Grimorium de Luna y Sol

Iza PAHIRAM!!!!

Tue, 1 Nov 2005 13:43:31 +0000

+ My halloween resurrection+

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 01:00:46 +0000

Yes its official...

im coming back from the dead.

...im undead? LOL

Its been a long time since i got to held of my keyboards an type for the tabulas community..

Its not that i do not miss you guys, its just that, i've been horribly lazy to type anything partly because, i've been enjoyin much on the Videofest we just had last month, and because i've been focusin much on the LJ community...* ooops, i was able to read your posts tho i was with my other blog account...* the thing is, i do not find any substancial ideas or things to write in here because those months that passed, i do not have any sensible things to share or does not have any exceptional story to tell you guys *even the time i was able to lay my hands on my trophy as the best director for the docu i made, still, i cant seem to find it reasonable or ponderous to put those here...

But now, i guess, i will be havin lotsa time facin at my computer, see my friends at the mall, watch TONS of movies and make my gear for the upcoming ECHOES, which will be on the 28th of this month to be held at Greenbelt...hahaha! much awaited event for me, since this will be the first halloween party i WILL BE ATTENDING.seriously.i just wish i could see all the old faces and some people ive been waiting to see for the first time and the nth time. LOL

hehe...might as well look at this one...

this one's HYALINE or HYALINE BAND.

i was browsing for a channel to watch when i saw QUEER EYE FOR A STRAIGHT GIRL feature a woman who is in a band and in need of a total makover. her name is KIM DAHLE and she, mind you, when i got to see her play in the band...DARN YOU! i was blown away by her exquisite voice nad talent!!! they are composed of 2 femme who plays flute and violin while the 3 other men plays the bass drums and lead...their music is so orgasmic that when i heard them play, it completely made my jaw drop...really...they sound orgasmic, sensual, and there's a bit of european or nordic touch to it much like corvus corax....i hope they would be out soon..:)

Enough of my craps. ...these were the times...for those of you who has seen it on my Lj Journal, well its too late to skip those...here goes....

DOCU DAYS

EDITING DAYS

AWARDING

+MISS+

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 14:15:27 +0000

Miss ko na yung mga taong mahal ko...

miss ko na kayong lahat...

miss ko na si jeni,si iza, si jyl, si steff, lahat sila...

minsan, naiiisip kong tingnan ang mga litrato nio habang nagkaklase...napapanood ko yung..."ALAM NIO KUNG ANO ANG GUSTO KO??? FRIES NG KFC..." c/o jyl...

yung bungisngis ni jeni sa fone ko...

yung mga kuhang "SHET" ni Iza ns kulang nalang sia na magmayari ng fone ko...

yung mga BOWLAGAH at yung mga WINDANG+WASTED look ni Bk sa fone ko...

mga kuhang CLOUD NINE ni Steff...

mga taong di ko nabanggit pero naging parte ng buhay ko..

miss ko na yung mga tawa at ngiti nio.

sa mga panahong eto, kahit nabibigyang liwanag ang buhay ko dahil sa lablayp...

minsan naiisip ko pa rin kayo...

naiisip kung ok pa ba kayo...kumakain...nagaaral mabuti...nagtatrabaho ng maayos...ngumingiti...umiiyak...tumatawa...nababaliw...nashoshock...humihinga...nakaktulog...haayyy...

nagaalala ako sa inyo...

seryoso walang biro...

miss ko na rin yung mga balitaktakang kwento...

nalulungkot ako dahil naiisip ko, nung mga panahong madilim ang buhay ko,sing-gol at walang kasama...kayo ang karamay ko...ngayon na may kaakay na ako sa mga gagawin ko...

nalulungkot ako kasi...

ayokong iwanan ang mga taong naging buhay ko...

shet...drama mode eto...putangina...tama na...

lalo ko kayong namimiss...haaayyy...

miss ko na yung mga taong mahalaga saken...

ang tanong...

gano ba ako kahalaga sa inyo? :'(

+R.I.P+

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 06:25:27 +0000

FROM NOW ON, this will be for FRIENDS-ONLY journal.

if u like to be added then justify yourself why there is a need to add you...

