you learn to love from your heart..

Wed, 5 Apr 2006 14:49:38 +0000

thanks pee!ü

for being my outlet today!ü

i owe you one!ü

love yah!ü mwa!ü

best friend

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 17:59:51 +0000

Someone who is concerned with everything you do, someone to call upon during good and bad times, someone who understands whatever you do, someone who tells you the truth about yourself, someone who knows what you are going through at all times, someone who does not compete with you, someone who is genuinely happy for you when things go well, someone who tries to cheer you up when things don't go well, someone who is as extension of yourself without which you are not complete.

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 15:46:08 +0000

~~very big responsibility...hay!~~

must read :)

Wed, 8 Mar 2006 13:29:42 +0000

Name the first 20 people you know who comes to your mind.

The best way to do is not to think too much and just write. I'll be writing randomnly and will REFUSE to edit the list no matter how much you ridicule, laugh, coerce me into doing so. (If you have any qualms about my answers to the questions though, tell me ASAP.) I do NOT really care about what you say. (well maybe a bit, but that still won't change MY list! ) If you want to ask anything about it, go ahead and post a REPLY. If it's a bit too private, EXTREMELY violent reactions message me, otherwise POST A REPLY.

POST THIS TO YOUR OWN SITE AS WELL! :)

Here's the list:

1.miggy gumila

2.mike cabral

3.axil cruz

4.dea ubaldo

5.carlo cabral

6.nikki de guzman

7.gwen francisco

8.pia jimenez

9.eizelle yee

10.coi serrano

11.charlene de perio

12.trish barretto

13.coy ubaldo

14.boom reyes

15.jermaine battung

16.lyra david

17.precious pasia

18.thea manahan

19.trina decena

20.camille modesto

Then, fill this out according to the people you chose!

Q&A:

Who is 8 going out with?: -> i think wala...hahahha...tama ba pee? :)

Is 9 a boy or a girl?: -> girl :)

Would 11 and 2 make a cute couple? -> char and mike? wahahahaha :p

How about 18 and 4?: -> thea and dea? pareho silang girl eh...hahahhaa

What grade is 17 in?: -> 1st year college

When was the last time you talked to 12?: -> nung sunday ata...sa phone ni char :)

What is 6's favorite band?: -> i dont know! :p tots, cno nga ba? :p

Does 1 have any siblings?: -> yep :) 3 pa tas my 1 "adopted" hahahaha

Would you ever date 3?: -> e soulmate ko si axil eh! :) why not? :p hahahaha...actually, parati naming ginagawa un! :p wahahaha

Would you ever date 7?: -> oo naman! :) tagal narin kaming hindi nagkikita/naguusap ni gwen eh! :p hahaha

Is 16 single?: -> nope! she's already married! :) to gosh! :)

What's 15's last name?: -> battung :)

What's 5's middle name?: -> mallari :)

What's 10's fantasy?: -> ano nga ba ang fantasy mo coi? di ko alam eh! :p hahahaha

Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?: -> boom and ate trina...kamusta ka naman jan? hanggang pagiging mag partners lang sila! :p

What school does 20 go to?: -> st paul pasig

Tell (a) random(s) fact about 11: -> ikik! :p hahahaha

And 1: -> best friend ko! :) 2 years na! :)

Have you ever had a crush on 16?: -> nope! she's our bear! :) ryt lye? :)

Where does 9 live?: -> st ignatius :)

What's 4's favorite color?: -> ang alam ko...blue :)

Would you makeout with 14?: -> with boom? wahahahahha

Are 12 & 13 best friends?: -> nope!

Do you like 20?: -> i love desto! :)

Does 8 like 19?: -> pia doesn't know ate trina eh...

How did you meet 15?: -> 3rd year classmate :)

Does 10 have any pets?: -> yea! :) my dogs sila tska my parrot! :)

Is 12 older than you? -> nope...younger :)

Is 2 the sexiest person -> mike? wahahahaha...

Have you ever given 1 a hug? -> of course!!! :)

davao...here i come! :)

Mon, 6 Mar 2006 17:37:17 +0000

grabe, as of yesterday, im officially going to davao! :) sinamahan ko si dea magbayad ng reg ng a3 sa center! :) syempre, joy ride muna kami! :p hahahha basta, excited na ako mag davao! :) ok na rin yung plane tska ung hotel! :) yahoo! :) im so excited! :)

being single is fun after all :p

Sat, 4 Mar 2006 15:10:58 +0000

THE GIFT OF BEING SINGLE

Too often people want what they want, or think they want at the
moment, which is usually "happiness"right now. The irony of their
impatience is that only by learning to wait, and by willingness to
accept the bad with the good do we usually attain
those things that are truly worthwhile. I have a blessing which is
sometimes seen as a curse. I am blessed with the gift of being single.

