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promise. :) 

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see you theree!!! 

 I can't believe my sembreak's over!!! :( And that in a few hours I'll be starting school again... I'm not that excited ( oh well!) but I know i'm going to do better this sem! :) Hahaha...and that it's going to be exciiitiiinG!! :) So what did I do during my sembreak?

* Had Badminton training (almost everyday!)... i also got to see my bes Dro and Didis...and communicated with other friends in the past! :) yeeeeheeey!! It was a bonding time with my mom, Aiko, daddy and Kuya..

* Helped a lil at the gasoline station, Petron. :) I do readings every 7pm! :)

* Went SHOPPPPPIIIINGGG!!! :) weee... yung first week ko yata was spent Shopping shopping and shopppiiinnng!!! :) hahahahaha! :)

* Did a little aerobics, too. :) ang saya!! I miss dancing!!! :(

* My operation is not going to happen...not yet. But i'm safe! Weeeheee!! :) ehhehehehehe!!! :)

Hmmm...basta over-all, I spent sembreak with my family. :) I sooooo misss them!!! :) and I think sembreak's are sooooooOOOo memorable...coz i get to spend it with my family!!

Also, help me pray for Baby Elainey's Papi who joined our creator last November 1, 2006. Let's also pray for the family. *Hugggssss baby!*

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I'm happy now. Yes i am. And i'm not going to let anyone... or anything ruin this state... I'm scared, yeah... but i now know what to do. :) and I'll do it right. :) This time, it's mine. :)

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One thing i didn't do this sembreak was to see my friends...whom i haven't seen for a looong timmeeee. :( waaaaah!!! but with my nice sched...i think I can meet you guys sooon! :)

Googliebear. Maybe it's not our time. Fix yourself and then come back.. maybe...just maybe..i'm still here.

In Detail
There's magic in the details, so why not slow down and take them all in? You will find great joy in the little things you witness today ... and a big part of this joy is in noticing something that no one else notices. Find a nice spot in a public park and watch the world go by. Be on the lookout for parents playing with children -- who knows, you might witness a little cutie take their first steps! You should not miss the magic that is all around you.
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Ohwell. Blogging again. :) I need to update (okay... eto na) but I fear it's going to be short... hahahaha. :)

I'm officially on a sembreak now! And still kind of busy (although I get bored sometimes). When I'm back in Bulacan, I try to help around Petron or watch OTC (2nd season) or eat and swim...and get bored....but when I'm here in Katipunan, I try to spend my time with my friends. Yesterday after enrollment, we went to Gateway to watch Texas Chainsaw the beginning (un ba title?) and OMG eew. grabe...we couldn't eat after that! Tapos we rushed to catch the 5:45 pm showing of WOrld Trade Center at Eastwood. Then we ate at Pasto. :)

Today, went to watch Employee of the month at Eastwood...hahahaha hindi naman ako nag movie marathon? :) And then now i'm here trying to blog.

SO what's up with me? I'm going to start  my badminton training on Monday (yeee....) and then we're still waiting for the surgeon to come...so they can get this stuff out na. =s i'll let you guys know when the operation will be...

Anddd yeeeessss... I made it again. :) I'm so happy for myself :) hahahahaha. :) I got my grades last Monday. :) yey!!

My sched for next sem!

TTH 9:30 am- 4:30 pm

WF 7:30 am- 10:30 am

S 2:00 pm - 7:00 pm (i'll be in ortigaas! )

So, how's me? (hahahaha anubayan)

** I don't wanna share much but... (hahaha teacher john! "ayoko sana magshare...pero.. huhuhuuhu") let's just say *me* happy. I don't know why.. (wushuuu) but thank you. Thank you...i think when you wait...something good happens. Sabe nga ng grandma ni *omg nakalimutan ko na name nung guy sa Employee of the Month* na we hafta plant the seeds of love...and wait till it grows. :) Hmmm. :) Ohwell, sabi nga ni Gee, we deserve some happiness naman. Kahit papaano. Hahaha. :) And oh yeah, love till it hurts (tama ba un?!)

