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			<title>Unbelievably, A Post About the Holy Rosary</title>
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<p style="text-align:justify;">Yesterday I went out of the house to set off in a quest: a quest to order some must-have documents from the UST College of Nursing that&rsquo;ll help me land that oh-so-elusive job this year. And also, to get The Thomasian 2008, the official yearbook of our batch, which had been released a couple of days ago.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">I haven&rsquo;t been on the grounds of UST in months and I&rsquo;ve got to tell you, it feels sort of odd to go on walking and walking without seeing one familiar face in the crowd. It used to be my home-away-from-home home but now it just feels&hellip;different, in that sad sort of way. I suddenly missed being a student. I want that humdrum life of getting up, going to class or going to duty and then going home to sleep off the tiredness. I sure wouldn&rsquo;t mind having that kind of surety again; in school everybody else takes care of all the important stuff for you.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">Now it&rsquo;s literally every man for himself and boy, is it tiring.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">As was my nature, I arrived half an hour earlier than the appointed meeting time (with Rae, who agreed to meet up with me so we can get the yearbook together). I ducked in the St. Martin de Porres building, flashing my alumni card as I went. I got pushed and shoved by a ton of undergrads rushing off to their first class of the day on my way to the Admin. Office, where I was ignored for five whole minutes as the Dean, the Assistant Dean, the Guidance Counselor and the Regent were busy chitchatting with the staff.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">Finally I was given the form and was filling it out with the basics, when something weird suddenly happened: the priest said out loud, &ldquo;In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit&hellip;&rdquo; Yes, ladies and gents, he was starting a prayer. Not just your ordinary short prayer of thanks, oh no; he was ticking off the Hail Mary&rsquo;s of the Holy Rosary.</p>
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<p style="text-align:justify;">Thoughts of me fleeing the office entered my mind but different people blocked all exits. So I just&hellip;joined in. I mean, what else can I do, right?</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">Although I cannot stress enough how weird that experience was for me. First of all, it&rsquo;s been months since I&rsquo;ve last prayed the Rosary and for me to be performing it with a bunch of people who couldn&rsquo;t be more different from me (in age, in stature, in financial income) just amazes me.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">I&rsquo;ve contemplated on this event during my bus ride home and I&rsquo;ve come to realize that surely, there&rsquo;s a lesson in there somewhere for me. Life isn&rsquo;t&nbsp;<em>that</em>&nbsp;random.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">And then it hit me: I&rsquo;ve been blabbing on and on about how I&rsquo;ve lost connection with God but haven&rsquo;t really&nbsp;<em>done</em>&nbsp;anything to reconnect with him. Maybe this jolt of a prayer&rsquo;s meant to remind me that it&rsquo;s high time for me to incorporate more prayers into my life.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">Hey, it couldn&rsquo;t hurt, right?</p>
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			<pubDate>Mon, 19 Jan 2009 22:54:00 +0000</pubDate>
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			<title>A Love Letter</title>
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<p style="text-align:justify;">A couple of years ago, my father whisked my mother and I to this Family Encounter weekend. It&rsquo;s sort of a retreat for the family and it really was unfortunate that my brother couldn&rsquo;t make it. That weekend was a real eye-opener for me; I really learned a lot about my parents, my mother especially. But more about that on later posts.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">This post is about a love letter we were asked to write to our families, recalling a dark moment in our lives. Imagine my surprise when we were then asked to read said letters aloud in front of the whole batch. I think I did a good enough job; I remember people coming up to me and telling me how &ldquo;mature&rdquo; I was after I read it.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><em>Date: May 20, 2006<br /></em></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><em>Dear Family,<br /></em></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><em>I know that there have been dark moments in our life; only I can&rsquo;t seem to remember them now. It probably was just that they happened when I was either too young to remember them now or they happened when I wasn&rsquo;t even born yet.