http://liplock.tabulas.com Living a Miserable Life misery is where i dwell.. en Fri, 20 Nov 2009 12:37:46 +0000 HAPPY happy bday to my guy! he just turned 28 today.

i surprised him by bringing a cake to our workplace and approached him at exactly 12AM with two other friends.. he was all smile and that makes me happy.. he thought that was the only surprised but he didnt know i was saving to give him a surprise party.

when he got home, he was surprised that his old friends and some of his colleagues were there to celebrate his special day. prepared lots of food even if i had no sleep..

when they finally settled to drink. i decided to sleep.. after 2 hours he woke me up.. we talked about our relationship problems followed by...

(HINT HINT) wink***

so sleepy..

]]> http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/11/20/happy/ http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/11/20/happy/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 12:37:46 +0000 WTH? for the last three days.. im feeling sick.. i feel dizzy and feel like vomiting..

 

and nope.. im  not pregnant..

 

or am i? OMGB_huhhh.gif

]]> http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/11/18/wth/ http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/11/18/wth/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 15:21:14 +0000 i want badly to wish u bad.. but i wont.. dont u just hate it when people you trust betrayed you? well, i feel like i was just betrayed.. i had this so called "friend" that i became close with when we got pregnant at the same time.. we also has the same experiences with our life (love life).. maybe it was much more complicated for her or i could say she has more problems with her guy than i am.. aside from womanizing, his guy hit him and i guess drinks a lot..

after telling her almost all things ive done and  im still doing (ex. setting up person finder on my guy's phone).. i just found out that she spilled almost every info directly to my guy.. they were friends.. i guess my mistake is believing she wont sell me to my guy.. but she did.. my guy and i fought abt the person finder thingy the other day.. he said.. the "friend" thought he knows abt it.. and i thought "that was so stupid to think".. she's just lucky that although i know his guy.. i wont do to her wat she's doing to me.. (although i realy want to, haha)

i guess i should learn not to easily trust people.. ha.. another lesson learned..

]]> http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/11/17/i-want-badly-to-wish-u-bad..-but-i-wont../ http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/11/17/i-want-badly-to-wish-u-bad..-but-i-wont../ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 14:49:39 +0000 reminder! curiousity kills the cat.

]]> http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/11/13/reminder/ http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/11/13/reminder/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 12:25:57 +0000 aaahhh mas madami ko nasusulat pag may problema ko tska malungkot ako.. bkit kaya?

]]> http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/11/12/aaahhh/ http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/11/12/aaahhh/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 13:55:45 +0000 i think.. i think im back to tabulas..

i think im going to be ok..

]]> http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/11/09/i-think../ http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/11/09/i-think../ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 14:32:51 +0000 torture.. im being tortured ryt now by the person i love.. we been fyting for 4 days.. and i cant take it.. he'd been ignoring me and sometimes would hug me den wud get mad at me again.. i dont know wat to think anymore.. we fought because i asked him abt something dat indirectly tells him dat im suspecting him again.. he said "my saltik na ko sa utak" i need to be treated, to see a psychiatrist.. but all i need is assurance..

]]> http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/10/20/torture../ http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/10/20/torture../ Tue, 20 Oct 2009 10:55:02 +0000 i love you.. i love you..

the reason why i hold on..

]]> http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/10/17/i-love-you../ http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/10/17/i-love-you../ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 18:05:39 +0000 i do.. wel.. im just thinking of things.. different things.. wen i remember that one of our churchmates approach me asking about joining the mass wedding in our church.. no need for receptions, expensive clothes, entourage.. and all things needed for a dream wedding.. they just need me and my guy saying the vows.. ang sabi ko nman..ei.. we have plans to get married next yr.. although no date yet.. but really.. ithink our plans are just plain plans.. wala naman kc kaming ginagawa parang magkatotoo to.. honestly, wid wats happening wid us.. i dont think im ready to be tied yet to a man that im not even sure if he really loves me.. ang hirap yata ng ganun parang kasal - kasalan lang..

naalala ko na halos 4 na beses na ata nabanggit yan.. first wen i got pregnant.. naisip nya na magsecret wedding kami.. nasa hustong gulang na nmin daw kami.. sabi ko wag naman tau padalos dalos.. tpos it was mentioned again after we fought wen i caught him wid his ex.. sinabi nya we should get married after 6 months after i gave birth.. pro wala naman nangyayari.. den it was mentioned before my baby's christening.. he said we should start planing for our wedding after our baby's baptism..and it was again mentioned after our baby's christening that we should do it by end of this yr or early next yr..

but now.. the thought of getting married seems far away.. it is just a dream now.. dat im wishing to happen.. or do i?

]]> http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/10/05/i-do../ http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/10/05/i-do../ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 13:40:55 +0000 pagod.. pagod na pagod na ko.. pagod na pagod na ko.. pagod na pagod na ko..pagod na pagod na ko..pagod na pagod na ko..pagod na pagod na ko..pagod na pagod na ko..pagod na pagod na ko..pagod na pagod na ko..pagod na pagod na ko..pagod na pagod na ko.. pagod na pagod na ko..pagod na pagod na ko..pagod na pagod na ko..pagod na pagod na ko..

]]> http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/10/01/pagod../ http://liplock.tabulas.com/2009/10/01/pagod../ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 16:53:07 +0000