This is all about the immersion. So we went to Poblacion 9, Taal Batangas. I was with my partner then, we meet our foster family who were so kind to us. We stayed for almost 2 days, but not exactly 2 days. We just slept over for one night. We did the PA (Physical Assessment) & PGA (Person's Gordon Approach) to each members of the family. We were so shy but at least we tried to overcome it. It was my first time to cook dinner. My partner and I decided to cook Sinigang since they've told us that they usually eat dry or fried foods instead of vegetables and soups and even if they didn't told us, we still gonna cook it because we already planned it. On the second day, the family were not shy anymore to talk to us about anything. They keep on telling us that I look like someone else on their neighborhood. Then this guy, who is their son who is just 19 years old has a crush on that girl but I didn't saw that girl if she really looks like me. So, I was thinking, he has a crush on me if he has a crush on that girl who looks like me. xD That's why he's very shy to us. The immersion was smooth until I did the greatest mistakes of my life.

• I didn't wear or brought sando - punishment? I.R. (incidental report)
• I accidentally brought a cellphone charger - I actually didn't have an idea and the fact that I just lost my cellphone few days before the immersion. It was my mom's charger. But I still explained it to my CI, that my mom's the one who fixed my things and the bag, so I really didn't know that I brought a charger.
• Before I went home, my adviser or our CI already knows my name. I was so BINGO!
• After the immersion: I texted everyone that we're only going to pass 2 things and I named the head of the nursing dept., but the truth is, he's not the one who told it. It was one of our CIs so the blame was on me again!

Return Demo:

I only got 2.0 instead of 1.5 or 1.25, why? Because my check lists were incomplete. I was one of the bloopers in the class and one of the Sisa. Well, that's what our CIs think of me, but deep inside, I know myself much better. I just didn't find the mercury on the oral thermometer but I know how to read. LOL. godammit. I have to prove myself to them.

Pre-lims week

1. Today - We had our exam on CHN, I find it easy but confusing. I was craving for a custard roll of red ribbon. I was at Antipolo yesterday, I already saw Anton who is my sister's newborn baby then her classmates arrived with a box of red ribbon, I didn't know what cake it is so today, I went to red ribbon to see if there's similar to it so I found out that it was custard roll. I treat Phoebe and Ikko a slice of ube cake. Ube and Mocha were the slice of the day so I got no choice.
2. Our exam will be NCM 100 lecture and lab. From 10 am-3pm.
3. English (Phil. Lit.) & Anatomy and Physiology (lab). 7 am-1:30 pm. We already took our pre-lims in P.E.
   
4. Mandarin & Computer. 7 am-5 pm. O_O;;
5. No Class? - It's because CHN and Religion. We don't have pre-lims in Religion and we already took an exam on CHN.
6. We will just take an exam on Anatomy and Physiology lecture at 2:30 pm.

After Pre-lims:

I want to:

• Watch a movie on the big screen.
• Shopping.
• Go to Antipolo.
• Sleep.
• Make a new layout for FI. :D

Can I log in to my existing account in the Tabulas forum?

RULES

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.

B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

C. Notify the person who have tagged you that you've posted this to your blog.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
-- O_O;; it depends if I REALLY love him or NOT.

2. Who will you choose, the person who loves you or the person you love?
-- none. But if you insist, I'd rather choose the one I love. It doesn't matter if he knows it.

3. What's your take on same-sex marriages?
--*speechless*

4. Are you inlove?
-- Seriously, not really.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
-- I don't have an ideal lover.

6. loving someone or being loved by someone else?
-- both.

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
-- For the meantime, yes. But nothing's forever except CHANGE.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-- To someone else? MOVE ON.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
-- none, so far.

10. What do you want most in life?
-- money and SLEEEEEEEEP!

11. Is being tagged fun?
-- Depends upon the questions.

12. Name people you cannot live without?
-- err.. friends and family.

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
-- the most? hmmmmm..

