i just feel sad...

i was tryin to look around friendster and i kept seein my childhood friends and school mates from csa... *sigh*

i reali miss the moments with em.. i miss the ppl.. i miss the teachers.. i miss the life..

how fun cud it be..? i c pictures of  'barkadas'. i c pictures of graduation ball, prom, and the graduation itself. y was i so deprived of it. daym. hate dat feelin.. dats the feelin dat i reali dun wan to feel at all.. just the thought of it makes me cry even more.

y izit that wen i had a reunion with my friends i felt out of place. i was so relieved wen jobz n mica came dat dae.. at least i felt better. it seems to me dat every word they sae is a foreign language. all bcoz i cudnt relate 2 wad they wer tokin abt. daym. wth. unlike the 'old' cat.. i was so daym quiet. i cudnt enter their conversation coz they wer tokin abt stuff i wasnt aware of. i was like uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... all the way. i din wan to look like the important person. i wan be part of em. but i juz cudnt.

well. wad else can i do. but stil. i had fun wid em. yupp.. dats true, yea.. but i reali miss the moments and csa.!!

i miss the 'OLD' cat.

yuck... as in disgustin... how dare HIM...

1. he calls me names as if we're in a relationship.

2. he acts as if i reali reali like him.

3. he feels dat we have a FUTURE.. yuck..

4. he is acting so strangely dat he's scared the hell outta me. daym

5. he talks to 2 me in a mushieee way. eeee

i juz so friggin feel disgusted.. yuckz.... hello!!!! i dun like u..!! i'm beginnin to hate u dude.. yucks.. get lost.!!

i'm back.. yey!!! did everyone miss me? LOL... :p

anyweiz... had a fruitful n memorable 2 weeks in the philippines.. hehe.. yupp.. had lotsa fun.. hehe...

april 19- departed singapore. flight was early. reached manila beli early. waited for like 1 and a half hours 4 my cuzzin. squished into the car. reached alabang. called jobz n mica

april 20- commuted to makati..!! whew. luckily reached ayala safe. LOL. went out with heaven..!! yupp.. ate at redbox. said bye bye to em. met up with moi sis n moi cuzzin. went to north edsa SM. met up with kuya bong. ate at yellow cab. went 2 ayala. called kuya dondi to fetch us. went home.

april 21- stayed at home the whole dae. slpt at kuya dondi's room. onli 4 of us.

april 22- went out wid juya jayson n ate jenny. met up with tita precy, precious n ate joanne at north edsa. tta treated us to eat at barrio fiesta. yum. went home. slpt at kuya dondi's rm. oni 4 of us.

april 23- went to atc to meet tito romy. went to tondo to visit lola. hunted for halo-halo. at last. yupp. sent ate to meet wid her friends. went back to tondo. went to baywalk. fetched ate at around 12. went to las pinas. slpt there.

april 24- woke up. went to puregold for grocery. bought lotsa stuff... went back to alabang to get our stuff. saw ate donna. went back to las pinas. foodtrip. bonding with cuzzin. ate ate ate ate. cooked. waited for tita lorna n family to be back from banawe. went to slp.

april 25- commuted back to atc. took wrong jeepney. took another one to atc. waited for cuzzins to pick me n my sis up. went to marcelo. visited johann. bought corned beef. ate lunch. went to the cake tasting thingie. spent a long time there. went to makati. met up with kuya argie. he treated us to eat snack. went to meet tito diko. went to the flower shop to arrange for the flowers. went back to filinvest. checked out prices at bellevue n vivere. toured rooms at vivere. all 4 the wedding. went home. played cranium. hehe. fun fun fun. bonding wth cuzzins. slpt at kuya dondi's room. 6 of us inside.

april 26- went to palms. for the food tasting thingie.. food was great. yupp. went back home. ate slept at kuya dondi's room. 6 of us again.

april 27- went to watch movie wid kuya jayson, kuya dondi n ate jenny. treated em for the movie. kuya dondi paid 4 our food. watched GUESS WHO. bump bump bump. woohoo.. went around atc. went home. bonding time with cuzzins again. slpt at kuya dondi's room. 5 of us.

april 28- went out wid jobz n mica. bonding time with my best friends. met up at atc. took pictures. had em developed. watched movie. the interpreter. cool movie. bondin time with em. told stories n stuff. had my cuzzins fetch me. went back home. bonding time again. (: slpt at kuya dondi's room. 6 of us. tito diko went to singapore.