For most of us twenty something young professionals, or simply single
people it seems the world has already come up with its own set of
expectations on how we should live life. The world expects us to
finish school in our early twenties, get a job, and find the love of
our lives by the time we reach our mid-twenties, marry and have kids.
But the thing is, not everyone sees their dreams come true in the
same way. In this article, I shall try to endeavour to change the way
the world looks at being single.

The Art of Contentment .
For most of us, being single it will be more of a phase than a final
destination.
This is the best place to practice the art of contentment. Someday,
I'm sure
most of us will fall in love and get married. But the thing is, love
will always be tested. Someone more handsome/beautiful, more
charming, richer, funnier, sweeter would come along. If you have not
practiced the art of contentment as a single person, chances are you
would be tempted to want that and not cherish your chosen one.

Practicing the Art of Contentment as a single person means that you
take what life gives you, good or bad, you're willing to see it
through. It means you don't walk away every time
things get tough because it builds in you patience, perseverance,
understanding and a hundred different virtues that people in a hurry
will never have.

Being single means you would find how it feels to be alone thus,
allowing you to cherish every moment you pend with your chosen one.
The art of contentment means you wouldn't mind if life had to make
you wait for so long to find the love of your life, because you know
that the waiting would only make the finding much sweeter.

A Time to Know Yourself Better.
Being single is a time of your life when you can get to know yourself
better. You can pursue different interests and passions without
having to ask another person's approval. It is a phase when you can
keep focus on other things, discover your potentials and talents, and
see yourself become more than what you expect to be. Allow yourself
to surprise you. Stop wasting precious energy trying to figure out
why you're still romantically unattached. It's all in the mind.

Take the time to go see your friends, spend time with your family, do
charity work and you will realize that you are not, and never for one
moment, was alone.

Try to get to know yourself first before you try to get to know other
people. To be truly loved means to be known and accepted for who you
are. How do you expect other people to know you and to love you, when
you don't know who and what you really are?

A Choice between Good and Best.
Sometimes the dilemmas we face are not between what is absolutely bad
and
absolutely good. Sometimes, it's between good and best. Treat this
stage of your life as a phase to evaluate who is good for you and who
is best for you.

Sometimes, you won't hear music, or feel magic to know who's best for
you. The heart just knows and it doesn't need any romantically
charged scenario to decide on the matter.

Trust in your heart, and trust that time will eventually lead you to,
not to the perfect partner,
but to the most suitable partner for you. Being single is a phase of
life that we need to be thankful for, because being single means our
hearts have yet to choose the best one for us.

Almost a Non-committal.
Jane Austen once wrote, that
It is a truth universally acknowledged that a single
man (or in our times a woman), in possession of a
good fortune is in search of a spouse (just to be politically
correct).

Well, that was what the old school wanted us to believe in.

Married life is a path most of us would take; however, it is not the
only path there is.
Relieve yourself of the pressure and stop making every single,
straight guy friend a prospect.

You have no business "entrapping" them and asking (which is more
like "putting a gun in the head") them of their exclusive attention,
if you're not ready for commitment yourself. Sometimes, when you
spend too much time trying to find a boyfriend, you
normally end up marrying the first loser who comes to your door.

Take your time, the world will wait. Being married doesn't guarantee
that it will make your life happy. It doesn't guarantee anything at
all. Sometimes, it only brings two miserable people
together only to make their life even more miserable. Without the
right intention, the emotional maturity financial security and of
course, unwavering love, you're better off
unattached.

Living Life.
Don't put your life on hold for Mr/Ms.Right but don't let it waste
away with Mr./Ms Wrong.

Life is about things that you do and happen to you everyday. It's not
about the things that
could have happened but never did, or things that you think would
happen in the future. Live life now.

Live it to the fullest and stop beating yourself up, trying to be
perfect on a Saturday night date. Allow life to surprise you with its
most wonderful blessings.

fun fun fun! :)

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 02:48:48 +0000

thursday

- went to school ng 12 noon for my ed tech class

- after class, dea, mela, myk, and i walked from miriam to fix

- they had their hair cut

- went to ice monster then to burger machine then to 711 then to cello's

- went home at around 730

friday - sleep all day! :p

- no classes!

- woke up at around 11am

- ate lunch

- slept from 2-6pm :p

- went to promrnade to watch big momma's house 2

- club filipino

- starbucks

- went home at around 2am

saturday - GK1MB

- woke up at around 630 am

- went to autocamp

- went to buwayang bato for the build

- painted 3 trash cans

- ate lunch at jollibee pioneer

- went back to buwayang bato

- left at around 230

- dropped by dea's house

- went to qc circle

- after the short program, the concert started

- spongecola and bamboo = so hot!!!! :)

- nagpropose si kuya kerby! :)

- the concert ended at around 9pm

- tita eden, dea, mela, pearl, trish, and i went to heaven 'n eggs @ tomas morato to eat dinner

- super laugh trip!

