its labor day here in the phils. as usual, just like any other callcenter agent, i'm here at work laboring the day away... lol!

don't know why though i know how, but lat last january i found myself signing in to a contract to be a callcenter rep again.  now this was a 18months after i said to myself that im done with being a callcenter slave.

guess the pull of the promised salary i stronger than my will. just as well coz now im earning almost double what i was getting from the korean shit that used to be my boss. hehehe!

too bad though coz same as before, i cant seem to meet the metrics set by the account. and now i have a feeling that unless i pull up my stats, i'll most probably be shown the way out.

wish i have something else to do. been thinking of applying for the trainor position at toni's. she said they pay better. i do hope so.  cant wait to stop taking calls...

oh well...  i'll leave the rest to tomorrow...  cant think anymore... i'm bored and sleepy.... i wanna go home...

Anyway, this is just to let you guys know that I'm still alive.  Got new work now with PeopleSupport.  Been working here since January. Can't say much xcept that I wish there something else I can do.

 Toni said there's an opening for trainor at Convergys, will be applying for it.  I just hope I can send her my resume soon.

Anyway, my lovelife is soooo much better than before.  Been with Bryan for more than a year now and needless to say, I've never been so happy before.

Gosh! I'm so lucky! hahahah!

anyhoo... hope I get to post again soon... mwah!

As I have told my dear friend Toni, I need to take a vacation!! BADLY!!!  was supposed to go to Baguio last weekend and was move to this weekend... sadly.... it was moved again, to DECEMBER?!

Cant make demands though, sabit ng kze ako... anyway, dude!!!  lets go out and unwind!!!  I need to get out of the city and commune with nature...

lets go to Camiguin, or Palawan, or somewhere else thats cheaper...  I dont care where, just wanna get out of the city...

pleeeaaassseeee???????!!!!!!

Way back in highschool I sad to myself, I'm getting married when I turn 25. Now when I look back on the past 4 years after college, I can honestly say that there is more to life than this that I'm living.

I'm turning 25 and there's a lot more that I want to do and accomplish. I feel that I have wasted so much of my time doing what is considered as normal and necessary. Now, all things considered, I can sadly say that I have missed out on a lot of things.

Here are some of the things I wish I did but never got around to doing so...

1. I wanted to become either a veterinarian, a marine biologist, or a zooligist. This stemmed out from my love of the outdoors and of animals.  Instead, I took up Computer back in colloge and didn't learn much. Now I work in an office, 9 hours a day helping our players get back their hacked accounts.

2. I wanna travel. Doesn't have to be out of the country, I just want to get out of the city and experience nature. I guess I can't do that if I have to be in the office close to 10hrs a day at 6 days a week.

3. I want to have my own house. One that has a huge bedroom with windows that has a great view of the sea, especially at dusk.  Then I'd have a pool on my yard that big enough for a whale to fit, with a hot jacuzzi installed on the side. I also would want to have a garden that's always green and filled with lots of flowers.

4. I wanted to have at least three cars. One for me, my husband, and for the whole family.

5. I want to have my own property out in the country where the family can go the during the summer. I wanted it to be like the haciendas of the rich where we raise horses and have lots of dogs running out to great us whenever we come home.

6. And lastly, I wanna have lots of money to do all the things I wanna do. After working for almost 4years now, the most that I have saved is the money that I have asked Bryan to keep for me. Its really sad coz I know not having enough savings is mostly my fault.

I know the list I gave is pretty much coming from the materialistic side of me. But lets admit, who doesnt want to have all that and more? I know that I need to work harder for me to achieve all that. I may not be able to change what I have already done in the past, I sure can work onthe future.

So guys, on my 25th birthday, lets us all wish me good luck and lots of happy times to come.  Thanks again for all that you have done for me. You may think it wasn't much, it sure was aprreciated.

