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someday...

Fri, 29 Dec 2006 15:45:23 +0000

why do we often make ourselves want the things that we can't possibly have? and if we do have it, it's either an imagination or just a dream... things that would go as what we call paradise or simply a fantasy... all those things that we want all our lives and all we could do is just hope that "someday" it would happen.. that "someday" we would have the grasp of that dream we always wanted... someday... someday........ :P

siya nga naman....

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 10:29:18 +0000

alam niyo ba ung pakiramdam na may gusto ka pero parang wala ka lang para sa kanya?? ung tipong mahalaga siya para sayo pero para sa knya, balewala ka lang?

kung iisipin natin, ganon talaga.. itatatak natin sa isipan natin na huwag na umasa at lahat lahat na.. pero may pagkakataon na ipadarama nila na parang gusto nila tayo pero ang hindi lang natin alam, tayo lang pala nag-iisip na may iba na itong kahulugan.. un pala, akala lang natin un... nagiging extra sweet sila at kung titignan, parang may relasyon na kayong dalawa... pero nabubulag lang tayo sa realidad na may mga bagay na di talaga natin kayang makuha... ung tipong kahit anong pilit nating maniwala na may darating pero parang nawawalan lang tayo ng pag-asa na totoo nga un.. paulit-ulit lang nangyayari.. hanggang sa tumanda tayo sa kaka-intay sa wala...

kaya ako.. di ko iniisip yan.. mapapagod lang ako mag-antay at mag-isip.. alam ko naman na di darating.. sayang lang pagod ko noh.. kaya masaya ako na may mga kaibigan akong laging andiyan.. salamat sa inyo .. :P di ako nawawalan ng pag-asa.. ngek!! biro lang.. haha.. salamat!!!! :)

heaven sent... :D

Sun, 17 Dec 2006 13:17:29 +0000

December 16, 2006

i'm so grateful for having my friends by my side... it struck me to know how they really cherish me as their friend... i am more than happy to have them as well and i would not like to be away from them... last night was so memorable for me... i still have this hang-over about it... i'll never forget how we'd share thoughts to each other... how we spent the day as if it would be the last... it's so good to know that there are people like them that no matter what happen, they would always nurture you for who you are .....

for those people who are there last night... thank you.... and sorry for everything... i love you ... i hope you guys wont forget me.. :P

here i go again...

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 11:26:39 +0000

so many questions yet so little time to answer everything... and sometimes, other questions are being left behind and never answered...

why do we always pretend? why do they pretend ?? why do we fool others and at the same time fool ourselves? making us believe that what we feel is true... we are used to thinking that these people are important to us.. but what we dont know is that we are being selfish as we tell those people the wrong things.. things that arent what we really feel for them... just for the sake of making them close to us... just to make relationships which are total lies...

how i wish that they would be nice enough to tell us what they really feel... "it's okay if i'm not that important to you, just make sure that what you're telling me is true.. and be honest please.. don't make me realize the things that you dont really feel for me... coz it's hard to believe on the wrong things.. and also to the wrong person"..

own perception....

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 03:42:11 +0000

i always believed in true love... i've read about it... i, myself has been a witness of this true love... they say that you shouldn't look or either wait for it... it will come... someday, somehow... it's just hard to think that you also have this given that it will really come... as what they say true love is... i just wish that this true love is capable of making everyone happy for theirselves... and is true after all.........

...missing you.... guys....

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 04:55:48 +0000

......................... how i wish we'd never be apart.. i'd never want to have separate ways with you.. i love you so much that i'm willing to spend my whole life with you... you're the one who completes me.. i love you, guys.. :P

kasawian...

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 13:11:18 +0000

bakit nga ba natin pinipilit ang ating mga sarili sa taong ayaw naman satin?? bakit kailangang hindi magtugma ang ako at siya?? ganon ba ko kasamang tao para pagkaitan ng ganitong kasiyahan?? dapat ba kong magalit sa taong hindi ako gusto kahit gaano ko pa siya gustuhin? oo nga wala akong karapatan at all... wala lang naman ako eh... pampalipas oras lang... nandiyan lang ako kapag walang magawa o kung walang makausap... alam ko kasiraan kong sabihin to pero bakit hindi... kung sira naman na talaga ako simula ng pumasok ka sa buhay ko... :|

i'm in hell.....

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 11:54:44 +0000

how could you say all those things when all you can offer is friendship... i'm not saying that i expected too much... on second thought, maybe i did... but you can't blame me.. it is you who made me feel this... i can't tell you that you fooled me and that you lied to me... i'm just more than happy to know that you're with her... because i know, you'd be happier with her than me... cruel world.....

just another "dream"...

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 13:02:33 +0000

all the while i thought that you're like this and that... but you're not and even worse is that you made a fool out of me...

all the while i thought that those words you said were true... but then again i realized that words aren't enough to simply tell me how you feel...

all the while i thought you care... but you actually don't and stupid of me, i believed you before...

i don't want to be bitter AT ALL... its just that i want to get this over with... and i hope, i would recover faster... with the help of my friends and family... as if something tragic happened.. :P just for the record, i'm fine ... trust me ... :)

TOO much of that "illusion"...

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 13:18:05 +0000

i'm so fed up of having this kind of feeling... it burns...

i just don't get it why i have to undergo this over and over again... i just don't learn... :(

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 04:57:41 +0000