http://tabulas.com/~isai/ i'm the one it'll last en Mon, 4 Dec 2006 11:59:25 +0000 gimme gimme just got home from a fun day.. actually.. ang daming nangyari ngaung araw..  nd none of them would happen if my cousin wouldn't be there.. haha.. anyway eto lahat ng nangyari ngaun.. AUGUST 13 2005..

 

my cousin fetch me here in our house by 1:30 pm or 2:00.. then we went to marco's house in teacher's village.. then fetch janica in mcdo katips.. then fetch carla in her house in st. ignacius.. dapat c claudia kasama rin pero bka ndi rin xa pygan so ndi xa nksma.. tpos un.. punta kaming power.. my cousin's friend was also there.. 3 sila.. ndi mxado ngjoin haha.. humiwalay hiwalay kami ni janica and carla.. tpos lakad kami.. ang dami namin nakitang kilala.. mga 1st year.. tpos c... ni mara. c ***t putangina.. pangit daw.. actually.. ndi nmn tlga xa gwapo eh.. klala nyo ba? hahahahah.. haler.. ndi ko xa crush.. kya tama na.. dpt manunuod kaming movie kya lang walang napagkasunduang movie.. haha.. kya wla.. ngpapic na lang kami.. ang pangit ng mukha ko dun kya wg nyo na snang mkta :D teka kelang ba ko ndi naging panget? ampppppp.. tpos mga 7:00 umalis kami dun.. pnta nmn kaming eastwood.. nagikot? tpos pumasok sa jack's loft... take note.. pmasok.. ndi kumain.. haha walang gustong bumili kasi kulang ang budget.. ampppppp.. actually.. so pinsan ko lng bumili.. ngtake out xa.. haha.. so kumain na lang kami sa tokyo tokyo.. tpos umalis na kami dun.. pnta kaming soiree ng 2-1 with 2-D ng la salle pro.. magaling! nag dmaing tao.. haha joke.. wala ng tao.. tpos na pla ang soiree ang galnig nmn.. haha joke lng.. un.. tpos pmnta kaming greenhills dahil DAHIL bibili kami ng munting pearl earrings.. hahahaha.. katamad ng ikwento.. un.. tpos umalis kami.. pmunta kaming party ng anniversary ni mich and james.. pero before nun.. teka.. alam nyo ung le grand? ndi ko alm ang spelling eh.. hehe. bsta un. ngstop kami dun, sabay may lumapit na babae tuwang tuwa.. ngiting ngiti.. sabay bukas ng pinto, tumingin samin at sinabing "ay shit. sorry!" sabay sarado ng pintuan. saya nmn nya. putangina. tawa kami diba. haha. anyway. un. pumunta na kaming party nila mich. it was fun. haha. sandali lng kami dun eh.. mga 1 hour lng.. tpos un.. umuwi na kami.. hmph. un.. wala na yatang makkwento.. fun!! haha.. thanks to my dear cousin!!! and also to my friends.. carla and janica.. and the friend of my cousin..

 

 

 

 

psht! tignan mo tong pic.. :D sino kamukha ko jan? magcomment ka.. sabihin mo skn kng cno kamukha ko.. kung wala.. edi wala.. kung meron.. edi meron.. sbhn moooo.. wag kang aalis ng ndi ngcocomment.. kung ndi.. patay ka.. weh.

 

 

]]> http://tabulas.com/~isai/959256.html http://tabulas.com/~isai/959256.html Sat, 13 Aug 2005 16:44:06 +0000 ang corny

What's your name? Isai

Age? 14

Boy or Girl? girl

Height? 5'1

Food? pizza. but it's not my favorite. gusto ko lang kumain nun ngaun. haha

Movie? ewan. i wanna watch.

Ice cream? rocky road!

day of the week? saturday

time of day? 12:25 AM

class? 2-9! yeh!

season? spring? weh.

month? august

holiday? anong holiday??

hang out spot? uh, marami?

drink? water

Who do you have the most fun with? friends

Who can you tell all your secrets to? best friends!