I love you!  mwah!!!

 isa pa, i know na sa honey ko babagsak lahat ng work ko pag umalis ako... wawa nman honey ko.... ska isa pa, medyo hesitant akong umalis knowing na malamang sa call center na nman ako... bka nde ko rin matagalan yun...

if only i can be a professional bum! all i'd do would be to sit in front of the tv and watch anime... and when i get bored of doing that, i'd go online and play... sana nga may ganung work...

hay buhay! ang saya tlga ng in-love! wahahahah!

I LOVE YOU HONEY!!! 

 Anyway, we got lots of beer, a bottle of Absolut Vanilia, and Tequila at home for me so I should be all set for the long weekend.  Wanna get drunk??? Come drink with me... Heheheh!!!

so now, im goin to resign... kahit malayo pa ako sa mahal kong si Bryan, kakayanin ko. Bhala na muna si batman sa min. basta ayoko na  sa office na to. pero may dilema ako. nde ko alam paano gumawa ng resignation letter.

HELP ME NMAN!!! Send me some info or ideas on what i should put in my goodbye letter... heheheh!!! email nyo na lang sakn pra nde nman bulgar... ahahah!

send it to me >>>  an2nettes@yahoo.com

 please guys! nakikiusap ako.... this is no joke! I really need to get myself out of this hell-hole!!!  HELP!!!!

I have come to realize how fleeting our stay in this world can be. We may be full of life today, but just as quick as a blink of an eye, we can be gone tomorrow. With that thought in mind, I try to live each day to the fullest and make the most of my time as I know best. You can, too.

KNOW WHAT YOU WANT
Start off by finding out what are most important to you. Is it your family? Fame? Fortune? Once you find the answer to that question then it's easier for you to move on. If material success is what matters most, then by all means, work your butt off to make a fortune. But if you say your family tops your list yet you hardly see them 'cause you're at the office all the time, then maybe you need to re-asses things. Why do we need to do this? To eliminate regret. How?

If at the onset, you already know what it is that you live for, then you can spend your life doing that and not be remorseful at your deathbed. If it's really cars that give you joy and you spend all your days acquiring as many vehicles as you can, then you can leave this world smiling, telling yourself that you did what you loved doing most.

On the other hand, if you say your friends are your priority but all you do is work then you'll definitely be in trouble once the highest kingdom calls. A famous man once said that "the worst thing in life is to have lived it to the end and then wished you'd lived it differently." It's okay to commit small mistakes, regret minor actions. But to live a full life then regret it in the end would be such a waste.

FORGET REGRET
As for those periodic sorrows caused by wrong decisions or poor judgement, we need not wallow in them too long. Dwelling on the matter will not change things. Might as well drop the issue and move forward. There are so many other subjects worthy of your attention. Treat such incidents as a learning experience, an opportunity to do better next time. It is useless to live in the past when there is so much we can do with the present.

ENJOY THE PRESENT
Similarly, do not be engrossed with the future. You can only plan so much. Do not let goals for tomorrow get in the way of enjoying today. A lot of people are guilty of sacrificing too much of the present in the name of the future. Life is fragile, you do not know what or who you may lose the next minute, so learn how to value today. Don't put off things for a special occasion, every day is a special occasion.

JUST DO IT
Learn how to seize the moment for it might not pass you by again. Follow your instincts. If your gut tells you to go for something, then by all means do so! This way, you remove the risk of having to ask "what if ?" later on. Do not be afraid of taking risks. You've got to make that leap of faith once in a while if you want to get any where.

EXPLORE
I've heard a lot of people say they'd like to do everything even just once. Not a bad idea at all. There are so many things to learn, so many places to go to, so many people to meet. Do not confine yourself to a single circle, a single destination. Open yourself to people from all walks of life, you'll be surprised how a simple 30-minute-conversation with somebody from a different age group, a different school, or a different industry will perk your thoughts. Travel as much as you can. You don't have to trot the globe to acquire new lessons, you'll pick up a thing or two if you venture to the next town. You just have to embrace the variety available to you.

EXPLOIT YOUR TALENTS
Everybody shines in a thing or two, in one way or another. You were given talents for a reason, don't let your gifts go to waste, use them to help yourself and assist others.

