my kwayzee way

best christmas gift!

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 10:23:22 +0000

this has been one heck of a holiday week!

been restin up at my place since our block christmas party
i only go out to shop and shop and shop
til finally i got to complete my list of things to buy.

monday: went shopping. too tired to go on a night out.
tuesday: went shopping. got so irritated with ppl so i didnt go out. spent the rest of the night watching FPJ\'s necrological service. tear.

wednesday: finally no more shopping. wrapped gifts the whole day.
met up with denise at Gerry\'s tomas to get my phone. finally! i missed my phone!!!! then went one with berns. told him its the last night were going out on a date. ;O from tomas berns brought me to racks el pueblo. (although we got lost from tomas and ended up in the middle of manila before we got to ortigas) i really dont like that place, its haven for thieves and i hate it when bands play. but that night was different though. nice music nice vibe. i like! anyway so it was going home time. we were chillaxin outside rax then tep and the rest of the girls decided to go home. it was so ironic coz from moment we got in the car i was buggin LJ to wear seatbelts. i was so paranoid. we were actually panicking coz we cant lock the seatbelts. weird. coz usually you dont wear SBs when your at the backseat. anyway when we were at near core... i saw tep our friend who was driving and diobelle who was infront were not wearing seatbelts. so paranoid me told them to wear their friggin SBs... minutes later.. Bang! a CRV who was making a U-turn w/o signal infront of white plains hit our speeding car (hey it was at night!) OMG! there was smoke inside the car. panic. have to get out. okay it was just the popped air bags. damn! thank God for seatbelts and airbags! i know and i can still vouch it was the other cars fault! anyhoo... parents and back up came. we went to the hospital and tehn home.

im glad everyone. me.lj.france.diobs.tep. are all okay.
tep and i survived with just bruises. but all the other girls are still gorgeous.

thursday: the girls slept at my place already. marvin and ej came for a visit. my aa barkada had our annual xmas dinner at my place to celebrate another year of our crazy lives.

that thursday morning i received my best gift ever... another chance on life...

enta survey

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 08:11:33 +0000

1.ANO STUDENT NUMBER MO? 031601
2.NAKAPASA KA BA OR WAITLISTED? i passed!
3.PANO MO NALAMAN ANG ACET RESULT? i heard it was out then on my way to ateneo my friend texted me... i passed a course i dont even remember chooosing!!
4.FIRST CHOICE MO BA ANG Ateneo? oh yeah! ever since!
5.ALAM MO BA ANG ACET score MO? nope.. they dont give it out na eh.. *sigh*
6.ANO ANG FIRST CHOICE MO NA COURSE?: ME! kapal ko!
7.SECOND CHOICE?: Comtech
8.ANO COURSE MO NGAUN?: COMTECH
9.MAY PLANO KA MGSHIFT: not anymore! comtech rules!
10.CHINITO/CHINITA KA BA?: gladly... no!
11.TAGA ATENEO HIGH? nope... certified girlie me! AA gurl!!!
12.NAGENJOY KA BA SA ORSEM?: nope!! ang init!!!
13.SAANG GATE KA PUMASOK NUNG FIRST DAY?: gate 2
14.NAKAPAGDORM KA NA BA?: no and i dont want to...
15.NAGKA-F KA NA BA?: no... im smart! hahhaha
16. NAGKA-A?: yup... PE!!! hahahah
17.HIGHEST GRADE: 98! yeah!
19.WORST EXPERIENCE SA AdMU: transferring from math11 to math1
20.LAGI KA BANG UMAATEND NG KLASE?: nope... i cut when im tamad
21.ANONG ORG MO? ACTM, COSA, SANGGU, BLUEREP
22.MAY SCHOLARSHIP KA BA?: wala... how i wish!
23.ILANG UNITS NA NAIPASA MO?: madami! all the classes i took up
24.NANGANGARAP KA BA NA MAGLAUDE?: hindi noh!
25.KELAN KA GAGRADUATE?: sana sa 2007
26.FAVE TEACHER: none so far!!
27.WORST TEACHER: QUIMPO! que horror!
28.FAVE SUBJECT: this sem.... SA
29.WORST SUBJECT: math!
30.FAVE LANDMARK SA AdMU: spg and comp rooms
31.BUILDING?: CTC
32.FAVE KAINAN: healthy options & corn dog stand
34.ESTUDYANTE BA ANG BINABAYAD MO SA JEEP: ha? dba pera gamit dun?
35.LAGI KA BA SA RIZAL LIB: yeah when im sleepy!
36.NAGPUNTA KA BA SA INFIRMARY NUNG MINSANG MAGKASAKIT KA? i asked for medicines lang
37.MAY CRUSH KA BA SA CAMPUS?: before... not anymore!
38.BF/GF?: none... meron soon... i hope! ahahah
39.MAY BALAK KA BA MG-MS, PHD?: no
40.ANU-ANO ANG MGA na-PE MO? tennis, fencing, & currently 101 41.KAMUSTA NAMAN ANG BLOCK NYO?: ayos...
42.NAKAPANOOD KA NA BA NG GRADUATION?:nope
43.MEMORIZE MO BA ANG ALMA MATER SONG? mej
44.MEMORIZE MO BA ANG FABILIOH? yes of course
45.E ANG HALIKINU? shempre naman
46.E ANG BLUE EAGLE SPELLING? duh.. atenista toh!
47.MEMBER KA BA NG TEAM ATENEO? hindi eh.. wish ko lang
48.CNO PABORITO MONG UAAP BASKETBALL PLAYER? shempre si johan uichico.. hehehe.. blockmate eh.. hahaha.. actually gus2 ko si jc intal... great jump!
49. NAKAPERFECT KA NA BA NG EXAM?: hindi pa eh.. counted ba ung elementary? hahaha!
50.ANO AYAW MO SA HELL WEEK:? streeeessss!!!!!1
51.DITO KA BA NATUTO UMINOM NG BEER OR ALAK, MANIGARILYO?: nope pero dito nadalas!!!
52.DITO KA BA NADEVIRGINIZE?: la ako plans gawin sa ateneo!
53.ANO GUSTO MO SA SKUL NATIN?: lahat.. lalo na ung environment.. and walang pakialamanan.. hahaha
54.ANO AYAW MO? kailangan sa spg pa mag smoke and yung dress code! hassle!!!
55.BUMILI KA NA BA SA A-SHOP? yup!
56.MAGANDA BA ID PIC MO? yeah.. with a golden tan!
57.MAY GINAWA KA NA BANG ILLEGAL SA LOOB NG CAMPUS? nothing big time!
58.NAKABILI KA NA BA NG GAMIT SA NATIONAL KATIPS? i shop there!59.NAGSTARBUCKS KA NA BA SA KATIPS? every friday!

