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		<title>This ain't a scene, it's an arms race</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<span style="color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><font size="3">Good golly molly! I am back!<p>&nbsp;</p></font></span><span style="color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><font size="3">How long has it been? I think it has been four or five months since I spilled pure angst on the net. My tabulas acccount (for those who are familiar with it), was updated last October. The latest my multiply blog saw some sensible writing (if you can call it sensible enough) was January or February. Since then, I have no idea where and when I have spent my free time. Maybe I have searched the net for porn too much? (Just kidding!!)<p>&nbsp;</p></font></span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt; color: black; font-family: Arial"><p>&nbsp;</p></span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt; font-family: Arial">&nbsp;<p>&nbsp;</p></span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt; font-family: Arial">&nbsp;<p>&nbsp;</p></span><span style="color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><font size="3">But hey! Half jokes are half truths, or so they say.<p>&nbsp;</p></font></span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt; color: black; font-family: Arial"><p>&nbsp;</p></span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt; font-family: Arial">&nbsp;<p>&nbsp;</p></span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt; font-family: Arial">&nbsp;<p>&nbsp;</p></span><span style="color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><font size="3">So bear with me if I sound rusty or anything. In fact, if my memory serves me correct, the latest writing or academic blabbering that I engaged in was the failed attempt to write a sensible essay for the Palanca Writing Contest, and the audition for the Inter-Institute Debate Contest (which I qualified, but didn&rsquo;t attend a single night training, nor even watched the said contest.) The writing essay on the other hand didn&rsquo;t even came thru to two pages because I have no idea how to explain the topic back then. I think it was about how to bring effing peace between students and teachers. Hell. I can&rsquo;t even state a single example for that one. Give me anything; please oh please except love and peace.<p>&nbsp;</p></font></span><span style="color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><font size="3">Anyway, there is a reason why am, once again, firing away at my keyboard. I think it was two weeks ago when I saw Jed Rabena on ANC&rsquo;s square off. The show basically brings two students and one professor or judge to the show, and they will discuss, on air the said topic. They are given two minutes to argue, build-up their cases, and bludgeon the opposing team with rebuttles. Jed Rabena was a year younger than I. The both of us are former Claret Debate Society, and we both came into the scene at the same time, me being a third year high school student, him second. Being a newbie in the said field, Jed and I were part of the same circle. The circle was TL&rsquo;s, (Theresa Lucinda, our coach back then, now strolling around in her coat somewhere in the streets of London) way of training back then. The circle would research together, train together, take a bath together, and sleep together (the last two are jokes silly fool) and so on. Simply put, he became my partner back then.<p>&nbsp;</p></font></span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt; color: black; font-family: Arial"><p>&nbsp;</p></span><span style="color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><font size="3">To make this short story longer (hahahaha), at that instant, when I saw Jed get a total airtime of 6 minutes debating, memories of my debating career flashes back (one, two, three&hellip; say: oooowwwwssss??!?!). No, it&rsquo;s not about the airtime and being seen on tv, its about seeing Jed living up to his passion and dreams of being a debater. Before, we would wear casual or semi formal attires whenever we would attend the IDeA tourneys, IIDC, NASHDC etc. and all the other tourneys we had back then in high school. Now, Jed was wearing his college debate jacket (San Beda for that matter) doing what he does best, and what he likes, debating.<p>&nbsp;</p></font></span><span style="color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><font size="3">I can still recall all those matches, all those rounds, all the motions, that supposedly, we could have won. I can still recall the DLSU NASHDC final round wherein, Wen, Dino and I were against the all mighty, and the all powerful ICA team. We were smothered, and bombed by the strongest team in H.S. Still, it was a pretty good experience. Or the team that I am a part with Wen and Borj in CMLI Annual Con finals debate round and motion, about protectionism became a disaster when we had it all wrong. Memories like these sticks like gum in your rubber shoes. It was bitter around that time, but as the old crap says: It becomes a sweet lesson later on in your life.