Intricate Beauty

Happy Easter!

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 00:06:05 +0000

Happy Easter, everyone! Much lurve. I ate a ton of candy...soo...yeah. It was interesting. My sister and I made this PERFECT bunny cake. We even named it "Bowtie the Bunny" b/c it has a bowtie. It is the awesomeness. Except -- We ate the bowtie today. Oops. So now we call it Botox the Bunny because we stuck toothpicks in it. It was a very yummilicious bunny though! Ethan was had his cranky pants on today...he is kinda ANTI-Holiday. >_> Wonderful.

The site is starting to annoy me greatly. I don't want to spend an hour or two fixing this layout, so I'm not going too. As long as you guys can read this, then I could care less. Hah. So...oh well.

My bday is tomorrow! I'm going to buy myself a flip cell phone - HECK YES! ~.^ Hawtness all around.

On a sad note, I have to go back to school tomorrow. Retarded. I don't even have any friends. The girls that I sit with at lunch are the "popular girls" I guess - there hair is perfect, they dress perfect, they are like everything I'm not. They don't take to me much, except for like 1 or 2 people from that table, lol. I'm tired of all the projects. Spending 6 hours on a project is NOT fun. So thats my sad story.

Alrighty, I'm out!

Edit: Decided I AM going to fix the layout later, but for now I am going to use a default one.

.Egg-Hunter.

Well...

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 06:51:00 +0000

Well, I know some people have been getting upset that I havent done this in awhile...but, after tabulas changed it freaked me out, lol. I'll try to figure this stuff out and blog more for the sake of everyone back home's sanity.

Although, I am very mad at everyone back home. Actually, extremely upset...Everything seems to have gone downhill after I left and I'm not sure what is going on. I know that everyone should REALLY back off Donna before I come home and kick some serious @$$! I don't know what HS is going to be like there, but I don't really want to imagine it. You are all snobby little moronic boys and girls that think they are tuff stuff...Honestly! You know who you are...It's obvious.

The school that I am going to is much more like HS and doesn't baby you around like WMS did. They give us a lot more projects and there are a TON more people. We have 7 periods a day and 2 electives, I kinda wonder why WMS didn't do it that way. There are of course the cheerleader group, the cool group, the weird group that hates the preps, the normal groups, and such. HS isn't going to be that big of a deal. I'm just hoping to have some sort of romance, eh EH!?! lol...j/king. I've made some friends I guess, but Idk. It's had going into a school when they already have made their clicks and you don't know any of the like 300 kids around you. But, only 2 more months and then I'm school free....WOOT WOOT.

Besides, that my BDAY is coming up. On the 28th of course, and I will be 14. *bows* ^.^

I won't bother mentioning things going on Halo-Wise, except that I was in the #1 Videogame Magazine: EGM in the April Issue, so that is pretty cool. My mom and I are bashing heads on the halo issue and it is really upsetting me...but, I wont bore you with those details.

Everyone back home needs to learn to chilllll....Honestly, you all just drive each other crazy and do stupid stuff and then go.."OH THE DRAMA THE DRAMA THE DRAMA!" You all are moronic idiots, that is what causes the drama, you freaking morons! But, just try being NICE to each other - I mean, CRAZY IDEA - but you ever think that could help? Sing that song: "Why can't we be friends...Why can't we be friends...Why cant we be friends....OOooooOooO"

K, I'm outtie. To the folks back home: Much love, except for those people that are being THE gayness. <33

<33 The Forgotten One.

Status: Boise.

Fri, 7 Jan 2005 04:26:51 +0000

Finally I have made it to Idaho! Craziness. All my flights left like an HOUR late - but I still got here and didn\'t end up stranded at the airport. No one sat next to me on both my flights, except this obese lady sat in the aisle sit, luckily no one sat in the middle of us though.
Anyway both flights went fine...

Today we toured my school. O.O So much different - it\'s cool. You can go to your locker between every class and I got a map of the school. I don\'t get my schedule til MONDAY MORNING. Retarded? I know! Especially, b/c I am goin to school monday. Jeez la Weez. It\'s not to big of a school though, just the classrooms are everywhere. It\'s more like a Junior High School then a Middle School.

