~ haseesah ~

Dreams

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 15:04:34 +0000

Hmm. Nothing. I just wanna rant and rant, hoping you'd pardon me for my weirdness.

Back when I was in my first year of highschool, I had this spring notebook. It was the 23rd day of April then, I started listing down my dreams in my life. I intentionally placed a small space before each line, so that I'd be able to check it once it came true. My dreams were quite simple, only some of them are quite complicated and hard to achieve; nevertheless, they were all possible. :) Some of my dreams during that time were:

__ Have a closer relationship with God
__ Convince "lost" people to have faith in God
__ Get hurt and cry over someone
__ Be able to get up once I fall
__ Write a summary of my life with all of my realizations
__ Be a writer who could inspire others in their lives
__ Be closer to my family
__ Have a true girl best friend
__ Have a guy best friend
__ Have an overnight at a friend's house
__ Star gazing with my friends
__ Compose a poem for my friends
__ Lay on the roof while gazing at the stars
__ Receive a gift during Valentines
__ Receive flowers or chocolates from a loved one
__ Have someone who'd compose a poem for me
__ Have someone who'd love me for who I am
__ Publish a book
__ Compose a song
__ Be a word factory champion
__ Be a gold medalist
__ Be a guitarist
__ Be part of a band
__ Celebrate my birthday in another country
__ Realize that life is great, really great!

Those are just some of my dreams that are listed in that notebook. Anyway, I forgot about that notebook after months and even years. Around 2 weeks ago, I fixed my belongings and found this notebook, after almost two years of not touching it. I scanned it: it contained my thoughts during that summer, some relevant parts of my life, a list of the people who greeted me on my 14th birthday, a sort of essay about my desire to write, the draft of my favorite tagalog poem and of course, there it was written: the list of my dreams in life. :)

Now, I realized that almost all of my dreams during that time came true. And yeah, just now, I came up with a great conclusion, another lesson in life that I'd never forget:

Dreams can really come true. We just have to wait for the right time. But this does not mean that we should do nothing. Of course, we have to make our dreams come true. :)

I still have lots of things to write about. If you're interested, just wait for my next entry. :)

Summer Thoughts

Mon, 09 Apr 2007 14:56:04 +0000

My mind kept on bothering me of random thoughts that pop into my mind like every hour. I'm going to share to you some of the thoughts I could still remember.

First Issue: Course to take in College. Well, yeah, I still haven't decided yet. I just don't know what I like, or what I wanna be. I just wanna be successful. Haha. But, it's really hard to choose, and I hate making decisions. I'm just afraid that I'll choose the wrong one, and end up having a regretful life. I don't want to be one of those people who did nothing but to blab about their regrets and stuff. No. So, yeah, I think I'll be spending my summer thinking it over. And HOPEFULLY, I will be able to find out what I really want in my life.

Second Issue: Enrolling in a good review center. Ionne, a good friend of mine, informed me of a very nice review center. LSC. I think, Loyola something. She said it's around 9k, but another friend of mine told me that they gave a 50% off discount on honor students. So, yeah, I don't know if they're still offering that huge discount on honor students this year. Well, hopefully. :) Because I feel like I really need to freshen up my memory. I have always observed myself, and realized that I keep on forgetting lots of things, especially lessons right after the test. Hahaha. I really don't know what's wrong with my brain. I feel really weird.

Third Issue: I miss my old classmates. =(( But, yeah, I really felt disappointed because of March 29. It was supposed to be a CLASS get-together. And guess how many were we? Only THREE. And yeah, as usual, I was the first one to arrive. I was alone at Megamall for almost two freaking hours. x-( So, yeah, now I really don't know if I should be the one to arrange another outing or get-together or whatsoever. Because, think about it, if only three were allowed or only three wanted to come to Megamall, how much more if it was a farther place? So there. I really don't know what to do with them. Haha. But one thing's for sure, I miss them so very much. :(

Fourth Issue: My mind keeps on bugging me, really. :)) Haha, well it's quite funny. :)) Because I feel like I want to write something, something that I'd be very proud of. I don't think it's a poem. It's something new, something at a more complicated level. But, the problem is, I really don't know what it is. I've been reading some books lately, and when I read books, I really feel inspired. Maybe that's the kind of inspiration that's been troubling me lately. But I swear, I can't get it off my mind. Haha. Sorry if I sound so retarded, I guess I really am. Haha. Or maybe, Eesah's brain just wants her summer to be worthwhile, fun at the same time meaningful. Oh yeah, I certainly hope that's just it. :))