pretending to be stressed....

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 14:32:50 +0000

Law midterns on starurday.... blockmates!
its law midterms on saturday!!
i\'m not even done reading half of the book!
and that was coz i was procrastinating!
until now i am procrastinating!
dearie!! i have to pass!!!

please pray that they find the first 2 pages
of my accounting long test!
i dont wanna retake it again!
much less get a zero for it!!
of all the pages they could loose...
it has to be the part i\'m most confident of my answers
(although, im not at all THAT confident about it)

anywayz... its a wednesdays tom...
i hate eco class!! heheh for so many reasons
only denise knows why...
the only fun thing about eco is...
when people arrive in class in almost similar outfits!
talking about growing on each other!
hahhaah

anyhoo... this entry is just another strategy to procrastinate!
im trying hard to do something else aside from reading obli-coN!

so next time i tell you im busy this week....
more or less... im being such a big faker!
coz ive been trying to study law for the longest time
and i just cant focus on it!
swell! and boring kaci! its not my fault!!

anyhoo.... movie tayo guys!!
before sat!!!

to god\'s kitchen and back

Sun, 8 Aug 2004 12:42:50 +0000

i\'m trying to get back into study mode... have an econ test tom and i havent studied a bit.... gotta get all the happenings of the weekend out of my system first...

god\'s kitchen was a total blast.... well actually it wasn\'t entirely fab but it was well worth my 500 bux!

the music wasnt all that great during the first hour or so... last year\'s god\'s was way better... you know who made my night???

my ultimate crush... once again... he made it feel like it was really \"god\'s kitchen\" there! i was in heaven!~

was never really expecting to see him there since he was \"cleaning up\" and that place is really like shit heaven... but the minute i saw him my heart went booming louder than the sound system (exxage!)

i dunno what it is about him... but whenever i see him i cant talk properly.. ya know me i can like strike up a conversation anytime but with him... i always end up saying stupid things... nonsense!

why does he have to be so cute and not to mention super nice... every little thing he does makes me feel like a lil girl crushing on a guy from a boy band! hahahah

i dunno if it was just me but i felt like there was \"something\" or maybe it was just wishful thinking... he\'s so nice kasi to everybody... so can\'t really go on thinking there\'s something special...
oh well... how i soooo wish!

gawd... if im ever gonna have a boyfriend again... i want it to be him... super! he\'s like THE GUY for me...

speaking of boyfriends... i saw a highschool friend at pier1 at the fort last sat... guess what i found out from her... i found out that my ass of a boyfriend really two timed me for real... well i could careless... i was on a love high last night to even be bothered...

he could have a new girlfriend for all i care... im a happily swingin single girl! change topic....

i saw my bora boy at nbc also! hehehe... it was just crazy seeing him again... cant help but remember the bora days! hahaha

so if seeing my crush made going to big sich all worth it...
the music, the great company, the kickass dancin... was a fabulous bonus!

