the header says going big time. i really wanna do something big soon. everytime i see these people around me, i start teling myself that i need to begin something i am gonna do for the rest of my life. and it has to be both income generating and public service. i am thinking of something but a study has to be done to be able to fulfill it. it ain't that easy especially if it's something big.

tomorrow will be somewhat busy. i have work in the morning, then i have check up at my dentis after lunch. in the afternoon i will be at the PBA and at night i think we will be having a night out thing agian. so sleep has to commence now. but im afraid it wont be so soon because i'll have to prepare some school papers for saturday.

to relieve stress, i had dinner with friends (again?!?!) but made sure there's no rice intake. i only ate the shrimps and kare kare. which happens to be calorie-fic as well. oh noes. then as ron, pau, gary, carlo and wynnie were playing poker, i suddenly felt asleep. and thought of taking a nap. funny. it was a long sleep na pala. i wasn't even able to change clothes. and i was holding this tiny royce chocolate which luckily is still intact. and im gonna eat it later. royce apparently has been indulging me lately with its yummy-ness.

yesterday was fun. totally fun-filled day, bonding moments with friends at andy's birthday at outback in G4. awesome food i must say. all worth it. though i missed the wedding rehearsal for maan's big day, coz i was too tired maybe from playing at timezone,  got drowsy when we went home.

then after that, i was supposed to go home na. originally, my plan was to watch a cinema one movie screening in gateway. but, i remembered, we will ba attending don robert yap's birthday party dinner time. so i decided to call up faye to visit baseco tondo first. there were other lasallians too so we made some kwentuhan like the old times. but faye had to go coz she was watching katy perry. and likewise, i had to prep up for the dinner party. 

when i went to valle, natulog muna ako sandali, then we went na to green meadows. ang dami na palang tao when we arrived. andun na sila paolo, april and wynnie, krista and gerard, alex minus trina, ronjay, and may mga celebrities pa. as usual, pag sapit ng 12, inaantok na talaga ako. what i did, i went to jenn's car, and slept there. mga 2 na sila lumabas, and then we decided to play casino. UNTIL 7 am! haha. buti na lang balik taya ako. but my friend. she lost like 80k. :( sayang....

today's the first day of classes. i think i mentioned that in my previous posts. and it's just today that i'll be getting my schedule as well. good thing when i arrived, the paper's ready. that's why i didn't hesitate to bring the office people some food for them. it's a gesture that signifies gratitude. i feel blessed and humbled that they gave me importance despite my being the youngest in the department.

i didn't go to class though. i don't that reporting for duty in regular straight jeans would be something i'd be respected for. i didn't know i will have schedule today. i hope i'm forgiven...moving on, the reason i went home early is that i will be researching on the syllabus that i made... conversational english. it's the first time i am handling this course. i hope i'l be able to give justice in teaching what the course is all about. secondly, so that i can go out tomorrow. the two week sem break just too short. but when i looked at my wallet... okay time to work. i told myself.

a while ago i was had a long chat session with kikz garrucho. he's now based in canada. i asked him if he felt lonely, now that he's staying there when his family is well to do here in the PI. and he said "just a bit". Now I wonder what is in me that i cannot seem to still get over the boredom i experience at times. like i mentioned in my previous post, i am looking forward to a number of things which wil make me pre occupied during the day. however, when i was having another chat session with jp abcede the other day, he kind of mentioned that i am an emo. and that somehow i must put and end to being single. makes sense. i actually like someone now. the thing is, this person thinks i'm a milking cow. maybe when i'm a millionaire, a can be a sugar daddy. imao.

i will get some sleep for maybe a couple of hours? it's paulo's birthday party tonight. i know for a fact that later,  i will go to bed when the sun's about to say hello (again), and it calls for some sleep. well i also went home late this morning because we went to punchline. in QC. we were hoping to have gone to laffline but it was packed to the rafters. anyway, back to topic, the party will be at the celebrant's house in wack wach village. i'm expecting it's going to be full pack like years back. good thing i won't be going by myself. which of course if such case happens, i will be the most pathetic creature to attend the party.

this morning we had a meeting in school. as i myself expected, i was more than a couple of hours late. in a portion of the meeting, we were told that enrollment dropped to a staggering 30% decline. then i started texting aga to express how sad it was to know that an estimated 8 thousand students won't be studying this term. i think this is due to the recent typhoons that struck the country. however, i know that BRO is there, and he will not let such things happen. the enrollment still goes on until next week, and i am hoping that the statistics will get better.

if i may analyze the culture or more appropriately, the practice of the Filipinos, i would say that a number of Filipinos are fond of this happy-go-lucky attitude. i never miss a day seeing the roads of manila with tambays or "stand-by's". i am certain they have things they can be busy with regardless if they're jobless. there's household chores or errands, but maybe they oblige themselves to do the manyana habit.  i definitely despise that. however on my end, i don't lfeel like being busy with household chores. i think i was born for greater things. that's why i entrust my laundry to the laundry shops, the car to car wash boys ...and my paper works to Liezel. but of course i give her a hand on that.

(sigh)i do not know how i will solve this problem. or is it a problem at all? maybe it's time to know some more people so i can expand my network. and that i must establish maybe a business or a small institution that will make me busy everyday. like today, i don't have anything to look forward to. we won't be going to baclaran anymore since we already went last night. and i'm avoiding malls...definitely a no!

the business thing maybe not so soon though. there's a lot of things coming up. the second semester is gonna unfold. and that would mean work. like what celebrities usually, all they do is work work work. they aren't complaining. they're bragging. photoshoot for work? tv guesting for work? endorsements for work? not bad eh. i went with a friend to do a photoshoot at the poolside of araneta colisum for his endorsement of Fern C on friday. in less than an hour...an instant P8k. really not bad. that's barely what someone would make in a month's work right? now no one will wonder if there's a pile of people lining up for big brother or survivor.... that can probably be the road to "work".

another thing, im sure everyone here in manila experienced the strong winds yesterday. we were playing xbox till 3 am saturday and we can feel the force of the wind from our bedroom. then ronald called me to move the car to the vacant lot because a branch of a pine tree fell on it. good thing konting scratches lang ang nangyari. ang daya because yung mark III at expedition ang inuna. biased. the good thing about it was the typhoon was so quick. in less than a day it left the country already. when we were playing basketball before noon it was already sunny so it was like "that fast"? well i am sure that the quickness of it benefited tha majority. thanks a bunch BRO. whatever... i have to go now... the jollibee breakfast's arrived.

to pamper myself, since i felt kind of low and tired, after our dinner at Little Asia, we are now having a foot spa. yucky dami dead skin. at last nagka chance ako maka online and check my facebook and mag blog na ren. one thing good about a mac is it's user friendly compared to my pc. i hope i can get my own soon. and later before I sleep, i will be putting this patch, on the soles of my feet, like a detox thing. i really should start eating healthy food.