After that we went to walmart and got everything for school that I needed and then we went shopping for everything that Sally needed. We were in walmart for like 2 hours. Then we came home, ate dinner, and then set up my room and I got on the computer. I still don\'t have an xbox, but I can make do for a little bit longer -- Well, until I start going into Withdrawals.

I miss everyone back there a lot though. Especially my family. *Heavy Sigh.*

....What in the world am I doing?

The very last day.

Tue, 4 Jan 2005 19:21:42 +0000

Today is my last day before I leave this cute little town! Tomorrow I am leaving to go to Idaho...Finally. I am excited, but sad at the same time. I\'m ready to go though b/c my new school sounds SOO AWESOME. At lunch, they have like all these different things to eat and they have a different kind of pizza EVERYDAY - OMG HEAVEN! lol.

I also updated to a new layout...It\'s not very good, but w/e. A new layout for a new beginning, eh?! The usericon doesn\'t work so I need to figure out why it isn\'t working...

Today I\'m going out with my brothers for a last rendez-vous before I leave. I said bye to my dad and his wife last night...it was very strange. I\'ll miss them a lot. :( I think I\'m going to get together with hannah tonight to say goodbye, also. Ugh.

*Good-Bye Girlie*

2005 Already...!?

Mon, 3 Jan 2005 01:19:52 +0000

Hope everyone had a good start off with 2005. Hopefully, you didn\'t start off the new year DRUNK! I don\'t really like the year 2005, b/c it is an odd number - and I don\'t like odd numbers much. I liked the year 2004 and 2002 was a cool year cause it was a palendrum(I spelled that way wrong...) hehe.

Everyone was home for New Years Eve so it was really nice. We went down to Carlisle First Night and eat at George\'s(Yummy) some guys that went to Wilson, but are now in 9th grade were working there. I dunno if I\'m gonna get a job at 14 or not...I don\'t think so....:| NO FUN! ;)
After that, we(Greg, sally, ethan, jimmy, becky, mom, and me) walked around for a bit and saw the iceman sculpting ice and the guy juggling fire and then we went home.
Ethan went to bed then and we played that game, \"Mad Gab\" It\'s a pretty weird game, b/c it will be something like on the card like: \"Ab Reef Gaze\" and you have to try and guess what it is. Like the answer to that was A briefcase.
After that we listened to the Seinfield CD. Jerry Seinfield the Comedian, you kno? It was HILARIOUS, I dont think I have ever laughed that hard before. It was so funny b/c you can relate to it. He was talking about McDonalds he is like:
\"WHY are they still COUNTING?! 89 Billion, Gillion Zillion....Yes, McDonalds we know you are doing well, you should just put on the sign \'McDonalds We are doing very well.\' What do they expect? That cows will just start showing up at the door \'We\'ve seen the sign. We know we have no hope. We would like to turn ourselves in...We would like to be a Happy Meal if posssible.\"
hahah.
Then we watched the ball dropped, but it sucked w/o Dick Clark. Regis was not good at all....Oh well.

I went shopping on Saturday and we got some GREAT deals...it was quite amazing. Although, in the beginning it sucked b/c I thought it was just going to be Becky and me, but sally and mom came along too and then it was like 3v1. B/c they would all love a pair of jeans and I would not like them at all. It was just hard at first, but then it got better....I got a lot of cute things, anyway.

Sally, Greg, and Ethan left today very early in the morning - but I\'ll see them on Wednesday.
Becky and Jimmy left around 2pm today....I really miss them already. I didn\'t get to talk to Becky at all barely, except for Sunday. Made me mad.

In fact, I was pretty upset all last week, just because no one payed attention and no one talked to me. They only talked to me to give me orders; \"Come upstairs now, please.\" \"Get the phone.\" \"Get the phonebook.\" \"Move that.\" \"Dry the dishes.\" \"Sit down.\" etc...BUT they weren\'t really ordering me around that much, I guess I just miss the attention. This christmas was so out-of-order. We didn\'t do anything we normally do, I still had a good time though. It was fun, just different.