Who is the most quiet? mute

Who is the loudest? noisy

Most likely to be a porn star. uh? 

most likely to have 3248324 babies. amputangina

Who is your favorite musical artist? parang wala.

Favorite band? wala rin

punk or rap? punk

britney spears or avril lavigne? avril

ashlee or jessica simpson? ashlee

hilary or haylie duff? hilary

nicky or paris hilton? paris

lindsay lohan or the olsen twins? olsen twins

Best love song? :)

something corporate or dashboard confessional? dashboard confessional

*Pepsi* or..ehh, coke? pepsi

In or out? am i in or out?

shower or bath? bath

quiet or loud? loud

slow or fast? fast

small or big? big

work or school? school

love or lust? love

Parents..divorced or married? married

Do you like school? yeh. but i don't like lessons. haha

In love? nope.

Your crush? hmmm.. c **** haha joke lng.. :D

You bored? duh

Which do you prefer for? Hug, Kiss or Holding hands? holding hands. haha!

Experienced it? hahahahahaha

]]> http://tabulas.com/~isai/958154.html http://tabulas.com/~isai/958154.html Fri, 12 Aug 2005 16:46:08 +0000 yeah! yes! tapos na rin ang exams.. tapos na rin ung feeling na natetense ka at knkhbhan dhl sa exams.. it feels good! haha.. pro... isang malaking PERO.. mahirap ang exams. it was hard, but haler. ako ang parating unang natatapos sa exams. early bell, ako una.. haha. sabay pgnapagusapan ang exams! haler! mali mga sagot ko.. :( no no. my dreams of being an honor student this quarter wouldn't come true. damn! haler. dream on. libreng amngarap pero dapat tuparin! amppp.. ndi pwede.. uhhh.. sa math knina.. ako ang bilis natapos sabay sa problem mali ako.. feel na feel ko pang daling dali ako.. mali pla.. ang hinahanap sa problem, kung ilang mga sweatshirts ang tigiilan.. bsta like haler naman. mali ako.. ang gnawa ko hnanap ung price per shirt.. nfd!!!! punyetang..... uh shit. sa cl.. haler.. ang dali eh.. madaling ibagsak. ordering of jews history ba un? un ung first part.. hula ako ng hula.. bsta.. mukhang tanga.. ang test ah.. haha joke.. tpos muntik ko pa makalimutan ung last page ng exam.. shit! 15 points un.. uhh.. bsta.. ang masasabi ko lng. this exams we had in cl was the hardest cl exam ever.. swear.. talagang ano ba yan.. nkkhya cl na lang.. ay nko..

 

dpt masaya tong day na toh kc last day of exams.. pro ndi eh.. wala akong lakad.. pota.. rrrr.. so kami ni katreena pumunta sa mcdo.. db umuulan? wow. umupo kami sa likod ng tric. kasi may nakaupo na sa loob. wow. pagkababa namin. putangina. basang basa ang skirt ko. gulong ng munting tric ay binasa ng skirt ko. grabe. badtrip un. so un. kmain kami sa mcdo. tpos bmalik ult ng mc. hmph. mga 3:30 lng umalis na c katreena. ayy.. loner me.. haha joke. ndi may kasama nmn ako.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.. k. un.. bsta.. haha hanggang 5:48 ako sa mc. pucha. pag punta kong cafe. aba wla ng tao. lahat may lakad. haha. so pmnta akong hs. nghntay. un! un lng.. cge tama na.. and cut! 