<br /></em></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><em>I knew the crisis that we (?) had to undergo when mama&rsquo;s father was sick. That story&rsquo;s probably one of the &ldquo;best-sellers&rdquo; at the dinner table, and even though I wasn&rsquo;t really there to experience it, I think Kuya and I got the message that, clearly, we should work hard not to lost what we have now.<br /></em></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><em>I know that like Mr. Joh Alejandring, Papa almost went to Saudi once, in search of greener pastures. It really was a good thing that Mama disapproved of that plan; if she didn&rsquo;t I can&rsquo;t even imagine what kind of family we would have now.&nbsp;</em>Tama si Jeff<em>&nbsp;(or was it Jon?) &lsquo;</em>Di bale nang mahirap, basta sama-sama<em>&rsquo;.<br /></em></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><em>Like Papa said earlier, &lsquo;</em>may dadating din na problema sa atin<em>&rsquo;. We can&rsquo;t always be on top. But when that time comes, I&rsquo;m pretty sure that we&rsquo;ll get out of it okay, as long as we stay true to God.</em></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">Yeah, it was a bit cheesy. But do take note that the Family Encounter thing was a religious experience and this particular letter was written in the thick of it all.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">So this one goes out to all the families out there who&rsquo;re having difficulties plodding on. Keep faith.</p>
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			<title>Resolutions!</title>
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<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoNormal">So, in light of the new year, I present to you, my resolutions:</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoNormal">&nbsp;</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpFirst"><span><span>1.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span></span><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Lose Weight.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle">I know I&rsquo;ve said this time and time again, but now I must really do it.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>I believe that the mind can do whatever you will it to do (that&rsquo;s how I passed the June board exams, I think).<span>&nbsp;</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle"><span><span>2.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span></span><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Say Yes.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle">It was said in Benjamin Button movie that a person is defined not only by the opportunities he takes, but also by those that he misses.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>So whatever it is, I&rsquo;ll take it.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>This year shall be a year of experience for me, whether it is old or new and I&rsquo;ll take it; unless of course I have a prior engagement or an existing medical condition to hinder me from doing it.<span>&nbsp;</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle"><span><span>3.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span></span><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Try to understand.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle">There are people on this earth that infuriate me to no end and while it is far more convenient and far more tempting to just go on hating them, it would be nicer and more beneficial for me to actually understand where they&rsquo;re coming from.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>Everybody has reasons for being how they are, after all.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle"><span><span>4.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span></span><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Hear mass every week.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle">I&rsquo;ve lost touch with my religious side so I&rsquo;ll try my best to do this every week.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>It shouldn&rsquo;t even be a feat; after all, I heard mass every single day at six in the morning during the busiest year of my college life.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle"><span><span>5.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span></span><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Reconnect with the relatives.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle">I&rsquo;ve been jolted by the fact that I don&rsquo;t even know half the names of my cousins.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>It is high time that I got to know them, I think.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>I had such a blast with that month-long vacation in Bagbaguin last year that it&rsquo;s inspired me to reconnect with the people I share DNA with.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle"><span><span>6.