TAKE CHARGE
"No man is an island." We can't help but be subjected to other people's opinions and comments daily. But no matter what, you must bear in mind that this is your life and you must live it the way you want to, the way you know best. Listen to advice but make your own decisions, do not let others make them for you. Do what you want, be who you want to be, follow your calling.

Do not be a victim to society. "There's no sense in living if you can't feel
alive." How can you feel alive if it's another's person's yearnings and
dictates you're fulfilling? Exercise freedom of choice!

MAINTAIN GOOD ATTITUDE
When all the odds are against you, just think positive and you will pull
through. As long as you are able to see the silver lining, there will never be a dark cloud in your sky. It's your attitude that will make a difference. Everything that we are, that we have, is one big blessing. If you know how to recognize even the littlest miracles, then you will tread life with gratitude in your heart and a smile on your face.

GIVE IT YOUR BEST SHOT
You can never go wrong as long as you do your best. There's nothing more fulfilling than knowing you gave it your best shot. If at the end of the day things don't work out as planned, if your best still isn't good enough, then it simply means that something else is being prepared for you.

LAUGH
Don't take yourself too seriously. Often, when the going gets rough, your sense of humor will keep you tough. Find joy in the things you do and share that happiness with those around you.

LOVE
"It is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all."
Romance has a way of bringing glow and inspiration to your life. Go ahead, open your heart, be generous with your emotions, connect with your family and friends.

Often, we are caught in the flurry of the daily grind that we take a lot of things for granted. I believe it's necessary for us to evaluate our lives
every so often just to make sure we are following the road we've set our sights on. Are you living your life to the fullest? Sit still for a while
and think about it. Today may be the start of a more fulfilling journey.

 

Lagi Mo Na Lang Akong Dinededma
by:Rocksteddy

Matagal ko nang gustong malaman mo
Matagal ko nangg itinatago-tago 'to
Nahihiyang magsalita
At umuurong aking dila
Pwede bang bukas na
Ipagpaliban muna natin 'to

Dahil kumukuha lang ng tiyempo
Upang sabihin sa iyo

Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang alam
Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang ramdam
Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo na ako tinitignan
Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo lang alam, ohwoh..

Matagal ko ng gustong sabihin 'to
Matagal ko ng gustong aminin sa'yo
Sandali, eto na
At sasabihin ko na
Ngayon na, mamaya
O baka pwedeng bukas na

Dahil kumukuha lang ng buwelo
Upang sabihin sa iyo

Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang alam
Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang ramdam
Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo na ako tinitignan
Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang alam, ohwoh..

Ngunit kumukuha lng ng tiyempo
Upang sbhn sa iyo

Mahal kita pero di mo lang alam
Hindi mo alam kasi hindi mo naman ako tinitignan
Ayaw mo naman itanong sakin kasi baka nga naman hindi naman ikaw
At hindi ko rin naman sayo sasabihin kasi ayoko pa sa ngayon na manligaw
Mahal kita pero hindi nga lang halata
Hindi halata kasi wala naman akong ginagawa
Hindi ako kumikibo hindi ako nagsasalita WALA
Pero hindi ako TORPE
Hindi ko lang talaga masabi sayo ng harapan
Mahal kita pero dehins mo pa rin ramdam
Hindi mo ko titignan di rin kita titgnan
Lagi mo lang akong pakikiramdaman lagi rin kitang pakikiramdaman
At araw araw tayong magdededmahan
Hanggang sa tayo ay magkabistuhan
Pero ngayong malapit nang matapos ang kanta ko
Nais kong magkaalaman na
Nais kong ako na rin ang magsabi sayo ng harapan
Kasi alam kong doon din naman ang tuloy nyan
At dalawa din lang naman ang posibleng sagot dyan
Oo o hindi
Kaya eto na sasabihin ko na para matapos na
At hindi na magka-tsismisan pa
Sasabihin ko na para wala nang problema
At para hindi na rin kayong lahat nabibitin pa

Mahal kita, pero di mo lang alam
Mahal kita, pero di mo lang ramdam
Mahal kita, kahit di mo na ako tinitignan
Mahal kita, kahit lagi mo na lang akong dinededma