<p>&nbsp;</p></font></span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt; color: black; font-family: Arial"><p>&nbsp;</p></span><font size="3"><span style="color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial">[At this part of the entry you'll usually see all the blah.. blah.. about doing your dreams, about what you want and so on and so forth. But I am really not&nbsp;down with that, hope you understand]</span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt; color: black; font-family: Arial"><p>&nbsp;</p></span></font><font size="3"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;<span style="font-size: 11.5pt; color: black; font-family: Arial"><p>&nbsp;</p></span></font></font><span style="font-size: 11.5pt; color: black; font-family: Arial"><p>&nbsp;</p></span><font face="Times New Roman"><font size="3">&nbsp;<span style="font-size: 11.5pt; color: black; font-family: Arial"><p>&nbsp;</p></span></font></font><font face="Times New Roman"><font size="3">&nbsp;<span style="font-size: 11.5pt; color: black; font-family: Arial"><p>&nbsp;</p></span></font></font><font face="Times New Roman"><font size="3">&nbsp;<span style="font-size: 11.5pt; color: black; font-family: Arial"><p>&nbsp;</p></span></font></font><span style="color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><font size="3">And I effing realize, that&nbsp;I am not a part, no, I chose not to be a part of the college debate team.<p>&nbsp;</p></font></span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt; color: black; font-family: Arial"><p>&nbsp;</p></span><p><font face="Times New Roman" size="3">&nbsp;</font></p><p><font face="Times New Roman" size="3">&nbsp;</font></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-justify: inter-ideograph; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: justify"><font face="Times New Roman" size="3" /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-justify: inter-ideograph; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: justify"><font face="Times New Roman" size="3" /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-justify: inter-ideograph; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: justify"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><font size="3">Why? Because the universe has a weird sense of humor. </font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-justify: inter-ideograph; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: justify"><font size="3" /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-justify: inter-ideograph; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: justify"><font size="3" /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-justify: inter-ideograph; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: justify"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><font size="3">Oh and a quick note, the title has nothing to do with the entry. It's a song by the fall out boys. I just thought it was pretty good title.</font></span></p><p><font face="Times New Roman" size="3">&nbsp;</font></p></font></font></font></font>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 26 Apr 2007 13:41:08 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>Because peace is technically non-existent</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<p align="justify">that is why I am having a hard time writing about.</p><p align="justify">I am currently concocting (wuh, big word) an essay to serve as an entry for a certain big&nbsp; time award giving body. The prizes are <strong>good, </strong>and the prestige of having won something in this event is one thing I have been craving for (although this will be the first time I'll be joining such event). So in other words, asa pa ako manalo.</p><p align="justify">So guys, guys, guys, send me in your ideas about peace. Anything about peace. Though I am sensing that a lot of you would have a negative view about peace, please pause for a moment, think of that impossible world where peace, or even a speck of it is present, savour it,&nbsp;and then&nbsp;tell me all about it. If, the heavens above intervenes and somehow I will win, I'll treat you guys out for lunch. Meron ng isang nagbigay ng idea about peace, which I think is good idea to begin with. Shout-outs goes to &quot;cute pinsan&quot; riza!</p><p align="justify">==================================================</p><p align="justify">For the past two weeks, I've been waking up as early as 4:30 am to attended to my first ever... tenen! (drums roll please) ob-gyne duty. Hehehe, it was probably the best, two weeks of my nursing education.