Pieces Of Pain

Shifting and moving and I\'m back here

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 11:38:51 +0000

I know this is annoying but I moved again to here. I\'ll try to stick to one place. Heh.

Shifting

Fri, 23 Jan 2004 14:24:25 +0000

Lifeless but still breathing

Thu, 1 Jan 2004 21:30:22 +0000

My sweet Lemmy called me up yesterday afternoon. So we talked a for little bit. And I slept a whole lot today because the night before I went out with a few friends, had dinner and chilled out with them till 6am. So by the time I came home it was 7 in the morning and I was so exhausted. Having spent my new year with my friends was really great. Just what I need from sitting all day at home.

Lemmy isn't online today. I don't know where he'd go. Maybe to some other party or something. But I just sms-ed him so hopefully he got it.

Other than that I'm up and awake at this hour not knowing what to do although I can just do some photo editing for a friend of mine but I'm just too lazy. Maybe I should just lay in bed and do nothing. By the way I had a hair cut and had a really wild hairstyle but when I got home I kinda messed it up hence the photo below...and I so needed a shower that time...uber gross!

Portfolio

Sun, 28 Dec 2003 02:25:24 +0000

My new portfolio website is up here. Thanks to LiWei for all the help. Do sign my guestbook and tell me what you think. :)

Love Me

Sat, 20 Dec 2003 14:22:15 +0000

Whatever I do is never fucking enough for them. Like I'm a fucking burden to this world. Well fuck them and their bullshit cos I don't give a damn. I'm gonna shut my fucking ears and do nothing. Yell yell yell. Well fuck you!

Love me
Use me
Hate me
Kill me

Lemmy baby darling go cookoo...tweet tweet

Wed, 17 Dec 2003 16:44:36 +0000

Now what the heck did I just type? Right. So I have been in so much ass situation lately in which god knows why I just don't want to freakin talk about it so now I'm gonna sound as gayish as possible. No not that gay but as in gay=happy gay.

Anyway Sarah and I wanted to catch that saucy french film but too bad the ticket was sold out so we hang out at Town. I bought a new water bottle!! Yay! It's black, sort of like a glass with markings on it and some other stuff which is cool but trust me...there isn't any cartoonic things on it. I wish. I wanted an Emily the Strange water bottle but nah...changed my mind. Besides, I can't find any.

Other than that, at the Graffitti Cafe, on a postcard wrote:
"Darlz, its the second day liaoz. Glad we took neoprint. Now I can every night look at our picture."
Is it me or is that the most freakish thing I've ever heard? What's with the 'Darlz'? A short form for 'darling'. Erk.

And so I took Sarah's pencil and wrote on a piece of papaer, after which I slot it underneath the glass cover on the table:
"Boybands suck. Pop is disgusting. Go punk!"
No offence to boyband and pop lovers. :-D

Lemmy will be home in 4 days...countdown starting from now...*sigh* :loveeyes:

Arrogant snob

Sun, 14 Dec 2003 19:47:14 +0000

You've been seeing someone behind my back even before the night we fought. You've been ignoring me ever since you moved into your apartment. You didn't even bother to call nor sms me. Instead I was the one who did those things. I called you. I sms you. That's because I love you. But now...I guess it wasn't meant to be. You don't have the guts to tell me that we're not working out. Instead you shut up and ignored me and do no shit and made me cry all the time.

"Anyway it's late. I better go to bed."
That's what you always said.
I saw you name pop up on MSN
was happy not until the conversation end.

You didn't say much and tell me
"Nothing much has been happening"
But in reality you see...
You've been with someone and wasn't telling me about it

And so I cried because I missed you
But never did sense the same thing from you
I said "Love you"
You said "Love you too"
Was it a lie or was it the truth?

And then that night happened
We fought but it was short
I waited a few weeks
For an sms or a call

Got nothing, silence all the way
I nearly got depressed and strayed away
But then I met this great guy
Who helped me pulled this through all this while

I'm with Lemmy
now that Andrew's gone
Its been a memory
But a bruise will always stays on

Hah! A crappy poem. Not that good but what the heck...

Complaining.

Sat, 13 Dec 2003 16:23:21 +0000

Yes yes...here I go:

1. Body Odour.
I was on my way to Johore, Malaysia today and damn was there a long traffic jam and the crowd was massive. Like always I like to emphasize the importance of deodorants, my friends. In this humid country you need one. So do visit Watson\'s and get yourself a decent bottle of deodorant and try to prevent yourself from smelling like a skunk because I cannot tolerate such stinkiness. Unless of course if you want me to puke all over you which will adds to the stench coming from your underarm, unwashed hair and not bathe for a whole day.

2. Patience is a virtue.
Don\'t push me around in the bus, while queuing and while buying some stuff at the mall when there is a sale. Please calm down. You don\'t have to push me when you alight from the bus you know. The bus is not going to explode. The train station is not going to run away. Please don\'t cut queue. God forbits. I shall have the urge to fooking kick your ass. Be evil and I shall be evil with you. And during sale...my God...*shakes head*

3. Being snobish means getting a middle finger shoved up your ass.
An officer behind the counter was checking my passport. (This is at the Singapore Immigration Counter). I stood there waiting patiently as I tapped my fingers on the table. And then the officer said, \"Excuse me...please ah...stop it.\" I stared at him with alot of confusion while asking myself \"What the fuck is wrong with tapping?\". Nothing right? So I continued my tapping and then the officer said, \"Hello?! How many times must I tell you? I said stop it right? Can\'t you understand?\". I was fuming with rage as I stared furiously at that man\'s face. The hell with respect. This guy deserves my middle finger. I threw my tantrum. I had to put my stuff on a basket so that it will go through this scanning device thing and when I got my stuff back I threw it away. The police was looking at me. Heck with him. I do not care about your damn rank. I do not care if you\'re a police, an officer who sits behind the desk checking passports, the Minister...or whoever. If you don\'t show respect I won\'t show any to you. To hell with you...

Yeah so much rage. I\'m uber pissed. Besides that I got a hair cut today. Finally. Will want to get new glasses as well. Black rimmed. And I\'ll be watching a french movie this Wednesday with a bunch of friends. And of course do some shopping. It\'s time to pamper myself before I get too busy to even do that.

Lemmy is gone for the whole week. He\'s off to The French Alps to snowboard with some friends of his. Sigh....if only I can go with him.

Hardcore Gig

Mon, 8 Dec 2003 17:03:35 +0000

I went to the best hardcore gig ever today. The turn out was impressive even though it was a Monday. Didn\'t mosh cos it was a pretty violent mosh pit so I don\'t want to dislocate my knee again. Awesome gig with awesome bands...

Bands:
from Japan
Gauge Means Nothing (Kawaguchi City Emo Hardcore)
Tiala (Yokohama Screamo Violence)
Cohol (Tokyo Sludge Metal)

from Australia
Steve Towson (One Man Accoustic Punk Rocker)

local bands
My Precious (No-Core)
Secret Seven( Fast-Core)
Fallen World (Grind-Core)

Entrance fee was 5 bucks but Jo paid for me so hehehe...

Thu, 27 Nov 2003 17:28:23 +0000

The celebrations has been okay. Nothing much really did happen. Just the daily visiting of relatives and such. Life has to go on. Been doing some editing on some of my photographs lately since I want to do some re-submission in DA. Take a look at some of my work here. I\'ll be taking more photos but will be under stock photography and I\'ll submit it here. Nothing much is there right now. I set that account up with Lemmy. Anyway I\'ll updaye this journal soon. Right now I have to get back to editing and more photo taking...