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Ouch..

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 11:13:37 +0000

Since I was in first year. I had been crushing on one boy.. I really really liked him so much.. Second year was not so much fun at all.. Seeing him with his girlfriend didn't please me at all of course.. Anyway, by this time nguusap na kmi.. wow achievement.. pero seeing him almost everyday tpos he's always with his girlfriend.. argh. kumusta nman un.. it friggin' hurts.. akala ko kc wla na ung crush na un e after i almost thought na he knew all about it.. pero bkt gnun.. it still affects me.. siguro mas mganda pa nga kung ndi ko nlng xa kausapn.. dhil khit ano nmang exhibition na gawin ko ndi ko na mgbbgo ung isip nia.. msyado kc xang loyal.. ndi ko nga alm kung ssbhin ko o wag nlng e.. pra at least.. i said what i felt and that's it.. tpusin na ntin.. ang hirap mkipagkumpitensya sa kakilala na niya ng i-don't-even-know-how-many years.. hello lng. Kasalanan nman kc kung pginteresan ko pa siya with the fact that he's taken.. oh no.. that's not good.. kya i better give up.. whatever happens.. i'm still me right? but maybe things would be better if your were with me.. and not with her.. Spare me the vanity crap. This guy is THE best. In my opinion, he's the perfect guy. He's sweet (seems like it though), smart (totally good in almost every aspect of the friggin' curriculum), musician (someone i can connect with when it comes to hitting strings, chords, beats, or whatever there is to it), Brother figure (i end up squealing thinking about how he made his brother smile with a simple gesture of comfort for him). Gahd. Sucks for me. I have to get over him. So this may be the last time i speak of him publicly or i dunno. Anyone who knows who he is please just shut your mouth and i'll thank you afterwards.

wahaw

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 05:59:15 +0000

ui.. bgong entry? haha.. anu kxe.. wla lng.. ngDOTA kc kmi khapon sa shop nila mang juancho.. tpos.. ang stupid ko ata mglaro.. hahaha.. talo kami.. T_T aww.. kakampi ko p nman c kuya.. wahaha.. aus lng nman un dba? nga pla.. khapon din ung enrolment nmin e.. mejo mtagal lng pero masaya nman xa in fairness.. nkita ko si demi ay!! nangitim xa.. ehehe.. pnagtripan dw ba.. cla trish chka ung iba ndi ko na mxado nkausp kc ndi na rin kami mxado ngtagal e.. pero.. aus lng.. pmnta nga kmi kina acebedo e.. ung glasses ng tita ko kinuha niya.. ehehe.. ala lng.. til here muna.. edit ko nlng

~peace~

movie watching (2nd round )

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 10:08:16 +0000

ei yo guys.. i would like to declare.. that.. i had fun today! nyahahaha.. ang saya nung gimik, okz lng kht andami namin.. we ended up watching a movie, visiting quantum, playing DOTA and then we've gone straight home.. aus nman.. mejo thimik lng this time kc ang dami nmin e.. 14 kami.. nkakahiya naman mag-ingay sa cinehan with 13 other pipz disincluding me.. daba?

I. LUNCH

>>kumain kami.. malamang..

II. MOVIE

>>humilera kmi dun sa top deck ng sinehan.. ndi kami ngkasya sa isang row e so dalawa ung naoccupy.. eniwei, ko chka si trish may npancn dun sa teen couple na nasa harap nmin.. they moved way back and guess what trish and I thought.. we both had the idead that the two were planning to make out in the cinema.. asa boi! andun kami.. hahaha.. sobrang hater ako ng PDA, i don't know why.. ndi lahat pero ndi ako tlga boto sa gnun.. Pero ktanggap-tanggap naman ung holding hands, lean etc.. pero pls.. wag nman necking, FK and whatever.. kulang nlng kasi ipagnuknuran nila sa lhat ng tao na wafak! laplapan na to.. hehehe... biro lng.. pero sa totoo lng, naicp ko rin.. pano kaya kung ako ung mkaexperience ng ganun, would i display my affection publicly with someone i love? oh god please no! yoko talaga.. pero minsan ksi ndi na naiicp ng mga tao un e.. right? There's nothing wrong with being sweet or anything but did you ever thought of what other people might say when they see you doing that? People often see this as a negative gesture 'coz it's not proper.. peace nman sa mga tao! sori ah, own opinion ko lng po to.. wla lng aun lng.. next topic..

