Number Five With a Bullet

Anghel

Wed, 26 Sep 2007 01:47:17 +0000

Mula nang makilala ka
Di na makapaniwala
Na kahit pa magka-iba
Tayo’y sadyang naging isa
Sa Langit ay ba’t kumalas
Nahulog ba mula ‘taas
Pak-pak mo ay pakibaklas
Nang magkasama ka ng mas madalas

Anghel sa lupa mananatili ka
Hindi na hahayaang lumipad at iwan ako
Anghel sa lupa nahuhumaling na
Langit nadarama pag kapiling kita

Sana’y di na lumisan pa
Di ko yata makakaya
Ang di ko na makita pa
Pagtitig mo sa ‘king mata
Naliligaw ba ng landas
Nariyan ka pa ba bukas
Pakpak mo ay pakibaklas
Nang makasama ka ng mas madalas

Anghel sa lupa mananatili ka
Hindi na hahayaang lumipad at iwan ako
Anghel sa lupa nahuhumaling na
Langit nadarama pag kapiling kita

Dapat ba sa isang mortal
Ang sa iyo ay magmahal

Nais kong ialay ang buong buhay ko sa’yo

Cubicle of nothingness

Fri, 21 Sep 2007 11:17:02 +0000

I spend the night with my friends, that's is why I have no time to fix my blog yesterday. :) sorry to my blog. But I will fix it as soon as I have more time to spend on this. :) sorry again. :)

As I say a while ago. I come by with my friends and talked about the relationships that they have before. Some are bitterness and some have joyful meaning to their past. Well I need to advice them for their next love life on how to handle it. I wish them good luck and hopefully they will surpass the challenges that will come to them.

Im so much dumb right now. it really sucks here. I wish to get the hell out of here.

Back again after..

Thu, 20 Sep 2007 06:40:38 +0000

Alas, I was able to get up and making blogs again.

Here I am right now, my boss is beside me right now, who's drunk again; it pisses me off, bored in this office from time to time. How I wish I was luck as Nap (my officemate and also my barkada) who waiting for the medical exam in SMART. Good luck to you, dude. sigh** When I can get out of this place. It really stinks from the way they treated the IT personnel here.

Still reading this ebook from Wrox, I don't know if this will help to improve my career or nothing at all. Hoping soon that I will understand Java. Why is this so complicated than the others. I was recalling back my college years. C++ is more better and easy to understand compare to Java. Maybe I'm not good on understanding this language. (patience, Jay)

Sorry for the changes of the background of my blog. It will change as soon as I finish reading ebooks from my office. For temporary as of now. T_T

Don't panic

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 06:35:28 +0000

Two days will be remain of this fucking project. I got no time to waste around here. Everything is in rush. My mind drop below into depths. hope to recover it. I feel that i loose my confidence. HAAAAAAy! buhay! wish i wasn't there. Nothing to take problems. Nothing else. (whew!)

Last night was a great day compare today. I join with officemates to take a break with coffee at starbucks. it was happy and a suddenly feeling of sadness of that day. I remember my childhood when they were talking about. one of the old days.

I've greeted my dad a happy bday on the way going home. wala lang masaya ako. sobra kahapon kasi iba ung feeling na bumati ka ng long distance. something to be missed.

i'll be out, XINAPSE

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 14:54:16 +0000

i've just already interviewed this week at makati and hoping that ill be the ine who will be choose. I don't want to spend more time on my current company. it just give headaches. i got less motivated to work beacause my OT payment did not granted on me. Ikaw nga, di ka bigyan ng sweldo ng tama. Nag overtime ka ng 4 days in a week tapos wala ka kang marerecieve. shit talaga. kainis ung mga taong ganun. sobrang laki na naibigay kong effort sa company. pero wala ung recognition. badtrip.

tapos ito pa, cel wag ka na magbigay ng problema... sobrang napakatino na ako sa'yo pero ikaw di ka naman nagpapakatino. sinong hindi magalit sa ginawa mo. matino ba ung uwi mo alas dose na dumating sa bahay buti sana kung work yan. pero hindi e. may nagaalala sa 'yo pero parang wala lang sa'yo. un lang.

i've watched the pirates. cool. well done jack sparrow. sobrang galeng talaga. i love the twist of the movie. asteeg.anyway need to go dorm now. it's getting too late now. byebye..

