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		<title>busy lang...</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<p>oh my... 2005 na pla? pambihira! parang ang bilis naman ng panahon... ang tagal kong hinintay ang pasko at bagong taon tapos gnon lang kabilis matapos... parang hindi man ako ngbakasyon from work... bitin!!!<br /><br />...medyo busy lang poe sa work kya di na masyado nakakapost dito... sencya na... <br /><br />sabagay... onti lang naman ang mga nagbbrowse sa tabulas ko... hehehe..<br /><br />cge guys... have to work again!!!</p>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Fri,  7 Jan 2005 04:41:39 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>its weird but i really like this...</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<p>i\'ve been wondering... why i like HER...why i keep on THINKING of HER eventhough i\'m not sure if SHE\'S THINKING of ME too...why i KEPT on SEEING HER in my DREAMS eventhough i\'m not sure if SHE SEES me too... that\'s kinda\' weird for me... but if that\'s what they call the weird thing...then... i wanna be weird FOREVER!!!<br /><br />to be honest wit yah all... up to now... i still can\'t believe myself doin\' tis things in here - expressing how i feel... letting others know... i still dunno why i do this... there\'s only one thing i know --- I LIKE WHAT I\'M DOING... <br /><br />ask others who know me... for sure, they won\'t believe you if you\'d say that im doin tis for HER... well... maybe i can... somehow... in a not-so-expressive way of my own... <br /><br />i dunno...maybe that\'s what they call the SPARK OF LOVE... jumpstarting someone from a LONG IDLE LOVELIFE... ye know what i mean... ive been wandering around alone for... how many? ... maybe a year??? or more than that... i can\'t really tell for how long... i juz DIVERTED my LONGINGNESS to other things like WORK... FAMILY... FRIENDS... and other things juz to forget that i\'m alone...<br /><br />so much for that! YOU can\'t just DICTATE your HEART to STOP LOVING... to STOP BEATING for SOMEONE who DESERVES to be LOVED in the NICEST WAY possible... i know SHE\'S not READY yet... i know that... i have some IDEAS about her FEARS why SHE can\'t ENGAGE with A RELATIONSHIP... FOR NOW... but i\'m sure... SOMEHOW... SOMEWHERE... SOMETIME IN THE NOT SO DISTANT FUTURE... SHE would RECOVER and eventually CONQUER HER FEARS... and be READY to FACE a NEW SPRING OF LOVE that\'s WAITING FOR HER...<br /><br />...I AM JUST HERE....on the END of the ROAD...always ready to HELP YOU PICK UP THE PIECES and START a NEW ROAD to LOVE... :loveeyes:  :loveeyes:  :loveeyes:  :-D</p>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 14 Dec 2004 10:43:08 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>...can\'t wait for december 25...</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<p>yah! i know... its christmas season already...u can already smell the breeze outside... actually, i seem like late in posting this...coz its only a matter of days before christmas day... hey! wats happening to me...??? <br /><br />a... maybe its because of work... everyday work... forgot about what day is it today... what\'s goin\' on around me... i need a day... or maybe a week of rest... can\'t wait for those days prior to x\'mas wherein all i have to do is to stay home....(hiding from inaanaks... what\'s the term for that in english...gosh!!) anyways, that\'s just a joke huh! i don\'t hide from them... my problem is... up to now, i haven\'t shop yet for their gifts...\'coz don\'t have the money yet! that\'s why!!!<br /><br />my other problem is...its my first time to shop for these kids... e im not that used to shopping for others... i just hope someone, who is expert in shopping, would go with me to help me buy those stuffs for the kids...<br /><br />o well... i think i know someone who can help me about that... i know SHE\'s a mall girl... just hope that she would go wit me that time...<br /><br />MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!</p>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 14 Dec 2004 10:00:51 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>a song for HER...</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<p>IâM A LITTLE BIT...<br /><br />I was kindâa hesitant to tell you<br />Should I let you know?<br />I was never really like this before<br />Need I say more<br /><br />Or maybe Iâm confused when you are near me<br />I donât know what to do or I should be<br />Thereâs only one thing in mind<br />Thatâs you and me<br /><br />Iâm a little bit of crazy<br />Iâm a little bit of fool<br />Iâm a little bit of lonely<br />Iâm a little bit of all<br />Oh, I need a cure<br />Just a little bit of you<br />And I will fall<br /><br />Iâm always on the run to see you<br />Would you allow me to<br />It wasnât my intention to hurt you<br />This feeling is true<br /><br />Or maybe Iâm confused when you are near me<br />I donât know what to do or I should be<br />Thereâs only one thing in mind<br />Thatâs you and me<br /><br />Iâm a little bit of crazy<br />Iâm a little bit of fool<br />Iâm a little bit of lonely<br />Iâm a little bit of all<br />Oh, need a cure<br />Just a little bit of you<br />And I will fall<br /><br /><br />hope that somehow you\'d see this and we can talk it out sometime...</p>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu,  9 Dec 2004 14:26:47 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>i think i\'ve found HER...</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<p>i\'ve been wandering around this world... looking for HER... i\'ve searched every where i can just to find that MAGIC within that would tell me....ahhh... this is it! SHE\'S THE ONE!<br /><br />at first... its just like that... everyday we see each other... fooling around... teasing each other... joking each other... and whallah... i fell for HER! o that\'s LOVE! i dunno how to explain it but it just came to me and thought i heard someone whispering... \"say what you want to say to HER...\" after that, i\'m on with my pc...sending emails to her... its really funny that i just found myself exchanging mails wit her everyday... how happy i am even i know that SHE is not yet ready to be with SOMEONE like ME... <br /><br />...but i just felt free when i\'ve said to HER how I feel for her... that\'s the MAGIC of LOVE right?!