III.QUANTUM

>>uhm..obviously, nglaro ung mga tao dito.. haha... ndi ako kasama d2 e kc ndi ako mxadong mhilig sa mano-mano na laro.. ^_^

IV. DOTA

>>where we had our worst game ever! pooh! ang hirap kalaban ni francis + von... hello?! ang galing nila, shomai.. sobrang nkakabanas ung game kc ang hirap nung pc tpos naDC halos lhat.. POOH! wag ng maglaro sa EXCEL!! hahaha.. kxe nman e, ampanget ng mouse.. sna sa momos nlng pala tayo nglaro no.. hmph.. ala lng.. grabe nga e, sa seating arrangement npagitnaan ako ng mga papabol.. jowk.. hahaha.. corny.. mdami ngang ngtanong kung bkt ung name ng char ko "**aRnoLd**" .. nyahaha... walang pakelamanan trip ko e.. francis kung nbabasa mo to.. ehem ehem.. asa ka! xXFRANCISXx never!! hahaha.. bastos nga e, ampanget daw ng xX prang X-rated daw xa.. haha.. nyek.. hnggang d2 nlng muna.. edit ko nlng sa susunod.. mwah! byerz..

~jappleteac~ ~dizzaboog~

goodbye hug-buddies

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 08:03:43 +0000

hehe.. tama ba un? ung mga teddy, pillows and huggable stuff nkaaus knina sa may kwarto.. tpos.. wla lng.. niligpit ko na ksi bka marumihan e.. maalikabok ngaun e, sobrang init dn.. bka mgstart ng fire ung mga un.. hehe.. pero ang cute nila tgnan kht ndi pa kumpleto.. ayw mgkasya e.. hehehe.. lookie here..

hehe.. kakamiss.. tinago ko na cla.. hehe.. aus lng un.. at least malinis nman dba? pero pnakaastig tlga ung poring!! wahehe.. prang family picture.. ^_^ hehe.. sana ung mga kabarkda ko etong mga to.. pra mdaling ihug.. namimiss ko na kau e! T_T as in sobra.. at least si trishy, addie plus si lharra nkakausap ko pa.. pero ung iba.. sad but true.. ndi ko alm kung nsan na kayo napunta.. wahehe.. till here..

~jappleteac~ ~dizzaboog~ ~deadlywhispers~

survey gling dizza..

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 04:12:38 +0000

1. do you like someone?
>>think so.. 2. taga san?
>>ccretong malufet!
3. matangkad ba sya?
>>oo?
4. friends ba kayo?
>>oo nman..
5. anong favorite color niya?
>>black pti white..
6.kelan mo sia huling nakita?
>>sa pic nia d2 sa blog.. hehe.. mlamang kkpost ko lng e..
7.umiinom ba sia?
>>oo.. ng tubig.. chka ng coke.. chka ng iced tea.. ^_^
8. gwapo/maganda ba?
>>dpende sa tingin ng tao un e..
9. nag-usap na ba kau?
>>oo.. wla nmang pipi samin e.. ^_^
10. ng-txt ba kau? ano last text nio?
>>ung dishwalla thing..
11. smoker ba sia?
>>hell no! sana nman hndi..
12. alam ba nia na gusto mo sia?
>>nde
13. kung magkita kayo ano sasabihin mo skanya?
>>wala.. kunyari demure effect.. hahaha
14. may cellphone ba?
>>oi ndi nman squatters to no! xempre meron..
15. pagniligawan ka ba ña, may pagasa ba?
>>yea boi!
16.napapanaginipan mo ba sya?
>>sus mariosep nman, anu ko stalker.. pati pnaginip..
17. ano huli niyo napag-usapan?
>>ung gngwa ko
18. what's your most kilig moment with him/her?
>>wlang pakelamanan.. hehe..
19. mahal mo na ba sya?
>>ewan q..
20. alam mo ba buong pangalan nia?
>>oo nman.. ngresearch ako.. jowk.. hehehe..