*God, if i\'m you really really want to please make my boyfriend, my dream guy, you know who he is... love ya so much! \"

sitting at home on a friday night.

Fri, 6 Aug 2004 16:34:46 +0000

i used to hate ending up in this kind of situation during the weekend. staying at home on such a party night while most of the people i know are out having a great time.

but now looking at it... it\'s not so bad... its really such a great time to get that much needed rest... after everything that goes on in a week i think that everybody needs time to chillax...

you really don\'t get to relax that much when youre out there in some hip bar in makati dancing your guts out and drinking til your whole world is spinning...

don\'t get me wrong its not like i totally i hate the idea of going clubbing... i used to love it... i still do... who wouldnt like the idea of drinking the night away with your coolest buds and dancing til your pretty sure your top candidate to grow varicose veins (haha)... its just that ive learned to appreciate \"peace\" more...

its nights like this when i miss the beach the most... just imaging walking down the wet sand during a low with clear starry skies above.... ahhh.... sheer paradise!

whack! gotta get back into the real world! i\'m in the city... weekends are for all out partying (at least in theworl i know)... it\'s BigFish wekend!
it\'s time to get those grindin juices flowin!!!

to go or not to go???
dont want to leave my cozy room its so sweet....
but cant miss on a night of good music and lotsa fun!

hmm... been trying to get away from that whole scene... but its following me around... calling my name \"kwey its time to parteeeh!\" hahhahaha....

hope i keep this whole \"chillax\" thing the whole weekend...

kwey\'s borrowed thought: \"life is a mystery to be lived not a problem to be solved\"

can\'t stop

Tue, 3 Aug 2004 05:39:03 +0000

i absolutely can\'t stop thinking about him....
i\'m in school now waitin for my next class...
every time i\'m not busy... i catch myself thinking about him
like right now...

it feels so childish really...
but i love the feeling...
the butterflies in my tummy, the smile on my face...
hay... its been so long since a guy has had me feeling this way
can\'t believe it...
he\'s been my crush since 3rd year high...
and it\'s still him now...

well maybe its coz its meant to be just that...
just a crush... forever...
with all the kilig moments... with all the time we\'ve hanged out
there\'s something in me thats telling me....
we\'re bound to be JUST FRIENDS...
but even then....
the smiles, the chillouts, the crazy moments...
are enough...

oh yeah!

Sun, 1 Aug 2004 13:27:32 +0000

what a weekend! it was amazingly messed up! haha! but alls cool!
this weekend will go down in my barkada\'s history books!

saturday:
everything wasn\'t going as planned but everything turned out more fabulous than i could have ever expected...

i was able to go to my *crush\'s* birthday party... fab!
i completely gave up on going there but my sista\'s got me goin!
then i was suppose to go home early to my house...
but due to the blur of things... i ended up sleepin over at diobelle\'s!

whatever happened there... i\'ll never forget!!!!
my dear sistas... ya know i can never get mad at you guys!!
love ya so mucH!!!

i know it was a really stupid accident.... apology accepted!!

i\'m still tryin to figure out if i could survive that text message...
would never have the guts to say that!
on the good side... it was kinda nice that it happened... and so what if that message was as good as tellin him \"im crushin on you bigtime\"... biggeee... i really am anyway even if i have no intentions of letting him know... he was nice enough to give such a sweet reply!! its not that bad....

oh yeah! not even in my dreams could i ever imagine that him sending me that!!!

im still feeling embarrassed but i really could care less...
life is too sweet!

*please i just hope my crush wont ever get to read this... dont knwo how i\'ll live that one up...*

bum for a day...

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 03:39:39 +0000

i intentionally skipped school today...
just woke up with no desire whatsoever to go to admu...
i\'m just so sick of it...
school is killing me!

i wonder if going to school schould really be this stressful...
the workload, accounting, law... incompetent people... argh!
i used to like school somehow... despite all the torture and shit...
but i\'m seriously not enjoying anything anymore...

is it worth it?!

i\'m seriously contemplating dropping out of school already....
not for good maybe just for a year...
i think the monotony of it is what\'s messing it up....

wha... i better get a grip of myself before i break down...
get me outta here~
dang school!

tabulas newbie!

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 13:05:38 +0000

another online thing i can tinker with while wastin time... fabulous! bloggin... i dont remember the last time i blogged.... anyway i\'m still trying to figure out how this whole thing works... which wont take long i hope... be bloggin crazy soon! anyway gotta go for now.... i\'m procrastinating with school again! whats new?!