I think that is one of the last holidays all of us will be together. Of course, we\'ll all be together in the summer for jeff\'s wedding, but after that I don\'t think we\'ll be reunited much, or at all.

.Broken Hearted Girl.

Merry Christmas!

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 04:59:58 +0000

Only 5 minutes left of sweet christmas. Sigh. It was an alright christmas even though Becky/Jimmy wasn\'t able to be here. Actually, it was rather quiet. Well, not so quiet with little Ethan running around screaming. lol. :)

I hope you all had a WONDERFUL Christmas! I <3 You all. ^___^

Btw, I got:
Pearl earrings
Ghost Recon 2
Some magazines and hair stuff
Pajamas
*Going to get an xbox*
*Probably going to get a cell phone*

The LAST day of Wilson

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 23:19:31 +0000

How sad is that? My last day of wilson was today. It\'s weird thinking that I won\'t be stepping foot in that building again forever. The next time that I come back I\'ll be in HS. Sigh...I\'m beginning to wonder if this is what I really want. You know? Just having a lot of doubts. I\'ll never walk down the halls of Wilson with Jacquelynn and Amber at my side laughing about something. Or I\'ll never horse-race down the halls with them again. I haven\'t cried, yet. It didn\'t really feel like I was leaving. It\'s starting to hit me now. :(
At the new school I\'ll have to make all new friends, and they won\'t be the same as Jacquelynn, Amber, Dakota, and Maggie. Now I\'m really starting to get sad, lol.

I gave Jacquelynn, Amber, and Dakota their presents today. I gave Jacquelynn a little earring holder that was in the shape of a black flip flop that stood up and a fake star tattoo. I gave Amber a Happy Bunny Jounral to write all her stories, poems, and entries into. I gave Dakota a monkey that hangs on your doorbell and you can ring it. Hehe, I think they all liked their gifts. :) :) :) !! I\'m going to miss them so much....Gawd.

All today people were giving me hugs and being like \"We\'ll miss you Bonnie!\" They have no idea how much I\'ll miss them, jeez. I think I gave everyone a hug, but Saige. He didn\'t say bye to me and I didn\'t see him walk out...so oh well.

Alright enough of this. I\'m about to cry so I need to go. Byeeeee babies and my babies\' daddies. lol. ;)

The \"I Miss You\" Babe.

Flying Alone - Scary?

Thu, 9 Dec 2004 22:31:58 +0000

We bought my ticket. My one-way ticket to Boise. It\'s starting to hit me like a ton of bricks that I am really leaving....and in less than a month I will be in Boise at my new school.
I leave on January 5th so I\'m not going to school on the 3rd or 4th since we will probably have all the information filled out and they probably would have already transferred my files. Then when I get there I probably won\'t go to school til Friday. Scary.

I\'m traveling all by myself on the plane - I have flown before on my own, but I was an Accompanied Minor and they like drove me around n a cart to my gate. Now, I have to find the gates on my own and stuff. I only have one layover though, so it shouldn\'t be TOO tuff.
I\'m sure it won\'t be to hard, since I have flown so many times before. All you have to do is check out that TV and follow the signs and wait like an hour - Maybe a cute guy will sit next to me. =-o SMEXY. No, watch it be like a Child Molestor - Wow that would suck. lmao. :P I\'m JK, of course! I\'ll admit I\'m a little nervous about it though.

My sister is bit stricter than my Mom. I am going to have a hard time in Boise, I think. I was talking to my sister and she doesn\'t want me going to my Halo2 Tournaments, but she said she might allow me to go to one. Agh... :| I just hope she loosens up on her clothing rule. She doesn\'t want me to wear anything tight o.O Everyone wears things that are tight. Well, practically everyone, anyway.