- went home at around 1130

sunday - an "extra-ordinary" day! :p

- woke up at around 7am

- went to rizal hs in pasog for the palarotary

- played with chelsea and oli while waiting for mike

- went to jollibee to meet with mike

- went back to rizal hs

- mike and i left at around 3pm

- went to galle

- watched geisha...super lamig!

- ate at kfc

- went to santuario

- went home

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 15:58:57 +0000

~~the one thing that can really make me soooo happy is the same thing that can really make me soooo sad! hay!~~

sad...

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 08:12:13 +0000

the title says it all....

~~all i wanted to do was to help...but i think i even made the situation worst...im sorry!~~

3 straight fun days! :)

Mon, 6 Feb 2006 16:52:21 +0000

grabe, my weekend + monday was super fun :) as in really fun :) and i love it! :p ahahaha

saturday

- woke up at around 730

- went to school for the dance workshop

- went to mcdo with axil and lyra to eat breakfast...

- went back to school...di parin nagsstart ung workshop...nacancel daw ata so nagpasundo na kaming 3 sa driver ko...

- went to ateneo to watch axil's cousin play football :) ang cute maglaro ng kids ng football :) pero di namin ipagfofootball ni axil mga anak namin kasi kawawa naman sila...kaya basketball nalang! :p ahahahaha

- explored *toot* hahahahha :) ryt axil and lye? :p

- went to my house to pack my things :)

- went to megamall to watch spongecola :) so close...yet wala parin kaming napala kasi my kasama kaning may stroke! :p ahahahaha

- went back to miriam for my drug testing then ate lunch at chiggy's

- went to cainta for the chapter heads overnight

- the chapter heads overnight was really fun kahit ako lang ang magisang a3...i made new friends from our sector :) *hi anjelynn, jennelyn, zea, agnes, and kris* *thanks to luis and jun* *and super thank you to dea :)* hahahaha

- talk 1 was nice...i cried...dea and i creid...ahahahha :p

- talk 2 was also nice...i learned so many things after the 2 talks :)

- movie watching = drumline :) *one band, one sound :)* pero di kami sa harap nanuod ni dea kasi i helped her fix the registration chuvaness...tska ang gusto lang naman namin dun is ung sounds nung drums eh! :p ahahahha

- slept at aroung 130 am :p and it was soooo cold! :p

sunday

- woke up at around 6 or 630...not sure :p hehehehe

- went to mass ng mga 730...grabe, super daming tao nagsisimba dun na tipong pag umalis ka sa seat mo, wala ka ng seat pagbalik...tas tagalog ung mass...hehehe...wala lang...

- transformer game was fun :) youth heads + couple coordinators :)

- talk 3 na! :) i made kwento my deepest darkest secret to tita joy :) i really dont know her kaya ko siguro nakwento un sa kanya

- i also had a "small talk" woth my own coordinators...grabe, feeling ko, ang pasaway namin! :p ahahahha

- praisefest = my moment again...hay! pero the feeling was so nice! :)

- salu-salo time!:)

- kulitan time! :) literal na kulitan! :p ahahahaha...

- *central a + central b + east a + south a + west b = super fun! :)*

- after the chapter heads overnight, i realized things...being the only representative of our cluster was not sad after all...i met new friends..i bonded with people more...and i really really really had a great time :) and im sooo looking forward to the next chapter heads overnight with them :)

- went home then took a bath slept for a while then went to my cousin's house for dinner :) im just sooo happy to see them again...i just so miss them! :)

monday

- woke up at around 530

- went to school for our theology fieldtrip

- arrived at earthaven...surrendered our phones...no signal

- tinikling obstacle! :p

- went to our super high "house"

- nature walk was okay...i got a flower as my representation because the flower i got is simple and like it im also simple! :) *yes naman!*

- 2 hanging bridge *di namin ginawa ni ai kasi we were scared! :p ahahahaha*

- spider web :)

- nagpakabasa kami sa water relay! :p so fun! :)

- umakyat kami sa mountain! :p

- rappel time = concert time for me, tots, and ai :) rappel was fun :) 45 feet ito! :) ahahahha

- cathcing the pig was okay...nakaka-awa ung mga 2 piglets kasi di na sila gumagalaw dun sa corner kasi super pagod na sila

- mud obstacle was also fun :) sakit lang sa thod nung sand pero it was fun :)

- log crossing = madaya kaming 2 ni ai! :p ahahahha

- tarzan was fun :) sarap ng water kasi malamig :) ahahaha

- struggle ang pagliligo pero masaya kasi sabay kami ni tots! :p ahahaha...saya saya! :)

- tiring yet a very fun-filled day :) i love kankanai :) STRAWBERRY! :)

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 12:08:27 +0000