My mind turns to blank

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 07:02:57 +0000

wala akong maisip ngayon, as in blanko. nothing much to think about. well, meron. but i don't want to discuss it. maybe some other time. my brain is empty, nothing happen. grabe! i have this weird feeling, parati akong napapatulala. hay.

anyways, enough of that crap mind. I need to talk to someone to spill my problems. some coffee or beer for a break. hay, namimiss ko na un. pramis.

dont ever get sick

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 12:32:42 +0000

I having the symptoms of getting sick at very moment. kainis. di pede, i have meeting at 4pm tomorrow plus work. grabe, di pede itong nangyayari sakin. ive already take some medicine, but i don't think it is working. waaaaa.

Today, i went to my office at around 2:30, that was my ever longest late in the Xinapse. anu magagawa ko, i'm not feeling well kaninang umaga. nararamdaman ko na magkakaroon ako ng sipon. buti na lang hindi malala ung sipon ko kanina. now, im quite better. i can still smoke. hehe. I'm having overnight work today and i hope those symptoms will not attack me. ang weird ko ngayon, i'm listening sentiment songs. grabe! the jets pa. hehe. napasin ku lang sa limewire tapos nag dl. aun, pinakinggan. haha. i didn't expect it. pero ito ung mga dati pinapakinggan ko back then when i was grade 3? ewan kung bakit. masarap sa tenga e. anyways, back to work again. i hope this company would realize my efforts. sshhhhh!

fan of her...

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 19:58:05 +0000

i just reviewing the last album of a perfect circle when.. Paz! I remember that she was one the member of a perfect circle. suddenly i ran to google and search for her pictures and her website plus her myspace. haha.. i miss her beautiful face.. hehe.. grabe, ang ganda ganda mu Paz. Will u marry me? hahaha.. asa ka jay! (me). :D

Superman Returns

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 06:06:06 +0000

Grabe, napakaganda ng movie.. i thought it was sort of 80's na superman.. sa introduction, ung umpisa ganun dati sa movie. As the film roll on.. grabe, tindi. Panalo kung me awards lang.. grabe.. kaso, nainlove si cel ke superman sa sobrang kagwapuhan.. hehehe..it was really fantastic movie that everyone should watch. promise, it's a worth movie. galeng pa ng mga characters dun.

2 of my officemate will be leaving in this hell, i wish i was one of them. hay, kakainggit. i can see smiles on their faces. hay naku, bat ko pa napagtitiisan itong company. worth ba akong magtrabaho dito. grabe, sobrang taas na yata ng commitment ko rito e.well, that's luck for them. sad. how's it gonna be.. hay..

anyways, enough of lonely feelings.
nap, lex, glenn, let finish what we started on our project. grabe, magandang start ito para foundation ng company. pero sana hindi magaya sa company ko. badtrip e. pero malaking effort if we could finish it. sana nababasa nyu mga brader. willing ako magsacrifice ng time para sa sideline project natin..

enough of work, hehe.. sa mga nakikitag sakin at mga comments, superthanks. i really appreciate. sana palagi kaung magsulat sa blog kasi un na lang ginagawa ko pag bum sa ofis. hahahahaha

eyebugs luring around

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 07:19:15 +0000

damn, i didn't have a good sleep. why? overnight, for this project. darn, but they will not give the overtime payment for my past two weeks, since my boss was too busy for whatever! ggrrrrr... anu ba?? hindi na ito makatarungan. nakakainis...

ewan! ganun ba talaga ang buhay???!!! anyways, wala na akong magagawa.. maybe, they will pay it for next bayaran... hahahahaha....

Thu, 20 Sep 2007 05:06:47 +0000