Third Year's Over

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 14:05:23 +0000

Well, yeah, you read that right. My third year life is already over. And I am so missing it right now [even if yesterday was just our last day] :( Especially TCJ, my beloved section. A lot of things have happened this year. I won't be enumerating all of them like I did last time. It's just too much. Hahaha. Anyway, here are at least some of the things I'll never forget about third year:

TCJ ~ Of course, I'll miss this section. They've taught me so much and made me realize a lot of great things. They've showed me they really care for me, and I really feel special because of them. No words can express how happy I am to have them. And for sure, I'll never be forgetting them.
Bettina ~ Yeah, being stuck with her is just fun. Hahaha! I really love her, and I'm gonna miss doing projects and all the other stuff with her. I was supposed to write her a letter on our last day, but unfortunately, I didn't get to finish it. Ohwell. I know she knows what I'm about to tell her anyway.
YPI ~ Yeah, it's my band. My one and only beloved band. It's through them that I felt "talented" even just for once in my life. It's through them that one of my dreams were fulfilled. And I'm thankful that I'm with Mkat, Bejae, Isai and Charrie. I know no one else could be better for me than them. I know we didn't win anything during the battle of the bands. But I don't really mind. It's not just the band, it's the friendship that matters. I love you so much YPI, and I super thank you for being there for me always, especially yesterday when I needed someone to talk to. Thank you. And also to you, our band manager, Dear. I love you.
CLE ~ I'm so gonna miss our CLE lessons with Mrs. Pidlaoan. Th:-Dey're just great. You can really learn a lot from her, that you can't learn from any other teacher.
VV ~ Yeah, I'm gonna miss being with them everyday. But I know we'll be spending summer together. Haha. I love you gals forever and ever. :loveeyes:

Did I forget anything? Haha. Oh, I would like to make mention my dearest Dear, for being with me all throughout the year, for being so patient with me, and being my seatmate for the last two quarters. Haha. I love you and thank you for everything. :P And yeah, third year gave me a chance to get close with a lot of people, including my bandmates, Bejae, Mkat, Char and Isai, my classmates, Sheila, Ariane, Jo, Joy, Paulina, Buchay and a lot more. I actually got close to almost everyone in the class. Our class is really bonded. Haha. Thank you for everything. :-D

That's it. I don't want to keep this so long since I'm talking to my crazy bestfriend, Blanche. Hahaha. I love her and she's the only reason why I wanted to end the school year, so I could freely talk to her every freaking day. Haha.

Anyway, of course, I'd like to thank GOD. If not for him, I wouldn't be able to experience all of these. I love you Lord. Thanks for letting me come back to you again, through CLE. :-D

Second Quarter is over! :))

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 11:49:07 +0000

So, here I go again. But now, I would be writing about the Second Quarter of my Third Year life. Haha, so where do I start? Hmm.

August 17 ~ The day when the Saint Rose of Lima Website was supposed to be submitted. Charrie, Bejae and I crammed for this website. By the way, the three of us were the representatives of III - TCJ for the Web Design Contest dedicated to Saint Rose of Lima. Luckily, we were able to submit the website in just the right time.

August 18 ~ The Elimination round for the Web Design Contest was held around 3 pm inside the CSR Computer Laboratory. In the elimination round, contestants were given only 3 minutes to explain the website. And yeah, we had a mistake there. We talked nonsense for like, the first 2 minutes, then Charrie, as good as she is, explained our website in just a minute. When we went out of the room, we were all so frustrated because we felt like the judges were all so biased. And we thought we didn't actually have a chance to be one of the finalists. During dismissal time, the three of us were called by Ms. Villaroman along with 2 other groups of contestants. We were wondering why we were called, then Ms. Villaroman congratulated us for being one of the finalists. And, yeah, we were all so happy. But the happiness soon turned to fear, as we realized that we need to present the website in front of the whole school.

August 22 ~ The day that we feared came. Yeah, it was the day when we are supposed to go up there in front and show our website to the whole school body. The first plan was, Charrie and I will explain up there, and Bejae will be navigating the site. I was too scared, and knowing the fact that Bejae's better in explaining in front, Bejae and I switched places. I was lucky enough to make Bejae agree with my plan. Haha! Anyway, so they were up there while I was taking care of navigating the site while they were explaining. Eximius was over supportive, and Bejae's charm seemed to have moved everyone listening to her. We were all so happy, of course. Afterwards, our batchmates have all been telling us that we would win, but of course, we refused to believe. I didn't want to have false hopes or anything. Nevertheless, I went home happy and satisfied.