I know...I know...this thing aint gonna last long... but why think about that? We're in the "now" so, un. I learned na we should enjoy while it's here...coz it may not come again... and even if it comes, it's not going to be the same... so take it while it's for you. :) and right now... it's for me, chigo (ayun un.). :) OMG who is mushy? who is corny..meeh meeh meeh.. sorry na. :) hahahaha. :)

*song: When You're Mad - Ne-yo.* hehehe. :) LSS. :)

I'm loving "Someday" by Nina written by ex-daddy nyoy :) hehehe. :) nice. :)

anyway..i'll write again soon!

Friendster does it again. :)  

The Bottom Line

As usual today, your ability to roll with the punches will save you a lot of grief.

In Detail

As usual today, your ability to roll with the punches is going to save you a lot of grief. Adaptation is your saving grace: While others run around like chickens with their heads cut off, you will be able to stay cool, calm and collected. You know how to let go of worrying about what other people think about you, let go of expectations you have put upon yourself and -- most importantly -- you know how to let go of trying to keep everything the way it has always been.

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wooopeee... I'm not in the mood to blog...I haven't been in the mood.... lately... super busy with finals coming.. and trying to catch up on everything.. hayayay.

I'll write soon. Yeah. I have a lot to write about. I just need to finish and wrap up this sem! Crazy sem. crazy crazy..

of being the second best.

Super hectic day! and super... I think super today...and lately i've been sooo different. All I can say is that I'm tired. :( I'm tired...wounded...hurt...disappointed.. all because of what's happening..and all because of me.

But i found my satori (my enlightenment) and I think I wanna stay in this level for sometime. I realized something... I loove crying..with the rain and in the rain. I felt soo free. :) and tonight, i'm letting it all go.

I'm sorry I disappointed a lot of people. I released my anger to the wrong person.. I'm sorry mami tin nahurt kita.

I want to cry some more... Teacher John reminded us kanina... it's okay to be hurt sometimes. It's okay to cry.

It's okay to do almost EVERYTHING and still be the bad person.. kasi wala naman tama sa lahat ng sitwasyon.. walang purely tama. I misunderstood someone before...and so, ayan, this is how it feels like to be the one misunderstood. But lahat ito may reason.. I know. But we don't always hafta understand... we'll just live.

I don't know if I'm making sense...

You know, I just wanted to share this *happiness* of being able to achieve things... to know na, gaad I can do this.. to know na life can be unfair but you can do something about it... so di ka nagrereklamo.. so even if ganito, may ginagawa ka... wanted to open oppotunities na we don't really entertain that much... alam mo un, I don't wanna see you guys deprived of what's supposed to be yours... I know if its yours it'll come... but no, sometimes, you hafta fight for it. It's yours but you've gotta exert effort to have it. Na maybe...with your little voices we can make a difference...

But then....I guess I pushed you guys too hard. Did i? I guess I dreamed of something too big that hindi ninyo ma-handle? This is like a challenge for us... this is what you asked for, and now you have it... ano? I guess what i've got in mind was too big for you... hndi ninyo pa kaya...

Today I heard your answers... silently you guys are screaming at me na.... "maika, we've had enough. Ayaw na namin". Blind. Deaf. Numb. Didn't you feel this? Hindi ko man lang naramdaman na ayaw nila ito... na parang they feel they hafta do this kasi wala choice? Mahirap ba? mahirap ba umupo, tumambay habang kami na dadalawa ay ikot ng ikot?

Yeah maika, nilagay mu sila dito eh, ilabas mu sila ngayon. This is not the plan... dream natin non diba we'll do it together?...eto ulit I expected ulit... never expect nga eh. makulit ka kasi eh. (i'm talking to myself) i'm done.

BAG LADY

 (suggested song of Teacher John)

 When i'm with you....i feel alone. When i'm not with you I feel mas alone.

ANYWAY!!! Ang sayaaaaa tapos na lahat!!! actually tapos na lahat for this week!!! I am sooooo happy!!! :) yahooooreeey! :)

I wanna write a loot... but not now.

When you are faced with the truth... what do you do?

You struggle with it.

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