regenbogen\" in Germany.. hoo...

then the last one.... I found mai kuraki\'s translations!! waaahoo!!! and I\'ll be leaving a song here by her... *inlove* .. the song is nice.. and I can only remember one person... ^__^.. totally inlove ...

way to go dude! u are totally in love...

in Love or in LIke?
brought to you by Quizilla

*brilliant yrs is a nice song.. I have this idea on making a new lay-out again ehehehe... feat brilliant years with hyde and tetsu.. soon...
*I finished the first step on my 2nd server... glad I did something for my site again ^_^...
* Fruit salad is more delicious than I thought, Im currently eating it, and after this net surfing, goin to take a bath XD watch TV, rest then study for English... I got 2.5 on my last quiz,,, really bad!!!!!!!!!!
*I need rest rest and rest,, my cold is still killing me...
* Naida texted me yesterday *sweet*, wahah she must been missing me ^__^ I miss her too...
* I want to be a music arranger someday,, ^___^

In the darkness, the roar of waves echoes
The wind is chill on this deserted beach
Like a shining star
No matter how far, we\'d search out the light
Together on the guard rail, waiting for dawn
In long silence, watching the stars

Like a star in the night
Erase all my fears, and grant my wish
Like a star in my mind
Hold me, unadorned and as I am

I\'ll try believing in everything laid out before me
At the place I spent with you, I\'ll gently feel out
Like a shining star
The Southern Cross, searching for the color of the deep night
And then, feeling the excitement of when we met
The truth is, I had only eyes for you

Like a star in the night
I walk the path, believing that all will change
Like a star in my mind
The glittering tears twinkle, shining in the night sky

No need to know
No need to tell me what you\'ve done
Tomorrow... if you\'re with me tomorrow... that\'s enough
You will change my darkness fear to the light
Don\'t be afraid, walk in the dark

Into the sky
You wills hine thru the night
Lead me to the way when I walk in the night
Starlight is in you
Like a star in the night

nobody knows.....

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 13:13:36 +0000

The heck!!! my blog is like my quizzes in math 0comments=5 LOLZ.. XD

who texted me last Saturday??? with this Message \"Gackt is so gay T_T\" I replied but he/she didn\'t.... TOTOO ito! nde daw c yanee

anyway... I\'m starting to work like a bee *naks! kahit nde!* these days, as u can see I haven\'t posted anything starting last Sunday,, but the heck,, who cares? as if anyone cares?? *tampo mode!* T_T,,, eniwei,,, I wasn\'t able to surf last monday bcoz we had our orientation *section*, so I didn\'t have any choice but to go... ^^\'.. and starting this thurs too *every thurs*,my class will end at 5pm... waaahh!!!! ahuhu, so it means that I can\'t sleep anymore at afternoon *sad*,, and this monday too.. I\'ll go home late again bcoz of that ASSEMBLY etching!

I still have No sleep T_T...

uhmnn... uhmmnn ...uhmnnn.... I\'m just excited about our DSL connection soon.. I don\'t know if that wish will come true, but my mom had said something about our internet connection here. So if ever it happens,, waaahh I\'ll be glad !! so so glad.. happy! LOLZ.. and I hope my dad will visit japan this Sept/Oct, so atleast I can ask him to buy some stuffs... *happy!!!!!!

I think I need to see a doctor...^^\'\'\' I need to go to a mental hospital now!!! hontou.....

and finally!! ayy ooppss... wrong word! not finally!!!.. ehehe I have a new lay-out again to be uploaded... when? I don\'t know... I think I\'ll still be waiting for few more months to put THAT lay-out, since I have hundreds of lay-outs here.. XD

Ok! I\'ll go now! this is another stupid and nonsense post... XD.... wahaha

if ever hyde will see me...kaboom!!!! he\'ll be mine for sure!XD

NO SOAP last sunday.. T_T.. I wanna see ken

*its hard to be the class treasurer..

