I already have my precious Form 5 (thanks to my smooth preenlistment! ). That means I already have my sched for second sem too. So Imma just post it.

I'm not so happy with my wednesday and saturday sched. I was hoping I could spare my wednesday from school toxicity but there are no other PE classes available. So I'm stuck for an entire sem (equals five months!) doing streetdancing on a supposedly free wednesday. DAMN! My saturday is just hopeless (and that says it all! ).

Nevertheless, I'm happy that this sched isn't as bad as that of most of my friends. ABBA ALWAYS LOVES ME! AND I ALWAYS LOVE HIM TOO!

technically, it's already sembreak (because exams are over) except for that one pending problematic school requirement under BURN that keeps me tied to first sem. Burn can't play our interview cd on his player, so, yesterday, i had to bring my camera to him to have the cd played there. And I have to go back tomorrow to get my camera because he's not done with it yesterday. :D

but yeah. taking away that extra fact, it's already break! WOOOT. and i am driven to make this one PRODUCTIVE. so i have my make-my-break-productive LIST! :D

1. climb my way up to NIRVANA on plurk. :D

2. improve my restaurant at rc on fb.

3. find out why everyone's crazy over gg. (finish the first two seasons, at least)

4. finish bob ong, kate mosse, and jules verne.

5. register for 2010 automated elections..

6. finish ERIN on crunchyroll.

7. come up with a design for my long-overdued corkboard!

8. boost myself for org chem!

so help me God. HAHA. XD

*whew*

I just hate the fire of adventure in me. I HATE IT.

I just hope these things end soon. No one deserves to be captives of nature's cruelty. It's unfair. It's not right that others have to go through such cruelty. Everyone deserves to see the morning.

It's still raining and I cannot be happy about it. I can only watch the raindrops touch the ground and wonder how many lives are drenched in danger. It's unfair. It's not right how nature takes advantage of our fragility, our vulnerability. I can only hear the raindrops touch the rooftop and imagine how many voices remain unheard. It's raining and I can only wait for it to stop.

I've always known from the beginning that this isn't a fair world. Life has its biases. Love favors. And at this unfortunate time, it does not favor me.

It's raining and it's not like any other. I don't know exactly how to feel about this. I'm sad but somewhere deeper down my heart, I'm sure I'm happy. It's pathetic. It's not comprehensible. I can't even perfectly write down every word to describe this THING. I think it's partly because I'm a masochist. I like feeling every bit of pain rushing in my system. I like being controlled by ache. I think it's also partly because I'm selfish. I only share this THING to my inanimate and readerless blog. But I think it's mostly because I'm lost and I cannot drive myself back home. It's only me and my cruel driver - cowardice.

It's unfair. It's not right that I should feel this. It's not right that I should be driven by such cruelty. Somehow, I'm drenched. Somehow, I'm in danger. Somehow, I need to be rescued.

It's raining and I can only watch. I can only listen. I can only wait. I can only love.

I'm going to see Ateneo again after one year.  I enjoyed playing around the Jesuit's crib the first and last time I went to Ateneo. I love their mess hall. Lotsa food. HAHA. Thanks to Bro. Madz and all the other brother friends. :D I'm not sure if I should be excited about going there again today though. First, because I won't be seeing my brother friends and there won't be access to the JR - Jesuit Residence (I'm not sure if that's what they call it in ADMU. but yeah at least in ADZU). Second, I won't be going with my high school friends. It's different without them (and that's from the heart! HAHA.). But I'm not saying going there with Eda is boring. HAHA. I just hope it won't rain today.

I'm going to see Kristal too. She's a high school friend who's in ADMU now and who happens to be the current classmate of the person we're watching in the play. That person is Eda's high school classmate. And Eda, by the way, is my current classmate. So yeah, we're going to watch the person. HAHA. I miss Kristal. ayee. HAHA. Our tickets are with her so we have to meet her. HAHA. See you Tal. :)

It's raining now. And I'm not happy. :(

Kanina kasi nagchat kami ni Toni tapos ininvite niya akong iview yung webcam niya. So ayun nagwebcam nga. Tapos yung lumabas wall. Baliw talaga yan si Toni. Tapos after ilang minutes lumabas na yung mga kamay niya. Tapos shinotgun niya ako. Tapos naging mga hayop ba yun? HAHA. Tapos naging Sadako siya sa huli. Tapos shinotgun niya ulit ako. Tapos dead na. HAHAHA.