===><===

im in the point of despondency.

things are becoming more complex.

mga bagay na lumalayo... nawawala...

mga taong nandyan, biglang nawala...

di ko maintindihan ang ikot ng mundo..

paalam muna sa ilang pangarap.

gusto ko na ding sumabay sa agos at matangay ng panahon, dala ang aking pagkatao.

gusto kong mawala sa mga paningin ng mga mapanlinlang at mapangaping mga mata.

gusto kong bawiin ang mga bagay na dati'y pagmamayari ko...

pasensya na sa lahat...kung may nasabi man akong mali o kahit anu pa man patawad.

hahanap muna ako ng sisilungan.

masyado na rin akong nabasa ng ulan...

at sa mga taong malalapit sa puso ko. asahan nio andito pa rin ako.

sa pagtikom ng aking mga labi dala ko ang mga masasayang mga ala ala natin...mga tawanan at mga lungkot...

isa na rin ako sa mga taong lilipad at aalis...

...

salamat sa inyo...

+ The SUBJECT of UNDING PASSION+

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 04:14:27 +0000

...im still in the mood for depression. who fuckin cares?

Things went wavy in the late afternoon yesterday. i thought the band thing that we were trying to set-up wont even materialize. I was so frustrated that even my face was really unexplainable. i dowanna elaborate more on that. hehe.

So there by 6 in the evening, Steff started to have this crazy idea of us getting drunk. So, Me, Jomi and Julie bought Cossack, Sprite, and Londin Gin. haha. it was really a blast. LOL there I saw who Steff is, Jomi, Bijan, Julie and even Mike. haha.

We jammed a lil, we sang few songs. Everyone was tipsy, i cant even forget JUKIE for bein so ENERGETIC. LOL. GAGO KA! yung mga PIKTYURS! LOL.

I really cant put up the right words about what happened yesterday because ryt now i am really depressed.

for info, the band name would be ULTIMA FORSAN *tama ba jomi?*

and for the plan of me playin the violin will be suspended for quite long. yes, i wont be playin it on gigs since my knowledge and skills on it is not enough. and i still need to have a mentor, i want to have a mentor. i was glad about what steff said to me last night that for like 2 months and a half, i already had the tune in my hands, its just that, i still get GREAT ERRORS. but for starters, 2 and a half months is very fast for a beginner like me to play some tunes from APOCALYPTICA... I know playing the violin takes years. even Jarek, he studied Violin for like 9 years *as what i have heard...* and i bet he is a MASTER.

I guess that made me depressed. i really wanted it to play the VIOLIN. in my heart, i know it's the instrument for me, like what i have said before, she knows how to pierce my heart, she knows how to sail with me and she knows when my heart is in rage. hearing every note from it is like hearing endless lamentations that were unsolved for ages.

now i sound really creepy...so gothic LOL.

yes, i guess thats wat keeps me on being so deprASSed. cuz i wanna learn it badly.

Still, my inspiration from Apocalyptica grew more. hope time comes i could play like them...i was watching their videos for like 8 times in a day. and still couldnt get enough...

Thanks Mike for informing me. i understand what you mean...i guess i was really rushing. waaahhhh *sigh*

BUT ILL STILL MOVE ON THE NEXT LEVEL. IM DETERMINED. ILL TAKE IT POSITIVELY. :)

=A FUCKIN BURDTEY TO ME

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 14:34:38 +0000

yeah i know it was my bday 2day.

so who fuckin cares anyway?

the sad truth is, ONLY A FEW did greet me, and FEW who really cared.

anyways, i dont even give a fuck on them.

--

Good thing that JENI, IZA, BIJAN, JYL and SAZHA celebrated with me.

tho i dont have any money, their presence is highly APPRECIATED.

i am greatlful that this people came to my life and how they served the best in me.

==

to all who greeted tHAnk YOU so MucH! you just dont know how lucky i was to know you.

to all who didnt, its OK, i know time for you is very precious, and im not. :) LOL

////

Jeni thanks for the CHOCO, kahit tunaw LOL.

