chasing stars.

moving out.

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 13:55:10 +0000

balik na ulit siguro ako sa blogger. ^^ i mish templating na eh. nakakangarag ang tabulas. o_O

hehe.

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 07:39:00 +0000

we're currently having our computer class... and i'm ~~sneaking~~. just to write in my tabulas. lol. *bad kid* tsk3. i really do need a new life. a badly need it.

are there any lives for sale???

messed up.

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 12:51:38 +0000

i have one of my emo moments mula pa kaninang hapon. demit talaga. gusto ko nalang umiyak buong gabi. ayaw pa gumana ng printer kong bulok. i need a life. at naalala ko pa ang 2/10 kong practical exam kanina. inis na microscope. i wanna dead. now na. parang gusto kong maglaho nalang. ngayon ko higit na kailangan si... *insert name here* kaso wala naman siya. WT!
hindi pa ako nakaka-move on sa aking "ungiven letter"... ewan ko ba kasi kung bakit ang big deal sa kin nun.. sheesh. para namang sino yung bibigyan ko nun. . . don't tell me na natuluyan na talaga ako? heck NO. NO WAY.

sana may nine lives nalang ako. para babawasan ko na ngayon ng isa.

heartbroken...

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 09:04:43 +0000

yeah. so what if i was hurt because of a stupid letter?!? sheesh...

Googlism^^

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 04:52:31 +0000

charmaine is de naam
charmaine is a cash method calendar year taxpayer who received
charmaine is going to film a new drama with alex fong
charmaine is definitely helping shape and refine the m
charmaine is only seventeen
charmaine is an interfaith minister
charmaine is 17 years old
charmaine is a very active member at ocean avenue baptist church located in jersey city
charmaine is one of nine children
charmaine is an olympic silver medallist
charmaine is independent
charmaine is bent on being a worship
charmaine is woman who has “been there”
charmaine is a teen with over thirteen years of stage performance behind her
charmaine is a limited edition doll
charmaine is currently enjoying a successful career off the track as a freelance television host
charmaine is heir to a rich new orleans musical legacy but is busy putting her own
charmaine is bent on being a
charmaine is from australia
charmaine is a typical teenager so please ignore the mess
charmaine is a graduate from melbourne
charmaine is perfect
charmaine is bent
charmaine is in response to the question of the tiny writing
charmaine is assistant editor of am
charmaine is a fellow 1st year phd student at queens
charmaine is ideally qualified to work on the site
charmaine is off somewhere around
charmaine is the longest running site of charmaine sinclair on the net
charmaine is the daughter of charlene bobb of dearborn heights
charmaine is currently chairperson of the grant macewan community interpreter training program
charmaine is one tough little civilian
charmaine is also known as the lady who blew out the lights at
charmaine is a volunteer executive committee member of the coa
charmaine is on the beauty shop floor sorting hair by color
charmaine is an elegant angel dressed in a gown of emperor's garden velvet and trimmed in victorian and gold lace
charmaine is another well pigmented bitch with a lovely disposition
charmaine is originally from vancouver
charmaine is the manager of our conservation management portfolio
charmaine is near to completing a masters in conservation management with surrey university
charmaine is currently serving as secretary treasurer for the economic development committee and is the deputy emergency measures co
charmaine is
charmaine is looking forward to spending her life with gregory
charmaine is an other national living in bahamas who speaks english
charmaine is also analysing procedures and processes and all of this is helping to streamline operations
charmaine is already 7 years old and i am so proud of her
charmaine is script consultant for the puppeteers of america the story to stage workbook a step by step guide for adapting favorite stories into scripts for
charmaine is very beautiful & cute enough for me to be a fans of her
charmaine is leasing "virginia's gentleman"
charmaine is a multi
charmaine is a changling
charmaine is dreading her glamorous older half
charmaine is an associate member of the american watercolor society and a signature member of both the national watercolor society and the california
charmaine is completing her b
charmaine is the absolute queen of incredible layouts
charmaine is the office's help and refuge
charmaine is an eleven
charmaine is an alien <-- the MOST accurate!!!
charmaine is crowned with a beautiful sculpted rose
charmaine is attending tuck to pursue a career in strategic and management consulting
charmaine is actually a designer but doesn?t want the help of her father
charmaine is way too good for him <- haha! lol.
charmaine is responsible for the
charmaine is a lecturer in curriculum
charmaine is suffering from an advanced degenerative illness ? hurlers syndrome ?
charmaine is a christian recording artist that is currently on tour with rebecca st
charmaine is floored when she is told that her four year old daughter samantha is not really hers
charmaine is afraid of sharks
charmaine is an advocate for the humane treatment of pets especially in areas such as grooming and training
charmaine is killed
charmaine is an important member of our group
charmaine is een charmante dame die erg graag geknuffeld wil
charmaine is exelent
charmaine is the rider of light and she rides upon the sacred unicorn
charmaine is also a member of district 13 president's council
charmaine is portrayed as a promising athlete who is very popular among her peers
charmaine is coordinating the role model work shop
charmaine is tiffany's rival for jed's affections
charmaine is also new
charmaine is like that
charmaine is one of them
charmaine is a very cute girl in a very short skirt riding on a scooter
charmaine is well recognised for her knowledge of asian cuisine and has recently launched charmaine solomon's encyclopaedia of asian food
charmaine is "a song"
charmaine is a super woman
charmaine is not sick enough to go to the top of the organ donation list

wahahaha! lol. this one is good.^^ how i wish some of these are real!