As a lot of people know, I have my afternoon nap right after school. When I woke up, I received a text message from Charrie saying that we actually WON the Web Design Contest, and that our website is posted on the CSR Website. I quickly got out of my bed to check the CSR website, and there, I found our masterpiece. I was so happy of course.

August 23 ~ The day when the contestants will be rewarded. We were actually declared as winners. Hahaha, I had this really funny feeling inside me. So we went up there, received our gold medals, feeling all proud of ourselves. It was truly an amazing day. Afterwards, Ampee, Mkat and I went to the mall just for fun. We watched Click, ate at Wendy's, and, I already forgot what else we did. Hahaha

September 1 ~ We had a theater-play viewing of Noli Me Tangere at the AFP Theater. This was the most memorable of all our theater-play viewings because this was when the Rosenas actually got into a fight with the AFP Theater Crew. Well, not really into a fight, but a misunderstanding. I won't talk of it that much, but bottom line is, everyone got pissed off.

September 6-8 ~ Holy Retreat of the Eximius at the Tagaste Retreat House. Nothing much happened here, or maybe I'm just too lazy to blab about stuff. Haha. I enjoyed this retreat, it taught me one of life's greatest lessons.

September 10-13 ~ PRISSAAP National Youth Congress at Teacher's Camp, Baguio. I was with Ampee almost the whole time here. A lot of things happened here, but again, I'm just too lazy. Haha. It was really fun, and especially I got the chance to bond with Ampee again, because we don't really bond that much.

After the PRISSAAP Congress, we were all so busy catching up on our lessons, having very long chapter tests, and facing Project Week. I barely got the chance to go online and chat with my friends and bestfriends, especially Blanche and Ian. I'm so sorry for that.

Anyway, I forgot the date when Milenyo came to ruin the Philippines, but all I could remember was a week of no classes. For the first time, I was able to experience Typhoon Signal No. 3, and trust me, it wasn't at all nice. It was very, very scary. But, even after all the destruction that Milenyo left, it taught me again one of life's greatest lessons. Having no electricity for 6 days made me realize how much I am attached with material possessions, especially the computer, that I am already forgetting the most important thing in my life. Milenyo gave me a chance to bond with God and also made me realize how much I need Him in this life.

After Milenyo, came loads and loads of work to do. Our busy schedule became even busier, and I was so close to experiencing depression. Thanks to him for being always there to help me with like, everything. Hahaha.

I actually can't remember what else happened in October, but here are some of the events I can still remember [because they're quite recent! ]

October 16 ~ The killer Javascript Practical Exam. I'm saying "killer" because this was the test with the lowest scores experienced by the Eximius. First, the exam was 90 items in all. But since our scores were all so low, our teacher decided to tone down the items to 70. But still, even when it was already toned down, only 6 students in the batch passed. So our teacher decided to have this Remedial Exam for everyone except those 6 students. I still don't know the results of the Remedial Exam, but I sure hope that it's better than the first.

October 18 - 21 ~ Second Quarter Exams. Generally, our exams were all hard except for some, just some.

October 21 ~ Bandage at DBTI. This was very disappointing at first, I wouldn't tell you why, Just message me. Nevertheless, I had fun. It was a good way to spend the last day of hell.

October 23 ~ Eximius Field Trip at Morong-Baras-Tanay. The field trip was nothing compared to last year. But I still had fun. I spent the day with Bettina and Edizza. Since Ampee and Dorothy were on the other bus.

October 24 ~ I went to Bettina's house around 1pm to do our Computer and Trigonometry projects. We did the Computer project for like, 5 hours. But it turned out to be really beautiful, right Bettina? Hahaha. Our project was to make a website containing Interactive Tutorials for Nursery, Kinder1 and Kinder2 students, using HTML and Javascript. And this was the reason why I have been singing the "If you're happy and you know it clap your hands" song for like, 3 days or more. Yeah, I'm really childlike.

October 25 ~ We had our living rosary in the field. Nothing much happened in the living rosary. Afterwards, we had our classes, received the results for our periodical exams. Mine was okay, but my first quarter exam results were better than now. Anyway, I'm still thankful.