Iza, thanks for the presence, hehe. IM SO MISSIN YOU MORE.

Bijan, thanks for the camwhoring time. :) it was really nice meeting you.

Jyl, thanks for the treat, you just dont know how im happy and lucky to have you.

to Sazha, hehe. basta andun ka, hanggang huli na to!

to all the people, Cris, CC, Louise and the rest. In time, the people you treasured and remebered will on of those who will stay by your side.

+ ANg FETE...+

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 11:25:47 +0000

Yesterday was just the best! i did have fun being with my "SUGO NG KADILIMAN" and the rest and i was in awe to see the crowd who went at the FETE DE LA MUSIQUE yesterday.

// Me and Steph met somwhere here in Novaliches and i was really excited on those people who i'll be meeting FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER!.

// When we got there, Iza texted me and hooked up with us, haha, IZA was just fabulous! haha. She looks like a living bear. haha.

// Iza saw Bijan so i looked around and seen him WITH JULIE!

// JUKIE! YOU ARE SO CUTE!!! waaahhh!! *sensha na BIJAN nahumaling ako sa ganda ng gerpren mo YIHEE!* seryoso. kamukha nia si MERYLL
Soriano in which i wasnt that convinced at first but I DID EVENTUALLY...haha. ganda ng banat mo saken ha! "BAKLA KA!" in which made me laugh so hard na gusto ko na sia hampasin. AHAHHA

// Jomi was there too! AT LAST! ahahaha. He texted me that he was on his way and VOILA! in nanoseconds he just popped up from somewhere and I was like "AMBILIS MO!!!!" haha.

// Padami kami ng padami. LOL we were like gargoyles *magpakagatiks ba* multiplying every minute. LOL.

// I met RON and Danel, which i wasnt able to hangout with them dat long because there are so many people there im also entertaining. of course they were nice, hehe, Ron was like a replica of Bijan, well not a replica but a close one...:) A CAMWHORE TOO!

// Jarek a.k.a LAMBINO in Lj, whom i was really fascinated with because of his talent to play the VIOLIN was also there...waaahhh!!! goodness, how i wish i could play like him...huhuhu. he was really nice and quiet...*i guess so* nahihiya lang talaga ako makipagusap sa kanya. hehe parang masungit LOL.

// I MISSED DWEIGHN! GEEZAAHZ! U LOOKED FABULOUS! ahaha. mas gumaganda ata tayo ngayon *para kong sinabing di ka maganda dati?*? ahaha. ganyan ba talaga pag may keith sa paligid? YIHEE!!! ahaha

// MIKE wooo man! ahaha, ang kulit ng forma mo ah! NYAHAHAHA. oi ha, sa sabado. :)
// Jon was there too but wasnt able to talk to him. nyahaha. :) u look nice naman :)
// MACY, ahaha, ang kulet nga lang kasi, bigla kitang kinausap since di mo naman ako ganun kakilala. LOL ahahha sabagy NADERSTUD NA YUN. ahaha
// ARNII!! ahaha, what do you ekspek from her. LOL she was screamin in PODIUM and she was freakin out lookin for everyone. LOL ahahhaa. but i miss ya! ahaha. BOSS! FETE NEXT YEAR! LOL
// LAFANG BK TSINO AND THE OTHR GIRL was also there haha. BK WAS SO WASTED! and talk about wasted. she scored one hundred points in the first to get really wasted award. LOL LAFANG looked great with the socks and she was looking great. HOHONEZ

// AW MANNN!!! andame nila sobra di ko na maisip. KUNG MAY NAKALIMUTAN AKO SABIHIN NIO LANG. my mind is a lil fucked up because ihavent been able to sleep well.

// THE PLACE?

O well, we had fun.yeah we did. but because the place were congested, we decided to stay inside the PODIUM in which the rich and the famous go. LOL now talk about the conios, dey were really fascinated on how we look LOL.

we were sweating, and you cant even stay in one place because of the heat, and the SMELL in which i couldnt bare to hold anymore. LOL you see, its great to be there cuz u get to see alot of people and even your OLD friends and even those people who knew you but you dont. LOL hahaha. yeah it happened :)

My feet were a torture.I GOT CRAMPS LOL.