Today at the end of school we had Club. My club is band and so before I go to band I drop my books off in my locker. Now, the teachers just told us like a month ago that band students CAN drop off their books. So I went to go do that today and Mr. Capone is there and he is yelling at everyone to get out, but I didnt look up to see if he was yelling at the locker row or someone in the hallway. Anyway, I look up and he is coming at me looking real pissed and points at me and is like \"NO YOU can\'t be in here, GET OUT\" and I\'m like \"But, I have band, and they told us we could go to our lockers.\" and he is like \"DO YOU HAVE A PASS?\" and I say \"No, but they said we could.\" and he\'s like \"THEN YOU CANT BE IN HERE.\" He was saying all this as he took my arm and chased me out of the locker row.
He looked so so pissed at me. o_O I didn\'t even hear of this new rule and apparently neither did any of the other students. I would have understood if he would have explained or told me nicely, but he was SO MAD and I didn\'t understand. I was aggrivated after that, but whatever. I am going to expect an apology tomorrow from Mr. Capone to the team for yelling at us when we didn\'t even know. This time, I\'m not letting it go - I\'m leaving anyway, so who cares? :P
*The bright shiny halo above her head starts to bend and snap in 2* That can\'t be a good sign. =-o

Outtie.

♥ Flying Alone

No turning back now.

Tue, 7 Dec 2004 01:14:52 +0000

The final decision is in and I will be leaving PA and living in ID for the first half of 2005. I\'m excited, but I\'m still reallllly nervous about it. We are buying my ticket sometime this week. :X No turning back after this. If I fly back with my sister than I will have school the day after I come back - Which will totally suck.. Partially to jet lag and to not being unpacked or anything. I\'m still going to go to 1 or 2 Halo Events(I haven\'t told Sally that part yet), but I am going to no matter what. :|

In church, I was baring my Testimony in Young Womens and I told everyone I was going to leave and then I started to cry in front of everyone. I was so embarassed - but pratically everyone cries when they bare their testimony. It\'s hard to explain...You wouldn\'t understand unless you were a Mormon. I\'m such an easy crier. :P
When I got back from Church, I was SOO emotionally exhausted. That is the most fatigue emotionally and physically I have ever been in a long time. I don\'t know why this decision is stressing me out so much. >.< At least, now I have made the decision. *breathes easy for once in a month* But, now I have to worry about what it will be like there and so forth. Ya da Ya da Ya da.

It\'s weird to think that I am leaving. I don\'t think it has really hit me yet...I mean I only have about 10-11 days left in Wilson and then the next time I\'m back, I\'m going to High School. OoOoH Scary. o.O

So. That\'s all FOLKS.

♥ Easy Crier

The Poem of Sisters

Fri, 3 Dec 2004 21:16:52 +0000

Sisters

We stand side by side
Laughing at nonsense
Smiles plastered on our faces
Taking laid-back paces

We are many years apart
But, our hearts are drawn together
Our love for one another is so deep
Something that I intend to keep

Iâve looked to her for guidance
Tried to help her as best as I could
Maybe Iâve held on to tight
Grasping on with all my might

She\'s the best friend I\'ve had
The only one that seemed to care
Now she has to leave
and I\'ll be left behind to grieve

I cling to her waist
Hoping this hug can last forever
But, the hope starts to diminish
As the final hug is finished

My tongue is tied in a million knots
My heart - about to break
I can feel them burning in my eyes
The tears are about to arise

\"Iâll think of you while Iâm at college.â
She manages to softly say
Everything in me pleads
That this is someone I need

Her eyes look to mine
but then she turns away
She doesn\'t want me to know
How she wants to cry just like me

I stand there helplessly
There is nothing I can do
But, watch my sister walk out the door
and wait for her once more

That is the poem I entered in the contest. I\'m hoping I get a silver key, but I don\'t know. Mrs. McClure(the english teacher) told me today that she really liked my poem and it made her eyes water. ^_________^ *HUGE grin* I hope the judges think it\'s good. I don\'t know though, it\'s not BONmazing or anything. :P

Im hanging out with Hannah tonight and probably going to the movies, hopefully. I don\'t feel like writing much so I\'ll write later!

♥ The Little Sister