October 26 ~ During the morning, Sashi and I got quite irritated because of the UN thingy. We still had no entry for the Advocacy Ad and it was supposed to be submitted the next day. Anyway, we planned to go to Paoville, Ramonelle's house to do the Advocacy Ad. Sashi, Joy, Ramonelle, Genine, Bettina were there. So there, we started a little late already. Bettina and I even got the chance to wear the soldier's hat and have a video with real soldiers. We also took a video of a real airplane. We even asked some kids to join our video. Then we encountered this really really big problem. We could not transfer the video to the computer for editing since we used the mini DV tape, and not the memory stick. We were all so frustrated already, we even planned to go to Market Market so that the experts could do the transferring and editing but we ran out of time. So, after an hour of time wastage, we had Plan B. Plan B was to simply forget about everything we've taken a video of, and start a new one. We actually taped a 6-second video of ourselves saying "Promote peace, Stop the violence, Do it for the children." Then, I compiled pictures relating to the theme, and Lemmie made the video using Flash. We did that from 10pm until 530am. I got some 2 hours of sleep only, and when I was about to go to sleep, my mom told me to wake up since it was already 530am. I was really feeling a bit dizzy and odd, but still I was able to go to school safe.

October 27 ~ The UN Celebration and the Math & Science Week Celebration. The UN program started. Oh yeah, before it started, we had a problem. Our previous Filipino teacher, now a History teacher approached me to say that our Advocacy Ad isn't working. So Charrie, Sashi and I went there looking all worried, while saying to myself that "it should work! it should work!" Well, yeah, it worked, the person controlling the cd's there just doesn't know how to open a VCD. Going back, Charrie presented our picture for the Photo Exhibit. And we also presented our Advocacy Ad. Luckily, III - TCJ won in both. We had our recess, then the Math & Science Week Celebration started. The Eximius band performed, and surprisingly, they won against all the other year levels. Also, Pauline Feraren, Nadine Suyosa, Ching, TF, Sashi and I joined the poster-making contest held a month ago. It was awarded that day too, and we also won against the other year levels. So it was a really happy day for the Eximius. When I got home, I got a lot of sleep. Haha. It was such a tiring day.

My main plan this sembreak is to take a long, long rest. Hahaha. I just finished editing my Multiply and Friendster accounts. Hooray for me!

I think I should end this entry now, because I can sense people already yawning because of this entry. Again, I would just like to thank God for another nice and challenging quarter. And thanks to you too, thanks for reading this entry! Comments are all the more appreciated.

1st quarter is over. :(

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 13:12:44 +0000

Hahaha. Time flies by so fast. It's as if yesterday was only the first day. And now, it's already the 2nd quarter. I had a lot of fun last 1st quarter. I made new close friends, and kept the old ones. :) I'm also very happy with our section. They're really fun to be with. Almost all of us are already close with each other. Hahaha. :-D Anyway, these are some of the remarkable events this first quarter. :-P

July 21 - Far, Joy, Sheila, Ariane, Jo and I went to Glorietta to do our Chemistry Class Project. Afterwards, we went to Kids @ Work. My first time ever. I was fun, so much fun. :-D [ We got a grade of 99 for that Chem Project :-P ]

July 27 - TCJ people went to Market Market to buy stuff for the Wedding and to Ramonelle's house to do the props. AC almost lost her phone, and Nice's cat peed on her bag. =)) Hahaha. Actually, we did nothing there. :-P We just, you know, talked, bonded. Genine also came. They're actually neighbors. Hahaha. It was fun. Ramonelle sang really loud after we got inside the car. And it rained so hard that we can't even see the street. Then the day after that, she swore she'd never sing again. Hahaha. :-P

July 29 - My last day in the DLSU Math and Stat Camp. I had fun with them and the BAP people. We even made friends with two students from Assumption College. We had lunch at a restaurant-bar with the expenses care of DLSU. We even played billiards for a while. Hahaha. It was fun, just as expected as it was already the last day. I'm gonna miss going to La Salle though. :-( Haha. It was truly a fun way to learn. I wish I could attend that again next year. :-D

August 2 - Nice, AC, Sheila, Far, Joy, Ariane, Jo and I went to Glorietta again to buy materials for the props and costume for the Egyptian Wedding the next day. Afterwards, we went again to Kids @ Work. And once again, it was fun. :-D