// The LATE ISABEL played...hmm... DONT ASK.
// SKIES of EMBER Played.hehe, they were good but frankly, the first part was a lil...nyadanyada...but it went well on the follwing songs.
// my two other friends from centro went there. CATHY and LEN. ahaha. nice bein with them again.

//KNELL, for the first time i was able to talk to him hahaha. he's a funny guy. HOHO. ahahaha.

got home like 6:00 in the a.m.

//a gay/bisexual named RC talked to me and asked for my number and i was a lil FREAKEDOUT!! hoho.

all in all, I HAD MY DAY YESTERDAY. so happy to see you, sensya na sa iba di ko masyado nakausap. e pano, baliw na ata ako, kasama ko pa si gerpren pinauwi ko tuloy e pano andami ko pang kinakausaup hehe.

OI JOMI sensya na talaga. dont think na iniiwasan ka namen or anything...nagkataon lang huhu...

O ETO CAMWHORING TIME.

O AYAN MARUNONG NAKO MAG LJ CUT! ahahhaa

+ A DAY WITH MY FELLOW DARKLINGS....+

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 13:24:29 +0000

yes!

i had a blast with my friends JYL and SAZHA. kahit tatlo lang kami. hehe. of course CAMWHORING ETO.

wow! we havent met like 3 weeks or so. aahahaha. c JYL shempre as always gumaganda so is sazha na UBER SA KULET.

haha.

o eto piktyurs dahil tamad na ako magkwento

O AYAN JYL!!! ahaha

haha! nakakapagod!!

hehe

+ TULONG!+

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 13:12:42 +0000

WE ARE IN NEED OF A PERCUSSIONIST NA PWEDENG MAGBEATBOX. PARANG AWA NIO NA! huhuhu. I OWE YOU BIGTIME!

konti na lang talaga buo na kame. tingin ko ayus naman yung mga kakantahin namin *ELEMENT OF SURPRISE*

desperado na ako.

kahit kapalit ko ay aking KATAWAN *ASA*

o sige e di wag *LIBRENG 2 BEER sa FIRST GIG NAMEN dun sa taong nagpakilala samen sa FUTURE percussionist*

huhu.

Five years ng SugarHiccups, isa sa icocover namen, pero sana kaya ng vocalist nameng babae.

nga pala. add nio si

www.livejournal.com/~arcanelifequoth sia si STEFFANIE. fren ko sia *vocals*

hmm...

sana talaga matuloy na ito,

*CROSSFINGERS*

+jjknjjndfng;dbnh;lfndl;+

Sun, 5 Jun 2005 10:10:09 +0000

waaahhh im still in the state of calamity. shet.

sobrang ang sakit ng katawan ko. aaaccckkk!!

yesterday at the makati republik, the CHURCH ORG in which my mum was a member held a mini concert with some guests para sa SHRINE na gagawin sa AMADEO CAVITE..

bago kami umalis ni mama dito sa bahay, nagaway na muna kami dahil...

dahil...

dahil...

UMAYOS DAW AKO KASI MUKHA NA NAMAN DAW AKONG AATEND NG LAMAY! *ASA*

sigawan.

walang pansinan.

nagbati.

parang tanga.

she wanted me to be proper at the said event. i opposed. pero sa huli. sia pa den nasunod.when we got there. i drank 4 bottles of REDHORSE.

im doomed.

hehe. muntikan pa akong malglag sa stage. hehe.

hay nako...sobrang nakakairita pero fun yung gabing yun.

o eto umay umay.

AKO YAN...nakainom na ako nian. hahahaha,paking shite. jan yung muntikan na akong mahulog sa stage.

DONT ASK!

ANG ANAK NI FREDDIE NA SI MAEGAN AGUILAR.

WAG NIO NA TANUNGIN KUNG SINO YAN....

OO BACKUP SINGER DIN PO AKO...wag na kayung pumalag

wak na...HEHEHE. wid a friend. :)

LAST NA YAN. DI NA AKO UULIT PA.:P