]]> http://tabulas.com/~isai/956746.html http://tabulas.com/~isai/956746.html Thu, 11 Aug 2005 10:45:12 +0000 damn this life falling from darkness

standing alone

changing emotions

i'm the only one

 

one move, one step

i fall back at one

i look, i glance

there's no where to run

 

nothing's clear

it's all a blur

i'm still here 

 it's still her

 

so tell me  

 tell me now

 where do i run?

 where do i go?

trapped in a corner 

 it hits me

 i can't let you go

 

 holding on to forever

 fearing forever's just a dream

 holding on to destiny

 but destiny's a broken dream

 

 there's nothing more to hold on to

 i'm losing grip

 there's nothing more to hold on to

 there's nothing left

 

 i'm falling from darkness

 i'm drowning through

 holding on for my life

 i still need you

 

 :( so sad nmn.. you wrote this for me.. well, i'm not sure if you really did write this one.. haha..

 

WAIT WAIT! sooo.. naalala ko matagal na pla to.. ndi ko alm kung bkt ko nlagay dto.. ah bsta.. wag ka nal ang makialam..

]]> http://tabulas.com/~isai/950441.html http://tabulas.com/~isai/950441.html Fri, 5 Aug 2005 10:33:10 +0000 vaiiiiin

 

 

 haha. ang vain noh? :D that's life.. :D

]]> http://tabulas.com/~isai/937349.html http://tabulas.com/~isai/937349.html Sun, 24 Jul 2005 04:13:58 +0000 no homeworks for today!! yes.. now i'm not busy! i'm on the phone talking to dear mara.. bestfriend!! i'm sorry.. wla lng.. haha.. prang i think i'm bad.. haha labo.. anyway, since wla akong hw ngaun, ggwa ako ng entry.. pro kht na may hw.. wla lng.. ndi ko gagawin un.. haha.. mangongopya ako :D joke.. haha.. we have a long test on bio on friday!! golly..bee.. weh!!!! but i love our science this year.. even though i got 11/20.. leche.. sa math.. pota.. wla na.. ang hirap ng math ngaun.. sungit pa nung teacher.. rrrr.. bwisit.. :( saddy hmph. wala na.. hooooy. teach me teach me.. as in.. ang hirap ng math.. wala akong maintndhan.. :( turuan nyo ko.. un lng.. humihingi lng ako ng tulong.. haha..

]]> http://tabulas.com/~isai/925521.html http://tabulas.com/~isai/925521.html Wed, 13 Jul 2005 10:16:31 +0000 i find myself coming back to you there's this person stuck on my mind and when i say stuck, i mean it. i don't know what this person have that i can't resist but find that person. i feel happy when i see you, but knowing we'd see each other 5 feet away or less, would make me feel nervous. it sucks. i always feel insecure when you're there. i don't know how to express this feelings i have for you, but all i know is i'm not over you. all of my friends know that you are the one i call "first love", but i believe when i grow up, it would make me feel sick knowing that i fell in love with a person like you. i've said the words i love you. everyone believed except you. you just don't know how many times i've cried because of you. realizing those tears that fell was not worth it, makes me think i'm stupid. i feel stupid because i've wasted those tears for someone who i know wouldn't pay back the love i've given you. it hurts, but i don't care. i love you. often told myself i can move on without you in my life but it seems like nothing's right. my life would just be complete if you would love me as much i love you. i never threw anything you gave me. those letters, that hanky, which you gave me when i cried during your fair, and the picture you gave me that people told me you looked like Mama Mary in that pic. it was all precious for me. it's kept in a box where every little good thing i have is kept in there. that drawing you lend me today, i showed it to everyone because i was proud of it. because it came from you. and you? where is that chick i gave you, that when you press her tummy would say "i love you..mwah!" i don't think you still have it. maybe you lost it. do you remember that time when we had our fieldtrip and you texted me telling me to take care of myself? that was the only time you included the "mwwwwaaaaah *hug*". that text made my fieldtrip a lot special. that thing, i'll never forget.

one year and how many more months before i can say i am finally over you?  sad to say, but i think you would always stay in my heart. i'll wait for you to say the words "will you be mine?" and if ever you will, you already know what answer i will give you. stop being numb. often said you were a player. i don't care. i know i'm stupid, believing to something that would just stay in my illusions. you and me together. i never had the chance to hold your hand and walk together and make it as part of my sweet memories. i got so many thing i want to share with you, but i guess it just wouldn't happen. i don't know who's the person you want right now, but all i know is i'm not over you. i'll wait. remeber that.