<br /><br />anyways... i just hope that this would result to a more DEEPER relationship wit HER... but i\'m not RUSHING her.... as i\'ve said to HER... \"I WILL WAIT UP TO WHEREVER THIS MAY LEAD ME...\"<br /><br />tatah!</p>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu,  9 Dec 2004 04:59:08 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>a day of down under...</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<p>yesterday, i attended our weekly staff meeting where we report everything that had happened during the past week... during the report, our president asked me, why a certain item has no available raw material but it has already a forecast for the the month of december, january, and february... i didn\'t want to answer because if i will answer, my immediate superior will be reprimanded because she is the one who is responsible for analyzing and making purchase requests to purchasing... no one wants to answer... my boss is not saying anything - she was playing safe in short - then our president turned again to me and asked me - \"WHAT ARE YOUR JOB ASSIGNMENTS?\" i answered him back with what i\'m doing everyday... he asked me to call ROSE - our staff - and asked her the same question... rose answered again but she was not really in charge on the procurement of the raw materials... it is our boss - section manager who does that... but she doesn\'t want to admit it, she insisted that ROSE is the one in charge of it!!! would you believe that??? a section manager pointing her job to others infront of co workers mostly manager??? give me a break!!! this is the first time i encountered a manager who points her job to others just to cover herself!!! how come she became a manager??? <br /><br />ah... if not for the job, i will leave this company full of people who are afraid of admiting their faults... and points out to others what is supposed to be their..<br /><br />this is not the first time she did this... many times before but this is too much... i just hope she would realize that what she is doing is degrading her from others, considering her position on the company...<br /><br />hope this is not happening to you guys...if it is... piece of advice... pray for them...<br /><br />tatah! have a nice day!</p>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu,  2 Dec 2004 04:56:02 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>for kren...</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<p>... i just want to greet ms. kren garcia - who happens to be my layout designer and my cuzin - a very HAPI HAPI BIRTHDAY in advance...in case the coming days are going to be so busy....<br /><br />yan, kren ha! nauna na ko sa kanila... just stay as mabait as you are ryt now.... heheheh....<br /><br />bayih!!! greet nyo cya guys ha!</p>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Wed,  1 Dec 2004 15:03:47 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>....</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<p>I Will Be Here<br />by Steven Curtis Chapman<br /><br />Tomorrow morning when you wake,<br />And the sun does not appear,<br />I will be here.<br />If in the dark we lose sight of love,<br />Hold my hand and have no fear,<br />I will be here. <br /><br />I will be here,<br />When you feel like being quiet,<br />When you need to speak your mind I will listen.<br />Through the winning, losing, and trying we\'ll be together,<br />And I will be here.<br />If in the morning when you wake,<br />If the future is unclear,<br />I will be here.<br />As sure as seasons were made for change,<br />Our lifetimes were made for years,<br />I will be here. <br /><br /><br />...wla lang... i just happen to browse through a love poems website and saw this... I remember this was a song... a beautiful song that is... Someone came to my mind when I saw this... kya I thought of posting this here.. baka sakaling mabasa nya and magets nya message ko... <br /><br />sarap tlagang ma in-love... but my problem is i dunno if she\'s in love too.. oh well bon... maybe this is not yet the time to say that... I\'m sure there will be the right time for that.. I just hope that by then, it will not be too late...</p>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 28 Nov 2004 07:41:18 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>it\'s 5:00AM but i\'m still awake...</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<p>:soju:  :yell: gosh... this work makes me sick... imagine us working from 8:00am of Sunday up to this time - 5:00AM of MOnday - straight time... with some breaktime like this time... how would you describe the feeling that even if your mind says SLEEP but you do the other way around? well, that\'s exactly what i feel at this very moment... sleeeeeeep!!!! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...... o man, i have to be awake some more, my boss said that i will still work today (monday: 8:00am up to maybe 5:00pm this afternoon...) huh! tough man! nope! whether she likes it or not, i will file a half day leave today and go home @ 12noon to rest... i just hope it will be approved!<br /><br />at least, the work paid off coz the result is doing well... seems like our wip inventory is born again to be healthy once more! i just wish that we could maintain this type of system inventory...<br /><br />bayih guys!</p>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 21 Nov 2004 21:11:59 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>still working on my rest day...</title>
		<description><![CDATA[<p>.....gosh... saturday sunday are supposed to be my rest days... but look at me today, im working, because of that work in process inventory discrepancy actual versus system. we need to correct it to phase out physical counting. if the inventory on the system is tally with the actual, therefore there will be no need for actual counting. in that way inventory reports can be submitted within 1 or 2 days. presently, report making takes 1 week or more to finish because of manual counting... hopefully, this would work... beacuse if not, then we remain counting manually...<br /><br />just think positive! wish us luck! bayih! gotta work na!</p>]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 20 Nov 2004 04:44:23 +0000</pubDate>
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