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span></span><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Buy one piece of clothing once a month.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle">By buying for myself an item of clothing per month, I&rsquo;d get to save a ton of money on the shopping splurges during the holiday seasons, I think.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>Also, this is part of my plan to treat myself better although it&rsquo;ll be quite tough, during the first few months of me not having a stead income, which brings me to:</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle"><span><span>7.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span></span><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Get a job!</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle">I need to get one ASAP!<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>I&rsquo;ve already sent my documents to Makati Medical Center and I&rsquo;m currently eaten up by anxiety.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>I wish I could get a job soon; afterwards I can take the NCLEX and the IELTS and can finally breathe easy and live life in relative monotony.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle"><span><span>8.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span></span><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Write more.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle">I&rsquo;m pretty sure I can keep the longhand journal alive this year, as I&rsquo;ve taken to writing on it again.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>Besides, I&rsquo;ve done it for almost a decade now, I&rsquo;m not about to quit.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>But I plan to blog more, although I know I can&rsquo;t do it everyday like Nicole; it&rsquo;s just too tough.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>At this rate I&rsquo;ll be happy to at least update twice or thrice a week.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle"><span><span>9.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span></span><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Read more.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle">I plan to finish reading a book per month.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>It doesn&rsquo;t matter if it&rsquo;s a first reading or a re-reading of the material but I can finish a book a month.<span>&nbsp;</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoListParagraphCxSpLast"><span><span>10.<span>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span></span>I&rsquo;ll keep this one blank because I can&rsquo;t think of anything else right now and my obsessive-compulsive (OC) tendencies won&rsquo;t let me finish off a list without a solid even number.<span>&nbsp;</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;" class="MsoNormal">I hope I can do this.&nbsp;</p>
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			<title>MOVED!</title>
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			<title>The Curious Case of Benjamin Button</title>
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<p>Last Monday I agreed to go to Glorietta to see 'The Curious Case of Benjamin Button' with Nicole and Renz. &nbsp;I've seen the theatrical teaser for this movie a couple of weeks ago, and I've got to admit, my interest was piqued.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>The premise of a man being born into this world in his seventies and growing younger, instead of older, was lifted from F. Scott Fitzgerald's short story of the same title. &nbsp;I've just finished reading said short story and basically I've found that aside from the concept, there were no other similarities between the two.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>The treatment of the film, however, was meticulously done. &nbsp;It was no doubt a feel-good-family type of movie; one, which I would&rsquo;ve enjoyed watching during the holidays, had there been no foreign film ban during the Metro Manila Film Festival run. &nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Brad Pitt's Benjamin Button was very much reminiscent of his Joe Black: he had the same aura of naivet&eacute; around his old-man-Benjamin. &nbsp;His facial expressions made old-man-Benjamin endearing, which was a feat, considering the sheer amount of make-up and prosthetics. &nbsp;I actually found myself rooting for him when he took his first step. &nbsp;Alas, I found myself rolling my eyes when the Brad Pitt version of Benjamin entered the screen. &nbsp;There were just too many glory shots for my taste.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Cate Blanchett as Daisy was just divine. &nbsp;She brought so much class to the character it was ridiculous. &nbsp;I wonder if she used contact lenses though; surely her eyes aren't that blue. &nbsp;The acting was at par, of course, but it was a shame that she and Brad Pitt don't have that much chemistry. &nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>The supporting cast was effective in their roles.