drum roll

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 10:57:05 +0000

hehehe.. pnapahirapan ko daddio ko.. for one reason.. pra mlaman nia 2ng blog kong to.. hihihi.. ang gling ko no.. haaay.. palakpak nman jan.. *kaway* .. ehehe hai.. ang bait nia ang chaka.. hehe.. nagtiyatiyaga e.. kht mhirap.. naku daddio.. bka mahulog mxado loob ko sayo jan sa gngwa mo.. *palo ng noo* kaya ko to.. nyaha.. npakadesidido kc e.. hmph.. boink.. hmm.. masend kya nia skin ung quote na iniintay ko.. sna nman o lord.. ^_^ hehe.. ambaet baet baet baet baet baet baet ni daddio.. prang ako?! jowk.. ehehe.. ndi ko mareach to.. ang suave kase.. hahaha.. nakuha na ata nia ung link na www.tabulas.com/~deadlywhispers nyohoho.. gud luck nlng saken.. matutunaw nlng ako sa hiya..

sa ngayon.. balikan natin ung ngyari skin kninang umaga.. freak-o kaya.. sobrang kawawa ako.. hehe.. I woke up with this freakin' pnira-ng-buhay headache.. can't eat, sleep nor do anything.. pwera nlng text.. knamusta nga ako ni paula e.. hihihi.. sobrang npaenglish ako e.. kainis kc e.. hehe.. sbi ko ata sa knya "dammit this headache is killing me! gahd help me dude.. " tpos tnanong niya kung bket.. sbi ko ata sknya "maybe because of the quick-change in our temperature last night or sumthng from burning heat to freezing ice" kc nman e.. ang init khapon tpos nung gabi malamig.. WT?! weird d2 sa pinas e, la tayo mgagwa.. hehe.. okz na lahat.. ako pa! weird nga e, first time ata.. eniwei.. astigin ung cappuccino shake knina.. sobrang yummy! nawala ung init ng pkiramdam.. nice one yo! so pano.. til here.. *peace*

~jappleteac~ ~deadlywhispers~ ~dizzaboog~ ~13~

Y-O-U by Cerise Eugenio

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 10:35:34 +0000

I've met someone whom I adore

From his head, down the floor

I've never met someone like him before

I don't want to lose him anymore.

Like a treasure... when i'm with him

Like a lost pup... just a thought of losing him

Just the way he makes me feel

and holding his hand is oh so dear!

I rarely feel this way before

yeah.. too bad.. it just started..

or is it my moment to love again

love someone, who loves me as me.

***daddio*** naks..

haaaay...