14. What kind of person do you think to the person who tagged you?
-- pretty! my bestfriend. :)

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
-- single and rich!

16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you anymore, what would you do/how would you react?
-- nothing, I don't want to force myself to them to like me.

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
-- No.

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
-- Of course, the one who has a greater impact. (??)

19. What type of friends do you like?
-- Anything goes. Maybe those people who can bring my true self out of me.

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
-- laughs. This reminds me of Manoel who usually do this thingy. lmao.

I tagged: Manoel, Julie, Biey, Aruki, Kairee, Phoebe, Diane and Blue_side

Next time ko na lang din ikkwento yung nangyari sa community immersion namin sa Taal, Batangas. Hay.

Today. Tinatapos ko na yung documentation ng community immersion namin.

2 PGA.

Rewrite the 4 PAs.

Family Assessment - Initial Data base.

Family Coping Index.

Interpretation of Physical Assessments in Paragraph Form - pending.

UPCOMING Activities:

Return Demo - Tuesday

Analysis of a short story by a filipino writer - I still don't have a short story. (Wednesday)

Mandarin -  paperworks. (Wednesday)

Physio-Anatomy - paperworks/quiz or practical. (Wednesday)

P.E. (swimming) - prelim. (Wednesday)

How could I find a time to do those things scheduled on Wednesday if we have a return demo on Tuesday?! FUCK!

Here are some gifts for my blog:

Vincent & Ryan.

Vincent & JM.

Here's the story of those pics:

1st pic - I have a crush on Vincent and Ryan has a crush on me? I guess.

2nd/3rd pic - Again, Vincent - my crush and JM reminds me of my ex which is Benedick, they have similar personality. I tend to talk to JM everytime Ryan approaches me. XD

jover, ako, delaine, ryan

crush (Vincent) kong bangag during computer lab, with Anika. :D

01. I had my hair straightened yesterday.
02. I got cough & cold due to stress and weather.
03. I'm bringing my baon or lunch at school since my friends are also doing it because of the hectic sched (30 min. breaks).
04. I'm using my old backpack since my friends are also using theirs.
05. I've put new DVD-ROM, CD-ROM on my pc so probably, I'll watch honey and clover on sembreaks.
06. I have a crush.
07. I have too much of the color purple in my bag.
08. I've open up my feelings to my ex boyfriend few hours ago.
09. I already got rid of my old feelings.
10. I wear swimsuit without the undies during our p.e. class & I can't float.

I tag: Manoel, Julie, Nicey, Diane, Biey, Aruki, Kairee, Shandelzare, and everyone who wants to take this.

Grabe, ang tindi.. So P. Health Care w/ RLE namin kanina, isang subject lang yun pero from 8 am to 7 pm kami. Grabe talaga, kapagod. Pero kahit inaantok na ko ngayon, magpopost pa din ako dahil hindi ko alam kung anong dapat kong maramdaman, pagod at inis pero masaya pa din.

Swimming na namin bukas, nahihiya ako mag swimsuit, syempre dahil nandun yung crush ko. Tapos kelangan ko ng 1x1 picture, nagpakuha na ko last sunday pero hindi ko pa nakuha. Kasi naman, umulan kahapon tapos kanina naman, dahil late na, hindi ko na naabutang bukas, so bukas wala akong picture na mailalagay sa 1/8 index card ko. Pero sa totoo lang, sumasaya ang araw ko pag kinakausap niya ko. Sabi ko nga sa post ko kahapon, tinigil ko na yung pagkakaroon ng crush sa kanya, pero pano ko yun magagawa eh siya tong lapit ng lapit.