&nbsp; This was the only time I was not imagining (or was forced to imagine) clinical situations and scenario. The amazing thing is,(and fortunate for us too), that we were assigned at the best medical institution here in the Philippines, which is St. Lukes.&nbsp; Second day pa lang, I attended my first major operation as scrub nurse. I bore witness sa aking unang TAHBSO. A major operation dealing with the removal of a female ovary (or for this case, her ovaries). It was a&nbsp;total adrenaline rush moment, and I was also amazed to myself because a.) I was able to stand, on a 12x12 inches foot stool for&nbsp;<strong>5 </strong>freakin hours, and b.) I was able to recognize all <strong>12 </strong>different surgical instruments, for a grand total of, if my memory serves me correct, 60 surgical instruments, including different sutures, forceps, clamps, hemostats... etc. The excitement of waiting for the surgeon to call out a certain instrument, the split second look at the instrument table, another split second to grab it and give it to the surgeon, made the entire 5 hours of&nbsp;operation seem like a breeze.</p><p align="justify">Madami pang nangyari, but I think I'll keep them later for further kuwento use.</p><p align="justify">==================================================</p><p align="justify">Oh and for the records, biochem freakin sucks! Tsk, babagsak ako ng di-oras dito sa subject na ito eh. Sigh... kung hindi lang talaga major subject ito.</p><p align="justify">==================================================</p><p align="justify">And I am enjoying a whole new friendship with someone. Para kaming polar opposites, but we do agree on one thing. Staying at home is the best tambay ever.</p>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 16 Jul 2006 14:01:28 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p>HBO is in marathon mode of some of the best movies.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Woot.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Does anyone have the latest episodes of Naruto? Particularly the episodes right after the Bikuchu bug hunting.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Woot.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Duty na come this June 19. Woot.</p>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 11 Jun 2006 12:32:13 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>The Holiness of being Someone</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<p align="justify">June 5, 2006 was the date 1st Semester of being a <strong>true </strong>nursing student began. After a much frustating summer, where I threw my grades out of the window for the sake of engaging in DOTA (syemps yung iba dyan familiar sa game na yun), I vow with my&nbsp;blood (well, not necessarily cutting myself, buy hey, its metaphor!) to get right back on track to hopefully achieve, at least a cum laude. So with that said, I decided that I won't be engaging in extra-curricular activities that, I believed would cost me my time.</p><p align="center">*******************************************</p><p align="justify">With that said, I suddenly realized that I was a making a name for myself in the IN community. Being the Assistant Vice-President's son has its own perks and benefits. (as well as having a shitty time watching every step and actions so as not to disappoint anyone, particularly the powers-that-be.) This afternoon, the 3rd year and 4th year students had their General Assembly as well as the election of their respective&nbsp;batch officers. Every class officers were initially invited, but the outgoing 4th year students made their rounds announcing that only the President of each class are required to attend. Since I was elected as Vice-President of our class (which in the first place, began as a joke to simply put everyone in my row in the nominated list), I have to pass a softcopy of everyone in my class to our section coordinator. I entered the faculty room, metting Ms. CV. We began to chat for a while and was eventually surprised I was, who she thinks I was (I believe he initially thinks I am an ex-convict since I <strong>shaved </strong>my head once again). Gaah... look what names can do for you. She insisted that I come to the Assembly since I am an officer, so I said I'll think about it. Heck, I don't have a speck or the&nbsp;slightest desire to come that afternoon. So after picking up my notes that would be due for tomorrow as a test, I directly went home.</p><p align="justify">A while ago, a friend texted me saying that I was nominated as Vice-President of the Student Council. Geeh... weren't they thinking?&nbsp; I was not even there. So I replied humbly that that was flattering, but I can't dedicate myself right now. After a few minutes, she texted again saying that I was, *again* nominated (maybe in the hopes that it would excite me and go there) but because I wasn't there, I was eventually crossed out. I replied with &quot;geeh.. that was really something, but I don't want to get involved with all the political stuff that me being in the council would bring). How is that for a <strong>political </strong>answer?