the one who got away

last rite of the month

Tue, 28 Jul 2009 00:25:17 +0000

games played in circle

with hearts of fickle

sleeps slip away

life just seems to sway

words from unconscious nagging

that won’t stop from bragging

heart keeps on breaking

from mistakes i keep on making

–

Mood: remorse
Listening: Bella’s Lullaby
Reading: Innocent, Vigilant, Ordinary

...sana

Fri, 03 Jul 2009 21:38:50 +0000

...malimitan ko na sa 10 chapter of any story ang binabasa ko araw-araw, oa na e, 60% ng waking hours ko nasa pag babasa minsan 90% pa.

...madagdagan ng 5% si PickMeChooseMe kada araw

...hanggang 4 na laro nalang din ako ng shop to shop sa dota

...bawasan ko ng 4 hrs tulog ko araw-araw, sobra naman kasi ang 12 hours

...matuloy-tuloy ko na may load ako para lagi na ako mag rereply, su2bukasn ko mag reply!

...magawa na lahat ng plano ko para matahimik na ako uli

...madownload ko lahat ng kantang alam ko, pati na yong hindi

...magkasilbi pa ang mga papel sa bahay at Wacom tablet ko

... lunes na para tapos na pagiging masokista ko, balik self loving narcissist na ako

...gutom lang siguro

Mon, 29 Jun 2009 19:55:44 +0000

Nakalimutan ko palang banggitin sa last post q na nakita ko/namin(wela) ung highschool classmate namin sa sm after ng Transpormer 2. Pero more na ako lang ang dumaldal kasi classmate namin ni wela si Daisy noong 2nd year at di pa kami close ni wela no’n at si Daisy ung talagang barkada ko. Wala lang gus2 ko lang sabihin dito kasi last time kami nagkita natatandaan ko pa pero hindi ko alam exact date, kahit year. So parang remembrance ito.

Kagabi, pag uwi dumiretso ako sa shop tapos sumakay ni wela sa kanto (pinilit ko syang mag lakad kami mula sm hanggang lopez). Post some picture, download fanfics(na merakulong nawala) at palevel unti sa rf kasi sayang x5 mod. Mga 2am na siguro ako nag decide na umuwi na, buti nalangmay dala akong susi kasi ayoko talagang nagtatawag. As it turns out, ako lang pala tao sa bahay pero hindi ko alam. Kasi bukas ung ilaw sa banyo pag uwi ko tapos bukas din sa taas pero di na ako umakyat kasi pagod na ako kaya rekta before sleep ritual ako. Medyo magulo pa rin ang utak ko dahil sa usap namin ni wela.

Kinaumagahan, nagising ako no’ng umuwi ung ate ko. Balisa pa rin ako maya maya ako nagigising. Mga 11 bumangon na talaga ako para palitan si Jr sa shop para maka2log sya kasi manunood kami ng Transformer na hindi rin natuloy kasi birthday nga pala ng yumao kung kapatid. Crap! what kind of a sister am I?

Forward, so as usual nagpalevel uli ako tapos antay ko lang mag 12mn kasi may x8 mod ung RF, yes everybody people! x8 ang RF pero 1 day lang, d nga 1 day dahil may 7:30am-12:30pm maintenance.

Habang nag papalevel kami napaaway ung kapatid ko na somehow nadamay ako na umabot pa sa forum, yaketatyaktyak. After maging purple ang name namin ng kapatid q at na chat res pa kami so namute ang char namin balik kami pa level uli. Naka 13% lang ako kasi pinapalayas na ako ng kapatid q sa shop kasi matutulog na daw sya(kalokohan). So hindi talaga naka dagdag sa mood ko ang mga naganap sa araw na ito.