&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Jason Flemyng as Thomas Button portrayed a father who was clearly tormented by his actions. &nbsp;It made me go 'aww' inside when he offered to buy Benjamin a drink. &nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Taraji P. Henson's Queenie was just fantastic. &nbsp;She brought so much spunk and humor into her lines that I was constantly giggling to myself whenever she was speaking. &nbsp;She actually reminded me a bit of my mother, even though she doesn't speak, sound or even look like her. &nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Jarred Harris' Captain Mike was a bit too stereotypical for me. I mean come on, an Irish Man who gets drunk every night and is a frequenter of brothels? &nbsp;Isn't this a bit insulting? &nbsp;Also, I found his demise a bit too predictable.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Oh! And this movie is so awesome that Tilda Swinton even made an appearance. &nbsp;Seriously, they could not have cast a better Elizabeth Abbott. &nbsp;When she unflinchingly says 'I tried to be the first woman to ever cross the English channel' you'd totally believe her because you know in your heart Tilda Swinton has the balls to do it. &nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I've heard comments that this movie is very reminiscent of Forrest Gump. Well that's probably because the man who wrote the screenplay for that movie wrote the screenplay for this one as well. &nbsp;Although you've got to hand it to Eric Roth for knowing how to tug at one's heartstrings.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>The director for this film is very much familiar with Brad Pitt's acting method, which is a big part of the reason why this movie worked so well. &nbsp;It came to me as a shock that the same David Fincher who directed Se7en and The Fight Club directed this. &nbsp;Although in retrospect one can overlay the humor patterns of all movies and find very little difference, I think.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>The lighting and the make up were great; I can't, for the life of me, figure out how they made Brad Pitt's skin so flawless during his supposed teen years. &nbsp;I'm sure there were a ton of make up involved, but the lighting was so contrived that he actually looked like the Brad Pitt from Thelma and Louis.&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I've heard a lot of people telling me that the movie was too long. &nbsp;Well two and a half hours are just sufficient for the telling of a man's life story, don't you think? &nbsp;But then again maybe it was just all about the company you keep when watching movies like these; I was seated next to one of my best friends and we just could not stop squirming and making up inappropriate about the age differences between Daisy and Benjamin.</p>
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<p>7.5/10, because it brought back the long-lost Brad Pitt fangirl in me.</p>
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			<title>Movies Galore :)</title>
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<div style="color: #666666; font-family: 'trebuchet ms';" class="bodytext"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">Supposedly if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life.&nbsp;<br />Mark the ones you've seen.<br /><br />There are 170 movies on this list.<br /><br />(x) Sukob<br />( ) Oh my ghost!<br />( ) White lady<br />( ) Wag kang lilingon<br />(x) Feng shui<br />(x) KKK<br />(X) Enteng Kabisote<br />( ) Enteng Kabisote 2<br />(X) Enteng Kabisote 3 &lt;--para sa thesis yon, i SWEAR!<br />( ) Super Noypi<br />( ) Karma<br />(x) Shake, Rattle and Roll<br />( ) D Anothers<br />( )First Day High<br /><br style="font-weight: bold;" /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br />(x) Bring it On 1<br />(x) Bring it On 2<br />(X) Napoleon Dynamite<br />(x) Fun With Dick and Jane<br />(x) Cake<br />( ) Zathura<br />( ) Borat<br />( ) Dead or Alive<br />(x) 8 mile<br />(x) 50 First Dates<br />(x) The Princess Diaries<br />(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal&nbsp;Engagement<br />(x) Legally Blonde<br />(x) Legally Blonde 2<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br />(x) Dude, Where's My Car?