april 29- woke up early. went to los banos for father cacao's mass. after dat. planned to go to lumban laguna to buy all the barong(s). ended up eatin at exotic. which took us sooooo long to find. 30 km far from los banos. daym. ate lotsa good food. hot!! beli hot. perspirin soo much. went to paete to buy the holy family for tita cherrie. went back to lumban to buy the barong. spent like 2 hours there. hunted 4 other barongs. finally. around 4 pm. went back. on the way, we stopped at a fruit stand. bought watermelon, mangoes. then stopped at the originals. bought buko pie n milk. went home. decided to stop by shopwise to buy stuff. bought alcohol n chips. fetched ate joan. went home. foodtrip n drinkin. this dae. we lost all our money. coz of buyin stuff. LOL. so happie to c kuya dondi back home. hehe. slept at kuya dondi's room. 7 of us. fun day!!

april 30- woke up early. went to sampaloc for the measurements. for the wedding again. hehe. waited til frustrated. hot!. went home. johann was there waitin. rested 4 awhile. then went to palms. checked out wad the reception 4 wedding would look like. kinda cool.!! went to filinvest. rode the train wid johann. hehe. waited for johann to finish his bump car. went to macdonalds to eat. went back home. ate donna, kuya mike n ate joan left. johann went back home. slpet at kuya dondi's room. 4 of us.

may 1- left alabang. kuya dondi drove us to ayala station. took mrt then bus to baliwag. reached. ate kare-kare. fetched tita precy n precious. went to the cemetery to visit lola. while sweepin the floor i bumped into the stairway. painful! went back home. cooked rice n the stuff to bring to the resort. went to the resort. bbq. fetched ate joan n kuya bong. ate. went swimmin for hours. til 11 pm. had lotsa lotsa fun!! went back home. slept at baliwag.

may 2- ate pandesal. went to tito diko's farm. coolin place. loved it. went back home. took tricycle to the market. bought longanisa. went back home.prpared the stuff. all of us went to alabang. tito lito, adong, ate joan, ate jenny, kuya jayson, precious, kuya bong n me. reached there. had fun. went to play inside the den. dancin n stuff... real bonding time wid my cuzzins. ate dinner. watched this show. den played cranium again. bonding time. lemarac. LOL. drinkin n drinkin. played cards. haha. bonding time til around 3. had picture takin sessions. LOL. pyramid. haha.. all those fun shots. love my cuzzins. never had this much fun! miss them so. fixed my stuff til around 4. slept at ate donna's room. 3 of us.

may 3- woke up early. went out to buy last minute stuff. hehe. went back home and prepared. said our last byes. *sigh* left home for the airport. missed the entrance. had to U-turn. went in. everythin was smooth. til at the immigration. tito lito had the same name as sum1 hu was accused of estafa. daym. finally. everthing was fine. boarded the airplane. reached singapore.

now i'm back. missed those bondin time with my family. i wan go back there.!!

yEy..! i'm soooo excited.. after more than a year of bein away n not seein my family n friends..!!! i'll be there in pinas soon..!!! yey!!.. [:

looking forward to havin lunch with heaven!! yUpz... hope dat i cud see em asap... :p

looking forward to all the stuff..!! haha... reali so excited... and at least i am assured of my enrolment at sp... yUpz...

anyweiz.. went to sp yesterdae 4 my enrolment.. it was long.. i mean the enrolment itself was like less than 30 mins.. but the irritatin part is dat we have to like go to more stops juz 2 have briefin 4 all the freshmen orientation camps.. and it seems like there r hundreds of em... how r we supposed to choose from tis wide variety if all the camps are on the same day.. i mean there are camps on the same day organised by diff society n clubs... wth.. haha.. so i'm like in all their waiting lists..!! :p but i love my lanyard!! [:

yeah.. i've decided to join bBaLL again.. as my CCA.. unless i can find other fun fun fun CCAs at sp... yUpz... so looking forward to my stay in sp..!! :)

was so excited to go to yck stadium..!! juz to watch the ppl run..!! haha.. i knew it wasnt the best yr 4 pegasus unlike last year..!! *sobz* we were like the champs last year..!! daym... miss those daes... yUpz...

i still rmmber last year's sports dae... (:

it was the happiest dae ever... i led the sch 4 the athlete's pledge... den i was the captain of the champion house.. such honor..!! daym..!! :p and we had the best team ever... there were ppl like chua hui lin.. 800m champ... irene goh... 400m champ... rachel tan... the 4 of us were the dynamic team.. all throught.. 4x100m champs... 4x400m champs.. daym...

