Nakakagulat at gumamit ako ng wikang Filipino sa paghayag ng aking saloobin. Minsan, kailangan din natin gamitin at pahalagaan ang ating wikang namumutangi sa ating sangkatauhan. Dahil sa wika natin, kaya tayoý nagkabuklod-buklod at nagkaroon ng iisang mithi. Nakatulong ito upang maipahayag pa natin ang ating mga namumutawing mga kaisipan sa mga bagay bagay, sa pamamagitan ng pananalita at pagsulat. Ito rin ay nagsilbing sandata natin upang maipakita natin sa mga ibang lahi na tayo ay mayroon sariling kultura't wika na maari nating maipagmalaki. Nagsisilbi din itong karangalan para sa ating lahi. kaya dapat tayong magbunyi. Isa tayong Pilipino!

    Did i make your nose and brain bleed? Hope i did not. Oh well, sometimes it feels so so good using your own mother language. If only others can understand Filipino. Sometimes, i feel upset for those guys whom keep blabbing that our national laguage was called Tagalog. How pity, since elementary, its stated that it should be called FILIPINO not Tagalog. Filipino consists of the mixed-up Philippine language - Bit of Spanish, Visayan, tagalog and so on... Oh well, i wonder when could my fellow citizens distinguish what are the lefts and rights, rights and wrongs, blues and reds, Tagalog and Filipino...

OH WELL... phew...

hmm, why did i opened a topic up about languages anyway? [nahh i dunno. teehee!]

Hmm, some journal updates today? Nothing new, i attend my class looking wasted. Yep, dont have any make ups on my face. Treat my self for a plate of Paotsin's sharksfin dumpling with rice, along with a cup of cold ice tea... Yum!

    Based on the news, twas August 6 then, around 12 midnight. The jeepney was going to Cainta then. A guy announced an hold-up. Carrying a gun with him which make the crowd panic. The suspect shots Tara in the head. Until now, shes  still under coma and confined.

    The Santelices family are still seeking for witnesses.

    Let us help and pray for her quick recovery.

Recently this morning, my sisters greeted me a happy birthday, along with my friends - they texted me their greetings.

[Oh well, thank you for the greetings, buddies! ;)]

Anyway, speaking of 911, it is also my birthday too, mmm yep cant believe that im damn f*ckin 18 yrs old now. Been breathin in this forsaken world for about a decade n 8 years. Still, as time passes by, i learn a lot of new things that can help me survive.

Today's just like a meer ol regular day, nothing special. Still, its raining hard outside. The cold kiss of the wind give chills which makes my bod shiver. As i open my black folding umbrella, i notice its endings, its broken. So i grab my masking tape and give it a quick fix. Walking at the Falcon walkway, i lit a piece of cigarette and pop a piece of candy, biting it while puffin it out.

Upon entering our room, my classmate Joanne giggled and greeted me and she ask me why the sad look unto my face. I must be happy because its my birthday. Well as i said a while ago, theres nothing special about it, i just feel alot more bluer, bluer, bluer than the deepest shade of blue. Besides, whats so special about it anyway? nah i dunno...

This afternoon, me and Skitz met at SM Manila. While waiting for him, i roamed around the supermarket, searching for propel. As i peek around more, i suddenly saw the beer area which make my mouth drool. haha! My thoughts are fighting whether what im i going to choose but the red corner wins, which make me buy the beer teehee.

I was waiting him at the foodcourt then. I saw a guy approaching, i thought that guy was him, having the same hairstyle, but when he comes nearby, i was wrong. The guy wearing a blue shirt was not a boy but a girl... NYAHA~~

Atlas, a guy wearin a black shirt along with a black and yellow backpack - its him.

He got me a present. Yup, a cute ol aquamarine wallet with studs on. As i peek its inside, whoah, so many pockets!

I almost forgot the beers - its not cold anymore. Gonna drink it in the old fashioned way. Tasting its true malt flavour...

So bitter but good. Got drunk afterwards haha.

If you have time then, just go drop by at Kublais and chill. ;)

I connected the camera thru our pc. As i scan them all the way through, a figure of a man appeared up. Giving me chills.

this is the picture that im talking about

The guy encircled was non other than my bestfriend's brother, naming Percival

How did i knew? A while ago, im with tita Be's house. As i texted here daughter using her phone, i saw her son's photo. Kuya Percival. They LOOK THE SAME! Giving me chills. Why did that figure showed up then? His urn was kept here at home for a mean time. So thats why maybe Yeye has this imaginary friend whom we called Ben.