[Edit]

Im here again! blah!!!.... damn.... naccraan na ako ng bait... not bcoz Im happy,, bcoz I feel so frustrated..... shakxxx,, I think I shud stop being so kind to lots of people out there, so sometimes you\'ll see how harsh Iam can be *tae!*.... if u don\'t like me then say it! putangina naman!!!... nagagaguhan pa tayo e!!!.. naiinis na ako, that\'s why I said I need to see a doctor... I hate this feeling.. I really hate,,, honestly I don\'t want to get mad,,,..nakakainis makikita mo nalang, ABA! nde ka sinasagot, tapos ung iba oo... potcha!,.. tapos 50 thousand times ka na nag tanong aba walang nakinig! trip naman ng buhay o!!!! walang pakialam ang tao sayo.... tapos c ms. o c mr. ___ magsasalita,,, everyone will surely listen... ok! fine!!!!... that\'s why I can\'t help myself to be so resentful on so so many times... if u don\'t like me say it directly!! mas ok un!. kung ayaw nyo gawa ko sabhn mo panget why need to say Ok lang.. plastic parang c gackt nakakainis... kung me prob ka sa pinagsasabi ko don\'t say \'haayy\' sabhn mo \"ulul tong c jamie me kaaway nanamn!\"... murahin mo ako! masaya masaktan.. sanay na.. sa mga mura...

naiinis nanaman ako... walang pasensya.. bad3p talaga!!!... soobra na itooo....

Victim!!!nakakatawa ito!XD

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 05:49:06 +0000

XD... ewan ko kung matatawa kayo sa ginawa ko, pero ako at ung kasama ko tawang tawa XD.. LOLZ..

**nakahanap nanaman ako ng kademonyahan,,, LOLZ.. isang pantritrip nanaman, panibagong pasabog LOLZ....
**masarap gawen ito sa MRT/LRT, BUS o kaya jeep o kahit anong sasakyan na pang pasada XD.. pero masaya kung sa jeep dahil open air
**madali lang panyo lang kelangan mo, o kung wala kang panyo o bimpo, KAMAY pwedeng gamitin XD...

Procedure: XD

1. Tignan mo ung katabi mo, kung nasa pagitan ka mamili ka.. pero magandang piliin e ung taong kung saan ka humaharap sa bintana...
2. kapag kumapit na ung pasehero sa me taas na hawakan, magtakip ng ilong....
3. tumingen sa bintana at sabihing ANG BAHO!! XD
4. kung nde ka napansin ULITIN mo... ganito \"ANG BAHOO naman!\" XD
at ulit ulitin mo..

---> makikita mo nalang ung katabi mo inaamoy ang sarili,, lalo naku kung lalaki? pati kile-kile aamuyin.. pustahan nagawa ko na ito e!!!

Ang storya ng kademonyitahan ko..

** ung nasa jeep ako kahapon, may nakatabi akong lalaki... tapos edi umaandar na ung jeep, nakatakip ako ng panyo sa ilong at sinabi kong ANG BAHO!!.. XD.. pero nde ko sinasadya na sabhn sa kanya un,, kasi ang mabaho naman talaga e ung mga usok na nangagagling sa tambutcho ng mga sasakyan... Tapos ung lalaki tinigan talaga ako... natatawa na ako, kaya cnabe ko \"nde kau, ung usok\" sabi nya ata \"ahh akala ko ako\".. ehehe.. habang nasa jeep ako naalala ko talaga un,,kaya nde ko napigilan na tumawa sa kaklase ko,,, narinig nya ata ung tawa ko kaya pasimple syang INAMOY ung KK nya XD.. bwahaha,, kaya nung bumaba sya,, tawa ako ng tawa LOLZ....

Dun nagsimula!pero nde dyan nagtapos.. dahil sa nawili ako dun.. sumunod me sumakay na bago sa cubao... Pinagtripan ko,, Inulit ko \"ANG BAHO!\"... \"ang baho talaga d2\" ehehehee... tawa na kame ng tawa nung kaklse ko as in gs2 ko ng gumulong kakatawa,, nanakit naren ung tiyan nung kasama ko,,, LOLZ.. sabi nung kaklse ko \"baka sapaken tayo nyan, maiiwan pa naman ako\" LOLZ.. sabi ko pa \"e ang baho naman talaga e!\" LOLZ... tawa nanamn kame LOLZ... bwahahaha.. saya mantrip LOLZ.. bumaba ako ewan ko kung nasapak nga ung kaklse ko XD. LOLZ

