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Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you

Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Baby, its never ganna work out
I love you, goodbye

I tried to write a happy poem about all the love in my life
So why is it when I wrote that poem I focused on my strife
I couldn't pick words to describe a happy thought
And even when I could one word is all I caught

But my sad poems could just carry on going
Its not that I'm very unhappy just that without knowing
I've lead this happy life without talking to much about pain
So now when I open up like this, it's always the same

Sad words, numb feelings and twisting hearts
thinking of people that I was with but now am apart
Ways to cope, I explain how I feel about the knifes touch
And I write about how I mess things up so much

And now I've done it again
Tried to be happy but it's turned out the same
I cant help that these are the things that effect me
I just hope one day I'll find all the words that can explain I'm happy

i have this nice poem for you...i bet kapag nabasa mo na naman toh aasarin mo na naman me...ok lang...honestly right now...mas gusto ko yung feeling ko...na we are best of friends...i know hindi maniniwala ibang tao saken...pero this is what i feel...thanks for making me realize what true friendship means...wavyu besty...and i mean it..

Your Besty

A Message To You

Do you think of me when I'm not there,
Do you think of me and wish I were near?
All my life no one ever has,
and that makes me so sad.
How come things always seem to go bad?
When I was younger I thought I was in love,
then it turned to hate and all he did was push and shove.
But why, I wondered.
I did all I could for him,
I even let him in.
I let him in to my heart,
my soul,
then it went out of control.
For the first time I let someone love me
and what happened?
It turned into rage and jealousy.
I cared for him so
then one day I had to let go.
Now it's hard.
It's hurts so bad and I'm so mad.
I'm mad that I can't trust no one.
I'm mad that for the first time someone has made me feel so true....
and that someone is you.
I'm mad that we couldn't meet on the street or in the store,
I'm mad cuz this always happens to me.
True love I'm always blind too and can't see.
Even though I feel this way.....
I want you to stay.
But stay the way we are,
the way we've been,
and I don't want it to change,
My life I don't want to rearrange.
I feel safe with what we have
and I like it like this,
but I will admit I wish I could give you a kiss.
So I'm gonna put this to an end....
But just say this.....
Thank you for making me feel special,
Thank you for showing me you care,
Thank you for being true.....
I haven't had that in a long time....
and I'm glad I'm having it from you.

You Were There"

Time passes, the world changes
But I'm still the same ole' kid
And your jokes still bring me laughter
As if you still were here
And it hurts
When I smile
'Cause my heart still remembers
When you were around

'Cause you were there
When no one was
Just when I thought nobody cared
You showed me love
'Cause you were my friend
You always told me
And I am still here
Because you were there

So precious, small treasures
A time when truth was innocent
True friendship, was all we were after
A place where kids could still be kids
And it hurts
But I'm glad
'Cause at least I was blessed
To have you as my friend

You're my best friend
There are no accidents
God has a plan for everyone
And he brought you in my life
To show me what a good friendship was