Subliminal Verse

ang gulo....

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 13:22:35 +0000

last night as we sit together, my eyes blurred and colapsed. i tried to stay awake and open my eyes. i saw ur face gleaming in the dark. it struck unpredictable and i walk away. i thought i was sober tilll i wake up and find out that it was the truth. what can i do? i want to be honest and say it 2 u. why know why??? i didn't realize and find out until now. i admit it that i like you and love you know. i want to hold ur hands but the feeling will jut go to waste i think. i like 2 know u and taste the sweetness of u. even if there are circumstances i would face them and still love u.

i just noticed...

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 13:36:18 +0000

why are there people hu promised u that they will never leave but still they left u alone without a hin or clue why he/she left? why are we affected stongly by this person? do u love him/her? no but still it hurts when he/she left u. are u angry? why should u? still u do ur best to be noticed by him/her. u miss the times ur with that person. u just go on with ur day unoticing the pain thats growing inside. telling urslef that ur ok but ur not. making the same mistake for trusting him/her. giving up easily emotionaly.

suffer...

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 09:26:12 +0000

yesterday i was thinking of myslef
understnading the circumstances i face
i don't really know wats it 4 me
do i care about u?

i don't feel anything as if i was frozen
cold as the grave and my heart as a stone
memories of u relapsin in front of me
barking of the moonlight glow

do u care about me? why can't i feel it?
what about the promise u made the day u left?
insanity is coming 2 me in packs
living me lifeless in the ground.

sleep sound starlight don't mind me
i don't expect u'll recognize this
i'll just pretend ur there
imagining the feeling and faking it

no title

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 05:13:07 +0000

Slicing my flesh and not minding d pain I felt. Looking past me as if I'm transparent. Closing ur eyes n covering ur ears 2 avoid me. Yet a silent whispher about him make u screaming woth glee. U told me u'll 4get him but saying it make u remember him. How can I kill a memmory if its immortal? Is there a match between a mortal love? A godess 4 taking but imposible to win. Her heart is water u cant grasp. d cup I used 2 contain her was solid yet it flowed spilling it on d gorund. Passion as my gift 2 u a promise nt 2 leave u as u promise u wnt leave me 2. But it shattered like a glass, torn to pieces like a paper. A word dat was lost in eternity. Buried in d sand waiting 4 u hand...

alone...

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 07:40:23 +0000

sitting in the chair, starring at the window
waiting 4 ur reply as time passes by
unable to feel and write about u
giveng myslef a time to think if i still love u

is our friendship true or u just used me?
why am i alone when i needed u d most
i was there in ur darkest hour to give u light
but u left me here helpless and useless again

why do i expect ur love when i'm not sure who u r
mistaken 4 d love i gave, playing ur game all the tim
why did it have 2 happen?
thanks anyway i'll leave you with my last gudbye

helpless...

Fri, 27 May 2005 11:31:30 +0000

i feel so fuckin useless
coz i can't help my love
fuckin helpless indeed
a moron waiting 4 something 2 happen like this

i can't use my mind
even my heart can't speak 4 itself
numb are my lips
my mind blank 2 help u

what can i do to make u happy?
u affect my life like my breathe
making me feel terrible if i'm useless
i need a good reason why i can't help

eyes closed

Fri, 20 May 2005 03:12:43 +0000

hearing you whisper the words from your heart
you cried to me and i was there to comforty you
yet u still ached i dont know why
but u just smiled after i pat ur back

i'm always here my love
eventough ur just there as my friend
i still cant accept the truth that i'm fallin 4 u
i'm afraid and i want u still

if u just knew my feelings for u
u'll just 4get the love from the past
unable to stop u from loving him
i lay restless loving u still

here i am reaching ur feelings
the love i have 4 u given to u
u clasped my hand w eyes wide shut
crying and giving my love 4 eye sight

malling......

Wed, 11 May 2005 11:50:20 +0000

sa wakas nakagala din hehehe bumili ako ng regalo pra kay momot wala lng gs2 ko lng hehehe...ksama ko si pat asylum_grown ng pulp masaya gumala hanap ng regalo kaso la kami makita na cd e hehehe kya un gala uli tpos napadaan kami sa isang art exzibit n guess wat painting ng teacher ko andun hehehe.... nagustuhan nya nga yun e tpos malapit kasi sa sinehan yun nkita mo mukhang maganda palabas niyaya ko sya magsine aun nanood kami ng amysity ville ba un hahaha nakakatakot sya pero ngulat lng ako sya rin e hehehe... tpos pmnta kami dun sa parte ng mall na kung tawagin ay tahimik na lugar (festival mall po 2) na malapit sa mcdo sa ground floor aun usap ng kung anu ano masaya hihihihi.... sana maulit hehehe oi wag lagyan ng kulay good friends lng kami... lets save the world from cavities

Words that describe my feelings 4 u

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 13:19:53 +0000

Look for Me

Once before, I lost something important to me
Ive been through a lot of tough times
And even now, my heart still hurts from some of
them
Really, really painful things
Because Ive lost something important
The pain still remains
But, Im still looking for it
Therefore, Im looking for it

Im me
Im that
Because Im just me
Because Im not a human
If thats so
Thats why
You like me because Im me?
I like someone because of who they are
The person only for me

I can tell
Im you
You are me
So I can tell
Inside of me is full of one person
When that person smiles, Im happy
When Im close to that person, Im happy
So, Im happy if that person is happy
Different from other people
That person is special
You found him, right?
My most important
My most special
A person only for me
I hope I will be found
I will find
And, as I fall in love because that person is who
they are
I hope that person will find me
The things I can do because Im me
And things I cannot do because Im me
That person will find those things
And then
Because thats the way I am
I hope that person likes me the way I am
In many people
And inside of that
I want to be found
I want to be loved
But
If Im not found

I don't give a damn...

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 06:25:46 +0000

Walking in the beach of life I bumped into u, accident that i didn't regre. Time take charge and we became friends. I never thought dat dis would happen. Then it came like a glare in my eyes that blind me 2 luv u. A happiness that was about a delusyon of reality. D friendship shattered and I didn't strugle 2 fix it. But after d clock ticked d wounds healed in a remorse. Then u said a line I can't 4get that I can't be a part of ur life. I'll just answer u trully from my heart. I didn't ask u 2 be part of ur life bcoz i realize ur not meant 4 me. It just happend as an accident as I said, I did my best but ur 2 hard 2 digest. As I think of u, I let go of the chains that bind me from u. That's the tym I found happiness and a new hope 4 another day. I wish u'll be true and be gone, I don't love you. It's just abother tick of the clock 2 realize my mistake I made. U know wat it is? It's you! An infatuation dat came and will help me realize 2 trust no 1 except me. Breathe hard suffer I wish, cut d emotion gudbye! Tears tears tears....