4x400m... dat was the most unforgetable... yUpz... stil rmmber dat i was the 2nd runner... we were losing to unicorn.. by like 200m... so i wouldnt give up.. yUpz.. i rmmbered dat i was chasin joanne ling.!! yUpz... and after sometime near the 200m mark.. i overtook her... whew!!!! :D i was so exhausted...!! and suddenly... i felt so much pain... my legs were hurtin beli badly... omg... the st john's team had to run to me to practically SAVE me... i ran too fast dat i overexhausted my legs..!! daym.. gd thing i was the 2nd runner so i had lotsa time to recover.. whew.. but i was so glad it was all worth it...

tis yr was different... the guys dominated the tracks... tony... jun wen.. de wei... yUpz... so cool... last yr was the girls' year.. n this yr was the bois yr... but unfortunately.. they oni won 2nd place.. but i was glad that i handed over the captain position to tony... yUpz... he's so deservin.. haha. yUpz... :) 

i'm so happie dat the best sports gal award was again from bBa||.. yEy.. so daym happie for qiu wen.. yUpz.. err... but disappointed dat bois award din go 2 any of the boi ba||eRz... but i have great faith in BenSOn..!! yUpz... hope dat he'll realli be the best sports boi next year.. promise?? hehe.. :p

anyweiz... i was so happie dat ms sim is the house mistress.. she's so daym cool... love her... (:

hOoKaYz... iM oUtTa hErE.. (;

yey!!! at long last..!! i hangED-out with riki n the filipino crew 2dae... hehe... :)

anyweiz... i think i was just so beli impatient..!! hehe... y? err... accompanied milky to his school... and i was complaining non-stop about how the bus wait was so long... and y we had to go so far... and al this blabberin... daym.. so sorrie milky n riki..!! haha...

den den den... it became worse wen we took the bus at the opposite bus stop...!! daym... so instead of the supposedly meeting time of 2:30.. we met up with ate candy at around 5 pm... hell yeah... dat was long..!! harhar.... :p

oh ya... somthing funnie happened b4 i met up with riki at LP... on the way 2 orchard i was tellin my dad dat i'll be meetin up with ate candy n riki... so he was like... "is riki ur new boyfriend?" da hell... i was luffin so hard dat i almost upset my dad.. haha... "NO!!!! riki is short form of erica... she's a girl!!!!!!!" LOL... :D

anyweiz.. on the way to the usual "tambayan"... we saw tis couple french kissing... ewwwwwwwww ewwwwwwww ewwwwwwwww..!! ello..??? dun dey noe dat der r like hundreds of ppl walkin at that area... gross!!! so wen da gurl saw me riki n milky... she was like.. shit.. n hid her face 2 us... like duh...!! ello?? disgustin.. haha...

so we went to lp wer dey played MARBLES.. haha... i mean billiard.. haha.. yUpZ.. and as usual.. i was there just to be the audience... LOL.. haha... but i stil want to learn how to plae..!!! yey!! :)

and coz riki lied abt going to sch.. she has to go home at around 10 plus... so we followed ate candy n milky to house hunt..!!! :) yey!! the train ride waaassss so long.. haha... LOL.. anyweiz.. we checked out the place.. abd it wasssssss so darn cool... da colors n stuff like dat..!! hehe... and finally.. after a long time of hse hunting... they finally decided 2 rent the hse.. haha.. yUpz... hehe..

we den went to eat... yey!! had a bang..!! we had free food!!! sooooo nice... hehe.. yUpz.. :) thank u!!!

so after dat.. i went home...

--tHe EnD--

as i have promised..!! i'm goin 2 write a blog about the everdearest andrew of my life..!! haha... =)

andrew is the ever sweetest guy in the whole world..!! daym... fyi.. he's my sir... he pays me every month 2 do his chores n stuff like that.. so dat makes me his MAID... yUpz... i've been called BLACKIE... POOPIE.. n DIRT.. but heyyy... he's a retard..!! oh no!! i am i mean.. he's the greatest guy friend i've had from 4 endeavour.. oh ya.. not forgettin.. he also calls me SLUTTY CAT... wOoHoO...!!

i noe his secrets..!! haha... those hottest gurls ever.. yea andrew? haha... another info.. andru n i r the bestest bus partners.. haha... =p i oweyz help him hunt 4 those chio bu(s) inside the bus.. i so much pity him... he oweyz start his dae seein me..!! daym.. so daym unfortunate... eyyyy ya... he also gives such gd compliments..!! haha.. he said.. i look like LINDSAY LOHAN... omg.. daym.. oh okay... not exactly lindsay lohan.. but lindsay lohan's ASS... LOL.. =p (so now everyone's wonderin how andrew knew how lindsay lohan's ass looks like..) hmmmmmmmmm...

