So until then, bear with me everyone. Till I get to make my new layout. Anyway, I have a new dekstop wallpaper for the month. Yeah, I know it's quite late for that. Heh.

It features Enma Ai from Jigoku Shoujo. This is something I made out of a wallpaper I got. Pretty nice if I do say so myself. I'm kinda getting hooked on image editing and such. Perhaps I can make a cool layout as a result. (I hope).

So there, hope everyone still will took the time to hop on my blog. Gomen ne if i haven't active as of late. Can't say I'm busy. But I couldn't say I'm lazy either. Just things. Heh.

Well, first thing, new month. But I wasn't able to change my layout. I couldn't find anything out there that's worth it and I don't have Dreamweaver to create my own which really *beep*. Maybe I'll just change it whenever I get in the mood.

Secondly, as biey had mentioned, yes I did cosplay. Haha. I cosplayed as Noitora on Ozine Fest '07
last week April 1. Got too tired after it 'coz of holding that gigantic weapon. LOL.

Lastly, even if I hadn't been able to change my layout, I still had changed my desktop for this month. It's Honey and Clover cast. Hehe. This is one of my favorite desktop wallpapers. ^_^

To get my happiness I have done everything
But done nothing to be blamed and accused of
The sound of footsteps became louder every day
Then I noticed the fact there was no time

I was a believer in life to be myself always
And was asking whether I would be alive

Give me a reason why not to adopt in this way
Or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable sins
Tell my why, or why not. Complaining way too much
Maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.

The whole world was at a complete standstill
And I was in fetters at the mercy of the mob
The silent warning became louder every day
Then I kept pretending not to hear

Its meaning had been in the eyes of beholder all along
It had grown dark before I found a sign

Among the nonsense tragedies what on earth you are looking for
You only have to be honest to yourself and your own fate
Tell my why, or why not. Complaining way too much
Maybe I overlooked something fatal for me

There is nobody who knows there will be nobody
Except for me, all the world has gone mad

So what is forgiveness you are willing to withhold
What is the well-being you are willing to make
Now what, so what. Don't you come interrupt me
Oh please, while I'm interrupting myself

Anyway, the title is Suspended. Nothin much I can say about it 'cept this was made from Rozen Maiden. It's quite girlish I know. Who gives a *beep* anyway. LOL. This features Shinku and Hina Ichigo.

For those who doesn't know the anime. It's a story about dolls who was made by a man they call 'Father.' And they have to fight each other until only one is left. The winner will become Alice or the perfect doll. 

This game's graphics is nice. Maybe too nice as you would need a good video card to be able to run it smoothly. The sounds are cool. You can hear you characters footsteps, monsters' sound, and sometimes hear the monsters scream as it dies. I'm not sure about the environment sounds (trees, birds, etc.) as I've only turned on the game sound once. (I usually listen to jpop musics while I'm playing. heh)

This game features a job system. When you kill monsters, you gain exp and also jp (job points). You use those jps to level up you job and also to buy skills. Sorta like Final Fantasy Online. Though here, once you choose a job, it will be fixed. Not like FFO that you can choose two jobs. But when you get to 2nd rank, more jobs will be open for you. Example for Cleric, when you get to rank 2, you can choose between High Cleric, Bishop or Mage.

Here are some screenies from the game. ^_^

Got this quiz from len. Hehe.

My Peculiar Aristocratic Title is: Viscount Michael the Scattered of Dramble Buzzcock Get your Peculiar Aristocratic Title

Have You Never Been Mellow
(by Tanaka Rie)

There was a time when I was
In a hurry as you are
I was like you
There was a day when I just
Had to tell my point of view
I was like you

Now I don't mean to make you frown
No, I just want you to slow down

Have you never been mellow
Have you never tried
To find a comfort from inside you
Have you never been happy
Just to hear your song
Have you never let someone else
Be strong

Running around as you do
With you head up in the clouds
I was like you
Never had time to lay back
Kick your shoes off, close your eyes
I was like you

Now you're not hard to understand
You need someone to take your hand

Have you never been mellow
Have you never tried
To find a comfort from inside you
Have you never been happy
Just to hear your song
Have you never let someone else
Be strong