<br />(x) Scary Movie<br />( ) Scary Movie 2<br />( ) Scary Movie 3<br />( ) Scary Movie 4<br />(x) American Pie<br />( ) American Pie 2<br />(x) American Wedding<br />(x) American Pie Band Camp<br /><br /><br />(x) Harry Potter<br />(x) Harry Potter 2<br />(x) Harry Potter 3<br />(x) Harry Potter 4<br />(x) Resident Evil 1<br />(x) Resident Evil 2&nbsp;<br />(x) The Wedding Singer<br />( ) Cinderella Man<br />(x) The Village<br />(x) Cayote Ugly<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br />(x) Space Jam<br />( ) Finding Neverland<br />( ) Signs<br />(x) The Grinch<br />(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre<br />(x) White Chicks<br />(x) Little Manhattan<br />(x) 13 Going on 30<br />(x) Click<br />(x) Devil Wears Prada<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br />(x) Mighty Ducks 1<br />( ) Mighty Ducks 2<br />( ) Mighty Ducks 3<br />(x) Along Came Polly<br />(x) Deep Impact<br />( ) KingPin<br />(x) Meet The Parents<br />(x) Meet the Fockers<br />( ) Eight Crazy Nights<br />(x) Joe Dirt<br />(x) Anaconda<br />( ) Hills Have Eyes<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br />( ) Alice in Wonderland<br />(x) The Terminal<br />(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie<br />( ) Deep Blue Sea<br />(x) Dumb &amp; Dumber<br />(x) Dumber &amp; Dumberer<br />(x) Final Destination<br />(x) Final Destination 2<br />(x) Final Destination 3<br />( ) Halloween<br />(x) The Ring<br />( ) The Ring 2<br />( ) Ring Zero<br />(x) Flubber<br />(x) Harold &amp; Kumar Go To White Castle<br />(x) Practical Magic<br />(x) Chicago<br />(x) Ghost Ship<br />(x) From Hell<br />( ) Hellboy<br />(x) Secret Window<br />(x) I Am Sam<br />(x) The whole nine yards<br />( ) The Whole Ten Yards<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br />(x) The day After Tomorrow<br />(x) Child's Play<br />( ) Seed of Chucky<br />(x) Bride of Chucky<br />(x) 10 Things I Hate About You<br />(x) Just Married<br />(x) Gothika<br />( ) Nightmare on Elm Street<br />( ) Sixteen Candles<br />( ) Remember the Titans<br />( ) Coach Carter<br />( ) The Grudge<br />( ) The Grudge 2<br />(x) The Mask<br />( ) Son Of The Mask<br /><br style="font-weight: bold;" /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br />(x) My Super Ex-Girlfriend<br />(&nbsp; ) Joy Ride<br />(x) Shes the Man<br />(x) Ocean's Eleven<br />(x) Ocean's Twelve<br />(x) Mean Girls<br />(x) Step Up<br />(x) Pearl Harbor<br />( ) Predator I<br />( ) Predator II<br />(x) Superstar<br />(x) Happy Feet<br />(x) Ice Age<br />(x) Ice age 2 The Meltdown<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br />(x) Independence Day<br />( ) Cujo<br />(x) Idle Hand<br />( ) Darkness Falls<br />( ) Christine<br />(x) ET<br />(x) Children of the Corn<br />(x) My Boss' Daughter<br />(x) Maid in Manhattan<br />(x) Monsters Inc.<br />( x) Rush Hour<br />( x) Rush Hour 2<br />( ) Best Bet<br />(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days<br />(x) She's All That<br />( ) Poseidon<br />(x) Titanic<br />(x) Mars Attacks<br />( ) Event Horizon<br />(x) Ever After<br />(x) Forrest Gump<br />( ) Big Trouble in Little China<br />( ) The Terminator<br />( ) The Terminator 2<br />( ) The Terminator 3<br /><br style="font-weight: bold;" /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br /></span></div>
<span style="font-family: 'comic sans ms'; color: #cc66cc; font-size: xx-small;">(x) X-Men<br />(x) X-Men 2<br />(x) X-Men 3<br />(x ) Spider-Man<br />(x) Spider-Man 2<br />(x) Sky High<br />(x) Jeepers Creepers<br />(x) Jeepers Creepers 2<br />(x) Catch Me If You Can<br />(x) The Others<br />( ) The Eye<br />(x) Dark Water<br />(x) Cruel Intentions&nbsp;<br />(x) Cruel Intentions 2<br />(x) The Hot Chick<br />(x) Shrek<br />(x) Shrek 2<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br />(x) Swimfan<br />( ) Miracle<br />(x) School of Rock<br />( ) K-Paxx<br />(x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring<br />(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers<br />(x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King<br />(x) A Walk To Remember<br />(x) Hollow Man<br />( ) The 40-year-old-virgin<br />(x) The Exorcist<br />( ) Exorcism of Emily Rose<br /></span></span>
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			<title>The Chronices of Narnia: Prince Caspian</title>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">I remember exactly the first time I ever read C. S. Lewis' fourth installment of the Narnia chronicles: I was off to spend a long weekend with the family in Tanay, Rizal, a place, although quiant, did, at the time, only had electricity and basic indoor plumbing to add to its (extremely short) list of luxuries.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">The place did have, however, a hammock slung between two trees of star apples.&nbsp; And I remember spending most of my time on there, reading (as much as the light and the mosquitoes allowed me to).&nbsp; In a peculiar kind of way it took me way too long to finish the book, and even more peculiar, I'd forgotten many details of the story.&nbsp; Don't get me wrong, I remembered how it went (with the whole series, it was impossible not to) but I've forgotten the specific details of who said which at which point in the story. &nbsp;</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">A couple of weeks ago I finally saw the film and just remembered thinking afterwards, "what a (f*cking) wonderful way to get reacquainted with the world of Narnia, this movie".&nbsp; It really was beautifully made.&nbsp; And now just having finished re-reading the material (it only took a little more than a day this time, haha), I appreciate it more, all the effort and the gentle attention paid even to the most miniscule of details.