</p><p align="justify"><em>&quot;Sayang, sure thing na mananalo ka&quot;</em></p><p align="justify">For what? Because my last name was Anido, and that it was written all over my forehead that&nbsp;I am a responsible person? They didn't even know that I would sometimes spend my afternoon playing computer games because I don't feel like studying. Now, is that leadership material.</p><p align="justify">If there is one thing that we can learn from this, is that we Pinoy believed that those who are worthy to be our leaders and representatives are those whose names are similar and sounds, astonishingly familiar. I won't name names for I may get blown up in my sleep.</p><p align="justify">And the&nbsp;best thing I learned that almost made me laugh so hard that flipped me out,&nbsp;is that, my class coordinator whom I have only met and known around 10 minutes prior to the Council meeting&nbsp;was fronting me in every position there. How is that for a <strong>political savoring?</strong></p><p align="center"><strong>***************************************</strong></p><p align="justify">Oh, and did I mention I once again shaved my head?</p>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 06 Jun 2006 11:13:10 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>So when the dust settles and the sky clears..</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<p align="justify">tenen.. my mandatory update!</p><p align="justify">True, after two months of continous summer classes and RLE required training, <strong>SUMMER</strong>, in its true and pure form is finally here!</p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">Well, at least for me.</p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">Nursing Care Management 101 was a helluva subject. Before, I thought I would be freaking out whenever we will have it everyday, as early as 7:00 am in the morning, but it turns out, I <strong>enjoyed</strong> it. <em>(I know, I should have ended that statement with an exclamation point, but that would be an exaggeration.) </em>I like <strong>some </strong>of the lessons learned, (except for the dreaded Nursing History and Nursing Case Defense). This summer, I learned a lot of technical skills, which, as the clinical instructors stressed out, would be critical as soon as we have our Hospital Exposure this coming June. Some of the skills I learned are:</p><ul><li><div align="justify">Surgical Handscrubbing and Procedures</div></li><li><div align="justify">Oral Medication and Preparation</div></li><li><div align="justify">IM, ID, SC - in other words, Intramuscular, Intradermal and Subcutaneous Injections. <em>(I thoroughly enjoy this one. We had fun practicing injecting NSS and&nbsp;diluted Streptomycin with each other.)</em></div></li><li><div align="justify">Surgical Bed and Wound Care</div></li><li><div align="justify">Cranial Nerve Assessment</div></li><li><div align="justify">Urine Test and Home Visit</div></li><li><div align="justify">and lastly, the wonders of Perineal Care. - Go look this one up for yourself.</div></li></ul><p align="justify">I may have left some topics out, but all in all I enjoyed this summer.</p><p align="justify">The only thing left I believe to scare till come Monday is my grades in PSTL. Micro-Para looks nice, though I feel a little tweeky on this one. PSTL on the other hand is a different story. I learned that the highest grade our class got was 77. But knowing our professor there for a year,&nbsp; who am I to differ to his decision?</p><p align="justify">+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++</p><p align="justify">So the other half of this entry would be dedicated to my new-found addiction, which is DOTA. True, only this summer that I learned how this game works, but sure enough, I am having fun playing it!</p><p align="justify">And true, Carlo kicked my ass down the drain when we slugged it out mano-a-mano this afternoon. Iba na talaga ang adik!</p><p align="justify">+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++</p><p align="justify">Hmm.. with regards to what I <strong>believe </strong>is another event happening to a friend of mine, <em>(Looks somewhere around Diliman) </em>I think a conversation over a cup of coffee would be fine, especially with the parties concern. I am only speculating, but I have read through some entries, which I believed may confirm my speculation. But hey! Enjoy life as you see fit! You know me, I am always for the happiness of those people around me.</p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">WAhoooo!!!</p><p align="justify">+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++</p><p align="justify">I am thinking of getting my head shaved this Tuesday, but a part of me, (and that of my mother) is crying out loud not to do it. Any suggestions?