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 03:08:15 +0000

omg.. huhuhu.. a really sad thing happened last saturday that REALLY really broke my stupid heart.. dammit! what the hell is wrong with that guy.. anyway everything between us is ok.. just ok.. but the thing is a guy I call "daddie" was there when I thought all hell breaks.. he's a really nice guy and he's so damn sweet... haha.. kainis nga e, npapakilig ako ni kumag.. but it's ok.. aus lng un! Hndi rin kc sa lhat ng tao kinikilig ako.. hahaha.. the best things he said to me was "sana and2 ka sa tabi ko..", "kunyari ikaw nlang tong pillow kong mlaki tpos ihuhug ko.." aww.. lumalambot puso ko d2.. hahaha.. pero auko xang mawala.. ever.. hndi ko lng msabi sknya.. haha.. i don't want to sound too mushy and stuff.. I told u, i'm not used to being this, yea know.. haha.. sa japple and dizzaboog dba lhat kayo alam nio kung ano ibg sbhin ng "jetemme"? ehehe.. hndi ko nga cnsbi sknya ung meaning e.. kya kung sakali na mg tag kayo pls wag nio nman ibulgar ung meaning nun.. hehe.. alright? ang cute cute pa ng boses nia.. gahd, prang natutunaw ako.. hehehe.. Tpos astig pa kc sobrang npapatawa nia ko.. ung tipong tlgang nkakatawa ung sinasabi nia. .ang wide ng sense of humor ni2ng taong to.. prang ako! haaaay.. lhat ng lungkot ko nwala e nung dumating xa.. wlang biro.. prang nilinis niya.. haha.. tpos lam nio nman nas0brang naastigan ako sa mga tao na mabait tpos hindi pa pabaya sa studies.. o prang hello dba? ayan na siya o.. Kakaiba tlga to e.. sheesh.. eniwei.. biruin nio halos araw araw.. pagmulat plang ng mata "gud morning" na kgad.. daba! bongga! ehehe.. hnggang sa papikit ka na.. chka lng ssbihin na "gudnyt" around 1 am? hahaha.. hoi.. hndi ako mdalas mag stay up for something that's not important.. kelan ba ko ngpupuyat? mdalas sa perio lng e.. ayko kcng mgka eyebugs.. ampanget e.. mgmumukha kang high.. hehe.. biro lng.. Guys sobrang.. astig nito.. hahaha.. wla lng.. so aun.. nilabas ko lng feelings ko hanggang maubos.. bwahehe.. tag nlng or pindutin nio ung attracted yet? para ung comments niyo.. sna ung mga jaPpleTeac chka ung mga diZzab0og ung da best berks ever.. ung magsend ng comment.. ayt? cge till here.. mwah..

~jappleteac~ ~dizZab0og~

..movie watching..

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 08:49:18 +0000

whooohoo! may 2nd round ung gimik nmin ng japple pti ng dizzab0og! asteegin tlga.. ang saya nung march 30 tpos ngaun ngbabalak sila sa april 10 daw kuhanan kc ng card tpos yah know manunuod daw ng cine.. kahit KKB okie lng.. by partners daw para astig tpos 1 jumbo popcorn per pair asteeg para magbatuhan daw ng popcorn.. ang kulet tlga ni lharrz pero astig ung idea sobrang da best.. e2 daw ung pairs: abby-francis, lharrz-ernest, robbie-aldrin, addie-von, jen-jopay, amy-chester, cerise-carlo, trisha-jek, bro.jude-phillip?! 18 ung pending kc ssbhn ko pa na isama c phillip para lalong astig.. ung sa swimming pa irereschedule daw.. aww.. pero excite na tlga ako.. haha.. sobrang ang saya ng mga nangyayari ngaung summer na to sakin pati sa barkada na kahalubilo ko except for one.. kay jc.. wag niu ng alamin kung sino un pero grabe tlga.. wla lng.. naouch lng aq.. eniwei, i won't let him destroy my happiness.. i have my friends back there, ndi nila ko iiwan.. luv kc nila ko.. dba friends? hehe.. wg na snang masira uli lhat to, peace tau lahat.. wlang mag-aaway pls! wla ring aawayin okei? aeheheh.. nga pla dun sa movie watching na to scary movie 4 daw ung papanoorin.. whehe i'm so0o0o0o0 excited.. astig nila pumili ng araw pti ng movie.. ang haharot pa naman naming lhat.. kso guys kelangn pala ntin bilisan kc malamang marami taung kasabay na manonood.. sana onti lng tao dun sa scary movie 4 para maingay ulit tau.. para sulit.. wag tayo mxado magkalat ng popcorn ksi nkakahiya nman dun sa naglilinis.. hahahha.. sori po kuya or ate na naglilinis.. ^_^ d nmin naicp.. hihi.. eniwei sana tuloy tuloy na tlga to.. bwahahahha.. pero hanggang d2 nlng.. nxt time ulet..

~jappleteac~ ~diZzab0og~

Luv u guys!! miss u! ingatz kau plage.. !

~i'm just a phone call away katulad ng dati.. ~

babush.!

Buti nlng..