]]> http://tabulas.com/~isai/910115.html http://tabulas.com/~isai/910115.html Wed, 29 Jun 2005 11:40:13 +0000 nobody's girl ]]> http://tabulas.com/~isai/905105.html http://tabulas.com/~isai/905105.html Sat, 25 Jun 2005 13:09:22 +0000 talking talking halo!!! halo-halo. gsto ko ng halo-halo. kht na rainy season na. hmmph. anyway, nkaunlimited ako ngaun. xempre, wise ako. kwek! text ako ng text ng mga fifol. and twag rn ng twg. everything is connected under sun. tma ba ung linya nla? ok.

last night, i called anna and we talked about our grade school days. hahaha. our conflicts, those very very very unforgettable moments. hihi.

1. when we were in grade 3, me anna and billie were really close friends, or should i say best friends? haha. meron kaming mga hand shakes chuva and stickers na ipagdidikitin everytime we meet and everyday may dapat manglibre samin. pagtime ko na, prti akong nawawala. i mean i'm having my break times with other people pra mkatakas sknla kc ndi ako nanglilibre. haha. nd when they ask me why i don't treat them, i'll say nabutas kasi bulsa ko. hahahaha. sori about that. :) kya dmating ung time na knuha nla sticker ko dhl ndi na ko ksma sa knilang 2. haha.

2. when we were in grade 6, me and anna were going down stairs. nung time na un, wla na mxadong tao. kming dalawa nlng. i missed one step and un na. nadapa na ko. actually, gumulong. grabe. i heard that someone's going down, xempre ayoko nmang mkta ako db. so ako tayo naman kagad. then cnb ko daw "buti nlng walang nakakita" and anna was laughing so hard she almost fell rin. epal. alalang-alala pa tlga. hanggang ngaun pngtatawanan pa rn nya un. hate you. joke!

3. there were times when we were in grade 6 na every dismissal loner si anna. as in, nakaupo lang xa sa isang bench. ako nmn may ksma or may kalaro pa yta. then lalapitan ko si anna, then she'll say "isai, samahan mo ko." as in. when she's saying that line, sobrang mgbebeg tlga xa. sobrang ngmamakaawa. ang funny. inaasar ko. knwari sasamahan ko xa, bglang aalis na ko, xa nmn irap. haha. then will pretend to be mad at next day, ayos na kami.:)

4. grade 6 pa rin. kaclub ko c anna. c.h.u.m.s.(cheerful, happy, unique, miriam students) wow nmn. kpg mgkagalit kme ni anna nd mgcclub na, mguunahan kaming mgpasama sa isa nameng kaclubmate na classmate nmen. as in. mguunahan tlga. actually, c anna lng. xa prti nauuna eh. haha. joke. tayong dalawa. user ba kng matawag. haha.

5. grade 6 pa man din. nagkagalitan kme ni anna nung grade 6, as in. seryoso na tlgang away toh. sorry not accepted tlga. uhm, ngsori b ko anna? hahahah. yuh. i did. tpos ang dami na ung nainis skn ah. as in.(one time, nkachat ko c anna, she asked me kng life-threatening ba xa kng mglit. sb ko ndi nmn. school-transferring-feeling lng nmn. swear. prang gusto ko na tlga lmipat nung time na un. haha. prang wla na tlga kong matrust nun. grabe. haha.) ngbati lng cguro kme nung mga 3rd quarter ng grade 7. through friendster pa ha. haha.