August 3 - Egyptian Wedding of Nice and AC. It was so beautiful that Sheila and I wanted to cry whenever we see the setting. Hahaha. Promise, I wish you were all there to watch. Just image 29 3rd year students all dressed up as Egyptian men and women, with their faces having make-up and eyeliners in a place where a red carpet is well-seen, Christmas lights all over, golden table and chair sheets, and large as well as small pyramids on top of the tables. Haha. The bride even looked like Queen Nefertiti of Ancient Egypt. She is so beautiful. :-D With all the hardwork of the TCJ people, we got a 98 grade for that. Hahaha. :-P

August 4 - Argh, something bad happened. Ohwell. Hahaha. I'm not going to talk about that. Hmm, I enjoyed playing and talking with the kids during Catechism. I really missed them. Hahaha. I remember Bettina, she asked me to run with her, while her foot just healed from some sort of fracture. Hahaha. But her foot's fine now, I think. :-P

August 7-10 - Periodical Exams of the HS Department of CSR Makati. :-)

August 10 - Vv and some 4th year students went to Powerplant and Glorietta. It was fun, they are really fun to be with. We went to Powerstation, Kids @ Work, had a picture card and stuff. Hahaha. :-D

August 11 - The Day. When I say "The Day", it's the day when the results of the exams are given. Hahaha. :-D Mine was alright. Almost everyone's were fine, except for the subject Computer. Hahaha. Yeah, you got that right. :-P

August 12 - This is today, actually. Vv went to Glorietta. We were with Quisha. :-D I really missed her. Hahaha. A lot of things happened today. But I'm really glad everything's alright now. We even watched Just My Luck. Hahaha. I had fun with them. I love you Vv! :-D Too bad Dorothy wasn't able to come. I missed her. Hehe. :-P Actually, the TCJ people went to Megamall today to have an iceskating session. Hahaha. Too bad I wasn't there. Paulina, Ramonelle and I weren't able to come. Ohwell. It's okay. There are still lots of chances anyway. :-P Now, I'm chatting with Blanche. I missed her too. I wasn't able to chat with her for a quite a while already because of all these activities and the periodical exams. I love you Blanche! :heart:

I really thank God for letting me experience all these. Okay, you may call me dramatic or sentimental. I don't really mind. Hahaha. I'm just happy that God is keeping me safe and happy most of the time. I know problems will always come but I also know that He's always there for me. And I love Him. :heart:

Hmm, I guess that's it. I'm just happy I had time to update this. Hahaha. Thanks for reading this entry. :-P You are truly a patient person. =)) Haha. Take care everyone. :-D

periodical exams? over! :D

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 16:15:08 +0000

The 1st quarter periodical exams just finished yesterday. We went to Powerplant and Glorietta to celebrate the fun. Hahaha. Hmmmmm, the results are quite good, I think? Hahaha. Try and try until you succeed. =)) Whatever eesah! Anyway, I still have lots of things to do. I'm just super lazy since the exams are over and I need a break. :P Hahaha. I'll go to Glorietta tomorrow with my friends. I miss Quisha so much. I can't wait to see her again. Hahaha. I love you vV! :-D I miss Blanche too, but unfortunately I don't get to see her tomorrow. :-( Hahaha. Ohwell, that's life. I can't always get what I want. But I still am happy for whatever I have right now. Haha, So I guess that's it. Take care everyone. :-D

New Layout. ;)

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 18:08:21 +0000

Hmm? As you can see, new layout! Hahaha. Yeah, I do love Patrick Star! Hahaha! :-D Finally, one of the things I have been wanting to achieve has been attained: a new layout. Wahaha. This one's really different from the old one, if you have seen that before. The old one has this sort of starry, dark look. And this one's really bright and colorful. Hahaha. It's good that a friend of mine convinced me that a light-colored blog would look great. And it does. It looks pretty unique because most of the blogs I see are dark-colored. Oh yeah, you can drag that Patrick Star around the page. Try it, it's fun! [This webpage is best viewed using Mozilla Firefox or Opera browsers] Hahaha, I just love it. :-D Thanks to you. :-D

Regarding my last entry, I have been spending my time reading some books. I have just finished reading Stainless Longganisa by Bob Ong. And it's my 9th day reading the Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. [You have to read it in 40 days. :-)] Stainless Longganisa is about writing, Ong's books and the like. Purpose Driven Life is about, of course, God and how to live your life driven by a purpose. I really like that book, because I do think it's a great way of being closer to God, and that's just my first priority this summer. :-D Yesterday, I've just started with Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom. I'm still reading it now. :-D Oh, I have also composed another poem [which is also one of my things to do this summer]. It is entitled "In the End." It's about a love story of best friends. It's not really about my love story, but a friend's story. Their story really touched me, that's why I've decided to write a poem about it. You can read that poem here.