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">Very quickly the movie reels you in; starting off with an adrenaline-releasing sequence wherein the title lead, played by Ben Barnes, is seen galloping through breathtaking sceneries only partially hidden by the dark.&nbsp; And unlike most movies that opted for the same action-packed opening sequence, this one doesn't just leave you hanging.&nbsp; Even better, it does not leave you crashing either.&nbsp; Artfully made, the scenes just blend into one another, making for a better landing.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">And I'd have to give props to the casting directors on this one.&nbsp; Did s/he know that there would be a sequel?&nbsp; If s/he did, did /she somehow know that they'd all grow up like this?&nbsp; They fit into the roles then, but now it seemed as though they grew (more) into it, if that even makes sense.&nbsp; For child-actors, basically unknowns really, they're quite exquisite at delivering each line with staggering sincerity.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">Someone please tell me how they prepared for this movie because on the book, Lewis stated something about the Pevensie children slowly transforming into their royal selves the longer they stayed in Narnia.&nbsp; With these four, you could literally feel the change.&nbsp; I especially loved the scene when they first saw their gifts again.&nbsp; Once they were garb, holding up the bow and arrow, the cordial and the sword and the shield, there really WAS no doubt that the Kings and Queens of the Golden Age of Narnia were back.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">Writers Adrew Adamson, Christopher Markus and Stephen McFeely fleshed out the characters through pure but credible internal conflict.&nbsp; With these they particularly gave more attention to Peter and Susan (was it because of very talented agents or because they won't be in any subsequent films? hmm).</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">Peter didn't pick fights in the book; if anything it was Edmund who was the restless one, being very much vocal on his wanting to back to Narnia.&nbsp; William Moseley's Peter had a lot of issues though: here he was in England, bored of his life and infinitely annoyed at the people he's associating with.&nbsp; They didn't give him the respect he needed, him Peter the Magnificent, High King of Narnia.&nbsp; And once he's back in Narnia, he is quickly consumed by his ego (he IS High King, after all) and it eats him up inside that he's not really that much help.&nbsp; He knew that he was brought back for a reason and believed that he alone can come up with the solution.&nbsp; His faith in Aslan (which was so strong before) was sacrificed for his pride. &nbsp;</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">Is that teenage angst right there or what?</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">With Anna Popplewell's Susan the Valiant, they took liberties.&nbsp; Way too much, if you ask me.&nbsp; First off they created this romantic angle between her and Caspian.&nbsp; I do not agree with this, chiefly because I think Lucy would've fared well better with him on the next book.&nbsp; Secondly (and I agree on this one) they made Susan more involved in the war.&nbsp; Given the period the book was written and set in, it was justifiable to keep the girls with Aslan and away from danger.&nbsp; Women's rights and all that, you know?&nbsp; Acting-wise I can say nothing bad about the performance.&nbsp; She's given so many layers to Susan, even hinting at the seeds of haughtiness that will bring forth the character's downfall in the succeeding books.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">Skandar Keynes as Edmund was probably my favorite, because he literally looks like he was still licking his wounds from his encounter with Jadis.&nbsp; He hardly had any lines and it was ridiculous how much he conveyed through his eyes alone.&nbsp; Here was a little brother who, although scared, was very much willing to help even though his older brother was being a prick and pushes him aside.&nbsp; The ideal prodigal son, full-on repentance mode.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">Georgie Henley reprises her role as Lucy and holy mother of pearl, I honestly didn't recognize her; she's grown so much!&nbsp; I'll admit it, when the first film came out I didn't think that she was the prettiest actor out there but, wow, now she's really adorable!&nbsp; It's always amazed me to see her eyes light up when she sees Aslan, almost inspiring, really.&nbsp; She's held her own in this movie and I find myself looking forward to her future projects.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">What probably shocked me the most in this movie were the Telmarine's accents.&nbsp; Good God, never did I think that Caspian et al had accents.&nbsp; In retrospect, it made sense since the Telmarines descended from pirates, after all.