Wala lang. Natuwa lang ako dahil may nagpapatawa saken. Narealize ko kasi na sa malaking percentage ng times na tumatawa ako, ako yung main object of laughter. Kung hindi ako nagpapatawa, yung mga sinasalita ko o kinikilos ko sapat na para humalakhak ang mga mababait kong friends.

Siguro kasi first time ding may gumawa saken non or dahil namiss ko lang yung kakulitan ni Toni. HAHA. Wala kasing makulit sa block. I mean yung kulit-kulit na parang nung kay Toni. Marami lang kulit-landi type. HAHAHAHA. Well, namiss ko talaga na may nagpapatawa saken. :)

Sobra ko naman atang finaflatter si Toni nito. Ayoko na. HAHA. Pero Thank you Ton. :) Unexpected yung happiness na yun ha. HAHA.

Nung Thursday pala, birthday ni Eda. Si Eda (teka babasahin niya daw to e) siya yung kaklase ko na kaka18 lang. HAHA. Nilibre niya kame kina Parang Kenny. Yung mga pics na sa multiply ko na. Mas marami kasing nasasabi yung pictures kesa words, so tingnan niyo na lang dun. HAHA. HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDA. :)

Tapos nung Tuesday pala, nagStarbucks ako. Vanilla Frap. Tapos nanalo ako ng libreng Tall Drink. Hindi ko agad narealize yun kasi hindi ko rin siya inexpect e. Hindi ko nga rin talaga alam kung pano ako nanalo e. HAHA. So ayun kelangan ko lang daw mag-answer ng survey sa website nila tas kunin ko daw yung code tas pakita yung resibo na may code na sa next bili ko ng Starbucks. Tapos may libre na akong tall drink. :) Hindi ko pa siya nakeclaim. Hmm. Sa monday siguro or tuesday. Within 14 days lang kasi yun. :)

Tapos natikman ko din yung rum cola. OOoops. Dumating kasi yung pinsan ko. :)

Sa monday manonood ako ng play. Kasama ko si Eda at si Kristal. Pupunta akong Ateneo. :)

Meron pa pala, nung Monday, nag-emo ako. Pero slight lang. May sinulat ako about ladybug. Blinog ko siya kaya lang private post. :P

Ayun lang. Namiss kong magblog na ganito ako magsalita. HAHA. :)

This is the fourth year in the series and fortunately, up to this moment, the LBM signals haven't reached me yet. And I have a strong feeling they won't. I have a strong feeling that the curse is over. But then again, it's too early to celebrate. So just to be sure, I chose to stay home today. How's that? HAHA. Besides, I figured out I wouldn't be missing anything BIG if I don't attend my histo and comm classes today. My previous experiences were just so traumatic.

Also, I didn't have much sleep last night because of facebook. This thing is just so addicting. I don't know how to step out of it into a more productive world. But yeah (I have to say this), it's worth the time and energy.

By the way, yesterday was very emoish. At Mcdo, we talked about TRUE FRIENDS and all those crap. It was crazy pouring out all those sentiments, even rants. It was kind of detoxifying though. I enjoyed my cokefloat.

It's raining now. It's been a bad weather since last week actually. But I'm just inside the house so I might as well just enjoy the rain free of the uneasiness, anxiety, and disturbances of Loose Bowel Movement.

after that hot doze of the JBWKZ, we went to repack our system with energy. we had halo-halo at razon's. i ordered chicken inasal at another store. i ate a whole lot. sooo heaveen. after successfully reviving our system, we went to check the cinemas for movies and decided to watch district 9 but bought tickets for up at the last minute. so we watched up. we were actually a little late so we missed the first few parts. up is loaded with so much fun. some scenes moved me too. it turned out to be a good choice after all. after the movie, we stayed a little longer to watch the parts we missed in the next screening (last full show actually). then, we left and went home.

whattanight! XD

so yes. i just finished reading dario fo's we won't pay. it's humor-filled all through out. it's actually a play set in italy which lines i have to edit for a play requirement in my hum class. i, together with three other writers (bianca, justin, and lei), have to make a filipino adaptation of the entire thing. we haven't really gotten farther than initial conceptualization (if such a word exists!). we have to work on it harder still. tssk.

i still have a lot of pending readings to deal with. i'm not done with Ricky Lee, Bob Ong, and Kate Mosse. plus histo and filipino readings too. oops. baad me. i am such a slow reader. tssk. tssk.

so it's done. :)