6. grade 6 pa. c anna, ang hilig mangbara nung bata. like, seryoso, bad girl un. haha. joke. bt jokes are half meant. :D akala ko ung word na blabber pgcnb dpt blubber. one time i was talking to anna then i said "ang blubber nya kaya." then she said, "ano ka ba? blabber!" sb ko "blubber nga. anong gusto mo? blaaaber?!"(sobrang inemphasize ko tlga ung "a" jan ah!) then anna said, "oo!" prang ako. ok. barado ako. spitsles. sobrang nairita ako sknya nung time na un. daming tao nun eh. haha. napahiya ako. aha.

marami pa yan eh. nakalimutan ko lang. hahaha. grabe nung grade school. ang sarap pagtawanan. haha. anyway, nakausap ko rin c katreena sa cel kagabi. cguro ngstart conver nmen mga 12 midnight? hanggang 4:30 am. naputol conver nmen kc bglang pmasok mom ko nahuli akong may kausap. kala nga sa fne eh. nkta nya cel. grr. fahiya. joke mami! bsta. un. kya naputol na. may jokes kme ni katreena tungkol sa mga countries.

ano twag mo sa bansa na may mga butas?

edi hole-land.

anong bansa ang madumi?

edi germ-ani.

ano twag mo sa bansa na on and off, on and off?

edi switcherland.

ano twag mo sa bansa na pasok?

edi in-dia.

anong bansa ang parating ngttype?

edi type-ei

ndi ko na maalala ung iba. haha. corny ba? hahaha. forgive me. wla lng. saya. hahaah. un lng.. mlpt na mgclasses wla p rn akong school supplies! kwek. tntmad pa ko eh. hahaha.

]]> http://tabulas.com/~isai/883944.html http://tabulas.com/~isai/883944.html Tue, 7 Jun 2005 14:25:48 +0000 1*beep*2 for some tagboards.. when you type the four letter word s-h-i-t, that'll appear. funny. fani beri mats! i saw one tagboard from a blogspot user, she tagged some lines from the holla back girl lyrics. and saw that appeared. i thought she did that to censor that word. then i tagged before to my friend, kate, i suddenly said that. s-h-i-t. then saw 1*beep*2, that i can't remember being typed in. (tama ba words ko?) anyway, kate tagged to me before, sabi nya puro mura daw ganyan-ganyan.. so un.. haha.. eh pgkta ko, wla nmn akong nasabing foul words.. tpos un.. naaliw ako.. narealize ko na bka kpg cnb ko ung mga foul words..mgkagnun.. naaliw ako.. haha.. puro mura tinag ko.. :p fani beri mats! aha. wla lng. gsto ko lng ishare sa inyo un. :p

i'm not doing anything new lately. just the same old routine. wake up. brush teeth. watch tv. eat lunch. watch tv. computer. watch tv. computer. eat dinner. take a bath. watch tv. computer. kng minsan, may kausap ako sa fne.. pnsin nyo sa gabi ako nliligo. :p pagbigyan. summer eh. wla nmn mxadong gngwa. haha. yucky ba? ikw rn eh. haha. juk. fine fine. mind your own bussiness. in less than two weeks, classes will ressume again. i'm excited to know my new classmates and teachers and to see my best buds! haha. corny eh. best buds pa. ok ok. friends. best friends. close friends. tahtah. aiun. and i'm also excited to meet new people! new friends, new friends. more friends! weh? ok.

wanna know the things me and my friends talk about whenever we have the chance to talk over the phone? or sa skype. well, prti kong kausap sa phone lately c mara. minsan c claudia or vero. well, if you want to know, secret! it's super confidential. haha. well, ndi nmn pla. bsta. mga bagay na pinapantasia. tma ba ang spelling? bsta bsta. un. haha. mga stuffs na gusto ng isang average teenager mangyari. right? katulad ng magluto ng masarap, makakuha ng mga magandang grades, maging sexy at maganda...... blahblah. joke lng. ndi gnun. haha. alm m na un.. haha. shit. ang weird nito noh? i bet you wouldn't understand. spak! doesn't matter. it's past 3 am in the morning, i'm starting to feel sleepy. this is enough. i just wanted to share some stuffs with you, whoever is reading this entry, i'm typing right now. ngeh. weh? ok.

 

don't forget..

 

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