Dark Thoughts

Say What???

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 14:11:14 +0000

Whoooaaaaa... I have yet to confirm it, but someone said my name appeared in the UP Newsletter today... niiice... it's about the scrabble tournament a while back...

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What is it with people not liking Gundam series' male lead characters and their leading ladies? Why don't they like the KiraxLacus pairing? Lacus isn't a bad character... in fact, she's the strong-willed, nice-rich-kid archetype... they all like Cagalli... I don't hate her, but her weak streak in GSEED Destiny made her stock fall bad...

Wondering

Tue, 4 Jan 2005 10:50:50 +0000

Hmmm. I\'m wondering why, though we\'re already somewhat okay, I still can\'t muster the kind of stuff I did before all my stupidity.

Until now, I guess, wala pa rin talaga akong mukhang ihaharap sa \'yo. Literally and conventionally.

Sigh...

And then there\'s the newsletter. No one has submitted anything yet. I\'m only talking about those required to submit here... kk? ^^

Sigh again...

The Dreaded Tomorrow

Sun, 2 Jan 2005 13:52:18 +0000

Is tomorrow so bad? It\'s back to school after weeks of holiday break... but maybe it\'s not so bad... i get to see the people from the org and in class [if there is class]...

Anyway. I still have to do my CW10 journal. No, it\'s not really procrastinating. I managed to write stuff in a diff. notebook and now I\'m just gonna rewrite the entries.

Okay, so it\'s still procrastination.

Hahahahahahaha.

\"How can anything that flies be burdened by sorrow or want?\"
- line from a Superman comic ^^

LoSt AnD FoUnD AnD ThE YeAr ThAt WaS

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 13:33:05 +0000

It\'s been a long year, but it seems only yesterday I was sending an E-card to someone telling her my new year\'s resolution for 2004 - a resolution about us.

Now it\'s only a few hours before 2005, and I find myself making that same resolution. I lost my way a bit, but I found the right path again, and I will do everything I can to stay on that path. For better or worse.

The year ahead will surely be tougher. There\'s no doubt, since a certain person is graduating... but what I experienced during the past year will surely help me get my act together and do the right thing.

The Top Ten Things that Defined 2004 For Me:

10. Pistons winning the NBA Title
- these guys showed that teamwork and sharing the basketball is still alive in the League.

9. The Trade to DocCom
- okay, it was more like being waived from PubCom then being taken by DocCom XD But I got to handle more stuff in terms of responsibility and hands-on work, from a member\'s perspective.

8. Geog1
- this class helped me in a lot of areas, and most of them don\'t even have to do with the curriculum ^^

7. Fumoffu
- damn. Fumoffu changed my life. :D

6. Lantern Parade and preparations
- When I was facing some serious problems, I used to just lay back and wallow in it. The LP is a marked achievement where I surprisingly managed to pitch in some work even when there were lots of stuff that needed to be attended to..

5. 1M Scam
- Right before I can think of #5, I got scammed in RO. A cool 1 million down the drain. I dunno. I got dazed. I really thought I saw it was slotted. Oh well. You live, you learn, and if you\'re rich enough in RO, you could let it slip. Happy New Year na lang sa scammer na yun.

4. The Bleeding
- This one\'s a secret. ^^ but it keeps me fearing that I could die anytime... so \'carpe diem\' and all that, right?

3. The UP AME Anime Fair
- Okay, so I was utterly useless the entire day, but doing something so historic and momentous with such a great group of people is a memory I\'ll cherish forever.

2. The Silence
- Maybe no one would know what this is about, but it changed me more than any other event that happened in recent years. I believe it\'s helped me become a better person in the end, but at what cost? I promise I\'ll make up for all of this.

1. Summer
- I will always look back at summer, and at what I was able to achieve, and what I was able to do. Separation lies in the future, but the memories of summer will always be with me and remind me that I need to exert more effort and do what I have to do...

Huh. Well, that\'s it, I guess... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

?!

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 16:36:03 +0000

I tried. Believe me.

It is. At least, for me.

Try to remember.

Today

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 15:30:54 +0000

The things I did today XD

- played Ragnarok Online
- played NBA Live 2005
- played Literati [got cheated in a game...]
- cleaned out two electric fans which, btw, looked like they havent been cleaned since forever
- tried liftng weights! o_O
- tried drawing giftart pieces
- misscalled her
- texted her
- @_@

haha. whatta lame post...

... and then he was happy.

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 16:46:43 +0000

Been a while, huh?

Yip.

But i dunno.

It seems too good to be true.

Far-fetched, if you ask me.

But is it possible?

I\'d like to believe so.

Is it actually true?

Remains to be seen.

Could still go wrong.

But risk is a part of it.

Risk?

Or pushing my luck?

Could it get any worse?

Probably.

But I\'m still happy...

Thank you...

I miss you...

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Resolutions

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 13:25:59 +0000

Still a few more days before 2004 makes way for 2005... I was never one who could keep all of my new year\'s resolutions, but what the heck. Setting goals for yourself and actually meeting some of them is quite satisfactory.

1. secret. try asking XD
2. NEVER do stuff that compromise my personal safety and physical well-being.
3. Keep my promises -___- ugh.
4. Make my merchant and thief into a Blacksmith and Assassin, respectively. [Ragnarok Online]
5. ...

Probably be adding to this list... I\'m off to play Ragnarok now XD

*koff koff* Dammit i\'m still down with this stupid-@$$ fever... -___-

MeRrY ChRiStMaS!!!

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 05:50:27 +0000

Merry Christmas to everyone!!!

*looks back at last entry*

Wow, been a while...

Well, now I have a new layout! Whee XD I can go blogging again...

I\'m happy... she dedicated a song to me last night... :) It\'s the sweetest thing anyone\'s ever done for me for Christmas... I wish I could have seen her or been with her, but I gotta be content with calling her on the cellphone...

Anyway... Have a happy Christmas, everyone... ^^