anyweiz... this guy's oweyz set to make gurls smile... hehe.. or maybe juz me n joanne..!! haha.. he's oweyz has things to give us... yey!! and he's the richest guy evr..!! oweyz treatin us 2 sumthin.. reali miss those 4 years spent wid ya.. hehe...

so this wraps it up... i shall do another blog entry 4 u in the near future.. hehe.. yUpz.. BLACKIE loves andrew..!!! =)

1. Rejection

- harhar... this is tooo obvious... huever noes tis... gd 4 u... those hu dont... juz personally msg or email me 2 ask me.. haha... =)  yUpz.. itz sumthing to do about not regretting my decision.. so happie abt tis decision.. yUpz.. =) but u din have to be so cold to me dun u? wtf..

2. Locked out!

- ginger..!! wth... wad wer u thinkin sis..? i was so worried about u gurl... daym... if oni i was sooo free or if oni bedok was so near...!! i could have gone down to look 4 u... so daym worried... such a relief dat u decided to go back home... *sigh* so did u learn ur lesson yet? hehe... u better... if not... arghhhh... next time do as wad ur parents sae... u noe the consequences... yUpz... and the bad thing was that it was in the middle of the night... oh man.. ita like wad 12 am? 1 am? daym... so bloody worried... btw..miss ya gurl..!! =)

3. Flu

- its been so long since my last flu.. i even forgot how it was to cough... LOL... =p anyweiz... tis stupid flu almost killed me... *sigh* my last day at work was supposed to be fun.. but eyyyyy... no..!! i had flu n slight fever... how am i supposed 2 be happie... haha... ='( i was like holdin a tissue the whole day.. i couldnt even serve customers well... they'll be like huh? juz coz of my idiotic froggy voice... wth... sicko..!! =p

4. Buddy

- had a chat wid buddy for like 3 hours today... din expect dat he wud tell me lotsa stuff.. was so touched by all those littlest stuff he told me... i'm juz plainly flattered that he'll trust me more than he trusts any of his friends.. aftr all he was my ex.. haha.. budden... reali understood wad he was feeling... such a pity... probs wid this gurl.. probs wid his family... hate his cousin... wth... if i c him i wud kill him 4 u buddy..!! *winkz* amyweiz... finally realized how lucky i am... but i was so happie that i changed his mood..!! yey... finally i find myself so useful... =p dude... wen i go back to philippines dun u ever be so negative okei... try think of me again.. whaha... the cutest buddy ever... wOoHoO... i'll try catch up wid watever u've been doin... miss ya buddy!! =)

well it doesnt reali look that bad, eh? wellllllll... juz hope to have things get better... i'm tryin 2 be happier u noe... wahaha.. =)

my flu!!

my flu is killing me..!! daym..

lizards... hu cares

bein left out... =(

hypocrites

those ppl hu likes to boast..

pakielamero.. =p

liars.. hu doesnt

being soooooo dark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wth... i've no regret to what i've decided.. daym... i mean it..!!

so u already felt it... so it was dat obvious??

tOoPid reply i've got.. but hell hu cares..??!!

i'm like friggin sick now..!! as in i'm cryin not coz i'm cuttin onions or neither coz i'm sad.. itz juz simply becuz of my tOoPid fLu... arghhhhhh..!! daym... datz reali the best word to describe everyhting..!! *sigh*

finally.. my sorrows are over.. i'm free again..!! last dae of work today.. i'm totally gonna miss all my colleagues..!! daym... *soBz* tis is 4 u all..!!

[[..sUsAn..]] - u've become my second MumMiE... wun 4get how u were so concerned wen i was sick at one point..!! daym... i so friggin like u!! hehe.. u gave me like lotsa info abt the company.. ur reali an asset to FJBenjamin..!! iLOvEU.. =)

[[..jAsmiNe..]] - those daes were so fun... havin to do all those stuff.. haha.. although i tot u were kinda bullyin me.. haha.. but nvm.. i din care.. at least i had the greatest last few days in tangs.. thank u so much 4 all those encouraging words..!! iLOvEU.. =)

[[..cArOLyNn..]] - mY tEaChEr.. hehe..  learned the 1st few stuff abt watches from u.. hehe.. tHanKu.. unfortunately.. din reali spend dat much time wid ya.. anyweiz... count ur stock 4 heaven's sake... arghhh.. dun bully the PTs anymore.. LOL..