--seryso na post
XD... grabe kung nandun kayo cgurado ako matatawa kayo LOLZ... ayun, nakita ko ung former klasmeyts ko habang nasa jeep ako, huminto ung jeep kaya nakita nila ako ^___^... la lang kakatuwa un :P... wala na ako masabi,, may new project ako na lay-out,, sana magawa ko ^___^...cge d2 nalang me sipon ako T_T.. XD.. kaya kahapon 8pm ako natulog gising ako 9 LOLZ, pagising ako SAKIT na ng ulo ko LOLZ..
wee! ang saya wala ng nagbabasang blog ko LOLZ.. huh! pag ako naging superstar LOLZ.. joke.. blah blah.. blah

love,
nempa XD

yai yai L\'Arc everywhere?? and amai tetsu/HYDE

Wed, 7 Jul 2004 08:51:20 +0000

Just got this news.... L\'Arc in Indonesia? true or not? ehehe I know it\'s not yet confirmed but the heck atleast SOny indonesia is doing something.. unlike here in phils.. ahuhu.. I really want to see L\'Arc in Live!!!!!!!!! waaaaahhh!!!plsss.. Let me be with them ohhh ohh... ayy I haven\'t posted this papala, HYDE was on gackt\'s concert last july 4,, NAKAKAIRITA talaga! ano nanamang kabaklaan ito?XD.. joke...

I still haven\'t finished this stupid DL.. common! resume now!!! but atleast I found ASHITA E KAKERU HASI mp3 yesterday, and I\'m fine with that ^___^.. thankx ysa for the link. :P... uhmn what else??... I didn\'t go to school this day bwahahh,, syempre. XD..

it\'s raining outside, *tama ba un? ^^* and I love the feeling... weeeee... I\'m here all alone in our house,,, creepy~ but I\'m used to this... LOve being with noone except..S... LOLZ..nyahhaha... I want to go to tower records this Saturday, going to find if hikki had released her compilation album here~~ should I buy one?? actually I don\'t like compilatios albums,, especially with her,, men, I already have 3 of her albums,, sa compilation uulitin lang un.. but eniwei I just want to see if she really did release. :P... then I\'m waiting for her new album too,, ^____^... I\'m going to buy again! of course..as long she\'ll release albums here I\'m going to support her.. hihihi *excited*

uhmmm as for L\'Arc I don\'t have any news about them right now, maybe they\'re resting LOLZ... or preparing for their show in America this July ??... lucky American L\'Arc fans... ssssyeeeettt!!

Paos ako, sabi na ba..pero akala ko magkakasipon ako, magkakasipon nga ata ako ^^\'... may quiz kame sa MAth bukas, nakakainis.pero ok lang sana maka Uno ako, bweheh taas ng pangarap e noh~ XD... This is the start!!!!!! I think I really need to read a lot, like they use to say to me sa kors ko kelangan nagbabasa .... Muntik na ako mabokya sa Pol sci, buti nalang swerte ako kahapon... ^^\'.. maya na ako mag-aral sa math, after Victim para makita ng nanay ko na nag-aaral ako,...wari LOLZ..

nde ko matiis na nde kumain... parang gago ang isang tao na tinitiis ang gutom.. ako? naku! iba ang bituka! mas gugustuhin ko pang kumain kung sa may pera nga ako Gutom naman ako.. kakaloka ung kaklse ko... Buti pa ako, nauubos man pera ko MASAYA NAMAN AKO ^____^!! malusog naman ako.. nakapagtataka kahit may mga matatabang tao nagkakasakit.. XD.. unhealthy nga pala .. LOLZ..ako sexy ako e! XD

may kanta ako::::

strawberry pie yai yai yai yai yai... tetsu pie oh strawberry pie..
strawberry pie yai yai yai yai yai... tetsu pie oh tetsu pie
juppai amai tetsu pie
Chicchai amai strawberry pie
Saa! Ippai yume no tetsu pie<
O apple pie naman

apple pie yai yai yai yai yai haido pie oh TAKARAI < TAKARAI yai yai yai yai yai haido pie oh apple pie
akai amai hyde pie
shimapi shitemo TAKARAI
saa! Ippai yume no haido pie

TETSU VS. HYDE----Soon @ www.tabulas.com/~taka_raiskki

Will hyde still be the no.1 *saan?*---??? or tetsu will make it this time!!! Soon...

bwahahha..

depressed....not really XD

Mon, 5 Jul 2004 14:33:31 +0000

Weee!!!!! finally I found out what song is that! ^___^... wee!!! it\'s called

ashita he kakeru hashi

weee!! trying to find the song on kazaa hope I can see one LOLZ... waaahh!!! SNOW DROP MS DIVE TO BLUE is back on PPMM... weee!! demo.. I can\'t dl it! LOLZ.. remember the time I dlded it, LOLZ...I was stuck at 62% LOLZ cause they erased the file there,, now it\'s back.. but I can\'t DL it ^^ ... waaahh...