So far, that's all I've been doing. Oh yeah, I've been playing the guitar and the piano, but just whenever I feel like playing those. Hahaha. :-D I don't think I'd focus playing songs using those instruments. This time, I think I'd rather compose poems and read books. Hahaha. :-D You may not have known, but the problem with me is that, I really don't read books [unless I have to do it for a book report or study for a test]. Hahaha. When I was young, I thought of reading books as a boring hobby. But now I've realized that I should be reading books because they're really helpful in the future, and fun too. So that's just what I'm doing now, I'm kind of changing my lifestyle. Hahaha. I hope by the end of this summer, I already know how to enjoy reading books. Hahaha. :-D

On the other side of me... :-)

Random thoughts have been lingering in my mind for weeks now. I don't even know why. I have always been like this, I mean, my mind has always been whispering thoughts to me. Haha, freaky! Like it wants to tell me something, which I don't really know. Hahaha. It's like, pursuing me to write something which I only know a little stuff about. Waaah, I am so weird! Hahaha. I've always been thinking of writing a story, the book-type of story. Hahaha, but I haven't really started writing short stories. So I guess I have to start with that first. :-D Hahaha. If I haven't mentioned to you yet, I've been some sort of writer since 2nd grade. Though my poems during those times really were for "2nd graders," you know. :-P Haha. I don't know why, but I just love composing poems. There was even a time that I got addicted to it and I composed poems thrice a day. Hahaha. But now, I've been writing poems at least once a month or a quarter, or just whenever I feel like it. Hahaha. :-D

When I was young, I greatly dreamt of writing my own book. Hahaha. But now, I realized it's so hard to have your own book. You have to go through crazy editors/publishers and a great deal of criticism. Once the readers have read your book, there are only two things they would do: praise you or criticize you. Hahaha, Bob Ong's right when he said that being a writer is hard. Once you've written something and published it in the book, you cannot erase it anymore. So if you're a writer, you really have to be careful with all the words you write. Hahaha. Anyway, I think I've gone too far now. Haha. I just wanted to share whatever comes out of my head, so I am really sorry if you got bored by this. :-)

Another side of me.. :-)

My mom, lola and tita are going to leave for Australia later. And they're going back after three weeks. That's so long. I'm gonna miss them all. :-( Oh well, there's nothing I can do but to pray that they'd go there safe and sound. :-) I think I have to end this entry already. This just seems so long. Hahaha. Maybe I just got inspired by the new layout! Hahaha. I hope you're all okay, and thanks for having patience in reading my entry. :-D Oh yeah, I'll leave you with this line I read from Five People You Meet in Heaven.

~ No life is a waste. The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone. ~

Summer. :)

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 12:42:59 +0000

Finally, I thought of placing another entry here. Honestly, I really want to change my tabulas, the layout and everything. But Mr. Laziness usually takes over me, and I end up placing nothing. :-) Wahaha. Anyway, our last day of school was March 15. Afterwards, we immediately went to Quisha's house and had an overnight there. Hahaha. It was very fun. :-D The succeeding days, it's either I got really bored at home, or got really tired because I went to the mall or something. Hahaha. :-D I have plans to do this summer but I haven't really started. Hahaha. I guess I'll start after our recognition day or distribution of report cards. By the way, our recognition day is tomorrow. Wahaha. :-D Whatever I receive tomorrow, I'm just really grateful because God has just rained down another blessing. Thank you Lord!!! :-D Hahaha. I really don't know what to say here, I don't even know why I am adding an entry here. Wahaha. :-D I just feel so lazy to do anything. Haaii, anyway, I just hope this summer would be a great summer. :-D Hahaha. Wanna know my plans for this summer? Haha. :-D