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">Ben Barne's Prince Caspian was believable although for some reason I cannot&nbsp; take him seriously after that "five more minutes" line said in the ridiculous accent.&nbsp; It set the feel for the movie I suppose.&nbsp; I liked that whole ego battle thing he had with Peter in the movie; it certainly wasn't in the book.&nbsp; Although now, after seeing it fleshed out on screen, I can't imagine it not happening.&nbsp; C. S. Lewis clearly meant this series to be all about faith and good messages, but really, he had two kings of Narnia at the same time in one place.&nbsp; How could there be no conflict?</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">Sergi Castellito played King Miraz extremely well, in my opinion.&nbsp; He was deliciously evil in it, clearly reveling in the bad-ass-ness of it all.&nbsp; And let's not forget, he was the only one who truly pulled off the accent.&nbsp; Also he reminds me of Snape for some reason.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">It's not fair to compare a book to its movie adaptation, I know.&nbsp; But in this particular case the two can be transposed for one another.&nbsp; They tweaked around with the material a lot, switching character lines and everything but all in all it stayed true to the message and general feel of the story.&nbsp; Whatever they added (the failed siege of Miraz&rsquo;s castle, Jadis' cameo and the whole kissing event) and omitted (the Battle of Beruna, the whole Bacchus escapade and about all of Aslan's scenes) didn't hurt the film at all.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">Rating: 9/10.&nbsp; Because Tilda Swinton made an appearance!</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">PS: When I saw this film I totally wasn't on the look out for incestuous undertones, believe it or not.&nbsp; But gah, if they truly were the only humans around how did they...?&nbsp; Okay, never mind.&nbsp; I totally blame SandraE for this.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 10.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">PPS: The whole flashlight thing was actually in the book, only there it was called an 'electric lamp'.&nbsp; I know; that blew me away too.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">i'm a person whose wiring prevents her from going against the norm; if i see something become ridiculously popular i'm immediately wary of it, setting ridiculous standards for that "it" thing to pass. &nbsp;</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">i know that it's not a healthy way to go about things but it really is worth it most of the time.&nbsp; if that particular thing does pass said standards then i'm a pleasantly surprised happy camper (hey, that's what happened in lord of the rings trilogy). &nbsp;</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">if people expect me to <i>like</i> something, chances are i'd end up hating it.&nbsp; and vice versa.&nbsp; if people expect me to <i>hate</i> something i'd usually end up liking it, with the lowered standards and all, i once again end up a pleasantly surprised happy camper that the thing <i>didn't</i> suck as much. &nbsp;</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">either way i end up a happy camper when things don't go the way as planned.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">that said, watching catherine hardwicke's 'twilight' had been a weird experience for me.&nbsp; a couple of friends who've already seen the movie ahead of me texted, swearing to God that i'd probably end up hating it when and if i do decide to see it.&nbsp; and with those harmless little words, my mind had been set to like it.&nbsp; hell, by the time the house lights in the theater dimmed down, i felt that familiar rush of nervousness come in waves.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">kristen stewart, who played the heroine, was perfect.&nbsp; she looked the part and actually gave some level of depth to the book's two-dimensional character.&nbsp; the film makers wisely left out that whole clumsiness trait, but even without the canonical flaw, stewart's bella oddly still felt human. &nbsp;</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">robert pattinson's played edward cullen.&nbsp; well, my biggest peeve was the fact that the twihards all started shrieking the moment he entered the frame.&nbsp; sure, it's not his fault but gah.&nbsp; okay, i get it; he's edward in the flesh, but geebus.&nbsp; get a grip. &nbsp;</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">i once read somewhere that pattinson actually had difficulty in playing this particular character, because the books lacked detail as to who exactly edward cullen was.&nbsp; sure, he's gorgeous, but what else is there?&nbsp; i think this particular bump showed on screen.&nbsp; most of the time he looked awkward, especially when he's around bella.&nbsp; i'm sure he meant to be some sort of brooding, emotionally tortured vampire, but it just came off wrong.&nbsp; or maybe i was just distracted by the weird make up.