I\'m currenty eating pistachio ice cream yum yum

I saw mark bautista yesterday at TERIYAKI BOY at TIMOG LOLZ.. la lang, just wanna share it! haaayy,jap foods really suck for me...see!!! kahit saan ako ilagay ng jap restau nde ko magustuhan sushiya, teriyaki boi, zaifu etc etc...kahit tokyo tokyo naku! never! pero kunG KUmpara mo sa tokyo tokyo mas ok na ung 3 LOLZ... chinese foos are a lot better than jap foods! cause way, wan chai! LOLZ , super bowl, and etc etc,, weee!! ^__^

mukha na lugaw icecream kaka chat XD

uhmn what else.. ahh about the title~well Im not that depressed now,,since I have lots to talk to.. ehehehe sabay sabay nag online LOLZ. kelangan ko lang ng makakausp LOLZ.. wee maarter lang ako.. haaaayyy.... I got \'2\' on my 1st quiz in English. ^^\'\'..I feel Ok about it, since I didn\'t study at all! but actually u don\'t need to tudy at all.. mababa ung grade koh~~.. gs2 ko bumawi!!!!!!!!!! WAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I can\'t allow myself to have grades lower than 1.75!! or else my future is.... KABOOOM!!!...nde ako OA! but I need to do sumting kasi, I need to... sikret! LOLZ.. bwahahaha

ayun,,, I\'m sick LOLZ... ^^\'... waaahhh!!! why they keep on saying to me that im such a BABY?? baby not baboy LOLZ...ahuhu.. LOLZ.. anyway!!! Im sick bcoz of this stupid weather...grrrrr.. ang INIIIIIITTTT!!!! >.<

ok! I need to go!!! my dls won\'t resume >.<

HAPPPYYYY BDAYYYY GACKTT

Sun, 4 Jul 2004 06:52:29 +0000

ohohoho it's gackt's bday today! yehey!let's celebrate!! hooraaayy!! bwahahaha.. I know gackt is celebrating his 38th bday today! gackt otanjoubi omedetou!!! I made a bday card for him XD.. see! I'm a very loving fan.. *pweh!* XXD.. well to be true, I know I did lots of nasty things to him though not directly to him I still did some crticizing and blahs blahs to him... anyway I'm sorry gackt ohoHoho... it's your bday today so your safe today *just today* XXD... wahah..joke.. I just realized that I stopped seeing *seeing daw e!XD* or supporting this guy for quite some time, though i really know that even b4 I wasnt one of of his BIG FANS out there, but I became his fan anyway! until now I still like him but not as much compared b4.. I don't know what happen... ^^'.. XD... ehehehe... things will never be the same again XXD.. wahaa parang nag break daw e noh?? nahaha,, oo break na kame!! but whatever p! I'll always be a big fan of gakuXviv LAB TEAM! nyahahaha... go sister!XD

si vivian mahilig tumaya ng karera!! oooppssss... bday ni gackt bwahahahaa

anyway, right now I'm suffering from stomach pains, I don't know if this is bcoz of constipation or whatever... ^^'... but it's really a big pain, ouch ouch LOLZ.. maybe god? or shud I say gackt? is punishing me bwahahahhaa.. duh~...

kahit mga 10 beses kong sabhn na I NEED A HOST! no one will comment about it... may madamot! damot! damot! damot! Amp!!!!...bwahaha.. I really have mental problems,, believe me I have LOLZ... I'm a moody person, yes! very moody.. then Im a big paranoid! ^^'... well all in all babaksak sa pagiging moody. XD. para akong buntis! maldita den pala ako!

ok! I'll end this stupid post!!! why stupid??? coz Im stupid! XD.. I'll just leave my gackt's bday card! ^^'.. haaayy,, don't expect a great one! I'm not an expert in making this. Then I just want to say ---> SOAP IN POPJAM this night!! ^__^ ken-chan!!! bwahaha,,tetsuuuu LOLZ ...then Makoto's bday is on July 15? right?? if u don't know makoto. oh well... nevermind...LOLZ...

HAPI BDAY GAKUUUUUUUUUUU

fave song: *gackt* if you're a big fan of gackt You can guess what song is this~~~~
Stretching both arms of mine to the starry sky
and I was just staring at the moon on the palm of my hands.
You were sleeping peacefully next to me and looked so beautiful.

---And my Bday Card!>.< NDE KASYA!!

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