Read the Bible. [ seriously. :-D ]
Be closer to God. Increase my spiritual, something. [ yeah, I'm really serious with this. :-D ]
Be good at a sport, still don't know which sport, but, maybe badminton? :-D
Play the guitar better and learn more songs. :-D
Play at least one nice piece in the keyboard, a modern one. Haha. :-) [ I self-studied the keyboard when I was about 9 years old, then stopped. :-D ]
Go to the malls with my friends!!! :-D
Fix my things in our room [ because it really is messy! :-( ]
Compose some poems, again. Haha. :-D
Read pocket books. :-D
Rest my brain!! Wahaha :-D
Change the layout of my tabulas, or friendster account. :-D
Learn more HTML, CSS or computer stuff. :-D
Ugh, I really can't think right now. Maybe I would just update this once I could think of another goal this summer. Anyway, my focus this summer is to have fun! Haha :-D

Well I guess that's it. I just hope I could really meet my goals. Hahaha. Thanks for reading my entry even though it doesn't make any sense at all. Haha. :-D

God is Good. Really. :)

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 12:38:28 +0000

Yesterday was really a great day for a lot of students especially Rosenians. Hahaha. We were dismissed before 12nn and we had no classes. Hahaha. Valasuvas went to Powerplant. We saw a lot of rosenians there. What else would you expect? CSR is just a street or two away from Powerplant. Haha. We talked to Far at the videoke room at Powerstation for an hour or so to fix things up. At first, it didn't really have a happy ending. We just went out of the room so that Far and Jozer could talk. Then, after they talked, she told us she's sorry and we all hugged her. We're so happy we already fixed things up and it just feels so great. Hahaha. Afterwards, comtech and valasuvas went to the videoke room. Hahaha. It was really fun. Then Kuya Alvin catched up at around 530 pm. We were in that videoke room almost the whole afternoon. We left Powerstation at around 6pm. Then went to McDo to eat. Then, the eight of us rode a jeep. When the jeep reached the Makati City Hall, Kuya Alvin and I walked from there to our house. Hahaha. I love my brother! :-D

It was really a great day. I absolutely had fun with valasuvas, and also with them. It's nice to know that our problems had already come to an end. Remember my entry last March about the friendship of valasuvas and comtech? The friendship which was suddenly torn into pieces. Since then, I have been praying to God to bring back those pieces, the lost friendship. And now, I'm really, really glad He answered my prayers. He is really good, or even great. I just want to thank Him for that, and also for every thing else I have in my life right now. Thanks again Lord! I love you! :-D

New Year, New Life?

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 13:50:00 +0000

Something's wrong with my tabulas, I can't add an entry using the advanced editor. Oh well. I guess I have to stick with this one. It's quite okay, I guess? Hahaha. Anyways, it's January 1 today. First day of the year, and honestly, I really don't feel like it. Hahaha. I don't know why, but I feel like my mind is still very exhausted from all the school work. And I have to go back to school in 2 days. Tomorrow is my last day of vacation. Haaaii, oh well. That's life. There's nothing you can do but to simply accept everything that's happening, good or bad. I'm just hoping and praying that tomorrow or maybe later, my mind will not feel exhausted anymore and go back to work. Hahaha! I still have a Business Math project to do later or tomorrow. Actually, I'm planning to do it later but my mind really isn't working.

Christmas Vacation

Uhmm, I have one word to describe this 2005 Christmas Vacation: SHORT! Haaaii, really, it is. :-( Hahaha. Oh well, at least I still enjoyed, somehow. Hahaha. I realized a some important things this vacation. Hmm, I spent every vacation day with my family. And I really enjoyed their company. I love my family so much. Hahaha. :-D Waaah, I don't know what to say anymore. I just want to thank God for everything He has blessed me with. And also for letting me wake up each day feeling alright. I know I have a lot to thank Him for and this entry isn't really enough to express my gratitude for Him. This year 2006 and the coming years, I will really try my very best to be closer to Him. I know I owe Him my life and everything I am today. Hmmm, I just hope that I would be more optimistic for the coming days and years. :-D

Another year has just passed, feels like yesterday when I was just playing with dolls, polly pockets and wearing pink dresses on parties. I remember how I used to hide under a table when I see a clown coming. Hahaha!! :-D Well, I know I'm not that little child anymore. A lot of things have already changed. Still, I hope I'd never stop being a child at heart, who loves to be happy and make others happy as well. Time flies by so fast, really. :-) I do hope I could spend the rest of my life with much meaning than before. As I grow up, I realize more and more the real essence of life. It's not about gaining academic awards and recognitions, nor about being famous or gaining popularity. It's not about having the best toys or gadgets, or having a great number of them. But it's about our own selves making the people around us happy, and loving each other as God has loved us. :-D :heart: