=)

I would always follow mum whenever she goes downstairs, to get stuffs.

and this is what I told her..

=)

Well, now that mum's left arm is temporary 'immobilized', (she sprained the vein or something), I guessed, I would really have to literally carry rice and any other stuff for her eh? =) But, I will. Definitely. I will be here. =)

Mummy, please, get well soon.

是时候把不愉快的，都丢到一旁了。

人总得学习这一点吧！

有时候，学会放开，不一定是件坏事；

反而，是好的。＝）

谢谢朋友们，不断的在身旁提醒着。

我不是孤单的＝）

人总要往前看，往设定的目标／方向走。

这样，人生才过得有意义嘛！

加油吧，丽仙！！

An hour to love.

As I was listening to this Mandarin pop song, titled 后来, had some thoughts.

后来，我总算学会了如何去爱，可惜你，早已远去，消失在人海。后来，终于在眼泪中明白，

有些人一旦错过就不在

Basically, the lyrics is saying, 'people do not know how to cherish their loved ones when they are young; and betray the trust laid upon them by their loved one. It reminded people to cherish the people they love, because, once they are gone, u will nv be able to seek them back again.' -- as explained by someone I dont know.

"people are dying like flies, but what are you doing?"

=)

Have u ever thought about this.

That..

How would you live your life, if u're only left with an hour to live?

What would you do, if u're only left with an hour to live?

Who would u spend that hour with?

Where would it be..?

And.. Will u regret if U just died, without fulfilling the answers for the above Qns?

These are the questions, which I am constantly asking myself, almost always, when I have nothing on hand to attend to.

Will you die, feeling satisfied of your life, of the things that u have done to your loved ones, of how u treated yourself, of how is ur relationship with people around you?

If not.. Why?

If there are something that made u feel regretful or even, remorseful about; What are you going to do about it?

are you going to let things passed by, just like that.. Like how the wind would bring away the dried maple leaves from the tree?

Are you devianting from what's supposed to be right?

This might resembles a  pilgrimage, but, ironically, a short journey, of life, of hope, of compassion, etc.

It seemed like I have just conjured up the "emo" side of myself.

haha. =p I am still happy.

I am doing my best, really, to live my live to the fullest..

Be it absorbing knowledge;

be it treating people well around me;

I am learning.

Everybody's learning.

If I have offended or cause any unhappiness with anybody,

I hereby, apologise.

If I have ever, as simple as making anyone happy,

I am really glad n joyful! =)

I love all. I really do. =)

God bless all, and He will. =)  

[It's like my feet knows exactly where to take me, even my head cannot conjure the images that I lost 3 years ago.

I wouldn't call it a pilgramage although it does feel like there needed to be some closure, or some consolation from this journey. It's like so much has changed and so much hasn't. I find comfort in the things that stayed the same, and I found beauty in the things that didn't. Random images come to my mind and I come to realize that maybe my memory isn't as good as I thought it to be. Or maybe I just wasn't trying hard enough.

"City lights shine down upon the place that I call home
Surrounded by a million but I feel like I'm alone
And I might be a nobody to you
But if I'm playing, would you listen?"

The stinging cold winds on my face, the 'wrong' side of traffic, the mere insignificance of my existence around those I pass by, was this what's left behind?

But I am content.

It struck me how Law cannot save.
No one does everything right.
No one.

How can you call yourself merciful and loving if you tie strings to the forgiveness given?

No.

Someone asked me, how can you love your children equally if one child is always doing wrong things and breaking your heart?

Then what is the point of love? Is it to be earned? Doesn't that defeat the purpose of it all? Because no one can earn enough.

The point of Love is exactly that we will not be able to earn it, and yet we are still shown love.

I'm glad I came. It's good therapy.]

Sometimes, the more u want to explain urself, the bigger the misunderstanding is.

Well, that's just sometimes. =)

"..it is not what u say that matters. It is what is understood."

This is so true!!

I should start, by listening, and understanding what the other party is saying.

And not throw my comments until I am sure that, I understand.

Well, we all are learning, as each day pass by, aren't we? =)

I'm learning..

People around me are learning too.

I've always think that, working with people is the most challenging job!

Cos people are alive, they are thinking.

People change.

Look at engineering.

Wires n buildings are dead.

It is fixed!

U cant really change much about them.. =p

Am I ever ready to take up the challenge of working with people? =)

Jia you ba.. lixian. =p