I know I can't and so I won't...

Sinong Sikat?!

Mon, 08 Sep 2008 01:41:48 +0000

This is the view from the SVIP section of the Eraserheads Reunion Concert. We got SVIP pass baby! And we're in Pep.Ph. Beat that!

Photo Credits: Jasper Lucena | MTV Philippines | Pep.Ph |

http://www.pep.ph/photos/1001/One_night_stand%3A_The_Eraserheads_reunion_concert/num/1

Ang buhay ng tao...

Mon, 01 Sep 2008 13:37:53 +0000

.. ay parang Algebra. Ang simpleng equation ay nagiging komplikado dahil sa dami ng variables na dapat mong isipin. Akala mo madaling mabigyan ng sagot ang isang problema dahil alam mong pwede ka dumaan sa isang short-cut pero and hindi mo alam, dapat kang umikot ng malayo o gumamit ng mahabang equation para makuha ang sagot.

Sasakit ang ulo mo kakaisip kung paano mo magagawang makita sila X at Y. Parang buhay pag-ibig, ako si X, nakita ko na si Y pero di parin magtagpo. Pwede kasing si X ay isang even number at si Y ay isang odd number. Gustuhin man natin na gumamit ng calculator para mapabilis, hindi pwede, dahil bawal sabi ng proctor. Bawal daw madaliin para makasigurado kung sakaling magkita na si X at Y.

Minsan naman, parang Geometry ang buhay ng tao. Kahit anong pilit mong gawing right angle ang buhay mo, madalas, acute angle ang kinakalabasan. Madalas kelangan mo mag-bend backwards, negative 45 degrees nga kumbaga para lang makasabay ka sa agos ng buhay.

Pwede din natin sabihin na ang buhay ay parang Trigonometry. Kahit na sayo na ang Trigonometric Table, kahit na hahanapin mo nalang ang sagot, di mo parin magawa dahil tinatamad ka or ayaw mo lang hanapin. Minsan nasa harap mo ang taong para sayo, di mo parin napapansin. Nagbubulag bulagan ka dahil ayaw mong makumpleto ang buhay mo dahil masyado kang maraming hinahanap.

*Wag nyo masyadong pansinin tong sinulat kong ito... Madami lang gumugulo sa isip ko ngayon.

Whapak!

Fri, 29 Aug 2008 05:25:31 +0000

Please give me everything but signals that are mixed 'cause I can't read your rolling eyes...

-DashboardConfessionals | againIgounnoticed

*You are causing so much confusion. Hell yeah I like you... Are you insensitive or are you just plain busy to notice it? Well anyway, I would still be your clone.

...‘Di mo lang alam
Kahit tayo’y magkaibigan lang
Napapaligaya lang sa tuwing nagkukulitan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Ako’y nandito lang
Hindi mo lang alam
Matalino ka naman...

...Malas mo
Ikaw ang natipuhan ko
Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan...

-UpDharmaDown | OO

*You're insensitivity is killing me...

Sad times...

Thu, 28 Aug 2008 02:07:48 +0000

Woke up today feeling really tired for some strange reason. I have been such a sleepy head for almost a week now. I keep on falling asleep on my way home. I think I am not getting enough sleep lately. I've been staying up late, surfing the web and chatting. It's been a while since I last posted something here and this is not one of the things that I like posting.

Anyway, while I was breakfast, mom blurted out a really sad news. My cousin, well, my second cousin died while giving birth yesterday morning. She's Abbie, we use to go to the same school (St. Ann Academy now known as St. Mary's Academy in Sta. Ana, manilawhen I was still living here in Makati. We're not really close but of course, she's a relative so I felt really sad. We haven't seen each other for ages and this is not the reunion I expected. The baby in her womb actually died like four days before since the umbilical cord got tangled on the baby's head. I think she never had any idea that it happened. When she had her consultation with her OB, the doctor found out about it and probably told her that she needs to go under the knife as soon as possible because poop is already in her womb and she's got infection already.

Unfortunately, the doctors decided to remove all of her reproductive organs to avoid the infection from spreading but to no avail. She died yesterday morning.

I'll be going to the wake on Saturday with the rest of the clan. It is so unfortunate since she left her struggling family behind and her 8 year old kid. Abbie is just 28 years old.

Rest in peace my dear cousin. Just watch us from above together with your baby and your dad and rest of our relatives who departed already.

Halakhak

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 08:51:48 +0000

Subject: Katrina Lovelle Fabian-Arguelles (My niece)

Photographer: Joseph Keith Rosales

Camera: Sony Cybershot T100HD

Post-Processed using Adobe Photoshop 5.5 (Old School)

The end does not justify the means...

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 01:10:28 +0000

...or does it?

I am giving a present to this girl I really like. I didn't tell her that I actually bought it for her, what I told her is that a friend gave the gift I'm giving her which doesn't have any use for me. But in reality, I just bought it randomly for her because I know that she would like it and she would use it. I know it would make he smile especially now that she's pretty much stressed with all the projects that she has.

But anyway, what's your take on this? Good or bad? You can call this a white lie if you want to. Does the statement, "the end does not justify the means" applicable in this situation?

Untitled Ver.2

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 01:24:33 +0000

Nagising sa kanta ng UrbanDub. Nakasimangot sa umaga. Medyo masakit ang ulo. Tinatamad mag trabaho. Trapik sa SLEX. Umikot ng malayo. Masakit sa pwet. Inaantok sa byahe. Nakinig kay Mo Twister, Mojo Jojo, Grace Lee at Lil' Man Guile. Nakita ang dream house ko sa Portofino. Natrapik ulit sa Magallanes at EDSA. Natrapik ulit ng kaunti sa Ayala Avenue. Bumaba sa McDonald's Valero. Inabutan ng ulan. Nag-yosi habang nagpapatila sa Valero. Tumakbo sa ulan. Dumaan sa underpass. Naglakad sa ulan. Late sa trabaho. Magulo ang isipan. Hyper-acidity dahil sa alcohol. Kumausap ng bumbay. Kaibigang na-promote. Napag-iiwanan na ako. Hindi ito magandang araw.

Untitled Ver.1

Fri, 01 Aug 2008 06:33:35 +0000

Masamang gising sa umaga. Basang kalsada. Masikip na bus. Trafik na langsangan. Basang laylayan ng pantalon. Yosing baliko. Bwiset na tawag. Malamig na Bicol Express. C2 na ubos. Lakad na hindi matutuloy. Surf Control na website.

Good Mornings

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 03:26:04 +0000

Good mornings are rare for me. It's usually a bummer to wake up at 5:30 in the morning knowing that you have a day's work ahead of you but today, it's entirely different. Since last night, I keep catching myself smiling. The reason, I don't want to ellaborate on it just yet. But I am just plain happy.

Having a really good conversation with a person you really admire is really cool. It feels good to hear her ranting about what happened that day. Even the old school cartoons from way back seems like a very interesting topic. Photography is of course, a main stay in our conversation. The are some stories that I don't have any idea but the hell with it, I am so darn interested about it.

I'm waiting for the video though, she'll cover Paramore's "Let this go" for me which is one of my favorite songs. Hopefully she'll be able my ultimate mushy song as well, Bic Runga's "Sway".

Oh well, I'll see her on Saturday.

Sayang...

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 05:10:59 +0000

Ang trabaho talaga ay bwiset sa buhay ng tao... Sayang ang mga pagkakataon... Sayang...