[[..aLLaNN..]] - heYo.. mr muscle man..!! hehe.. thanks loads for all ur jokes.. haha.. they were so cool!! hehe.. had fun workin wid ya.. =)

[[..aArOn..]] - uR like the most cleanest ever neatest guy in the whole world.. hehe.. ur so helpful.. and u've got the coolest accent!! =) nice workin wid ya.. yUpZ.. =)

[[..tOni..]] - hEyo s-HE.. haha.. ur oso not fat bad... had fun wid ya.. yUpz.. all ur craziness.. wahaha.. yUpz.. but but but.. true dat u r oweyz MIA... yUpz.. agree to dat.. hope dat u'll stop bullyin RonGrOng.. haha.. rong biao i mean.. go 2 work!!! =)

[[..bRenDa..]] - althou i've oni worked wid ya 4 a short period of time.. hehe.. find dat ur crazy!! haha.. like me.. wOoHoO.. =)

[[..jUrIaNnIe..]] - hey gUrL.. uR thE coOleSt gAl eVer.. yEa..!! ever so frank.. like dat so much abt u..!! yUpz.. hehe.. =) loved all those close times spent wid ya.. yUpz.. all those stories... and the way u luff.. cool... daym.. plus plus plus.. rmmber "sexy hair".. LOL... =p and all those tea breaksss...!! with Z of course.. iLovEU. =)

[[.. jOeY..]] - yo yo..!1 the ever so talkative gal!! haha.. love the way u agree to wad i sae.. i feel like im so great.. wahaha.. reali... and ur friggin tall!!! hehe... so jealous of ur height.. plus how i wish sum1 would surprise me with a bouquet of 12 roses... daym... sooooooo cool... how i wish dat guy was after me..!! haha... loved ur bros too.. their sooooo cute.. play time wid em was the cooooolllllest...!! iLOvEU.. =)

[[..aUntIe MaRy..]] - u rOck..!! hehe... reali... itz like ur pampering me..!! haha.. i dun even need to take my 1 hr break.!! wOoHoO.. i miss ur cOfFeE.!! yUpz.. =) had lotsa fun workin wid ya..!! =)

[[..rOngbIaO..]] - ur dear is here..!! to talk about u..!! LOL.. i've got tooooo many things to say about u.. haha.. yUpz.. true..!! yeah.. my break partner... yUpz.. no matter wad.. he'll oweyz accompany me 2 eat.. yeah.. loved dat... i'm sure gonna miss ya loads.. yUpz.. hehe.. u stil love me? hehe... jk..!! =p dun complain tooo much man... and dun cry anymore... i've got ur back oweyz... yUpz.. lotsa stories man... hope to cya soon..!!

[[..LoUiS..]] - hey hey..!! thanks so much for helpin me dat toOpiD iReNe.. yUpz.. like i said.. duno whtr u did help.. LOL.. hehe.. err...i miss all the talk time.. yUpz.. esp about u n ur bro.. daym interesting.. haha.. =) so now u have alvina... lucky u.. at least u stil have ppl to cover up 4 u..!! LOL.. haha.. =) dun be late anymore... and esp dun u ever forget stock takes!!!!!! =p... continue readin ur psychology book.. haha.. cool book..!! =)

[[..JoAnNe..]] - wad else is there to say..!! iLOVEu GURL!! hehe.. got tooooo many things to say.. that wraps it up!! =)

[[..aLviNa..]] - yo gurl... i'm stil going to accompany u to dat toopid mac's.. haha.. acc u to get dat handsome guy's number.. i promise..!! wooHoO...!! =).. had the greatest time wid ya gurl.. all those boy hunting... n non-stop luffin... so sad din reali had the chance to work wid ya.. if not.. we'll be the greatest slackers ever.. yUpz.. hehe.. iLovEU..!! =)

[[..sUfFy..]] - miss ya..!! hate dat nasty customer... yUpz.. cya soOn.. gd luck 4 ur exams... i'm pretty sure u'll pass.. we hate IRENE..!! =p

[[..JanSeN..]] - miss u man.>!! sk8tErbOi..!! hehe.. =) miss dose daes.. haha.. as in the gurl hunting.. haha.. yUpz.. cya soon.. =)

[[.. the rest of the PTs..]] had the greatest time workin wid ya ppl..!! no regrets.. haha...

iLOvEeVerYoNE... =)