However, as of late, I don't feel like tlaking much and I'm kept busy with some new found entertainment. So, for this temporary abscence, it could be considered as a holiday, holiday from this monitoring and if merits were to be put into it, you could put it on record that I'm neutral at normal circumstances, under tremendous pressure at times during work which creates alot of distress, happy when I'm levelling in the game albeit I'm alone. The instance is fun. :D

2. Specific events that lead to occurrence of such feelings
Seems that imagination of gonna playin that game creates more excitement for that game then actually playing it.

3. Possible measures (if any) to be taken to overcome or sustain it.
None, maintain status quo. However, attention should be paid to your development soon.

1. How do you feel?
Lookin forward to play my game. Recovered from some emotional down wave, I was probably in a way having expectations which couldn't be fulfilled. Plus I couldn't managed to have fun for quite some time now. Trying to do that now.

2. Specific events that lead to occurrence of such feelings
Downloaded a game and could manage to play it. Hope it's good. Was down few days ago and notably the thing that struck me most is that it's because i've missed Mandy too much. My fondness for her seems to be growing and at a certain point, I seem to be down as I couldn't get her, dunno what I'm feeling. But now it seems a little bit more sorted out, don't get me wrong, my feelings for her is still strong, but it's stops there, I have to clearly know that it's just feelings for her and it will stop at there. So, at times, when I want more, to dwelve more into the feeling so that I could get something stronger, I avoided it as I clearly know I couldnt get anything in return. Admiration is what I could do and let it stay as that.

3. Possible measures (if any) to be taken to overcome or sustain it.
Again, my idea now is to have sustainable fun. I can't solve most of my existing problem at the moment so I will leave it as it is.

2. Specific events that lead to occurrence of such feelings
To have something to look forward that you feel could be beneficial to you and to imagine what you are about to encounter and knowing the quality that will be achieved could keep you positive and motivated despite harsh circumstances. Work is currently very pressing, all the work at hand is very tangled.

3. Possible measures (if any) to be taken to overcome or sustain it.
To put in place more beneficial things to acquire and look forward to. Keep a detached self from your work.

2. Specific events that lead to occurrence of such feelings
Heavy workload and work which has no clear solution to a problem.

3. Possible measures (if any) to be taken to overcome or sustain it.
Asking around on hpw to tackle the issue. Reduce distraction and increase feel good factor to face bad feel factor.

2. Specific events that lead to occurrence of such feelings
Late night at client place, jam whilst coming back, having to sit ktm and switching station making me kinda late back to home. But the most pull down factor of while will probably be back home where watching Malaysia having to go throught to me some humilatilation where they play against scrap players in which they kinda struggle, it's like the Koreans are indirectly insulting the Msians that we could even pull something out with our scrap but I do hope that this strategy of theirs will eat it back up to their very own face where they will be thrashed. Then I had my pool game in which I had moments of lapsed of concentration which has cause my game.

3. Possible measures (if any) to be taken to overcome or sustain it.
In order to have a stable good character, certain standards will proabaly have to be met and perhaps I'm trying to achieve that at the moment. But well, I do hope that I could like in some way or another get to know more about Mandy, I kinda miss her lately. But maybe the most beautiful position is to be where I am, just an avid admirer, the feelings are probably better too as it could be overhyped and overimagined. :)

But certain things had to be done to overcome my negative position feelings. Till today I have yet to come out with a concrete solution to that increasing to be trying to be a permanent problem.

2. Specific events that lead to occurrence of such feelings
Tired working day, don't really have a wholesame meal.

3. Possible measures (if any) to be taken to overcome or sustain it.
It seems that afternoon is a day of sleepiness, my senses go dead at ths time and comes alive at night, I think it's the scorching weather.

2. Specific events that lead to occurrence of such feelings
Impaired as I was so blur and I try to act pro, being a person that I'm not ought to be. But moments with myself managed to get myself into familar teritory.

3. Possible measures (if any) to be taken to overcome or sustain it.
I have to established my core principle and stick to it rather than overstretching myself.

2. Specific events that lead to occurrence of such feelings
Happy that my friend Chia Ean called, message her again to remind her to make me sushi for me :D but she didn't reply me. Msged Foo Kong too whether he will be turnin up, end up no reply too.

3. Possible measures (if any) to be taken to overcome or sustain it.
Seems that every happy moment could very quickly turn it to a bad event. I don't know whether it's possible but I do hope that someday I find happiness from within and not getting affected by such events anymore. To try not to be so emotional.

2. Specific events that lead to occurrence of such feelings
Working without any severe constrains faced, not really progressing nor regressing.

3. Possible measures (if any) to be taken to overcome or sustain it.
Trying to take up calculus, sounds cool. :D