&nbsp; props for making the earnestness believable though, that's a hard trick to pull off.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">all in all the movie gave me a feeling of disjointedness, which i found shocking.&nbsp; really, one would think that a simple, direct to the point story such as twilight would've been easy enough to translate on film.&nbsp; i mean, it really didn't have that much complications to work around with, i sort of expected a smoother ride.&nbsp;</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">really, though, they only had to play up the two characters' chemistry on screen and they'd have had it made.&nbsp; and clearly, pattinson and stewart have chemistry. &nbsp;</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">strangely enough, though, when the characters were indeed speaking with each other, the said chemistry disappears.&nbsp; i personally blame the dialogue; it was broken and fragmented, leaving a lot of people (who haven't read the book) go "??? what the eff are they going on about?" in the wake.&nbsp; there are a lot of cheesy lines in the book, i admit, and i pity the person who holds the job of sifting through that mush pile, but really, s/he could've done a much better job.&nbsp; the garble that ended up on the film made it seem like s/he just picked out all the cheesy lines and threw them inside a fish bowl and picked them out at random.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">the action scenes were sort of cheesy, but hey, at least there <i>were</i> action scenes.&nbsp; i know it's not right to compare a movie to the boook, but come on.&nbsp; having BOOK!bella sleep through most of the action just seems a tad lazy to me. &nbsp;</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">i do, however, appreciate the film makers' effort into trying to make a coherent plot out of the pathetic one they had in the book, by making it seem that the nomads were baddies who were really out for blood (and not just bella's).&nbsp; also, i happen to like charlie's mustache.&nbsp; he just seems more solid, both as a father and as a chief of police, with that thing on his face. &nbsp;</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">the editing was great, they cut out all the unneeded mush and just relied on the actor's capability to relay the emotions with their facial expressions in the many montages.&nbsp; and thank GOD that the whole scene with the heart monitor was scrapped; it saved me from unnecessary eye strain from too much rolling of my eyes.&nbsp; unfortunately they also scraped much of the other vampires' back stories, which i found to be unfortunate, as a little background would've answered a lot of questions. &nbsp;</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">the tight shots were effective though.&nbsp; by focusing on two beautiful people's faces a lot, you somehow manage to sit through lines like "you are my life now" and "you're my own personal brand of heroine" unscathed. &nbsp;</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">it took me a while to write this, because it takes me a while to digest emotions.&nbsp; yeah, it'd been somewhat of a roller coaster ride for me because i was torn between just following that weird wiring and actually trying to make sense of what i saw.&nbsp; i could've just liked it for what it was (and because people sort of expected me to hate it) but i couldn't. &nbsp;</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">if you're going to see this movie though, do try to stay away from the pack of giggling girls in the theater; they'll surely be bound to be a cause of distraction at some point.</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica;">rating: 6.0/10 because it lacked SPARKLE!</p>
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<div>SHHEEEESH. am i embarrassed.&nbsp;</div>
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<div>on the upside, i was still glad to have kept a journal early as i did, because most of my memories have become muddled and disjointed. &nbsp;i spent half the night going "oh yeah!" and "wait, what? i hung out with who?" because i can't seem to remember most of the stuff i'm supposed to remember.</div>
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<div>personally i blame nursing, for filling my head with such nonsense like angiotensin converting enzyme inhibitors and gastrojejunostomies. &nbsp;it seems that tiny little factoids like these have shoved out the hundreds of tiny little details from my memories.&nbsp;</div>
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<div>which is not, to say, a bad thing, because high school is an experience i personally wouldn't want to relive, based on the things i've read last night.&nbsp;</div>
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<div>so much angst, so much drama, so much energy FOR the all the angst AND the drama. i'm surprised i managed to plough through the way i did O__O.</div>
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