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 02:40:21 +0000

WEDNESDAY, march 28

gosh.. i'm so thankful that everything went well.. haaay.. nagkabati-bati na kmi including their berks joseph.. whew.. buti nlng, at least last day they happen to hug each other and am i not right that when it's the last day of school and your enemy-friend hugged you with tears and the words of apology.. sobrang swak kya! Ndi na un kakayanin ni jopz na pakawalan kc ung mga friends nia sobrang luv na luv xa e kasi nga he's one of a kind.. mtagal narin xang nging part nung barkada na dizzaboog.. eniwei sa barkada nman na mga ksma ko ung japple, ok na ulit kami ngaun.. i wrote them a letter saying everything as in EVERYTHING that i felt.. lhat ng hinanakit ko nilabas ko na kya mas maganda sa pakiramdam.. lalo na nung rite of goodbye, grabe dami umiyak.. pero, i admit that i was one of them.. sus nman ikaw kaya, tlgang nkakalungkot.. pero ndi nman mxadong iyak no.. after nun tumambay lng kmi sa fountain of wisdom tpos nagusap lng tungkol dun sa gimmikc na swimming kina robbie.. hihi.. sana payagan ako, naeexcite na ko, kasma ko na nman clang mga kaibgn ko.. ang saya kaya ngaung year na to dahil sa knila, andami na rin naming napagdaanang kalokohan chka problema... pero buti nalang kinaya namin lahat un kya hanggang ngaun andun parin kmi.. :D

THURSDAY, march 29

uhm.. bday celebration ng kaberks kong si lharra.. masaya ung celebration kht wala mxado pinuntahan, pero ung ngpasaya dun ung presence ng bwat isa.. cool eh? 10 kmi nagstart nun pati number of pipz sampu din.. namely: lharra, abby, cerise, robbie, addie, penni, von, francis,carlo, ernest.. tpos kumain sa S.R. thai restaurant picture-picture tpos in fairness tama si abby dun sa seafood rice na un kc nga masarap.. may isang problema lang, indi ako kumakain ng toge?! malay ko ba kung anu spelling nun chka wla lng auko lng.. allergic ata ako.. dunno.. syang ndi nksma cla julius, huhuhu.. sobrang mas masaya kpag ksma cla.. kso indi eh, sayang tlga.. pero at least may mga pmunta nman for lharra din.. astig nga e, ang galante ni lharrz.. kya nga abot hanggang ulo ung thank u ko saknya e.. sabay pa kming bumili ng popcorn.. huhuh.. sa mga ganitong pangyayari kpag natandaan ko na nman to mamimiss ko cla ng sobra-sobra.. waaaaaaaaaaa! badtrip.. gusto kong pumasok ulet para ung kulitan sa klasrum andun parin.. ahaha.. dun sa story ulet.. after eating punta kmi ng SALA chill-out.. whatta chill-out, ung susunod na rum 3:30 walangya 2:00 kmi nkarating dun.. so bale magiintay kami ng 1:30 pa.. sus, wag na no! sayang oras nmin.. kya npagdesisyunan nila na magSM nlng.. syang lang kc umuwi na si bespren.. c carlo.. hnggang 3 lng daw paalam nia so babayu.. nung sa SM, ok nman.. nanuod kmi ng venom.. kadiri xa na nakakagulat tpos nung first part isang hilera kaming 9.. kaso nung inumpisahan nmin si abby, robbie, penni nasa baba.. si lharrz, addie, ako,francis, von, ernest nasa taas.. nagkaron ng batuhan ng popcorn ang ingay-ingay nmin dun e, pero 110 binayad nmin dun kya may karapatan kming magingay.. ehehee.. wala nman gaanong tao e kya okie lng.. nagkaron ng partneran wahahaha.. si lharrz chka ernest nsa likod.. si addie chka c von sobrang sweet, yiheeeee... tpos ako chka si francis, giniginaw na inaantok.. wahahhaha.. :D ang kulet nga e.. nangingisay na ko nung lumabas kmi.. muntik ko na maiwan payong ko ehehe.. eniwei so bale after that nag jeep nlang tpos uwian na.. haaay.. ang saya tlga.. buti nlng nagcelebrate c lharrz! Lharra kung nbabasa mo to TY tlga..! hihi.. so bale, till here.. byeee..

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 05:56:35 +0000