Well i didnt manipulated the image if your going to ask to. And why the hell? I dont think im going to do this just for the scaredy stuff blahblahs. Tita also told me that in their hometown at Bicol, he used to manifest too, mostly on the photos.

Kuya Percival was killed. A guy shot him. Until now, a search warrant was given then, P50,000.oo is on the suspect's head.

While my History of Architecture class is on going, a student adviser suddenly approached our professor - informing her that there will be a show at the theatre, they need the students to participate on the said event. Cutting our class all the way through. We then pack our things up and go, tagging along with Bruce. As we walk thru the bridge, we then entered the theatre. Signing up our names up. The event was about the importance of the classical music.

There are 3 musicians present. I forgot the professor's name - shes the one lecturing; Lorenzo or Enzo - the 1st placer pianist whom i call a rodent/ rabbit (haha his front teeth were way too big! nyaha!) and the soprano's name was... i think, Celine? nah i dunno. The performance was good though. Playing some of the classical pieces of Bach, Mozart, Liszt and some of the great Filipino composers. There they lectured about the rhythm, melody, texture...

The funny part here in this event was the LCD operator. Yep! i dunno if she's a dumbass or just way too retard. Why? while she browse thr the slides, the female professor was instructing her to click the said musician, but the retard student was just way to RETARD! clicking other names and other slides, clicking other songs and so on. Which make the prof pissed off and make the whole crowd laugh.

As the soprano sang, we saw the other girl crowd laughing like mentals! Cpying the soprano's gesture and singing like fools. Imitating her voice and giggling. Which makes us irrate. They dont know to discipline themselves, even just for the meantime.  Tch.

As I close my eyes and feel the presence of the piano piece annihilate my entire soul, Excel - my classmate starts to brag about her boil in her buttcheeks. Complaining about it, which pisses me off. damn, but what can i do?! gah >_<

The show now then ends. Doors were opened up. Letting the crowd go now.

As i walk, i still feel its presence, lingering unto my mind. The decency of the classical music. If only our generation nowadays do appreciate them. Feel its aesthetic quality and its richness. Not the types of what we hear these days - they just create their music instantly, make riffs and make crappy lyrics. Tada! there it goes. Nonsensical music. Not applying its principles.

If only our youth musicians do apply and appreciate it.

Familiar with the flavoured cigarette Hypoo? Sweet chocolate flavor? Dont wanna puff that shit again. It just give me headache afterwards, same as Blackbat. They give an afterspark. Headaches, headaches, headaches. Making your head airy. I dunno why, maybe my lungs were just into the local brands. The brands that ive been puffed out were Marlboro (Hellyeah to menthol -greens-) Phillip morris, Hope, Fortune and Ice (the cheap ones), Dunhill (Menthol), Peel Orange (i hate peach, tastes like tea), Dj mixx and and and... hmm... Uggghhh...

Some recaps -

September 3 - We celebrated our 3rd monthsary, twas supposed to be September 2. Due to my class scheds, my out was 5:00pm. So we decided to meet at wednesday, which my out was 2:00pm. We then meet at Robinson's Galleria, at the fountain area. While roaming around, there we saw this Amazing Cones - Pizza on cones. At first, i thought twas an pizza flavoured icecream. Upon seeing the ala carte's list - Creamy Garlic. WTF! Creamy garlic flavoured icecream... YUCK! Upon ordering and waiting at the table... I sneekpeek at the kitchen. Whoah. So thats the pizza on cone! mmm tempting

The waiter then serve our orders at our table. Excited for the treat, Skitz suddenly grab the foodie. Too bad, he burnt his finger. So exchange a lil chitchats, there we go! grab and grmmmmmpppp!!! Yum! Biting its crust, the cheese's meltin around my tongue while its warm wrap enlightens my hand. Sprinkling my treat with lots of tabasco sauce which tickles my tastebuds.

I ordered icecream - strawberry cheesecake flavor. Have an idea how huge it was? haha! it'll make you drool like a baby! nyahaa~

The vanilla flavoured icecream was white as an ivory; whilst its crimson colored syrup swirled around it - the belgian cone gives an enticing aroma of capuccino.

Does it make you crave for it right now?

After munching over the coney pizzas, suddenly his mom texted, telling him to meet her at the Pancake house. He told her that im with him, dating. My heart suddenly pumped out! Giving me chills... OMG, im going to meet his family! im not prepared!!! god god god... @___@

I have no choice but to meet them, though im nervous that time... but what can i do?! Walking, i entered the washroom first, preparing myself. Take a deep breath... After that, we continue to walk going to the resto.