</p><p align="justify">+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++</p><p align="justify">Btw, anyone interested in joing Red Cross? I believe there would be a recruitment this coming Tuesday. Sali na kayo!!</p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 19 May 2006 06:05:51 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p align="justify">tenen! ito na ang super-duper, mega, ultimate, over-the-edge poweful update ko!</p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">terrreeeeeeennnnennn!!</p><p align="justify">********************************************************&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">Corny, whew... sobra. Anyway, I have two reasons why I wasn't able to update this decaying blog (and ruthee, you better listen to this!). One, my summer classes is wrecking a havoc out of my life. Imagine, my classes are from Monday to Friday, from 7:00 am in the morning up to 4:00 pm. The worst thing about this obviously damaging schedule is the fact we only have two 30-minute breaks. One is from 10:00 to 10:30, and another one from 12:30 to 1:00. Enough time only to devour a sandwich and zesto juices.</p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">Ang nakakaasar pa, malupit ang mga subjects namin. Nursing Care Management sa umaga, Principles and Strategies in Teaching sa tanghali, at sa ang patapos ay ang ang malupit, sadista, nangangain ng mga batang....</p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">MICROBIOLOGY at PARASITOLOGY!!</p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">(joke lang yung nangangain ng bata ah! baka seryosohin)</p><p align="justify">********************************************************</p><p align="justify">Twice this week my attention was called because my eyes were dropping dead because I was so sleepy. Lintik, medyo napahiya pa ako sa NCM dahil inaantok ako. My case study kasi, sort of analyzing yung application ng Environmental Theory sa isang 80 year old woman na mag-isa na lang sa bahay, na walang nag-aayos sa kaniya at ang kanyang kapaligiran. Tapos nun, inaantok na talaga ako eh, kaya nagulat ako ng bigla akong tinawag.</p><p align="justify">Prof: <em>Mr. Anido, what do you think are the activities we can&nbsp;give her to address the psychological aspect of being alone?</em></p><p align="justify">Me: <em>Uhh.. to address both psychological and her problem of&nbsp;being alone, we can have the the negihbors play with her any card games or probably chess.</em></p><p align="justify">Prof: <em>Are you sure? 80 years old na ito! Kaya pa ba niya?</em></p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">Doh! Pahiya ako nun ah! Hihirit pa sana ako ng... &quot;bakit lolo ko? 87 years old na, nag pupusoy-dos pa?&quot; Kaya lang kapag humirit pa ako ng ganun eh parang immature and wrong parallelism na.. Kaya yun!</p><p align="justify">Yung pangalawa naman, eh sa Micro-Para naman. Pero dito nakalusot ako! HAH! Kaya ko pala makinig kahit na medyo half-sleepy na ako! As usual, tinawag ako bigla, at nagtanong kung effective pa ang gamot against majority of viruses. At syempre, ang banat ko eh...</p><p align="justify"><em>Kapag viral po, or majority of viruses, medicines are not usually effective because they inhibit our cells. Medicines cannot enter our cells because it is not capable of passing thru our cell walls. So dapat, either our body get rid of the virus itself, thru nourishment or expulse it from our body, as to the usual case of viral colds.</em></p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">In other words, yung mga tanggal sipon dyan tulad ng Decolgen eh&nbsp;hindi talaga effective at niloloko kayo. Mga anti-histamine lang yan, or in other words, yung allergic reaction lang ng katawan natin ang nawawala, hindi yung <strong>MISMONG </strong>virus na causes you to sneeze.&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">KEBEM! Who's you daddy now? HAHAHAHAHA!</p><p align="justify">********************************************************</p><p align="justify">Tapos eto pa pala, six days na pasukan namin. RLE day on Saturday na. Badtrip. Mukha na ngang may&nbsp; salbabida mata ko eh, tinanggal pa isang araw ng pahinga ko. Malas talaga.</p><p align="justify">********************************************************</p><p align="justify">Lintik din pala! Nagdedecide pa ang MTRCB kung ipapalabas and The Da Vinci Code dito sa atin. Mag-apekto ba naman daw sa simbahan? Eh alam ko hindi naman independent body ang MTRCB eh. Governmental functions din ata yan eh. Subukan niyo lang hindi ipalabas yan....</p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">BIBILI na lang ako ng pirated version niyan!!</p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">whew.... and dami kong update ah! paano ba yan ruth? ok na ba? :D</p><p align="justify">********************************************************</p><p align="justify">at CJ, if ever may time ka, kailangan ko ng advice mo! <strong>SOBRA!