Ito namang isa, below the belt tumira. Hindi pa ba sapat ang paghihirap ko? Dagdagan pa daw? Hindi ako gano’n ka masokista. Wela, di ko talaga kayang gawin pinag-usapan natin! Im so freaking lost. Bigyan ko na ultimatum sarili ko. This week lang last na ito. Narealize ko, bakit ako ung dapat mag bago? Bakit sa akin magmumula ang grand gesture. May hindi ako nasabi sa iyo e. Baka next time pag nagkita tayo uli. You know the drill.

ps: d na ako madalas mag fs, sa facebook na kami ni kati. Sana lumipat na lahat ng friends q doon. Restaurant City people!

... its not what you think, its goodbye

Sun, 28 Jun 2009 17:25:20 +0000

word of the day, 'assuming starts with an ass'.

First off, the more recent, backward to yesterday...

I badly need to disable AVG's New Tab Search page. Like I hate the damn page it gets me irritated whenever I see it.

Talk with wela for a verrry long period of time. It's very therapeutic, I think she think it got me positive outcome. But I think it didn't, explains the title. I give up, I'm over it, I think. Again, I rebuff.

Come on! Transformer 2 is not bad like everybody says. I think its a long good movie. I'll watch it again bukas with my bro's.

My friends really knows how to abuse Filipino time. Our meeting is 3:00pm and we end up watching the 5:25 showing. Seryoso?

Again, attempt to socialize.

Wake up with energy level 4 this morning.

Yesterday, I wake up with 8 level energy. Text some friends to broaden my social life. My attempt to socialize, cliche.

Running cold at after noon.

Very foul mood at night, I wanna kick someone's ass.

...must watch

Sat, 27 Jun 2009 09:28:32 +0000

Ang bilis lang ng panahon. Isang kisap-mata, tapos na ang kalahati ng taon. Walang paring nagbago sa buhay ko, hehe. Kaya madalas walang update. Baka next month sana.

Mga palabas na papanoodin ko ngayong buwan sa sinehan:

Marami na akong date para sa una, kaya siguradong maraming ulit ko syang mapapanood simula bukas. Sana maganda talaga sya para hindi ako manghinayang. Yong pangalawa, ako lang ata mahilig manood ng palabas na ganito kaya baka malamang solo fliet lang ako. Woshoo... woshoooo...

At para next month:

Yong mga gustong manood kasama ko, text nyo na ako!!!

...olalalalah!

Sun, 07 Jun 2009 19:52:45 +0000

Im sorry, its the V-shape, it makes me weak on my knees. I Did NOT expect this after his interview long before new moon about not having six-pack.

I really cant wait for New Moon!

...yummy ^^

Wed, 03 Jun 2009 13:49:25 +0000

This will be quick.

I blackmail my sister into finding job since she wont take her ass of my computer playing Sims 2, and she did...

New Moon Trailer is out.... omFREAKINGg!

I hate jake in eclipse but i get him at Breaking Dawn but I'm still Team Edward its just Taylor is so yummy shirtless plus they get rid of stupid wig.

And Toy Convention on 13-14 weeee!

...murphy's law, story of my life

Mon, 25 May 2009 23:43:49 +0000

when things can go wrong, it will.

my brother going oc on me is a sore to my eyes. He freaking lost the money last night, now im the one who'll do the his slacks. seriously, the guy have money issues. He doesnt give a damn, like it doesnt matter to him. In logic thinking, its ok, but when he lost money ALL the time it gives me headache.

...pahabol

Fri, 22 May 2009 02:53:37 +0000

Last minute bday visit from Kati...

+pizza

+katrina halili x video viewing

+snacks

+soju

+cayote ugly

...quarter century

Thu, 21 May 2009 06:16:30 +0000

OFFICIALLY: the day, the day. I lived quarter century. I'm in my mid-life!

Things I did today(content change prior to notice):

+wake up from a VERY VERY BAD case of cramps, Im not even having a visit, syet.

+PickMeChooseMe lvl48, finally!

+got bday money from a person I dont expected! Weee!

+watch Katrina Halili sex video, store to cp, heheh.

+finalized entry for DOTA tournament.

+read fanfics...

+eat lots of ice cream...

+had ephiphany