From 8-7 pm ang class ko. Magkatabi nanaman kami dahil nakipagpalit yung friend ko sa kanya ng upuan, nasa harapan nanaman kami and nung nagstart na ng class, nagcheck ng proper grooming yung mga CIs. Okay naman ako, pero siya, mahaba daw hair niya so ginupitan siya sa likod and pinagawa ng IR (incidental report), kasi naman, pasaway siya, sinabihan na pala siya kahapon na magpagupit pero hindi niya sinunod, ang nakakatuwa, sakin pa siya humingi ng tulong kung pano gumawa ng IR and sinulat talaga niya yung mga sinabi ko. LOL. Parang girlfriend lang ako! Hindi niya alam na ginupitan pala siya, then he asked me kung ginupitan daw ba siya, sabi ko Oo, syempre may mga nahulog na hair sa damit niya, all over him, gets? Tapos parang ayaw pa niyang maniwala, kung hindi ko pa sinabing madaming hair sa likod niya and then I wiped it off, you get the picture? LOL. Humirit pa siya na hindi daw niya kita or abot, if I know, baka gusto lang niyang ako ang mag alis. *ROFLMAO* Kapal ko talaga and ang babaw noh?

Medyo nagiging close na din kami and effective naman yung pagpapatawa ko sa kanya, syempre kelangang bumawi dahil naging masama ako recently. Ang nakakakilig pang picture, before mag lunch break, inaantok nanaman siya (he's also a sleepyhead like me) sa klase. Ginising ko siya, nagising naman siya pero nagulat ako dahil sa pagkagulat niya sakin, lalo siyang tumabi sakin then nakinig sa CI pero I didn't know na tulog nanaman pala siya! Caught ang attention ng CI and tinawag siya dahil almost nakapikit na talaga siya, ang daming nakakita and syempre pati mga friends ko natawa sa kanya. After nun, nalaman ko na lang na kaya natatawa mga friends ko ay hindi dahil sa kanya, kundi samin at kinkilig sila samin! Kasi daw, super ang lapit na daw ng face niya sakin na parang babagsak daw sa shoulder ko or parang nagkikiss daw kami. Yung iba naman ang sabi, para daw kami. Nagulat ako dahil hindi ko alam.

Syempre kilig naman ako dun! Iniisip ko na hanggang 6 pm ko pa siya makakasama, but sad to say, after lunch break, super na late na siya so sa iba siya nakaupo the whole afternoon. Pero... Dedma lang talaga ko nung uwian na, parang wala lang sakin. Pero nung nasa labas na kami ng NAL (Nursing Arts Lab). Laking gulat ko nung paglabas niya, derederecho siya papunta sakin and parang inaangasan ako or parang nilalapit niya yung sarili niya, I can't describe basta kilig nanaman ako pero hindi talaga halata. Yun pala, sinabihan lang ako na kumuha ng copies ng lecture sa loob ng NAL. Sumigaw ako, nakalimutan ko kung ano sinabi ko basta papasok na ko ng room then he grabbed my bag, ang lakas ng hila niya then sabi niya na "Halika dito! Wag ka na kumuha." Pero tuloy pa din ako.

Paglabas ko ulit, hinila niya ko sa isang side, yung kaming dalawa lang pero may mga tao din of course. Bumulong pa talaga siya sakin! "Alam mo ba kung anong oras ang dismissal ng A?"

Tang ina, nagulat ako dun, naalala ko na may gusto nga pala siya dun sa girl na taga dun, pero hindi sila. Imbis na maasar ako or magisip na baka halata na niyang may crush ako sa kanya, inasar ko pa siya lalo, sabi ko lang na.. "Hmmmmm..." Yung may tonong nangaasar dahil alam kong kaya niya yun natanong dahil dun sa girl na yun. Nainis siya na ang seryoso daw ng tanong niya pero ayoko sumagot ng maayos, sabi ko na lang na "Hindi ko kaya alam!"

Hindi kaya pinagseselos lang niya ko? Or di kaya pinapamukha niya na iba gusto niya? Halata na kaya ako? Or gusto lang niya kaming maging close lalo?