</strong></p><p align="justify"></p><p align="justify"></p><p align="justify"></p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify"><font size="1">buti na lang nilagyan ko ng separator ang dalawa. NYEHEHEHE! Joke lang po ah! damn you know I miss you guys, big time!!</font></p>******************************************************** <p align="justify"><font size="1" /></p></font>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 23 Apr 2006 01:33:28 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>eto lang yun eh..</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<p><font size="2">The nursing battery is set tomorrow morning...</font></p><p><font size="2" /></p><p><font size="2" /></p><p><font size="2" /></p><p><font size="2">that means....</font></p><p><font size="2" /></p><p><font size="2" /></p><p><font size="2" /></p><p><font size="2">katayan na!!!</font></p></font></font></font></font></font></font>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 21 Jan 2006 08:18:19 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>edi mag-uupdate na ako..</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<p align="justify">Sorry... took me like ages to update this blog. To be specific, more than two months since this crappy dead blog has been filled in with my adventures of lfie. Since then, a lot happend, both personal and social circles, and within that span of time, thsi year is closing in, yet again, to another page of the calendar, the 2006.</p><p align="justify">So with that, I'll be doing several changes for a change. For instance, at this <strong>point </strong>onwards, I won't be using straight English anymore, instead halo-halot na. Nyak..hahaha... seriously, kasi before, I thought blogging is one way of both practicing the language and your grammar, but I think medyo iiba muna ako para medyo there is something way..way different. I have read kasi this book titled <strong>Veronica Decides to Die</strong>, by the almighty and all-poweful <strong>Paulo Coelho. </strong>That book was great because it is a different way of showing how beautiful life could be without using the yaki..and medyo baduy way of showing life, with flowers.. birds gliding across the sky.. blah..blah stuff. He did it by showing Veronica, who is tired with her life, and decided to kill herself. Now, she has the weirdestyet sensible reasons to kill herself. First, she believes she&nbsp;is trapped in a one-way, monotonous life, where everything else she does is the same, and completely by routine. I guess everyone can agree with that, gising, kain, aral, tulog, tv... and the same list goes on and on. And the other one, correct me if I am wrong, she wants to feel something totally different than <strong>LIFE </strong>itself, which, the nearest is death. I wont spoil the story for you, but it was really great, like having a female character for my favorite book Catcher in the Rye. Holden meets Veronika.</p><p align="justify">Try ko lang, pero right after this sentence, I wont be using any punctuation marks. Hehehehe tignan natin kung makakatagal ka sa kakabasa nito Hmm I did it because I can do it and probably anyone reading this blog is totally frustrated na medyo may topak ako woohooo</p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">So 2005 was good my sister personally labeled me as a grown up boy after 4 months of entering you know what True medyo mahirap and at same time masaya kasi naman after twelve years of being stuck in an all boys school, expect me to not completely adjust with this thing HEHEHE..</p><p align="justify">I am planning to make a year-end report so probably dun na lang lahat yung thrills and shrills of 2005.</p><p align="justify">&nbsp;</p><p align="justify">Wala lang ako magawa... huwaaaw!</p>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 29 Dec 2005 06:33:38 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>This blog is deteriorating</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>And that would be an understatement.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>The last time I put some sensible (if you could count it that way) entry&nbsp;was a month ago and three days.&nbsp; Since then, a <strong>LOT</strong> happend which some may have a clue on what I am actually talking about. Sorry to say, I don't have the energy and will to even talk about it this time around.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>And now.... my mind is like a dumb stone trying to find some sort of thing to write about.. hmm...</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>say... hmmm......</p>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 15 Sep 2005 10:21:09 +0000</pubDate>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 17 Apr 2007 12:49:23 +0000</pubDate>
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