Now we open the glass doors up, my heart's beatin like frenzy. Giving me such fast, uncontrolable beat. There we saw them, eating pancakes. As we approach them, they smiled at me - there i meet his mom, his sister and his brother. Theyre nice, theres no reason to be fear thereof. Just Skit'z told me - Just be yourself. ;)

As the night goes by, we decided to make it a day and go home. They gave me a ride going to MRT. Seated beside her mom, she asked me some questions - feels like im on the final interview with the big boss haha! But its ok, im not quite that nervous. She  asked me some typical questions - where do i live, what course am i taking up too and so on.

Phew, whatta day, didnt expect that thing though, but you know what - im happy meeting them up. Atleast they saw me personally. My parents met Skitz in person too, unexpected haha! That was after watching Cinemalaya at CCP Complex. They drove me home.

Crazy crazy shots, also credit for my NASTY ACNE. damn damn damn

here are they!

enjoy!

There i plug my phones in and listen to Skidrow's Forty season album while waiting them outside. As i saw them, i wave my hands through. There we wait for others to come. Some of our buddies were at YMCA, having a basketball try-out. While waiting, i texted my boyfriend if hes free or what, so he could join us. He's free ;) there we go, ride a jeepney going to Dapitan. There, they prepared the drinks. and the main course? The COSSACK VODKA! Pinoy's cheapest vodka but this guy's a big whoah! giving you a slow but hard knocking hangover. As we drunk the shots up, there we exchange some of out nifty stories and my girl buddies were taking a lot of photos. So the ontervals of the shots? GAAAAh. a damn so fucking slow-mo. And the content of shot? its not even halfway thru the glass. which suck. Coz if im drinkin, i want my shot's content be full, so itll be straight enough.

After 5.45, we decided to go home, having an LRT ride. Were kinda dizzy but we controlled ourself. hehe ;)

Upon arriving, my friends texted me, waiting for me. I saw them then the introduced me to Kuya Chad - A piano teacher! YEY! =D hihihi He told me that i dont need to pay him for the fees. Just give them some snacks. So around monday night, my lessons will start.

As my phone rang, Skitz calling me. Talked about the day and there we bid byebye.

but, you know what, before sleeping, m gotta go to the bathroom. m going to poop. HAHHAHA XD  

As usual, after doing my project. Imagine the once neat n' nifty room turned into havoc. The drawing materials scattered allover. Tapes taped everywhere (including in my face!); a small table full of empty glass and coffee cups. tattered papers and more. 

There i rest inside the room, letting my body feel the warm, soft sensation of the bed. Hugging my bean bag pillow (given by Skitz, on our 2nd monthsary). I dreamt of something - Freaky, Yeah freaky. Twas somewhere near here, i was walkin around then suddenly a guy approached me. Proposing and telling me that he loves me (WHATTAFUCK!). I told him i cant coz im already taken. Then after, another guy again approached me, now he's with a buddy. Same thing too, proposing and persuading me to accept him but i gave him the big "D" word - DUMPED! nyahahahahaha. Then, heres the other phase. We (Ron, Mac and I) was walking, then Mac suddenly talked about the blood type thingys. She asked me if i know my type. I told her no, so there we go, go to the nearest helth center. There, a nurse approached me, asking on what service do i want. I told her that i want to know my blood type. There, i sit beside her. As she pierce the injection unto my veins, i was surprised coz shes been draining my blood off! FUCK! i saw the container, its so fucking full and its drippin!!! there i woke up and felt my veins palpitating. Feels like real. Whoah..

Afternoon comes, i now take a nice good ol bath, preparing myself coz im going to school now - to submit my project. I decided to commute then, riding a jeepney going to Manila. Didnt expect that the traffic's all way hell. The usual 35-min ride became a 1 1/2 hour ride. My make up's been draining off, mascaras' falling off and thanks for the sun's super hot sunrays, making me sweat allover.

There, i passed my proj and took my Filipino exam. Afterwards, Skitz and me met at Sm Manila, coz his gong to buy strings for his guitars.

As we bid farewell and kissed goodbye, i stand at the corner of the train, waiting for the station to arrive. Rode a jeep and a tricycle way back home. Without eating dinner, there i befall in deep slumber waking for around 7 am. 11 hours i spend for sleepin -STRAIGHT!-

=)