Public ko na lang to, kahit na naka friends-only post yung buong details kahapon. Bakit ko nga ba ginawa yun? Dahil baka makita ng ex ko? Ano naman kung mabasa niya, binabasa pa nga ba niya blog ko? Ano naman kung masaktan siya? Masasaktan nga ba talaga siya? Pagod na ko maghintay sa kanya.

Pag naghihintay, walang dumadating. Kaya hindi na ko maghihintay para may dumating, at tatanggapin ko na lahat ng pagbabago.

-- I actually have a navigation at the right side but it can only be viewed when  you're using Mozilla Firefox. I posted this because I noticed that there's no one posting at my tagboard. I don't use Internet Explorer anymore because of viruses.

I just realized yesterday that I have no class this tuesday though it's the 1st day of classes, just because of what my schedule says. I have no class on monday & tuesday. So my 1st day will be on wednesday. I wasn't relieved. I wonder what will happen on my first day. Good thing happened last night, I talked to my classmates about it and I think it will be smooth if I go with them, they're actually my former classmates last year during first sem. I had nice time with them though so I'm not in a doubt but of course I still need someone who really understands me. Well, some people say: If you don't fit in, maybe you're extraordinary in their too ordinary world. Yeah! Be positive.

It was nice to talked again with Chantal after few weeks, she texted me last night, so it's nice to hear that she's still alive. Maybe we could get together sometimes, at least when we're not busy anymore together with Asami.

I've saw Utada Hikaru in music station, her song Prisoner of Love's making me end this post and wants me to download it. But first, I want to search it's english translation. xDD

About vector art, I don't think I can manage to learn it by this time, it's so sudden and besides classes are soon to open so I really must give up this and go back to reality. Maybe I could do it on sembreak. I just wish it's already sembreak even if classes aren't still open. lol. It's just that, I'm still lazy to go to school, I dunno if it's just my mood or my mind and body that won't allow it. One thing more, I still want to learn how to speak French! :O

I've made more usericons here and it's all Shirota Yuu. <33 Uhh.. the title is in french which means I still want to learn, but not for the moment.

Anyway, after that, I was so hungry so my mom and I went to Burger King to take out food. Then we went home in our house in Antipolo. This morning, I went home here in our hometown. Well, from 2 in the afternoon, I slept until 7:30 pm. My brother really annoys me, he's procrastinating! He used the computer for 5 hours so here I am tonight surfing.

I'll be making new usericons of Shirota Yuu by tomorrow & finish all the pop arts until Sunday. ^_^

My current shoutout:

"Adieu depuis longtemps perdu mon amant, vous ne savais que mes sentiments pour vous n'ont jamais changé jusqu'à aujourd'hui."

"Farewell my long-lost lover, you did not know that my feelings for you have never changed until today."

I learned new stuff, I learned how to make a Pop Art, you can view my works both on my Friendster & Multiply accounts. I once planned to make vector arts but that was only a plan, I don't even tried making one. I first saw this pop art from my friend, Phoebe right after I got home from Davao, so I asked her how did she do it, she told me the site and that's it! I thought it's really difficult but once you tried it and get used to it, it's more enjoyable!

My friend, Manoel usually goes here in the house to borrow some cds for his computer and at the same time to surf the net since I have a DSL right now, so we had fun exchanging some mp3s in our cellphones and of course, to talk about his/our network. It's really funny that we have this imaginary corporation. Speaking of Manoel (Boss), I think he will join the contest of ABS-CBN's t-shirt contest, and I already saw his entry. Well.. Goodluck to you!

American Idol. How can I forget, I really didn't cared about who wins between the battle of two Davids because I like both of them. After the finals, I saw their names everywhere here on the internet, like on Friendster, here and other websites. But there's only one thing I really love about it, it's the song of David Cook - Always be my Baby. Eventhough everyone loves it too and all the radio stations are playing it, I'm not annoyed. Av revoir!