last night's s'pose to be entry~

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 03:31:21 +0000

since i am not able to access the internet... i would just have to work
my blog entry in notepad first. soooo.... first week of school was.. already hell. @_@ believe me. it was not what i expect it to be. there was more of
nosebleeding subjects annd the textbooks costs a lot of moolahs. it almost had me broke... P70 nalang natira. T_T huhuhu... and i had to try sleeping in the dorm which was... hmmm... okay? i was able to sleep well but i still miss our house.. and i was more quiet than the usual. at last, it's already friday. and i can finally get some rest. that 'some' i was referring to is really scanty some so i make the most of it worthy just like what i am doing right now. hehe. lol. okay, so back to school happenings. i think our professors are okay.. so far. my p.E prof is like.. er... ewan.

basta she's way very scary. >.<

and now i'm starting to get lazy already. i'll just finish this tomorrow.
i'll go play sudoku first.^^ *yay! for sudoku!*

and now i'm uber lazy to do things. and the other pC crashed down. T_T so much misfortunes ne? i even changed my template back to its plain old self. @_@ i was getting frustrated doing the frame layout. i just couldn't figure it out. HELP!!!

birthday!

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 04:34:31 +0000

happy birthday to two of my best guys in the world!

to my dadi (biological) and to lucky charm!",)

[heck, i miss you a lot. ='( yet you make me so sad because you aren't replying to any of my messages. i'm worried like hell though i have no right to do so. sheesh... happy birthday again.]

PS: i still like you. ROFTLOL. not the 'stalker-like' type of like. just 'friends' like.

yaoi (x.X)

Wed, 18 Oct 2006 06:46:46 +0000

weeee! my spirits are up again! sinisimulan ko na naman ulit ang aking yaoi/ tragic fanfic. ooh la la.. yukito + touya. *swoon* two bishies sitting under the tree.. K-I-S-S-I-N-G!!! haha! *gulong-gulong* oh yeah. i'm very excited about this one, sort of my next-level-type-of-fanfic... a very tragic love triangle.. with it's yaoi background and mystery genre.

i so <3 myself dahil dito. <-- narcisstic freak. heh. *sarcastic sneer*

oh well... back to writing mamayang gabi. (that's when all the creative juices flow) ja! i'll be late for my drum lessons!

caffeinated

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 04:10:12 +0000

changed my template to a much better one. slaved on it kagabi. it's a caffeine-inspired template. since intoxicated ako masyado ngayon sa caffeine at wala ng ibang hinanap ang katawan ko kundi caffeine. it also features a line from callalily's stars...

Stars
Callalily

A picture of you reminds me
How the years have gone so lonely
Why do you come and leave me
Without saying that you love me

I'm saying i love you again
Are you listening
Open your eyes once again
Look at me crying

If only you could hear me
Shout your name
If only you could feel
My love again
The stars in the sky will
Never be the same
If only you were here

A picture of you reminds me
How the days have gone so empty
Why do you come and leave me
Without saying that you love me

I'm saying i love you again
Are you listening
Open your eyes once again
Look at me crying

If only you could hear me
Shout your name
If only you could feel
My love again
The stars in the sky will
Never be the same
If only you were here

I'm saying i love you again
Are you listening
Open your eyes once again
Look at me crying

If only you could hear me
Shout your name
If only you could feel
My love again
The stars in the sky will
Never be the same
If only i had wings
So i can fly
I want to be with you
For all of time
My love for you
Will never die

If only you could hear me
Shout your name
If only you could feel
My love again
The stars in the sky will
Never be the same
If only you were here
(if only you were here)

numb.

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 12:56:01 +0000

naks. napakadrama ng aking title hindi ba? whew.. after the weekend hindi ko na inaasahang makikita pa si lucky charm...

so ayun, dumaan ako ng skool kanina para malaman grade ko sa physics. buhay nga naman oh... nandun siya. sa botanical garden pa. inis. so ayun. kanina pa naman e super girly-girl ng ayos ko kahit all-black pa. so nung makita ko siya, super madali ako ng lakad. never na talaga ako lumingon pero napansin kong mukhang nakita niya ata ako... mukhang kilala niya na nga talaga ako. at ang nasa isip ko nung time na yun ay... ang gantihan siya, kung ako man yung pinaparinggan niyang.."close". feeling ko nga, super sungit ko kanina. as in.

nung palabas na kami ng botanical, nandun parin siya nakaupo. malas at ako pa yung nasa bandang side na kung nasaan siya pero bahala na. tuloy tuloy lang ang lakad ko, parang walang pakialam sa mundo hanggang sa malagpasan na namin siya. sa isip ko.."so, feeling close pala ako ha?! tignan natin." <-- see. evil na evil ako. hehe. affected na ko kung affected dun sa sinabi niya pero bahala na.

in fairness... nalungkot ako sa ginawa ko ah. sheesh... hindi ko tuloy siya nakitang mabuti. haha. inisip ko rin na baka sungitan na niya ako sa 2nd sem... hayyz...

pero... inapprove niya yung testi ko sa kanya ah. touch naman ako. =D weee... kilig factor talaga. toinks. <3XD. haha. please kill me now. addicted na ko sa cwush kong bakla!! nOooOo...

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